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it's hard staying positive when all you're feeling right now is loneliness
#m00ncrab#own#nblw blog#wlw blog#sapphic#queer#text post#feeling lonely#need human interactions that's not work#need body contact and affection#why am I so alone#I don't deserve this#pls touch me#intense and very long hug needed#nice now I am crying#anyone? wanna cuddle?#I am such a cool person but I hardly have people to whom I can prove it#why is finding and building friendships so hard#I don't wanna be this anxious anymore#it's such a vicious circle#I feel alone and crave contact but I can't establish contacts because I am too anxious from being alone for so long#loooool
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Prompt 131
Okay, so first of all Dan would like to say it’s not his fault. Ellie was the one to bring some unknown object into the speeder and Jazz was the one driving. Or had Sam been driving- didn’t matter! It wasn’t his fault, he wasn’t the one shooting at them, he wasn’t the one to break whatever, he was not the one to open a stupid portal, and so it wasn’t his fault!
So why is he now like, five years old, and why is the speeder crashed in some sort of corn field. Why is everyone- except for Jazz whose now like six- also like three at most?! And- oh fuck the door just opened and… okay that’s a kid. Like, nine at most.
A kid and an adult, who he hadn’t noticed at first so again, it’s not his fault if he hissed at them and tried to hide his not-siblings behind him. It’s also not fair they’re apparently stuck to ghost speak for who knows how long, but at least they can understand the people.
“Martha, get some blankets, it’s happened again!”
#dcxdp#dpxdc#prompts#What is up with the Kents cornfield that a spaceship with alien children has crashed there twice#Clark: Omg am I an older brother now?? What does an older brother do??#He's going to be so excited when the kids start flying too#Clark: I have eight whole siblings now!#The Kents will end up the most experienced couple in raising superpowered children#Clark: This is Jazz and Dan and Tucker and Danny and Sam and Valerie and Ellie and I love them#The Kents now have two ships hidden on their property lol#and a green glowing dog of some sort that came with one group#the phamily actually get to be kids and don't Have to be vigilantes or are parentified or anything and it's... actually kind of nice#It's peaceful#Ellie definitely doesn't hide the fact she's a clone#They're very limited when re-learning how to talk human language again#so they say some rather concerning things without giving any context for it#not that it isn't concerning even with context anyway lol#Ma and Pa kent nearly cry when they hesitantly ask if their names can be kent too#Clark cries when he goes to metropolis because the kids all cling and try to get him to stay
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JJK OLYMPICS OHHH YOURE A GENIUS
head spinning w sooooooo many athlete aus rn…..
satoru honestly isn’t half as cocky as the media makes him out to be but he could be because you bring up world champion men’s freestyle swim times and it’s his name on the scoreboard ten times before someone else shows up. he’s faster than himself by fifteen seconds all around, he’s earned a bit of cockiness. mentioned in the last post that whenever he’s at a competition and he finishes a race, he looks at the camera and signs a little infinity sign and then blows a kiss to you. some bitter old coach always calls him out on it, and gets him fined for unsportsmanlike conduct, and he’s happy to pay the fees if it means getting a message home to you, but eventually you two come up with a new code; and at his next race, he places gold, turns to the camera, crosses his middle finger over his pointer finger and smiles. when he’s in his post-race interview, he makes sure to explain that he does it for you with the widest smile on his face.
megumi nepotism baby but not in the same sport. toji was a multi gold medalist back in his heyday for shooting, so it’s not really a surprise to anybody that megumi has scary good aim, but he takes to archery instead of shooting. actually the idea of megumi being an emo little kid and throwing rocks at a tree when his dad pissed him off his hilarious, and even funnier is toji watching him, slightly amused and a little scared because megumi is maybe six and hitting the exact same spot every single time. he grows to be very blase about it—it’s more of a release/hobby for him that he happens to be really good at, and well, now good enough to earn a few olympic medals. megumi is not a fan of having his dad ruffle his hair on international television after he’s won, but he supposes it can’t be helped.
