#ngl ive been crying about this because even though i want to be neutral | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

periprose · 7 months ago

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Not to be dramatic. But why does body dysmorphia feel ten times worse in public lol. Saw myself in a mirror at a store and almost gagged. Saw like three beautiful put together women who just seem to have thin bodies with ease (even though I know that's not how it works) and I'm so jealous. I feel like even though it obviously takes work to lose weight nothing beats the terrible feeling of being unkempt just because you're overweight.

#bought a nice dress today for a trip im going on #and yet... i look huge lol #ngl ive been crying about this because even though i want to be neutral #i just feel so ugly #and yes im working on losing weight but #the in between stage of accepting that i gained weight is still hard #i miss my old body #i hate myself rn #vent

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