#newcreativedirection

[martstudio88]

This was a very dramatic life-changing week for me. I’ll be Live streaming tomorrow Sunday at 2 PM on YouTube, and I’ll be sharing why I decided not to apply to be a TED fellow. I have long admired the Ted speakers program, and always imagined that I might become one someday. After taking a hard look at the application process this week, I changed my mind. It seems my life is taking me in another direction. Please join my live stream if you’d like to hear about why I won’t be applying for TED as well as the new dreams that are emerging💖💖 #newdream #lettinggo #livestream #dreamslivestream #tedprogram #tedspeakers #mlivingart #lifeasart #changingdirection #onedreamdies #newcreativedirection #creative #newyoutuber #smallyoutuberarmy #theatricperformanceartist #liveperformanceartist #gettoknowmelive #dramaticweek #dramaticchange #creativeartist #findingmyvoice https://www.instagram.com/p/B1j8QyOludT/?igshid=1tzdjp7obut16

[martstudio88]

One of the more humorous moments from filming earlier this week. After this particular filming session I felt really overwhelmed. Very little of what I created felt right. I realized that the direction of the entire video was completely misguided. This is happened before. Sometimes I believe I have absolute clarity about the direction the video should go, and midstream my intuition starts screaming, and I realize I’m headed the wrong way. This is always incredibly challenging. But I found if I just dig deep and keep working, and keep listening to my intuition, I will find the right direction. Just a little over 24 hours after filming this scene, I have a whole new direction for my next video. #stickwithit #changeofdirection #houseworkdrivesmecrazy #creativeadventure #creativeprocess #newcharacter #momslife #newcreativedirection #newyoutuber #artisticimprovement #artisticcharacter #artisticyoutuber #housework #newdirection #newcreative #newcharacter #m #mlivingart #livingart #lifeisart #artistslife #creativelife #creativelifestyle #uniquevideo #videostar #videoexperiment #artvideo https://www.instagram.com/p/Bws0cIxlTpL/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1mdsopzp66dnh