i don’t know where to put yuuta…. tennis…. tempting….. him in his little white shorts…. little grunts after he serves…. cries….. a complete 180 in his personality when he’s playing vs doing anything else. so charming and sweet and kinda shy when he’s being interviewed, and the second he steps on the court his eyes are so cold it’s scary…. need him… extremely nerdy about his rackets, and shoes, and clothes, and rambles to you about aerodynamics and posture and torque whenever you ask him to teach you, and you always have to shutup him up with a kiss and remind him that yeah you sort of want to learn to play tennis for him, but mostly you came bc he looks hot doing it. once he got asked in an interview if he ever thinks about you while he’s playing and his response was very concise, “no, never. it would be a big distraction,” and did not realize the implications of his heavily televised words.
also…. not to make this post 40% yuuta but we could pull from canon a bit and make his sport fencing. he doesn’t excel because he’s the strongest, it’s because he’s learned to treat the sword as an extension of himself and a good strategist… also because i like the image of him pulling the helmet/mask off and shaking his hair out………..
don’t even know where to put yuuji…. volleyball? basketball? track and field??? the irony of him easily being the most athletic but canonically does not want to play sports 😭 but i can see him playing a sport because someone scouts him and it turns out to be a way to make steady money to support himself and his grandpa :( by the time he’s qualified and made it to the olympics, wasuke is doing much better (thanks to yuuji having landed some preemptive sponsorships and being able to afford better medical care), but not so well enough that he can travel across the world to watch yuuji play. wasuke tells you that you should travel and be with yuuji, but yuuji is so touched by the idea that you would stay with his grandpa and be by his side when he’s away :(( he wins gold, of course, and he doesn’t even wait until the closing ceremony—which, he’d mentioned in all of his interviews, so nobody can be too upset. he’s on record saying, “i’m excited to play, but i’m even happier to be going home. my girlfriend and my grandpa are watching me and i miss them!” several times— he’s on the first flight home with flowers, and tears in his eyes. puts his gold medal on his grandpa’s neck as a thank you, and spends probably thirty minutes straight hugging you and kissing you and honestly don’t put it past him to propose now that he’s got nike ambassador money
nanami started judo as a way to relieve the stress of his overbearing job, and someone at the gym/training center notices he seems to be a natural despite being a beginner. he starts to draw a crowd, which annoys him at first because the point of judo was discipline and release from having to deal with too many people at his office job, but nanami supposes he can’t be too mad when you introduce yourself as a talent scout and offer him professional training. there’s irony in him accepting your offer, because it was definitely not based in professionalism at all… quitting his job as a salaryman to become a professional athlete in his mid-twenties was not on his bingo chart, but if it means he will have met you, then so be it. you’re with him all the way, through his training, competitions, world championships, qualifiers, all the way until he’s on the podium. you’re the first to congratulate him, but he interjects by telling you he’s quitting. you ask him why—he just won at the olympics for crying out loud, but nanami just shakes his head, puts down his flowers and his medal so his hands are free to hold your face and tell you, “it would be unethical to kiss my manager, so i am quitting.” (later, when everything is said and done, and you two are cuddling, you mention to him that he could just hire a new manager, and not quit his new career, to which he blushes because yeah… that’s probably more rational, but rational was not in his train of thought at the time)
#anonymous#nanami kento.......................................... god#also yuuji :((((( just a kid who wanted to do something nice for his grandpa I will CRY#immediate proposal when he gets home to you who does he think he is? yuuta?#speaking of yuuta he's like the best player his age and he's always asked to attend events or parties or whatever#and he's always like ah no thank you I am going home to my girlfriend#every fucking interview it's like yeah I love tennis but I love my girlfriend more for supporting and encouraging me#my girlfriend my girlfriend my girlfriend#one day he actually seems Excited to be doing his press conference and a journalist picks up on it to which yuuta happily raises his hand#and lets everyone know that he's now engaged. and very very grateful for his wife#he does the same shit a few years later like randomly during a press conference he's like#'I am kinda nervous. my baby didn't sleep well last night so I was up with him pretty late' and everyone's like BABY?#and yuutas like yeah! he's almost 14 months now do u wanna see him!#let me stop bringing kids into this bc w/ satoru and kento I could go on for hours....#jjk x reader#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jujutsu kaisen fluff#jujutsu kaisen smut#gojo x reader#gojo smut#yuuta x reader#yuuji x reader#megumi x reader#nanami kento x reader#once u asked megumi what he thinks about when he's practicing and he's so deadpan as he reloads and arrow#and right before he lets it go he's like 'ur ex boyfriend' and then hits the target dead in the center LMFAO#olympics au
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I LOVE Teen Stan and Ford, it’s sad they don’t get drawn enough, so thank you so much!
