#ngl i'm pretty nervous for the day and idk why

[nunjjelee-gamedev]

Hey nunjje, sorry if this is out of the blue, but idk if you still remember me (it's like.. years ago lol) we used to chat when i still have my art acc (i mean yea i get how social media gets doomed even worse as days progressed, hence why i dropped social media completely and decided to make my own site to showcase my art).

Ngl i was surprised when all the sudden you're gone and i try to find out what happened and look for you. I'm glad that i found you, and you're doing great and better than ever, and it's really amazing how many games and friend you've made along the way!

I hope i didn't sound like a weirdo or a creep, but i always supported you and you're one of the nicest person i met when i started my art journey (even tho it's.. crashing but im back now haha). I'm really bad at words but all i wanna say that i wanna reconnect with you again (if you're okay with it, if not it's okay no worries!) and i'm looking forward to your works, i support you 100% thank you for all the nice things you've said to me back then cause it really encourages me to be better in everything i do rn (* ˃ ᵕ ˂ )b

(sorry if it's awkward, im so nervous while typing this ngl)

💖 UPD: YEAH, i remember you omg!!! i'm so glad we reconnected! i think we can chat but via my personal acc 👀 i'll try to figure this out. again, ty so much for reaching out 💖

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hi! i'll be honest, my social circle back in the day was really huge, and i kept chatting with lots and lots of people, especially russian-speaking game developers and artists :D and now i cannot really recognize who you are exactly, even if we chatted before. i'm sorry! you can send the name of your previous art acc as ask, i will not answer it but at least i would be more able to recognize who you are hahaha.

actually, it really warms my heart that my words helped you with your own art. tbh it is my main motivation while making my games - i want to show other people that anyone can do it! game development (and art in general) is for everyone, and your art is valuable and unique a priori because you made it, and there's no one like you in this world. so i'm really happy that i actually made an impact and helped somebody! :D be sure that those nice words are still valuable.

now i'm more introverted and closeted person because of… a lot of things, lol. my close circle of friends is really small, and it's pretty hard to talk to me in direct messages, honestly, due to privacy settings and stuff. i prefer to keep it that way, and i do not search for new friends and close connections right now.

but i would be really happy to chat more in the comments via telegram or itch.io (if it's possible)! or here, of course! i love talking with my followers about all kinds of things, if it's in the comments, hahaha.

i really appreciate your support and that you actually found me after all these years!!! i'm so surprised and glad :D thank you SO much!

[borom1r]

2, 3, 7, 8, 9, 12, 14, 18, 20, 22 for lotr from the violence ask meme 😈

OK i have answered 2 already but lets do this thing fuck yea (thank uuuuuuuuuu!!!!!)

3) screenshot or description of the worst take you’ve seen on tumblr

look its not really a "take" but the amount of people who just post variations of "I don't like Boromir, he's the worst" IN THE BOROMIR TAG is genuinely insane to me. like have ur (incorrect) opinion but keep it out of the tag worstie

7) what character did you begin to hate not because of canon but because how how the fandom acts about them?

uhhhh no one thank the gods. ive always disliked Denethor Because of canon. but i will say stumbling across the file index of an old LotR fansite + clicking on files w/ no preview only to find graphics thirsting over Denethor did cause massive psychic damage lmao

8) common fandom opinion that everyone is wrong about

idk 😭 i dont interact w/ the broader fandom really. i do find the way ppl reduce Pippin to Just a joke character in fanon insufferable tho

9) worst part of canon

BOOK!FARAMIR + HIS MIDDLEMEN SHTICK MY WORSTIE.

also ngl i do find the Aragorn/Arwen romance....... Weird. like I'm far from averse to "love at first sight" so long as it comes with the recognition that it's really more infatuation + true love takes work. and there's the fact Aragorn fell head over heels for an image of Lúthien, and Arwen's heart did not turn towards him until Galadriel dressed him up in elven finery. not to mention she was "not yet weary of her days" when Aragorn dies + has to die "whether I will or I nill" like she. wastes away? slowly alone in Lothlórien.

like idk [Aragorn kinnie voice] that's my sister, man but all that aside I do think.. Arwen deserved better? I like that the movies made her more active + I do wish she'd actually been there at Helm's Deep bc it would've been fun to see her and Éowyn bond but yeah. the vibes were off with that whole situation imho

12) the unpopular character that you actually like and why more people should like them

huh. does Théodred count? i feel like he's kind of a blank slate so fandom can just kinda run wild with him but i do genuinely enjoy writing him + find that there are solid implications for at least a friendship between him + Boromir (if not more). i mean, Boromir got a Rohirric shield from someone

14) that one thing you see in fics all the time

ok th implication here bein its sth that bothers me which thankfully i pretty much only read Aramir or Faramir/Éomer fics soooo theres not much??

i think the only things that RLLY get to me + they aren't THAT popular trope-wise (or ive been rlly good at avoiding them lmao) are fics that 1) make Boromir overly aggressive or 2) completely woobify Faramir

+ tbh the Faramir one bothers me more actually. that is a grown ass man and captain of the rangers of Ithilien.....................

18) it’s absolutely criminal that the fandom has been sleeping on…

HRM. again idk :3 <- blissfully not interacting w the broader fandom + only interacting w/ ppl w correct takes on Boromir + Rohan

(tentatively i need to start following more ppl i see some of yall in my notes + i shld follow. sorry im like a nervous dog u need to coax out from under the porch lol)

20) part of canon you found tedious or boring

side-eyeing my copies of the Histories. i need to finish those. eventually.............

22) your favorite part of canon that everyone else ignores

ignores?????? nothing i think (thankfully lmao) but i will say there is SO much detail in the films that it makes me INSANE. ik we literally just talked abt this in DMs lmao but i could sit n talk abt LotR costuming for fucking HOURS the films were SO stunning and the clothing alone reveals sooooooo much abt the characters i think its a super underrated vehicle for character analysis :3

[chuluoyi]

Hi Chu!!!!! OMG This AU looks so cute AHHH I regret not buying schips thenn 😭😭Backing Rosa against the sofa!?!?!??!? SIR ME NEXT-

OH and I got the Marius SSR too! The story is super cute you've got to read it soon! You're so right! If it were a 4 SSR event I would die...

