#nigga was HUNGRY for me. just deprived and awkward

[5headsupremacist]

Went on my worst first date.

[finderskeepersff]

33.

Staring ahead of me watching Lloyd run by the car “who you think tipped him off?” I said watching him in anger “I don’t know, he doesn’t know we have friends in the Police. He doesn’t know but I am glad we didn’t touch him” shaking my head “Ethan!” I spat “I don’t fucking care, he fucking working with the police! Why!” I shouted “fucking find out” I am so angry at this shit “because he is scared Cassius, all I know I am happy that it got delayed” shaking my head in annoyance, Lloyd is working with the police on me. He is working with them because of me, he is fucking trying it but I can’t touch him now and I think he did it for that reason “he really meant it when he said he would get me, but Celine. I won’t be killing you. You proved your use, you continue to fucking get shit from him and then we can keep ahead of him” Ethan drove by him, I am so fucking angry. If I kill him then they could possibly pin it to me, he’s got protection from this “Cassius, I said I wouldn’t fucking lie on you like that. I am clean, I am trying. I want to see Bryce” here she goes “and I said no, right? I did say that, right now no. He is going through a confusing time, he thinks I am his dad. My mom is trying to settle him, it’s alot so no. You just continue to do your thing. Ethan, I don’t know what he has said to them, he could tell them the home me and Sofia got. But he has nothing, you need to get more information. Other than that, shit should be good. Business is good, we can get into the role now where we can constantly get money in. Also I heard one of my niggas got beat, I find everything out. What I tell you? No nigga gets left behind, you fucking get that nigga that did it and took my fucking drugs ok? Ethan, you don’t fucking let me down, I will be going back. There is a lot going on right now, you making real money because of me” I am leaning on him for all of this in New York “I got you Cassius, I have my workers, they work through me. And then I got you, just relax we got this. I will get someone on Lloyd and we will be good” all I know is that I am making real money.

Ethan pulled up outside Mia’ crib “I am glad I didn’t move the money to my house, you want to bet they going to raid my home? You want to fucking bet? They will be there” rubbing my face “they going to go to my mom’ home and then mine, because of him. When he don’t bring them what they want he won’t be there’s then I will kill him with my own hands. Kyle and Myles have gone back now so you know it’s just you. Also I need you and some nigga to walk with me and my girl. We going to see Samuel” Ethan pulled a face “why is Sofia going to see him?” rubbing my chin laughing “that is her dad Ethan” nodding my head laughing, it’s funny “no way? You’re fucking lying to me?” shaking my head “that is her dad, he’s never been in her life so she is meeting him for the first time. I just want to make sure things are ok, I don’t want shit to go down and you know how it is. Niggas don’t like to see me do well, Latinos are on lock but can’t be sure so yeah, will text you but be alert” dapping him as I got out of the car, closing the car door making my way to the apartment. Jogging up the steps and making my way to the apartment, Mitch is right though. I feel safe walking here, everyone knows everyone and they all my workers “are you Cassius?” some kid asked me, I didn’t stop walking at all “who is asking?” I asked “me” looking behind me “what is it?” what ever this kid wants “I want to be just like you, you’re a boss!” he spat, I stopped abruptly turning to him “I am not anything” the kid smiled at me “I work for you” squinting my eyes at him “you don’t? How old are you?” he looks about thirteen “I’m sixteen” shaking my head “who told you that?” mean mugging him “wheezy, you know him” I don’t know who the hell he is “you don’t know cause you at the top, I want to be like you. They all talk about you. You dope” I don’t even fucking know a guy called wheezy, I have so many workers. I only speak to the top people and they deal with these niggas “kid, you need to go to school. This is not a life, don’t be me” walking off, I am so annoyed. We don’t employ fucking kids, what is this shit.