Does Ford ever help Stan when he gets overstimulated? Or maybe when he has a rage response and suddenly starts crying and calls himself stupid?
Here's the other post with Ford
#I am once again asking someone to write me a fic about these two posts. pretty please 🥺#this took me way too long to think off#the dialogue was escaping me#if you can guess what the book he's reading is... you won't win anything I just think it would be cool#maybe Stan got upset about his grades. or a boxing match ir something#sometimes I too bite myself. not deep enough to draw blood but enough to bruise. it's gotten better over the tears but still#now and then...#anywayszzzzzzzz#ask#anonymous#gravity falls#stan pines#stanley pines#stanford pines#ford pines#teen stan#teen ford#art#fanart#traditional art#watercolor#the last few drawings came out so nicely#both of them are emotionally constipated in their teen years (and onwards honestly) so instead of addressing the crying they ignore it#they pretend it never happened#btw here you can see my (successful) attempt at putting Ford out of the picture so I don't have to draw more#comic#long post#look at their socks#I forgot the 's' in 'books' I'm so stupid god
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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah
#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again#the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys#saw#well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand#know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows#your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn#thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down#something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness#the transformation of a man into a monster#and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption#sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this#do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore#it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating#fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn#i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him#until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else#well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God#where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium#anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus#maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man#i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed#if only he hadn't been weaponized first#god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already#but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there#rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts#ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly#cat chat
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Scrappiiiees i love kitchen :)
#witch hat tag#orufrey#sorry kind of obsessed about qifrey happy sniffling in kitchen. i draw him sad crying a lot but i think thats the only time we see tears#my head is so busy right now bc im playing edgeworth game and am obsessed with wrightworth atm talking & shyly romancing in my head#with the wish to depict it BUT MY HEADS TOO FULL OF ORUFREY TOO EVERY DAY!!! AND KITCHEN FAMILY LIFE!!!#and DA2 AS WELL bc i was trying to finish the third game before veilguard but i failed bc i miss my da2 man so much#TOO MUCH GAY LOVE IN M YHEAD!!!!#i do think qifrey cries sad tears as well but i think the effort is taken up by crying pain tears during headaches. Haha..#i too am a sniffler. especially about lovely things like witch hat kitchen and orufrey AND when ppl leave nice comments on fics <3 <3
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FINALLY. A LIL NOD TO ZEVRAN!!!!!! AHHHH !!!!!!!!!😭😭😭😭😭 THE BAREST CRUMB!!!!! I was helping my friend find the outfit and totally glossed over the flavor text until they pointed it out and I LOST MY SHIT!! AHH. So credit to @uldren-sov for sharing this w/ me <33 !!!!
And of course it's the flavor text to the sluttiest crow outfit that Zev would totally wear lol:
#THAT'S MY MAN!!!!#zevran arainai#bioware is not free from my wrath w/ the lack of him in veilguard or an update on him but it's so nice to see this WEHHHH#i am a simple creature. i see a simple codex mention and i cry. what abt it.#i have to draw him in this.#AND get that outfit now.#veilguard spoilers#dragon age
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If you see me violently sobbing holding my mutuals close in gently cupped hands don't worry about it
#mutuals#tumblr culture#HEY GUYS DID YOU KNOW I LIKE YOU#YOU'RE ALL SO COOL AND NICE#AND I AM FULL OF SO MUCH ADORATION AND AFFECTION#CAN WE ALL HOLD HANDS OR SOMETHING?#CAN WE CUDDLE?#CAN I GET YOU A DRINK OR A SNACK??#CAN I PLAY WITH YOUR HAIR??#CAN WE TALK AND SUPPORT EACH OTHER#going 2 cry right here right now#you all are very very important to me#I'm going to explode actually#aguh aguh aguh aguh augh augh what is this feeling
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i've been trying to come out with between one and three posts a week, but i'm not sure if i'll be able to continue that pattern for a little while - work and life have me really burned out.