Yeah!! Unholy blood is really a unique webtoon, and Father Michael 😭😭😭 I cried too it was so sad... I somehow always cry when I see the main character devastated...

The author's new work is called "Killer Peter"! I haven't heard of Apostle's creed tho...

HAHAHA Callisto's smirk 🤣 Is he your fave male lead?? I despise Derek with a burning passion... I started liking Reynold after a while, and my fave so far is Eclise 🥹🥹 Vinter is useless ngl like he's just there...

I already returned from Kuantan! It was so fun! The beaches were really beautiful, I wished Nanami could've seen it once 😭😭😭

You can do it Chu!! 💪🏻💪🏻 Jan is coming soonnnn!!!

Yeah! I'm studying in a "Polytechnic" instead of a Junior College. Polytechnics don't have uniforms, and we study things that relate more to our dream career! My extracurricular is actually SFX, but my instructor is a makeup artist so he teaches me beauty makeup too! Omg You're allowed to cut your skirt?? My secondary school would expell me if I did that... And what even- They mock girls with or without makeup??! What's their problem? It really isn't easy being a woman 😭😭 Somehow we're always wrong... So are we supposed to all be naturally pretty? [I think they would call naturally pretty girls slutty ngl] THEY'RE the problem, not girls bruh.

Omg I thought Yuri on Ice was like some anime that not many knew about 🫠🫠

YUH OMG FINALLY SOMEONE WHO KNOWSS!!! 🩵🩵🩵 Shin Hyesun is so talented! You should watch "Mr Queen" she's so funny in this kdrama 😆 I've watched Angel's last mission too! I love how she actually immerses herself in her roles like her acting is just perfect she's sooo natural

THE XMAS ONE 😭😭😭 That one is so brutal 😭😭😭😭 Your bf needs to be hollow purpled by Gojo-

I'll use the forum once my school starts in Jan!! For now I'll just chill 🫠

HUH 50?! THAT'S NUTS I thought 20 marks was bad 😭😭😭 How did you score in that 😭😭 Ooo was engineering interesting tho? Hahah! I'm doing banking and finance but I plan to switch courses to Accounting or something... I'm so done with crypto and stuff I'm not cut out for it...

Sorry babe I despise Econs with a burning passion 😭 I'm a math girlie ✨️✨️ I love Algebra HAHAH but I hate Trigo... Idk why we need to find X and Y... But if I'm somehow good at it, sure! Right? I can't remember anything from the nervous system... I remember being so done with it 💀💀 Omg the whole periodic table?!??!! That's crazy 😭 I was already happy with memorising the metallic table thingy...

YEAH- I think it's different tho! HAHHAHA Everyone would flock to Kuantan 😭😭😭 But Kuantan is pretty good on its own too!! There's always turtles there! If the timing is right, you'll even get to see the turtle eggs hatching and baby turtles too! The beaches are STUNNING

P.s Sorry I took so long to reply again 😭😭 I spent the past few days painting my house walls 🫠🫠🫠

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disco anonn!!🥹 sorry for taking my time to reply!

SIR ME NEXT is soooo relatable omg😭 aaargh i haven't got the time to read it comfortably yet but i will soon!! the illustration is legit sooo cute😭

ohh killer peter! okay, i'll add it to my reading list too next!! apostle's creed is quite good! but well, nothing measures up to unholy blood to me still...

AHAHAHHA honestly i hate him at first🫠 ugh but that's my cycle with cocky male lead. hate him -> get soft -> love him. it applies the same with callisto too argh i love his hair like i'm weak for men with that sort of hairstyle― but yes, i think he's still my pick and YOU'RE SO RIGHT FOR VINTER HAHAHAHA he's just there like 😭 sir, thank you but next

waaah i'm happy that you've returned safely!🥹 do you like beaches? i love it too but i can't swim so i can only wait from the sidelines :')

oh and nanami... have you seen the recent leaks?😭 gods, i'm sad all of a sudden while reading the latest chapter. i'm happy that he's mentioned after so long in the manga but...

ahh that's so interesting! like yes, the more focused it is, the better it'll help in your future endeavors🥹 well, "allowed" is not exactly... but i went and cut it because i just didn't like it🫠 it went past the knees and i felt like... a walking stick? i just hate the way it feels, so i make it shorter... to a bit above my knees🥹 my teacher once suspected i did cut it but then when i played the fool, she was just like "nah" and went on her way HAHAHAHAH

that's also what makes me so ??? like why are you little clowns like that you don't even know the first thing about beauty🫠 nah so true, the best we could do is to be on our ways, don't bother with them because they're not worth our time

I WATCHED IT!! omg that was one of the best kdrama all time to me like i can't stop laughing for each and every episode😭 shin hyesun is soooo funny and the king (kim... jung hyun? omg i forgot)'s face is also naturally funny as heck too even when he's staying quiet. they're the best crack pair ever i swear!🥹 but i just watched see you in my 19th life but sadly i think it's quite average... but i think it's because of the script and ahn bohyun's stiffness though...

i so agree i will hollow purple him― oh wait, have you seen the new gojo hollow purple figure!? it's sooo majestic i swear!

good luck!! holidays is coming soon let us rest before we tackle more new year shit :'))))

i... think i scored only about 30 out of 50 marks? i was sooo bad at economics and i think it's the power of my prayers that i was able to pass at all🫠 engineering is... interesting yes, but it's also making you scratch your head in confusion. like i met math and physics again there and it's more of technical things like machine and such (which i have 0 interest in) so most of the time i would sit in class and try not get caught being sleepy―

accounting is pretty useful in the working world!🥹 i think it's great should you decide to pursue that because anywhere we need accountants~ ah, tbh i'm afraid of trying crypto because well, for one, my luck isn't that great so...

SERIOUSLY how did you like algebra that was my natural enemy😭 but yeah if you're good at it, of course you'd like it!🥹 i was a total dummy so i hate it ahaahahah ooh i actually started out not hating biology but ever since my teacher got me to try this national competition, i realized how much i'm not cut out for that and even in the end i WO-ed🫠 periodic table isn't that hard when you compare it to biology though AHAHAHAH

omg really?! that's sooo cute! i definitely want to visit there now that you said it like that!🥹 baby turtles always get my heart soft like awww they're so smol and yet walking...

that's okay! oh and that's so fun that you're painting your walls by yourself?? like you can customize it and such too??

