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southislandwren · 1 year ago

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okay i have ten million things to do before i leave for my event tomorrow. but for now im going to play games and chill out. i deserve it. also do you guys think i was appropriately pathetic and endearing when my repro prof was like "howd you do on the quiz" and i said 16/20 and he said "that's pretty good!" and i went "i wanted to do better" in the tiniest voice i could manage. i need him to pity me so i can pass

#i went up to him after getting my quiz back and was like dr. c? 🥺 how can a male produce spermatozoa but be considered infertile? 🥺#we'll see how todays quiz went. im more confident on girl parts because of the whole afab situation but i skipped yesterdays class #so idk. i felt good about it but who knows.#i saw P in the small conference room and she was like hows repro? need help?#and i am SO soft that shes looking out for me i love my dairy people :(((#but idk. its only week 3. its going to get worse.#next week we're palpating cattle which i am historically bad at #(remember when i went around to three different cows and couldnt feel a single cervix. yeah)#but who knows! im smart i'll figure something out #i have like 3 different major situations going on rn. cant wait to get sloppy drunk on sunday and complain to my internship boss's mom #astro prof really likes me and i really like her and i really like astronomy #and i skipped lab and the eclipse prep got cancelled #so the next time i'll see her is tuesday and im giving my constellation presentation #(also how fucked up is it that i got assigned libra and my tablemates got fucking auriga. which has capella. which is my favorite star.)#feels kind of cheap tbh #also clarinet prof also really likes me and he wasnt mean abt the fact i only practiced twice this week #and he was saying i had nice embechure or whatever im not putting effort into spelling that correctly #and whenever other music people came into his office for whatever reason #he'd be like 'this is Hope! shes a dairy science major! this is her second clarinet lesson and she made it over the break!'#idk. its crazy to think about how bad i was doing on monday and tuesday and now im like. basically fine.#like yes im sad yes i was crying about being stupid and worthless earlier today #but im not in crisis mode anymore #idk. sorry. gonna play a game. probably mariokart or something #diary post #school post

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