#nightmare.cs.fanart

[elytrafemme]

is this a good time to share a cs doodle from the other day :’D

ohhhhh now and forever is always a good time this is SO CUTE thank u for sharing this :((( i love your art they are literally just jamming out to music... the hearts are so cute too augh. thank u so much

[elytrafemme]

drops this and runs

(hoping to make this into a full , post-able piece but here’s silly sketch of silly guy)

you have to have sent this. SO long ago. and i am hoping that i responded to you in some way but if i never did i am so so sorry. this art is absolutely beautiful and i am so grateful to you for sending this to me, i cannot believe i missed it. i hope you are doing well you are so so talented <3

[elytrafemme]

Big spoon cs!tubbo thoughts??

Slightly related: Do you know that specific feeling when somebody takes a photo of you and you don't know what to do with your hands? I don't know what to do with their hands.

OMG ONG OMG DDTSGIFTDTAREFYIGGIDFGX💜💜💜

CANON!!!! I don’t know if i’ve ever talked about this but for plot reasons (and indulgent ones) kind of I’ve thought a lot about the kind of physical contact they’re both okay with and not, it’s an important kinda thing to work out in QPRs so i plan to go into it and it makes me happy

you’ve convinced me with the big spoon cs!tubbo agenda that’s so fucking real

hands are so hard. just in every way but especially drawing them 😭

[elytrafemme]

I had a sudden urge to draw them so, here you are :)

OHHHHH I LOVE HOW U DRAW THEM SO MUCH!!!! THEYRE VIBING THEYRE HANGING OUT <333 LOVE IT TYSM!!

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CsRanboo gets to cuddle with dog,,,,

OH MY GOD THATS SO. HTHAT SSO <33 33333333 OHHHHHHTHES'S SO BELOVED HES SO BELOVOED THES IM SO <3333IMSO

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For you a cstubbo 😇

OHHHHHHH HE IS EVERYTHING 2 ME HOLDS HIM IN MY PALMS

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BEHOLD THE RANCH JOKE

(Ignore the head of another CsRanboo on the CsRanboo pictures, my doodles are big and many in number)

HOLY SHIT THE RANCH........<333 Big fan

[elytrafemme]

*shakes you* COUGH SYRUP TUESDAY

I'M SORRY IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO REPLY BUT THESE TWO ARE LITERALLY EVERYTHING TO ME U DONT UNDERSTAND...THIS IMAGE SPARKS SO MUCH HAPPINESS IN ME IM SO.....<3333

[elytrafemme]

Galaxy rant time, let's go!!! (I'm a little later than usual but you will see the reason when you scroll ;D)

Let's start with Ranboo who really needs a hug, an article on the signs of emotionally abusive relationships, and hot chocolate cuz mans was cold! Oh my gosh he hates himself so much, he and Tubbo were made for each other, he just thinks so much about how he's disappointing everyone and thinks he's such a burden. Like my guy noooooo... He hates his body, he hates his brain, he thinks everyone hates him and it always comes off as so wonderfully cruel! The imagery this chapter was especially good in regards to Ranboo's mental state and that blizzard metaphor in the beginning was so good! Most importantly, RANBOO USED TO VOCAL STIM BUT HE DOESNT ANYMORE WHAT THE FUCK IM SO UPSET- regardless, the way Ranboo thinks others see him is so unsettling, the "kill him"s and rifles and my god is it concerning/POS

Anyway, on to the other stuff!

Dream! I want to kill him. I want to stab him, and lock him in a shed and hit him with a bat. This is all a compliment to your writing of course, all the delightful little hints of dream being an abusive monster are there and incredibly enraging! Dream talking down on the friends he knows Ranboo has, like Niki, as an attempt to isolate him and make him feel like he shouldn't continue to foster those relationships. How dream holds Ranboo's memory issues over him at every turn, trying to reinforce Ranboo's self-hatred /self-ableism (and clearly it's working based on how Ranboo thinks about himself). How obedient Ranboo acts around him, the encouragement of self destructive behavior, it's so terrible! /POSSSS

Then onto Tubbo! I swear Tubbo will be like, I wish he was more open with me and then doesn't open up to Ranboo, and then Ranboo does the same thing back! God they're such idiots 😭 Anyway, I LOVED the juxtaposition between Tubbo and Dream in this chapter! The reminders from Dream that he's "wrong" vs the "your brain is good" from Tubbo. How dream makes Ranboo stay silent/not ramble vs Tubbo actively telling him to talk. How uncomfortable Ranboo is with even sitting close to dream compared to how he's "A little weak for Tubbo hugs" All so good and well placed, props to you! And then all their flirting, I swear- and the marriage bit- and the familial trauma- and the Beloved last name jokes, WONDERFUL!!!

