#ngl i was pisssedddd bc i always wanted to have an -ie nickname bc i find them cute... of course now i can be connie but im also weird abt | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

nomaishuttle · 1 year ago

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connie and millie faceclaim

trying to draw connie and millie is so funny bc its like. well girl i knowwhat they look like. i have entire scrapbooks of what they look like. however i cant draw them

#sry these r blurry LMAO iirc they r pictures taken on my shitty phone in 2018 of scrapbook pictures that were taken on my moms shitty #camera circa 2008-2011 #not to toot my own* horn but adorable kid very very cutesy.#* Its complicated yes i killed her yes shes me etc etc yes were worsties yes shes the only person who understands me yes she hates me yes w #are the same person ETC we all get it but she did kind of slay here #alsoo disclaimer obvi connie 4 the majority of the story is older than this. due to her aging nature.#you guys dont even know connie and millie theyre quite literally hust my mental illness except i made them characters so its easier to thin #abt it all. so instead of having to tackle my identity issues i can be like Wellllll what if connor and kamille rly were 2 different ppl.#and instead of having to tackle the fact that im a different person than who i want to be as a kid and that i feel like im constanly #trying to live up to what she was 'supposed' to be i can be like and what if a little girl died and her ghost pressured her twin sister #into pretending to be her and she had to live her entire life pretending to be her dead sister and constantly feeling like she isnt #being 'millie' properly #but whatever. soooo yeah basically...#also my nickname as a kid was never millie if yr curious. and their names arent connor and kamille #its constance and mildred <3 i LOVE giving my characters old lady names its lliterally my biggest thing i do #sry to my future kids i dont want them 2 get bullied for having old ppl names but also like.. agnes is a pretty name gertrude is a pretty #name margaret constance mildred. all nice names sryyy..#and theyd have more contemporary nicknames anyways. but of course i wont have kids 4 a while so i have lots of time 2 think on it #my nickname as a kid was mille-mille. btw. like millmill basically. its cute out loud it doesnt look very cute written...#i literally never even realized millie could be a nickname for kamille until i was like. 13 . and by that point i wasnt kamille anymore and #ngl i was pisssedddd bc i always wanted to have an -ie nickname bc i find them cute... of course now i can be connie but im also weird abt #connie due to. um. well anyways. but i dabble in being called connie im just so picky so itd have to be by somebody i rly love and trust an #WELL! ANYWAYS!

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