[angrypaperearthquake-tbbb-main]

Hi!! Nilgiri tea is not too strong and not too fragrant but it has a really subtle flavor that makes it go perfectly with any combinations!! I've drank it black, with milk, with sugar, without sugar, with citrus in it, with honey in it- anything! It still tastes so authentic like it just- yes. 🥺 You can either strain it or buy the powdered one (idk if you get it outside india tho-) Nilgiri is a mountain range in India close-ish to where I live :) Darjeeling is also a place in India, btw :3 I am not too knowledgeable about tea TT BUT- Ask me anything you want about Indian teas (👌) :D And I hope I can come to you for any tea advice for myself? :3 Ooh!! I've been staying here for a couple of months! In D.C actually, and thanks for being so considerate, aww!! I came here for...visiting my parents (they work here) + relaxing + studying?? My college entrance exams are in a few months (aka the big thing) so I am just using the alone time here since at home I live with ALL my younger cousins TT Wow, really?? I'm the first?? o-O I am honored haha!! Thank you so much for the support, I'll do my best! 😭 Ngl, winters back at home (where I live in India ofc, India has too many temperature ranges) rarely go below 25 C or 77 F so yeah, it's cold here 🥶 Waaah?? That's so cold TT I'm glad you wrote F yeah, I am too used to reading temps in Celsius lol :'D OMG! SHOW US! Cute bakeries>>>> there's just something about it TT I hope you had a good lunch break!!! Take care!! I just finished my lunch too! Had ice cream for dessert! (I'm a sucker for ice cream TTvTT) Bye bye!!!

Wow! Okay, so I just looked it up and it's similar to black tea but without becoming bitter or astringent 😱 Amazing! It also says that it makes an amazing iced tea as well 😳 I must have some! I'll have to place an order for online to get it, but thats fine. I get all of my other tea online as well. Yes, I would love to know more about Indian tea culture and the types of teas you have! And of course, you can ask me anything about tea as well 😊 Oh, DC is a pretty big place! Never been myself, but I've driven past it. It must be wondeful to visit with your parents. I'm glad you're getting to spend time with them 🥰 How many cousins do you have? That must be stressful at times too. Ah, so that's why you're so nervous, and very understandable! I'm sure you'll do well though. Where are you looking to apply? In the US, in India, or maybe somewhere else? I always wanted to study abroad while I was in college, but I could never afford it 😅 Whoah, 77 °F during winter 😱 That sounds amazing! I wish lol. This cold snap must really be throwing you for a loop! I wish you could have come at a better time. The US can be really beautiful in the spring, summer, or fall. Also, DC doesn't get much snow and thats pretty much the only cool thing about winter. Other than maybe Christmas. I do like icecream, but not in the winter 😅 Maybe if it's paired with warm apple pie or hot peach cobbler... Eek, I'm making myself hungry again.

Here is the dessert I bought 🤤

It's a raspberry mousse with an a mini cheesecake inside 😱 It was soooooo good! I'm just finishing up my afternoon break, so it's time to go back to work! Have a lovely rest of your day 💚

[horrificyaps]

some borrasca yaps

Almost done w ep 2 of Borrasca, interest is definitely peaked. It's slow moving but the way they capture your attention through audio effects and prioritizing certain tone is pretty nice. I'm assuming its a skinwalker/wendigo type of horror, from the plot points they've laid down thus far. It's really weird hearing Cole Sprouses voice in this, my brain hardcore associates him as Cody and I feel like I'm more immersed cuz I'm kinda like why isnt he in a hotel w his twin but that could just be me. The build up is very suspenseful though, I'm enjoying the pace. I'm not getting too distracted by his voice, mostly cause he hasn't yapped too much and it's mostly the flashbacks, or childhood retelling, whatever you wanna call it. But it's like a little jumpscare each time he comes back to talking with the parole officer LMAO - Watched some more - On Ep 8, overall the story has kept my interest peaked, i like the suspense build up, after they foreshadowed sam doing something terrible to kyle, all of their searching and run-ins are making me nervous, the way this is executed is really well done. the uneasiness of being able to trust sams father is a bit dragged out, im genuinely drawn in both directions, cant tell which way the story is about to go. the bed was fucking freaky, all of the handwriting, im assuming sexual assault themes are coming up which creates another feeling of unease. the connections between the prescotts and his boss is very interesting, the dementia aspect is a good touch, mixing crazy supernatural bs with mental illness is one of my favorite things to see in horror media, adds a complete wild card to the situation. i really like how this series has been done, i havent really listened to anything like this before, like idk ive heard creepypastas on youtube but this is like a production, the attention to detail is what really draws me in, all of the different storylines, i do really appreciate the eldritch themes but i do find it a little bit predictable in that sense, i love when people tell stories like a puzzle and this is definitely a good representation of it, having to piece all of it together is the best part, but i genuinely don't know where the story is going because of all the different directions it has foreshadowed, its definitely got me wanting to listen to more stories in this style. im normally not a big fan of sound effects, its a big reason why i prefer eastern horror vs western horror, but the way they add everything in is smooth and genuinely helps build the unease and fear of whats to come. that's my thoughts thus far, im ngl ive had it in the background all day listening in on it and my attention span is normally that of a toddler, so i have to give it some props in the attention grabbing aspect

[pink-blushers]

will be posting 2 reqs today and hopefully tomorrow!! the day will start next week!!

[emotional-mess-in-distress]

Wake up guys new esper!Reigen drawing just dropped

And some stuff about him under the cut cuz why not

I'm thinking of making comics with most of these ideas but I'm pretty busy so I'll just list them here in case I don't get to it lol

So I'm thinking of the timeline and idk, I guess somewhere before the psycho helmet arc but that might change.

He just randomly gets esp one day.