Next imma talk about my boi's talk with Fundy! This section was great, and Ranboo's childhood is so sad to listen to. Props to Fundy for trying his best with what he had, which wasn't much, but his attempts to help Ranboo through his mental health/panic attacks was so bittersweet. (But also Clair de lune pog!) And the accident, was...oh my gosh! To think Ranboo's life completely changed because of his 'sleepwalking' must not be an encouraging thought for him, like he could've died. And it definitely will not help his already horrible hatred for his own brain, this isn't something that anyone should bare alone without anyone professional or other wise to help with. But most importantly, the "hallucination" scene was AMAZING. I genuinely, I kid you not , felt actual pain reading it that's how well it was worded. Everything felt like it was spiraling and unsteady and I could feel all the painful thoughts and agony going through Ranboo's mind. Once again props to you, that scene was incredible and was executed so so well!!

Anyway, this was once again an amazing chapter and I look forward to the next one. I think the abusive relationship between Ranboo and dream is gonna really pick up later, which is concerning, but so exciting! Especially since Tubbo is trying to understand what's going on, so much tension :D

Thank you for writing this, and as I suggested in my last long winded essay, I wanted to draw a scene from chapter 21! I decided on the the one where beeduo was in the car and Tubbo was non-verbal! That's why I was a bit late with my ask, I was working on art! (Don't mind the fact that I can't draw cars lol):

I hope you enjoyed the art :D

Have a wonderful day or night and know that you are very talented!

<333

OKAY FIRST OF ALL I LOVE THE ART SM!!!! OUGHHG I LOVE HOW U DRAW THE TWO OF THEM ESPEC THEIR FACES IT LOOKS SO GOOD <333333 THANK YOUUUUUUUUUU

cs!ranboo does deserve like so much hot chocolate bless him. he's really fucking going through it feels like his own identity was borrowed feels like he has no control over himself and especially with realizing all the stuff about his past it really feels like he just has nothing in his own domain anymore. and YEAH one of the things that i've been excited to write more is about ranboo's paranoia with other people hating him wanting him dead etc. that's always been part of his character but i've been trying to build up to it more and more too

dream fucking SUCKS dream fucking sucks. top two cough syrup campaigns right now are the Fuck Dream Initiative and Let Ranboo Squeak Again

fun fact for you the Beloved name bit was actually supposed to happen like 10 chapters from now but i needed some lightheartedness amidst all the stuff you outlined very well above, so i decided to include some of that as a treat. and make it bittersweet of course but y'know

i'm so glad that the writing of the fundy and ranboo scene was well done; the hallucination part was REALLY hard for me to figure out how to best execute so hearing that people liked it is really cool :] but YEAH the sleepwalking really throws ranboo off too because like on one hand he has not sleptwalked in recent memory and he sleeps pretty much fine but on the other hand that used to be something he did regularly and now he has to like. handle that. plus with the accident it just . it's a lot yeah

appreciate ur asks SO much ur support for the fic means the world. and TY for the drawing-- i don't know if you want to post it on your own or not so that i could directly link to it next chapter but if u don't want to do that that's okay too! just appreciate u :D

[elytrafemme]

Sorry for spamming your inbox with cs art, im just sorta forbidding myself from posting art until Tuesday, so into your ask box it goes :)

They are best friends your honor

YOOO lmk if you do have plans to post these ij the future so i can link that instead either way LOVE THESE!!!!

[elytrafemme]

mx. mare i have made a discovery on a car ride (very long) as i try to draw and fail because holy crap it is hard to draw on a car ride. 

1.linx csranboo is so perfect he looks so silly i can’t wait to bully him in my mind/pos

2.cstubbo mountain goat. i have no real meaning for this other than the fact it looks right. i mean they lick salts and have weird tension in groups and are also skittish? according to like two articles i looked at. also they’re pretty aggressive?? or defensive is probably the better word like there’s record of a mountain goat killing a grizzly bear. they apparently represent inventiveness and assertiveness?? tbh this because i doodled a goat in a hoodie.

proof ^ also ignore the fact that a linx is a natural predator to mountain goats and that a mountain goat would supposedly freaking impale a linx if it tried getting too close shhhhhh

HELLO HELLO!

WAIT I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THESE IM OBSESSED WITH THESE!!!!UR SOOO RIGHT UR SO RIGHT FOR ALL OF THIS.TY FOR UR SERVICE

[elytrafemme]

gosh, thank you so much, mare. you’re so kind, thank you. i appreciate that very much and the blog will be up and running by the end of the week (i hope). i would definitely appreciate the references of appearance and dialogue style, that would help a whole bunch! thank you!

yeah :DDD you're so so sweet too thanks sm!!!! super excited to see what u do w it ill boost the hell out of it ehre when its up n going <3

thats the link! ignore my dumbass comments along the side i have not touched this doc in a WHILEEE but !!!! theres stuff on there. also the nightmare.cs.fanart <- i think thats the tag im gonna look like a dumbass if its not. has like a TON of fanart ppl have done if thats helpful :D

[elytrafemme]

sunshine’s art reminds me of an upcoming chapter too i’m going to explode /pos IF U GUYS DONT KNOW BTW i have a newer tag for nightmare.cs.fanart, it doesn’t encompass all the fanart i’ve ever gotetn and i intent to make a post that links back to all the art (not my rbs but the original creator’s art if possible) but if u want to see some of the recent art u should totally look for those the fanart is one of the best things abt cough syruip as a whole ppl’s interpretations and designs really make it <3