feel free to tag me in any fics, gifsets, art, etc, that don't spoil beyond 5x16, and i'd absolutely love to check it out! and for those who are familiar: is there a specific/conventional AO3 tag for "no spoilers past *insert episode or season here*"? because i'd love to dive into that
or go ahead and send in asks! i have anons off, but i can put them back on for a bit if anyone is interested and there are no hate blogs on the loose
but yeah, i might need a little time away from the writeups <3
#they take me a while and i enjoy describing the whole viewing process but man right now i just need a breather#i will not complain at all (in fact i will rejoice) to be tagged in stuff!#msr has healing powers (this is scientifically proven) and i can't just go and search ao3 for spoiler reasons#UNLESS there are specific tags i do not know about#if so please let a girl know! i am not intimately familiar with the arts of AO3#so keep me in ur thoughts as i move forth and i hope to be back to normal posting soon <3#clients at my job are mean as hell to me and i am still and will forever be ill and it's like. bro. be nice to me.#if you think i won't cry and make everyone deeply uncomfortable you are WRONG!! test me again at your own peril#juni's x files liveblog
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MOBIUS IS DONE!!!!!
#did I burst into tears immediately upon completion??#yes I did#holy shit y'all#a year and a half#269k#(nice)#i am in my feels right now for real holy shit#i love everyone who ever left nice comments and supported me#i love everyone in my discord for being the coolest people alive#goddammit i'm gonna cry again#the silly little fanfic that could#fox writes
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Do you have any OC’s or Whump scenarios that came along via spite? I know for me I get a lot of inspiration by eating traditional media where they imply something bad did/or is gonna happen, but then they cut right before it!! And I’m like “well I guess I’ll do it myself!!”
Is this pretty much the basis of fanfic yes yes it is but are there any specific instances you remember or want to mention?
Okok you want like specific instances??
How about when there’s a pretty servant boy but he never gets hit/hurt onscreen??
I’ve written a lot of servant whump and I really wish more media would explore the ~full potential~
Like, you’re telling me they never punish this guy??
They never just throw him down and beat the bloody shit out of him for fun?? For things that weren’t even his fault??
like.. He’s meant to take it. It’s literally what he’s there for.
You can beat him to the ground cuz it’s fun. Play mind games with your affection. Set him up to fail and then punish him anyway. Anything goes!
Don’t tell me you don’t wanna slap a pretty servant boy across the face with a couple rings on and hear him apologizing to you~
Leave a few nice bloody marks on his pretty face~ It’ll help him remember what he did.
You’re doing him a favor, really. helping him remember his place~
#how I feel about pretty servant boys in media that don’t get abused horribly like I want them to 🥺🥺😭😢😞😭#servant whump#akias asks#I want him crying and apologizing while I grind his face into the floor with my shoe 🥰🥰#read my seven series if u want the servant whump content it is Good Shit I am biased but TRUSSTTT#akia.txt#beatdown#my belovedddd#answered asks#sevencore#whump scenario#whump writing#whump prompt#unintentionally drove past my exs apartment building today on the way home from work >>:///:#0 stars to that shit#I do not like#you know what I DO like tho?!!?!?!??#pretty boy in a tight little suit getting yanked forward by their tie 💖💖#boom CLAP the SOUND in my HEART the BEAT goes ON and ON and ON n ONYEAH#cool brain has reset now nice#thank usuuuuuu sososo much for the ask!!!!!!#eeee!!!
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someone who is definitely done crying over possibly losing their 5 year old best friend
#cowardlycowboys face of fame#I'm gonna throw up if i cry any harder so i am trying to force myself to stop#at least whats nice about kids and not working with old people is at least mine don't die#cause if i worked with old people I'd have to take a week i think#i wanna take a week off now just to be upset about Kingston and kahleesi
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⚠️⚠️⚠️SUPER ULTRA MAJOR SPOILERS AND CRYING AND MOURNING ABOUT TODAY’S EPISODE OF THE SUN AND MOON SHOW BELOW THE CUT!!!😭😭😭
WAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH SOLAR’S FCKING DEAAAAAADDDDD NOOOOOOO MY BOY MY BLORBO MY MAN NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO *crying intensifies*
So now that that’s out of the way, I am legit typing this while crying ToT
Soooo, Solar’s dead, now, huh? I am so FCKING sad right now you can’t even imagine it. Moon was so sad and he was crying and omfg his last few words/sentences
“I think this is it”
NOOOOOOOO don’t say that!! That is the part where I started to cryyy (I was walking home from school at the time with my friend @punypappy) I was so defeated inside omfg and
“I’m proud of you, both of you.”