I fell like he'd be pretty mad about it ngl, like 'now of all times??' Also maybe some impostor syndrome cuz like 'why did he of all people get them seems unfair'

Anyway Im not talking much about what his powers actually entail but I definitely want him to be like a healer psychic. I know they exist but they mentioned it's pretty rare in the anime. I just like the ideea bc of all the angst turned into fluff I could do with it lol

He can do a bunch of other stuff too but yeah

He'd probably be scared shitless the first time he sees mob's and seri's aura ngl

I'm not sure yet if he's gonna keep pretending he had them all along but if that dose happen mob and Serizawa would for sure figure out he's bullshiting but wouldn't say anything ab it.

I like the idea of him floating random shit when he's nervous or flustered like Serizawa used to do. Which would be pretty annoying to him but it could lead to a cute interaction where seri tries to teach him how to figure that out. Or even mob can help that'd also be cute.

Anyway that's all I have for now :')

Also I do wanna say that I wouldn't like this concept in cannon, I don't think. Cuz to me so much of Reigen's character and overall role in the story hinges on him not being a psychic and giving him powers would negate a lot of cool stuff about mp100.

But fuck it this is my silly au so I can do what I want 👍

[forbidding-souda]

Hey hey may I request Mondo, Fuyuhiko, Ryoma and Korekiyo with a s/o who is the shsl Bounty Hunter pretty pls - 🐺

Mondo Oowada, Fuyuhiko Kuzuryuu, Ryoma Hoshi, and Korekiyo Shinguuji with a SHSL Bounty Hunter S/O

wolf anon back at it with the good requests as always.

guys this is really good ngl i'm proud of this one

cw smoking for mondos. cigarets. mondo cogaret.

ya'll my day is literally ruined. I managed to sign back into my MyChart so now I can see the notes my therapist wrote about me and - so last session we had a conversation about racism towards native americans (i'm native) and he... APPARENTLY... didn't believe me when I said I was native... because he wrote word for word, with my comments: "reported he met a Native American person on social media who he became friends with {no i said that most of the racism i face is on social media and not in irl sinced I moved to california}. Through his friendships he learned about the culture and the discrimination they face. This information peaked his curiosity and he continued to learn more about... {screenshot ends and i'm too lazy to reopen the app}" like what;..... anyway i'm gonna bring up the fact that I'm native again in the next session to see if he like just forgot or something idk but bruh

-Mod Souda

Mondo Oowada

❤ He loved committing crimes right in front of your face. Being in the same class as him offered you a bunch of anger - especially from him teasing you all the time. He'd write on your desk in sharpie, start skipping class, talk about items he's stolen, etc. just to get a raise out of you. He thought of you the same as he thinks about Ishimaru, just a rule follower, someone who can't come above him. The best part is that you can't do anything about it - not in Japan. Not legally, at least. That doesn't mean you don't like to keep your eye on him.

❤ Lots of sneaking around and kissing in the streets. Since, technically, both of you are illegal in Japan - you're better at hiding it than he is. On days where you feel the most mischievous you will cover your face and ride on the back of his motorcycle as he gives you tours of his favorite places. His friends don't know you're a bounty hunter, not for any particular reason, just because he doesn't know how or why to bring it up.

You swing your feet over the roof top, keeping your hands behind you to keep your balance on the slanted surface, your eyes watching the darkness below. Behind your dark, almost skin-tight clothes is a body covered in goosebumps. But it's worth it. You get to see him. In your time visiting Japan, he asks you to stay at his place - where, yes, you sleep in his place, but staying in his place is something you have trouble doing. You love following him and his gang around town as they drive around. You have a motorcycle of your own. You're lucky to be as gifted with stealth as you are or they surely would have noticed you by now, yet, they never seem to.

You also wonder how fun it would be to actually capture them.

There are four of them, and then three, two and finally - one. Smoking alone, hiding from the street, his bike parked nearby. He doesn't even notice when you jump down next to him.

"Darling." You say.

Mondo's pale eyes widen as he turns - so fast his coat flows behind him.

The way he looks at you once he realizes - the impressed, in-love look - makes butterflies flutter against the walls of your stomach.

He takes the cigarette from his mouth and steps closer. "Jesus. Fucking look at ya - you in love with me or something?"

Your skilled hands wrap around his neck, and he keeps his cig-holding hand with its wrist pressed into the curve of your waist, leaning the bud away from you.

You kiss his cheek. "Absolutely smitten."

❤ He was very loud and obnoxious around you at first, which you took as him trying to annoy you, but really he was so attracted to you that you made him nervous.

❤ He has no interest in leaving Japan and you have little interest in living there permanently, not with your job. You'd rather be a traveler - lingering in the states and other countries that will allow you to work, whether legally or not.

❤ The two of you will flirt like deer - chasing each other around cities on your motorcycles, racing and sometimes playing hide and seek on the streets.

❤ When he holds onto you, he grabs you around your center with one hand. It makes you feel like you're his partner in crime.

❤ Which, you kinda are. You know how to get him out of trouble.

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Fuyuhiko Kuzuryuu

❤ The two of you were often separated during school. Just in terms of space within the classroom and during trips - always on opposite sides of the room, always sitting far from each other on public transportation. This is mostly because of Peko, who does not enjoy when you get near him, and you're never in the mood to press her about it. If they want distance from you, then that's fine. When the two of you originally met, and you told him you were a bounty hunter, he let out a "good grief" before he introduced himself.

You rap at his window, looking into it, the cold glass against your padded knuckles. Even in the dark you can see his horizontal figure suddenly raise with such a hurry you'd expect the house to be on fire. He stops before the window, not opening it, glaring down at you. You give him a small wave.

When he finally opens it he whisper-yells before you have the chance to say hello.

"What the fuck are you doing here?"

His first question was going to be how do you know where I live - but that question had an obvious answer.

You roll your eyes. "I wanted to see you. Plus, everyone in your house is asleep," you say. "Even Peko."

"Hmph." He stays still, planted in front of the window, and even though his face is one of anger he still doesn't try to get you to leave when you climb in. He lets you step into his room. Your body is close to him before he steps back, letting you walk deeper in, and he closes the window. "Bastard."

❤ He doesn't exactly let you get close to his family nor his house or workspace. He doesn't need them to know who you are or what you do.

❤ He often gets a bit scared that the people who work for him would consider him a traitor for being with you.

