#new ppl!! ❤ so again ty

[always-just-red]

omg hello i just read your new sylus fic and i immediately ran to your ask bc i NEED to know how you write like that?? like absolute poetry??? please, you have to tell me your secrets, bc I’m obsessed 😭❤️ what books do you read? how long have you been writing? were you a child prodigy of some kind? ty in advance and sorry for my silly questions, but i seriously love your writing 💗💗

Omg hiiii, thank you so much- for this and your tags on my fic because they're both so thoughtful 😭💕

Me and writing is a looooong story so I'll put it under the cut for anyone who's interested!

I'd say inspo for my writing comes from two places?

I'm an immersive daydreamer and have been forever, and I think that rly helps with characterisation because I'm always thinking up scenes/conversations with my fave characters for fun. They rly do live in my mind rent-free, so their voices sort of become second-nature? I'll play scenarios out in my mind, test different dialogues etc, and when I'm happy I'll put it to paper!

With the technical side, idk, I've always been good at writing and it was always sort of my Thing™? I won some writing competition when I was like 8 (the prize was an iPod shuffle omg the nostalgia!!) and I just decided to make writing my whole identity after that pwahahaha

But really it's just a lot of practice!

I used to write for the Assassin's Creed fandom (it shows in my love for Abysswalker Raf, I fear) and I have this one fanfic-- still unfinished 💀-- that I started when I was 15? It's like 90,000 words and it's my baby, my passion project, and I've spent so much time editing/rewriting it over the yrs because my writing has changed so much that the earlier chapters were unrecognisable as me 😭 And that was such an eye-opener because I didn't feel like I'd improved or was doing anything differently, but oh man the contrast was STARK

So anyway yeah! That fanfic alone I attribute a lot to where I am today, ESPECIALLY with writing for Sylus because the dynamic between him and MC is very similar to the dynamic in my old fic, so it's sort of one I've been accidentally training for like half my life haha

More generally, my fave writer is Fernando Pessoa! I tend to read mostly classics; I've been reading Dostoevsky lately and just finished his short story White Nights-- LOVED it ❤

This has gotten rly long aaaaa but honestly I'm just so grateful to be writing for an active fandom again, everyone's been so supportive and it just means the world that I can do the thing I love and bring other ppl any joy while I'm at it 😭🙌

[slytherinshua]

Your favorite moments with your moots?

also i love the way you write it's just ✋🏻❤❤

skdjsk first of all ty skdjsskdjsk totally not blushing and giggling rn

@eternalgyu uhm its too copout to say every single moment w hannie is my favourite so instead im gonna say whenever we call :( we always end up giggling sm and making a bunch of new inside jokes and she does alpha male podcast impressions and i always throw things that im not supposed to and its just so healing idk KSDJKS I LOVE HANNIE SM GUYS I WOULD NOT BE HERE WITHOUT HER I SWEAR :(((

@blue-jisungs whenever we're texting and we realized we twinned again is hands down my favourite bcuz i end up giggling sm i love axe :( and we're on the same wavelength like all the time CAUSE I SWEAR WE'RE ALWAYS DOING THE SAME THINGS AND LIKE HOW???? we sent the same seungkwan gif at the same time, do the same things on the same days, write the same things, say the same things, etc etc etc LIKE I JUST LOVE IT SM (bonus: getting into new groups w axe/showing her new groups/her listening to me rant abt how much i love onf all the time)

@wheeboo we haven't talked too much lately bcuz she's a working lass 😓😓😓 LMFAO IM JOKING BUT my favourite moments w rania are when we call each other a bitch LMAO THAT SOUNDS SO BAD BUT SRSLY its whenever we're joking around and saying we hate each other but rly we don't bcuz the next moment we're proofreading each other's fics or writing fics for each other :((

@haecien my favourite moments w cien are whenever &team comes up bcuz its nostalgic and i miss the time when i was introducing cien to &team for the first time and watching him fall in love w harua in real time :( i miss getting ppl into new groups damn like its just so <333 i need to share all the nugu love istg

@candewlsy my favourite moments w mizu are when we're texting and she sends her mizu™️ memes they make me giggle sm sdkjkds and also her rbs!! bcuz she has the best rbs that always manage to make me giggle and cheer me up :(( i love writing fics for her too bcuz ik my writing can make her day a bit better and so i always find myself thinking of seo yul fics to write for her skdjks </3

@weird-bookworm i feel like i haven't properly talked to sky in so long cause she poofed for a while and i also fixed my sleep schedule which meant that i wasn't online when she was online a lot but i miss her and my favourite moments w her were def watching kdramas or trying to introduce her to new groups only for her to call me insane (ik im insane shhhh 🥸👹) hopefully i will pull her over to multistan hell soon 😍

@evalevaeva eva is insane tbh and when hannie and eva and i were talking a lot that was an insane era and def my favourite moments w eva 👹👹 i love hearing abt her auditions too i never say this but i think eva is rly rly talented and i hope she makes it like i better see her in sm soon next to sohee 👹👹👹👹👹 but overall she's just fun and she likes to bully me abt being the only riize writer but i will never stop 👹👹👹👹

i'm only doing these moots for now cause i feel like i'm closest to them rn BUT I LOVE ALL MY MOOTS IM SRY IF UR NOT HERE <//3 it might just be that we haven't talked in a while or we need to talk more so like pls message me im always here to talk <333

[gatual]

wow just went thru a folder I have where I save lil screencaps of cute tags and asks and i almost tear up im so glad to have met y'all the love I've received from mutuals and online friends its been so important t me thank u n I love u and hope u have a good week💞🍀