#ngl I almost teared up writing abt Stellar

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babe u know I wanna hear you gush about Stellar and Mollymauk - limey

@limey-blue-arty-do

   Oh Molly… How long did I deny liking you…? From first glance of this dork, I immediately went, “Oh no.” Cause I know my type and he was all of them in a glance. I could see his playful attitude in the art I saw of him. I love all nonhumans and the way his red eyes gleam, the curve and decoration of his horns, his tail…and oh! His ridiculous fashion!!! I ended up falling for all of it and didn’t know what to do.

   …So I denied it. For months. Some easier than others, but I’d stare when he crossed my dash again!!! Pining as I do…but giving in? Falling for him?

   He’s given so much more than I ever thought he would.

   Mollymauk- and loving him- reminds me of everything I am currently striving for. He is my wish for freedom and love and laughter in abundance taken the shape of a purple tiefling with a life behind him he acknowledges, but let’s lie in the grave made for that…other person. He embraces life through all that it is, is the mad-love of life-living that I’m enthralled with….and the problems that come with it to face.

   He is the sun, the moon, and all of the stars… Through him, I learned of a shared home under the Moonweaver…and oh, home I’ve found.

   I love him so, so dearly. I cannot wait to see what other, delightful things he brings into my life and etches onto my skin~

   Maybe one of these days I’ll make a gif for Stellar I can use…but for now, here’s something that gives me “Stellar” vibes.       With that done! Let me gush about this darling tief…

   I think the best way to start off is…how there is being made for someone and how someone ends up becoming home. Cause since Stellar is an OC, he was made for me…but to achieve the feeling of peace and adoration with someone? To feel…at home with them? That is something not so often found. Yet Stellar brings that in to me.

   He is comfort when things are overwhelming; protective arms when I cannot stand a moment more. It’s like the freedom of Molly, but where Mollymauk is a fierce wind that will push those not understanding his dance…Stellar is more like the waves. The ocean. They pull you into a slow dance and- should it be overwhelming- leaving is no shame. Just as long as I return…and oh, I’ll always return to them.

   A quiet storm. Still gentle. Where they have their issues with touch and permissions. I have my issues with overstimulation and the touch-issues that arise from that. It’s such a balance of trauma and understanding of it; a delicate treatment that never gets too much out of hand that it feels like walking on eggshells… It’s so, so pleasant to have in my life.

   I adore them. I love them…and Limey? Thank you for bringing them to me~