#nihilasta

[your-bigender-big-brother]

I'm stuck on anything to ask really. What's been your fave music release of the year? Fave movie? Fave show?

You're one of the first channels I found when seeking out Demiboy channels to help me understand my identity so thanks for that, it definitely helped:)

I'm glad my videos helped in some way! It seems a lot of people found my channel when looking for demiboy content, so I'm glad I made the step to get my story out there and talk about the experience. It's nice to be helpful to people looking for answers.

I'll be honest, I don't pay attention to a lot of new music. I'm very out of the loop on a lot of things. However, Korn's new album was a weird little birthday surprise for me. The only other thing I was excited for was the Chromatica album drop in 2020 lol. Normally I'm listening to older stuff or stuff that's mostly on YouTube (like Pentatonix and Voice Play and other acapella artists, or cover artists like Nick Pitera.)

Ahh. Movies this year. My partner always has to make me watch movies because I never watch them on my own and there are so many I haven't seen. Disenchanted was a pleasant surprise. Oh God, and the Bob's Burgers movie was awesome and I hope I can get caught up with the show because I'm a fairly new fan. Mostly this year was watching older movies for the first time. To Wong Foo (amazing), Priscilla: Queen of the Desert (amazing-er), Down with Love (meh), the first Doctor Strange (only because my partner is into it), uhhhh the weird romance movie with Ryan Gosling having to marry his boss so she doesn't get deported. Betty White's in it. Oh, and Turning Red! The one really really good one! (I could go on forever but the representation of Chinese-Canadian culture made me feel really good. It was interesting to see Cantonese being spoken instead of Mandarin because I'm a nerd for languages.)

Fave show was definitely Westworld before they took it away from me and made me super sad - unforgivable if you ask me. Trying to get caught up on the final season of The Walking Dead but I definitely saw everything up until that point. Station Eleven was an amazing super new show that was a fun watch despite how short it was. You can see I like post-apocalypse kind of stuff. I've seen exactly two episodes of Gentleman Jack which I liked and might go back to. I also rewatched all of Breaking Bad.

That turned into a rant.

I wish I could remember more but I haven't been journaling as much nowadays, which means I won't remember a lot of this stuff. - 💙💚