❤ It aggravates him - having to hide you like that. Even though he always intended for his work and his relationships to be separate, they always end up being interconnected, always ends up being hard for him to keep that balance.

❤ He loves you so fucking much it drives him crazy. Almost like a Romeo and Juliet in his head - even though your job isn't too far away from his.

❤ He likes keeping you near him where he is sure that you're safe. Even though you are quite literally perfectly capable of defending yourself - he holds a lot of worry in his heart.

❤ ^ Whenever you're off away on a job in another country he calls and texts you thoughts that remind him of you (and he thinks about you a lot).

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Ryoma Hoshi

❤ He originally thought you were after him. He first met you in relations to the prison system, so when you came to him with the information that you were a bounty hunter, his internal monologue was tired grumbling. But then you started talking more, just casually, about how what he did was pretty cool. Pretty cool, he couldn't believe it. He does not agree - not in the slightest, but when you started talking about your job and the things you see, he understand that his situation is not the worst out there - not the worst you've experienced, and as you say, at least he defended himself. You were incredibly interested in Ryoma and even when he was in prison, would visit him and talk to him nonchalantly. This was before the two of you were even together. Your status and your connections actually made it easier for you two to get along. It made it easier to get him off of death row.

❤ The two of you own a one cat together, one that travels with you wherever you go.

❤ He loves seeing you when you get back from work. You're often sweating if there was a chase, or aggravated if you had to deal with annoying people, or sometimes sad when you have to deal with cases that are unjust, even in the justice system. The different auras you have when you come home just keep reminding him of that first conversation you two ever had.

❤ He would rather not go with you when you have jobs to do, but he prefers it over staying home alone for long periods of time. Plus, it's not as if he's actually attending you.

❤ (If he has to admit - your work clothes are a bit sexy).

❤ You bring candy home for him every once in awhile. You love it when he eats candy because it makes him taste sweet. He's so scrumptious when he tastes sweet.

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Shinguuji Korekiyo

❤ He sought you out for his studies. He wanted to talk to you - you specifically. You had not been in his class when he attended Hope's Peak, and the two of you had actually graduated separately - he only realized you were an alumni when researching you. He loved hearing you talk about your job. Bounty hunters, the job isn't beyond his knowledge, but he still holds very little information internally about it. He wanted to learn. He also wanted to talk to you [about annyyytthhiiinnnggg]. Which, of course, Shinguuji being incredibly professional, invited you over to his house.

❤ He was not slick about wanting to court you. He kept on about your intelligence and your appealing pride, and he starred at you as if you were an art piece. You felt so flattered in his presence. It was extremely flustering. Now, what you were unaware of in another sense is the reason he wanted to get close to you. Beyond learning more about another country's history, he also wanted to keep the SHSL Bounty Hunter close to him - he needed to become acquainted with you. He's killed girls in many countries. One day it might catch up to him.

"You cage them like butterflies in a cocoon." He says behind a cup of tea. You cross your ankles, shifting in your seat to get more comfortable.

"Caterpillars in a cocoon. They become butterflies after they learn to stop jumping their bail."

"Absconding. I imagine you find their reasoning to be unnecessary."

You nod, though it feels like a trap. "It's not apart of my job to."

"To what?"

His yellow eyes pierce through yours. You squint. To sympathize with them, you almost say.

But he senses your answer, smiling to himself behind his mask at the sudden silence in the room, pleased to have striken something morally inside of you: the fact that you did not hop to say it proves that there is still a person within you, someone he can move. He places the cup down on its saucer before deciding his next move. "I find your passion rather attractive, my dear."

❤ Inside of his house is quiet and therefore it's an amazing place to go when you want to cool down.

❤ Do you need help (ever) trying to find someone? Well, he did graduate alongside Ouma-kun, and although he'd rather not contact him - well, he'd do a lot he'd rather not do for you.

❤ He knows a lot of people in a lot of countries. And like him, some of them are dangerous. You do find it a bit suspicious how he consistently asks you who your next defendant is.

❤ He loves it when you caress him after coming home from work - it feels dangerous. Each time he wonders, is this it, imagining your gentle touches becoming detaining and filled with hatred; betrayal.

❤ He both tries to get closer to you while simultaneously pushing you away.

❤ Something he'll say things like, "ah, you little animal," and though he spits it with sharp infliction it is a bit flustering how he holds your cheek when he does so.

❤ He believes in love! Very much obviously! And god does he grow to love you. Once you start plaguing his thoughts in a I-wonder-what-they-are-eating-for-breakfast way and not in a what's-can-I-do-to-get-them-to-trust-me way, he realizes that the act of trying to bring you closer goes both ways, as now he is closer to you.

[kazimirfiles]

I'm copy and pasting this since my pea brain can't always describe myself, so let's go! CREEPYPASTA MATCHUP TRADE CREEPYPASTA MATCHUP TRADE!!!

I'm a really quiet person, preferring nonverbal communication, but I'm also timid around people.

My friends say I'm really caring and funny, i noticed that I'm usually a parental figure to people younger then me, but I'm not the best at caring for myself. I definitely do care too much for people/animals, even objects sometimes. I like water a lot, not for drinking but the feeling of it or the noise it makes! Water is like, sensory heaven frfr. I'm also into creepy things, it's been my special interest since I was a lil kiddo !

Five positive traits would be that's I'm (according to others) understanding, funny, positive, caring, and a good listener! Five negative traits (that I've noticed) are that I'm quite awkward socially, I easily become a nervous wreck, timid, and I can be too positive. (Quite a few people have gotten upset at me for that last one </3 /lh)

I guess it would be important to mention things like my bad memory and obliviousness to my surroundings. I focus too much on things rather than barely focusing at all. I'm also not active at all, I'm super low energy (physically) and I tire myself out a lot, though I have a pretty energetic personality. My ways of showing affection are physical touch and quality time! I'm super touch starved tho </3 as most of us on this site are /j

I don't like traveling too much, going places im unfamiliar with is usually something I avoid. I also hate ovens, I HAVE NO IDEA WHY BUT IM LIKE- SO SCARED OF OVENS? Reaching in them freaks me out LMAO, same with heated metals.

