#ngl ive been. suuuuuper depressed lately. and doing like Nothing but scrolling | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

so-very-small · 20 days ago

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day one!!! so my initial thoughts:

im gonna do it im gonna lock in and do it but i cannot stress how badly my brain is in Actually Fuck This mode. i will do it! but i will complain the whole time <3 keep me in ur thots and prayers i knew this would be rough but i didnt expect to succumb to maddness like, immediately

posting this just for some accountability, but i’m doing a self imposed writing challenge in Feb. 2k words a day, about literally anything g/t related. that’s 56,000 words in 28 days! i WILL die, and i am going to have so much fun!!

most of it is gonna be a backlog for the patreon (which will be updating again soon! more on that later!) and some personal projects, but i will have some fun stuff to share with y’all soon :) i’m super excited, wish me luck!

#ngl ive been. suuuuuper depressed lately. and doing like Nothing but scrolling #so this challenge is just as much to make me Do Something as it is to write. ykno? forcing myself into a task for my mental health #and the thing is. when you decide to fight against ur depression it SUCKS. its not triumphant and easy #its easy to lie in bed all day wanting to die. im good at that. its HARD to snap yourself out of it and work on Living again #but by god is it worth it. so i will write my words miserably and know that in a month ill be better off for it #ok im gonna stop procrastinating and go write now

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