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forestryfae · 18 days ago

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can i just say tho. the washing machine broke on friday (altho i didnt talk to my guardian until sunday tbh cus i froze up a lil from the stress) anyways guardian went to the store for me on monday, i would gladly have gone too but i dont think he felt it was neccessary, and ordered a new one of the exact same type (which is nice,its a good machine and it didnt break from techincal fault) and i was told theyd "call me later this week" but its friday already and its 1 pm and they still havent called and im running out of clothes and its stressing me out

like i still have enough clothes and underwear for the weekend ig, but im really hoping itll be there like. tuesday latest. after that i have to call grandma and ask to borrow her machine.

#like as dumb as it sounds if one thing i need to clean stuff with is missing i feel like i cant clean anything else at all #cant tidy my room without mops. cant do dishes without a clean towel to put them on so they dry faster. idfk.#there are obvious workarounds but my brain is constantly working overtime pre-planning how to do things im nowhere near getting started on #ngl i feel like every day is dedicated to cleaning and not much else. despite not cleaning every day for various reasons.#idk i mean. i wish i was better at cleaning but at the same time. i have so much shit to clean. where the fuck do i even start.#its been like 4 months and i still dont have the apartment to a decent standard and its kind of awful to deal w ngl #like i would love to get started but things always get in the way. sometimes im missing cleaning tools or soaps and i need to wait #until i get oney to buy them. other times i just dont have the time or motivation and cant find it anywhere. or suddenly i have work or the #theres a holiday or something breaks or i do a lot of stuff but then i stop cus im tired and i dont start again. fuck dude idk its always #something. and i know i should just be taking it step by step but i want it fixed NOW. i want it all done at once.#anyways. once i get the machine and i get money i can buy stuff i need and hopefully get atleast started. dedicate a day to laundry #and dishes and trying to deal w as much of the mess as physically possible. and get some takeout instead of cooking tbh.#like i NEED this shit cleaned before february im getting a couch in feb and if i cant put it anywhere like. thatd kinda suck ass #but also like everythings just gonna stay messy if i dont clean either and that sucks too. im so tired of it.#talkies

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