I should also mention that people being angry in any way will make me panic, my lil' pea brain does loops around my skull whenever someone around me is angry, especially when it's someone I care about but I can't help them. Probably the 'tism workin' with past experiences /lh

Idk if you'd like physical traits, my pfp resembles me quite a bit but I'm 5'7"! Cute things about height differences are just so /pos

Anyways, I'm so excited to see who you'll write!! Just please make sure the character is 18 or over! Have a funky fresh day!!

HELLO! I too am also scared of ovens I’m ngl LOL. Anyways, here we go.

You’re matched up with…

Eyeless Jack!

• Okay, first thing’s first. How did you and Eyeless Jack meet?

• It was very simple actually. A couple of friends (who are not the best influences on people) convince you to go to a nearby forest with them. A camping trip basically!

• Let’s just say that these “friends” I’m talking about were nothing less than immoral. Well, they were immoral, mostly by cracking disturbing jokes out loud in the forest and disturbing the wildlife they find in the forest. The whole time you just walked behind them with a timid look, wondering how on earth’s fuck you managed to hang out with such shitty personalities.

• One the bad and less than socially-acceptable jokes that one of your friends made just so happen to be heard by Slender himself. Surprise, surprise, you guys walked into his territory.

• Slender’s existence doesn’t really have a purpose. He’s a demon that kind of just wanders around, finding and tinkering with things that fascinate him, sometimes even just straight up taking thing with him to his mansion (that includes people as well).

• He was not very pleased with the ludicrous jokes your friends were making. If there’s one thing Slender likes to tinker with, it’s humans. He finds them to be fascinating creatures, somehow capable of deep existential thought. He thinks it’s bizarre how humans are capable of being saints one second and complete psychopaths the next minute.

• Within the blink of an eye, Slender snatched all of you up and into his mansion, all within a millisecond. You all found yourself in a cage in a room that was filthy. The smell of blood and something rotting was filling your nostrils to the point of it being unbearable.

• Lemme just say that it was quite a disorienting experience for you to see a tall, pale-white, skinny man with no face in a suit standing before you. Immediately afterwards, he killed your “friends”, given that he saw no use for them afterwards and ultimately saw no redeeming qualities.

• But you? He kept you alive. Why you may ask? He couldn’t help but notice that out of all the friends, you seemed to have an ounce of humanity still left within you.

• Those “friends” of yours were corrupted, evil, and wicked. Even if they were just teens, Slender himself knew of the future awaiting for them. No, he doesn’t have future-telling powers. It’s more like he observed their current behavior and played out a future timeline in his head for each of your “friends”.

• Slender kept you around for more experimentation. He’s a very curious thing, so he very much wanted to figure out why you were the way you are.

• And that’s when Slender kept you around his mansion. Yup! This is your new home now whether you like it or not!

• He let you explore a bit but he did warn you of some residents here.

• To be honest, you were a bit scared to explore, but the fancy paintings, the chandeliers, and the fancy rug carpets overwhelmed you quite a bit.

• You just sat on the couch, eyes red with dry tears due to the grief of being separated from your home. That was when a certain someone who had exceptional hearing came walking down the hallway.

• It was Eyeless Jack. You were a bit frightened at the tall man with a navy blue hoodie and a mask with two eyeholes standing frozen mid-walk.

• It was kind of awkward really. He didn’t really know what exactly to say to you. The only reason he came out of his room was to check where that crying sound was coming from.

• He didn’t talk to you actually. He just turned the other way and walked back to his room. He didn’t forget you though. In fact, he was practically waiting the whole day to tell Slender who you are and what you’re doing in the manor.

• The whole day passed and everyone else also walked by, giving you weird and confused looks. Nobody really talked to you though. They just walked by and ignored you.

• The next day you woke up to Slender standing above you while you were on the couch. It was quite the jumpscare, honestly, but this thousand-year-old demon really is out of touch with how humans interact.

• After a few talks of where you are and what your purpose here is at the mansion, Slender assigned you a partner to help keep watch of you.

• That person was none other than Eyeless Jack! From the very start, Slender could tell you were a quiet and timid person, so he figured that someone who’s on your level could help you relax more. Well, besides the fact that Jack is a cannibal, he does know how to control himself.

•And from then on, that was when your relationship bloomed! It was kind of slow at the start but the goodness of your heart almost made him attached to you.

I decided to end it here since I took too long. This pretty much only includes on how you two met. Hopefully you enjoyed!

[infriga]

Now that I'm finished at work I can finally formulate some more coherent thoughts about the promo.

Ok so there's 1 important question that I think would change how I interpret the promo. Is the promo made from scenes from just the 2 upcoming episodes, or from the rest of the series? Because that makes a difference.

If it's from the 2 episodes:

There seems to be some sort of dream sequence thing going on with the floating house imagery, and we see Steven in his pajamas in multiple scenes.

And then we have the scene that had audio leaked, confirming that the leak is real.

Now if these are from 2 episodes then I'm thinking that the canoe scene and possibly the picnic scene are also dreams? Mainly because they don't seem to fit in anywhere else, and they occur in isolation without any repeated glances at each scene, unlike most of the other scenes in the promo.

And the hospital scene could either be another dream sequence, or, I'm thinking it might be related to the incident that was referred to in the leaked audio, though it isn't mentioned in the promo itself. I'm thinking the incident might happen (I won't state what it is to avoid spoilers), and even though everyone involved is alright they're taken to the hospital just in case, something sets Steven off while he's there, and that causes him to go pink and maybe he takes off into the woods instead of going home and tries to unpinkify himself or let off some steam?

He comes home the next day after finally turning back to normal, and his absence mixed with what had happened are why the gem's are so worried and agitated, which sets him off again leading to the "leave me alone" scene? Alternatively if the hospital scene is part of the dream issues then the scene with him fighting trees in the forest could come after the leak confrontation with him again trying to unpinkify or letting out some anger at inanimate objects instead of people. But the way he's remembering stuff from the main series finale seems out of place for a dream so I'm on the fence on that one. Plus it's the only scene where he's wearing clothes that aren't made up partially from his usual outfit or his pajamas. Even the picnic scene has his jeans and sandals which look a bit weird with his fancy shirt? That just leaves the ominous scene with him coming in from the rain while hiding his hand (there's the popular corruption theory but it could also be that his hand is now permanently pink or he's injured himself and can't heal for some reason because his powers are going haywire, or maybe he's just hiding something in his pocket honestly who knows??) which could occur later in that same episode or could happen at any time tbh. It could be part of the dream episode but it doesn't really fit that so I'm not sure... He's not wet during the scene that had the audio leaked with the gem's confronting him plus the weather is nice in that scene, so I don't think it's part of that either.