I am so fucking angry at that shit, I cannot believe that them niggas are employing underage boys. That is not it, that is really not it and I don’t fucking stand by that, I am annoyed at whoever is dealing with my shit in this area, that is not it. Knocking on the apartment door, maybe it’s me. Maybe I don’t watch what they do, maybe I just let them off with the shit they do or I just don’t watch them. I just not got the time for it, that is what they do, I have fucking people working below me to do that shit “hey” I said to Mia as I walked into the apartment “is Sofia ready? Or is she still not feeling too good” tapping Ethan’ name on my phone “she is getting there, she is so nervous” pressing my phone to my ear “I can imagine, I will be with her. Just give me a moment” this is my way on saying for her to go, I want some space “that was quick” Ethan said “quick? My nigga, I am not happy. Who the fuk is Wheezy? Who calls themselves that? Explain me that? Who is that?” I don’t get that at all “oh I know him, he is one of the distributors, he is good at his thing” Ethan said “by letting a sixteen year old deal? That is not me Ethan! They work for me, you fucking tell that dickhead you let him go, these kids he got” Ethan sighed out “Casssius, these kids are deprived. They need money, we take them off then they will go elsewhere no matter what, product is being moved so what? I think you need to just relax and just ingore it.These kids ain’t got a choice, did any of us? Some make it up the food chain and some don’t” I don’t think Ethan gets it “get rid of them, I don’t want them in the team” Ethan groaned out “Cassius, this is the new generation we need, you can’t get rid of them. They make the fucking money, these has beens aren’t loyal. You leave this to me ok?” disconnecting the call, that ain’t me. I will beat Ethan’ ass, I didn’t even know that shit.

Mitch feels so awkward, I don’t blame him. Lloyd is here like everything is normal, like he just came to see some friends “why are you here Cassius?” he took his damn time to ask, this snake ass motherfucker “planning a wedding, came to Sofia’ friends for some help. Being out there it’s hard to plan so we came here, why?” I asked him back, why does he need to know with his nosey ass, the thing that fucks me over is that he is protected. If I kill him they will make it a big deal, I don’t want that headache at all. It’s not worth it so I will pass on killing him, I will have to keep him close, just be careful about shit “oh cool” Sofia and Mia finally appeared, they took their time “why the long wait? The hell?” I am so confused, I mean Sofia looks good “well, the jeans I originally bought didn’t fit so Mia went to get me a new a pair” letting out an oh “it’s a mess, oh hey Lloyd” Sofia said, I can forgive her for being late then “you look beautiful” I said smiling at her “awww baby, thank you” she placed her clutch bag on my lap “I am just going to get some chips, I am hungry” Mia sat down on the couch “so erm, how come you’re here Lloyd?” good question, he never really said “I just wanted to see you both and also ask Mitch if there is any job going off but he said no, I need a new job” this nigga ain’t shit “oh ok” I wish he would go already “sit on my lap” I said to Sofia as I moved her clutch from my lap, there is no space and Lloyd is taking up the space on the other couch “ok but I am not sharing my chips” I actually ain’t ate when I come to think of it.

Lloyd went, I was happy he went. I was watching his every move, he just wanted information on why but Mitch and Mia stuck up for me “Lloyd is working with the police” I said to Sofia, Mitch and Mia have made themselves busy, Sofia moved in my lap to look at me “don’t lie, seriously?” nodding my head “I can’t touch him, he has protection. I just need to keep him close and make sure I am not stupid with anything, he came here to snoop. I know a few people in the police myself but yeah, found that out today. Saw him come out of their headquaters actually” Sofia rolled her eyes “what a bastard, I was wondering why he was still walking around” I sniggered laughing “Sofia” I said through my laughter “anyways, how are you feeling? You look really pretty, like no lie. I love your lipstick, that is new” Sofia gasped “no, stop it. You want something, what is it?” Sofia is so dramatic “I don’t want anything, I just know that is new” Sofia seems so shook “you actually notice, when you want too and I am feeling, a little scared. I put makeup on, like I said to Mia. I wouldn’t want to cry with makeup on, I wouldn’t want to ruin it so that is why I put it on. I am scared, all I know is that I am going to be holding onto you. You can’t leave my side” nodding my head slowly “I will be there” I won’t be going anywhere else.

Mia is awful, I thought I was bad but she is just hard “we drive behind you guys” even Olivia is here “so you both are coming for what?” I asked “we also feel affected by him, you don’t understand. He is a selifish man that could have given her a better life, Grace was destroying her own daughter” Olivia is just as bad “right, you can come. Just act like you are not with us, it’s a public place anyways” dapping Mitch “good luck with the ladies” Mitch said laughing, rolling my eyes as I walked off. I have Sofia makingm hold this stupid clutch bag and Mia wanting to fight, her friends are a mess, I thought Olivia would be calm but I guess not “Sofia, come on” holding the clutch out to her “I don’t know if I can do it now, this is the man that didn’t really want me” Sofia took her clutch from me “true, then that means you can cuss him out about it, I am here Sofia” she don’t need to be like this.