AAAAAHHHHHHHHHSDKJCNASJKVNIJVANOVKJNVEAIJ WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO USSSSSSSSSSS?! HE HASN’T EVEN BEEN AROUND FOR THAT LONG NOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lunar’s going to be so saaaaaaaaaaddddd. Solar was the first version of his brother he actually came to love, omfg now that he’s gone…… Naaaaaaauuurrr
I swear to got if he doesn’t dome back with all his memories (because I KNOW Moon wouldn’t just let him stay dead) I will die of sadness, and I’m sure all you Solar lovers/enjoyer out there are dying just as much as me :( we feel pain together in this fandom
SOLAR DIDN’T DESERVE TO DIE AT ALL, WHAT DO YALL THINK *explodes* *goes to heaven with Solar*
ALSO I predicted this, isn’t that weird??? Why did I have to predict it, I never wanted solar to go into the light TnT
#HE JUST HE JUST HE JUST EVAPORATED#noooo I hate ruin so much now#the shows getting juicy again#suns the only one who hasn’t died#i was even saying the other day “sun and solar are the only ones who havent died”#and here I am curled up and crying TnT#hahskeleton#fnaf#sun and moon show#fnaf security breach#moondrop#floppy says something#sundrop#sams moon#sams lunar#sams nice eclipse#sams solar#sams sun#sams spoilers#sams rant#rambles and rants#sams ruin#tsams sun#tsams ruin#tsams eclipse#the sun and moon show#tsams moon#tsams#tsams rambles
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"You can't tell me there's not something in this head of yours that you can relate this to!"
#WE COULDA HAD A REAL NICE TEXAS FOREVER! BUT YOU DIDNT WANT THAT! SO NOW ALL WE GOT IS A STUPID LOVE TRIANGLE!#fridaynightlightsedit#fnledit#tim riggins#jason street#filmtvtoday#photopeablr#popcultureds#adaptationsdaily#dailytvfilmgifs#mystuff#screaming crying etc etc over these two like i am not gods strongest soldier!#tim x jason
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who up happying they new year rn
#1000 words takes 10 thousand years to write#ppl who write fast what are your tricks? if you tell me don't edit as you go i'll actually cry.#i know it's the answer but i don't like it#give me 100 perfect words then i lose the will to write or give me death#i'm pushing tho. im doine my best.#i wanna get up to like 6k? for this opening scene? 10 might be better#but i write like 100 words a day at best#and i don't write every day#i think that's the problem maybe#i'm so much better at stream of consciousnesss mannnn#writing is hard#anyway. talk to me if you want.#i solved one (1) problem and now i feel like i'm done writing for the day#lmao like i'm hearing myself i really am#mmmm if ur nice to me i'll post/send u an excerpt#i like sharing bc i like affirmation#even though i think it would be better to keep it to myself while i'm working on it#oh well i like praise too much#at me if you wanna feed my love and affection addictions <3
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i have a confession to make: i'm actually doing better than i ever was
#i started making friendship bracelets for my show & for my gang today#i'm actually pretty excited#also it feels different when you make them for specific people because then you actually make them with love#so i was thinking of you today (you know who you are) 🤍#i also realized that i actually like my job which is crazy to me#i've been struggling with this so much during past few months and i am finally somewhere i don't hate#i like my coworkers and i don't want to cry when i have to go there#i don't even mind working with customers anymore because most of them are nice here#and this job may actually give me the opportunity to make more money in the future so i might just stay here for a while#this is not a perfect life but it is MY life and honestly i wouldn't change a thing about it right now#i am doing good and i am healing#i am taking care of myself#one step at a time#no rush#i'm trying to focus on things that make me happy and myself#i talk to my friends a lot i talk to my parents#i am fine and this time it's not a lie#i feel like maybe one day i will be finally able to say that i'm happy#i'm not there yet but it's good#yay for me i guess#🤍🤍🤍#but sincerely can you hear me?*
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