If these aren't from the same 2 upcoming episodes and are instead a bunch of random scenes from all 10 episodes then I have no idea what each scene could be related to. So at the moment I'm going to speculate that they're from 2 episodes for the sake of convenience in theorizing. The scene where he seems to be suffering from a flashback in a hospital is the one that's got me the most worried tbh.

At most my guess is that the picnic scene is a date set up by Steven that gets interrupted or ruined before Connie can get there. (I'll laugh if this is where wormy boy shows up as a random monster ngl sorry it'd just be too funny, though I doubt it)

Another thing that's worth noting is that in most of these scenes Steven is alone, like he seems very isolated with no other characters in frame, and the only time the gem's show up is as a group in 2 scenes, and in both Steven is seemingly trying to get away from them, and Connie only shows up on the phone. That's another reason why so many of the more random scenes strike me as parts of a series of dreams... Idk it's just got a very strange feeling to it.

Anyways, back to freaking out and waiting nervously for the episodes to come out.

Edit: The main reason I think that these are possibly the first 2 episodes is because 1) an episode about dream issues could account for the seemingly random assortment of scenes and all the screaming pretty well. The canoe scene in particular strikes me as like a mundane scene in a dream that gets interrupted with the terror of being pink for no reason hence his horrified reaction, and I could see a dream scene where Steven is nervous about a date with Connie and suddenly shenanigans ruin it, and he's shown waking up without his pajamas being ruined so I'm thinking an escalating series of dreams that get worse as they go and eventually affect him physically? Like maybe they start out more silly like going pink while camping, then a monster attacking mid-date, then his house gets suspended in space and he falls into the void, etc. And 2) nothing related to White Diamond or the worm monster is shown or even seemingly hinted at despite them being quite prominent in the intro, and I don't see how anything from the promo could be related to them without referencing them more directly, or how they could individually be relevant to what's going on with Steven’s mental deterioration. I could however see building stress causing Steven’s powers to go haywire, and when it starts to get dangerous maybe he turns to the diamonds for help figuring out how to control it in later episodes, leading to the pink white diamond, the rumored Spinel episode, and other stuff? Idk. That's all I have at the moment theory-wise, I guess we'll see what happens.

[ashtcnirwin]

god typing your url is always so hard for me i don't know why but i always want to type ashtocn ANYWAY how about this: gimme a director's cut for jalex in paris, change my mind fic, or makeup artist ashton fic. yes those are the three you wrote for me. i'm giving you the option to only break down one of them if you don't wanna have to dig into all three. but like you can hit all three if you wanna! go crazy. whatever floats your boat. love youuu xoxo bella

you and me both, i keep spelling it as aschtnirwin whenever i have to type it out🤡

hmm giving me choices... i like that, thank u miss bella! i haven’t really talked much about any of these fics (that i can remember), and i can’t quite make up (heh heh) my mind (heh heh) so i’ll just do all three and here’s to hoping i can keep it at least a little bit short

⭐ we’re doing director’s cut of fics guys⭐

jalex in paris aka we go together (or we don’t go down at all)

writing this fic was really hard in one way because i’d never written a fic for a fandom that i barely knew anything about, and i remember that i spent that whole morning/early afternoon looking at atl interviews and miscellaneous vids to get a tiny teeny grasp of their vibes. and it’s like...when you’re part of a fandom, you keep picking up all these little pieces of information about whatever/whoever it is you’re a fan of, things that you won’t find on a wiki page or anything, but to try and pick up all those little details in one day just wasn’t gonna happen obviously. 

i think you, bella, commented on smth in the fic, a little detail or smth that didn’t add up with the real people, and i never went back to fix it (cos it just...didn’t matter to the story at all really) but i remember thinking to myself like “ah fuck...okay making little mistakes like that is really irritating cos if this was 5sos (or 1d for that matter) i’d never ever make a mistake like that”, yk?

anyway, i love paris a lot, i’ve been there a few times, and i’d been meaning to write you some jalex for a while when...either sam or meghna said smth about jalex in paris, and i thought...yeah...i can do that...mhm. so i did. and you know me, i’m usually all about the angst and the emotional torture and the heartbreak and all that stuff, BUT in addition to this fic being written for you and i know you’re all about the easy love, writing this as angsty or have jalex have a bigass argument over their relationship or anything like that just didn’t feel right AT ALL. 

in my mind at least, the combination of how jalex act irl, both as individuals and as a duo, and the general vibe i was going for in the fic, the easy love-path was the only thing that made sense. it was just like...they spent a day wandering around paris, being a little chaotic, and ended with them sitting at a restaurant in the early evening, waiting for their dinner, and then jack just being like “are we on a date?”, totally casual, and then that was it, sort of. no conflict, no long conversation, no colliding expectations, etc etc, and it was lovely to write.

(but ofc, in true me-fashion, i had to throw SOMETHING in there, hence the nods towards a fwb-arrangement)

(in my defense, if it wasn’t for that, there never would’ve been a ‘is this a date?’-question tho so)

and i really, really enjoyed writing this piece, far more than i thought i would, and getting to write about parisian vibes (and cute boys complaining about awfully hot parisian summer weather) was just...i felt like a soft boiled egg by the time i finished and posted it😌

change my mind-fic aka we dance along

would you believe that this was the first fic i ever wrote that was inspired by a song? actually, so far it’s the only song-inspired fic i’ve written, i haven’t written another one since. why haven’t i? it was so much fun...huh 

well i’m a wh*re for 1d, i was deep into the fandom back in the heyday, and this song was my sad jam back when tmh came out, so writing a fic for it eight years later and for a different fandom was...it felt a little odd, ngl, especially since i wrote it as non-au? which would indicate that 1d exists in this universe? and that 5sos went on tour with them? i don’t think i put a direct timestamp on the fic, but they were in stockholm when the events of the fic went down and it was established that they were in sheffield a week prior, so that would have been the myt tour, so...yeah, they would have toured with 1d a few years prior, and now they’re hanging out, drunk, in an hotel room, speaking in 1d lyrics? that’s a vibe

just like the jalex in paris-fic, there’s easy love here, too. i think i said something in the club a little while back (it might have been in response to...nik asking for general writing tips?) about how sometimes, people just...do things, they don’t think it through, they don’t stress out about it or anything; they want something and they go for it, and it just isn’t deeper than that. not everything has to be super fucking deep, right?

and i remember thinking as i was getting started on writing malum’s whole conversation about what went down in sheffield, that if any 5sos ship was gonna hook up and then a week later be like “ykw? i like you, i liked kissing you, i liked hooking up with you, so let’s just run with it and see where it takes us” with just a brief, minor freakout and not getting themselves into a whole pining, angsty situation over it, it would be malum. cos the basic premise of this fic COULD have been turned into an angsty slow burn, no doubt, but it made sense to me to drop the argument all together and just go for a soft and easy conversation

makeup artist ashton au aka something old, something new

ah awkward, nervous luke...loml. this one was SO FUCKING HARD to write for the sole reason that idk shit about makeup, like i’m literally barely able to paint my own face without ending up looking like heath ledger in the dark knight, u feel? had it only been hairdresser!ashton. i know way more about hair. well anyway doesn’t matter.

it’s been so long since i wrote that fic now (or, it feels like it’s been super long, in all actuality it’s only been like half a year) and i wrote it so quickly that i can’t remember a lot about my thought process as i wrote it, tbh?

the only thing that stands out to me is the line in the fic that goes, “He chooses to not say anything about the fact that it’s the judgement he’s passing on himself that’s the main problem.” because while i’m obviously not gonna sit here and speak for everyone else, i often find that when i make a big change in my life, be it with my looks or my job or my studies or in personal relationships or whatever else, i tend to be more focused on judging myself for whatever it is i just did than i am on whatever judgement other people may be passing on me.

i wrote luke as being super nervous and unsure about asking ashton to put makeup on him, but his nerves definitely came more from being scared of taking that step than from worrying about other people judging him. i didn’t elaborate on it in the fic as far as i can remember, but i imagine that the reason he was so nervous was that he was scared of taking another leap away from traditional masculinity and what it might lead to. i feel like...a part of him was hoping that he wouldn’t like his face with makeup on, simply because then he could take it all off and carry on with his life, but well, that didn’t happen. he’s a pretty boi, even prettier with makeup.

also, in hindsight, i realise that this is one of those fics that could have been left pairing-less and it wouldn’t really have changed the story much at all. the focus of the fic was very much on luke, not as much on the interactions between him and ashton, and i think the main reason why i did include some flirting (or, clumsy attempts at flirting at least (luke just going ‘hey do u have snapchat? pls? i wanna talk to u more)) was that it’s become more or less second nature to me when writing fic to include at least a nod or two towards a romantic relationship?

yeah i did not manage to keep any of these particularly short? surprise surprise but thank u bella for giving me the chance to talk abt these fics that i have a tendency to forget abt, ily🧡

[timextoxstart]

Ohhh I see, that's still so soon though, are you excited???

I'm late replying so pretty sure you've had the exam, I hope it went well 🥺

oh gosh that's so annoying, is it too late to change it to the script you thought was better?? That's so stressful :( I hope it goes well (maybe a lil beating will motivate them to work properly 😭)

That makes sense 🥺 I hope the break is helping. Just do what's best for you and only write when you feel good about it tbh. I haven't had a chance to catch up on your timestamps <\3 I saw a lot of enha tho (I dont go here haha) but I'll read just for you 🥰

Hmmm idk did i hehe. But ahhh Dana it was so magical, you're an amazing writer! I'm always in awe of the way you storytell and wow the emotions 🥺🥺🥺 I cried, Changmin sobbing every night but not knowing why :( also your descriptions of the Gods woooow I just wow

I'm shy 🥺🥺🥺 (😳 miss Dana "or else" that sounds like a threat)

- 💦

im excited but its a role i havent done before so ngl really nervous 😭

my exam was ratchet. Someone laughed during the paper and it was a mess like tldr apparently it was shaded mcqs but none of us brought a pencil so that was fun

we figured out the script to make it work, we're starting the shoot tmr and lasting for the next 3 days.

aw thank you for reading even though you're not into them 🥺 and thank you for all the kind words on changmin's fic, i didnt really like it tbh i wrote it without much emotion so i was worried it was underwhelming 💔

and why are you shy 😭 we've literally exchanged so many smut conversations before!! okay but that aside if youre uncomfy with it, it's totally okay as well 🥺 you dont have to be pressured to tell me who you are i just like to know who's been sticking around so much <3

[cielcius]

Hewwo hewwo hewwo, I don't remember when I last sent you an ask or what I said there but how are you? How was/is your day? I hope covid isn't too mean at ur place💜💜

I'm about to go to sleep but uhm,, like I'll turn 18 in June, right? And June is pride month. So I thought that I want to come out on my 18th birthday. As lesbian and demisexual (demisexual is part of the asexual spectrum, specifically for people that only experience sexual attraction after they have a strong bond with a person. Explanation cuz Idk if u know what it means) I am both anxious and excited but mostly excited cuz to me it feels like another step in being comfortable with being myself. I'm pretty sure I'll do it and that's why I'm starting to tell all my friends that know I'm queer because I overshare a lot lolol

~cat quirk anon go brrrrrrr

yk i’m ngl i always get this feeling like ur gonna send an ask before u actually do most of the time. am i psychic or is it just some weird connection?

idk but i’m doing fairly alright thank u :) my book for class is making me sleepy but the reading is actually overdue and i have no idea what they’re talking about anymore so 🤫 hehe but oh my goodness, i’m so happy to hear that! ur very confident and brave for coming out and i fully support you <33 thank u for the explanation btw i feel like i’m about to witness my child changing the world 😖 even tho ur not my child lol but this is really big and i’m giving u all of my courage and love bc u shouldn’t have to feel nervous to be urself, nobody should. i love u and take care of urself in the meanwhile ok?