#neuro hoard

[retic-pithon]

Hello!

Hello everyone! I go by many names, but Pithon(pie-thon) is most common! You can call me:

Retic

Iver (name of Baryonyx theriotype)

Celeste (name of dragonkin)

Azir (name of wolfdog theriotype)

Bucket (too complicated to explain)

or any of my theriotypes!

My theriotypes (cladotherian, fictotherian, otherkin, etc.) -- (in order of most connected)

Baryonyx

Czechoslovakian Wolfdog

Leucistic Caiminae (Cladotherian)

Dragonkin (Otherkin)

Rosy Maple Moth

Cat from Stray(a video game) (Fictionkin)

Bird Ambitherian - Pigeon, Crow, Goose, Seagull, and Sparrow

Questioning --

Beelzebub from Helluva Boss (Fictionkin)

Loona from Helluva Boss (Fictionkin)

Ball Python

Otherhearted --

Magpie

Uromastyx

Chicken

Duck (this autocorrected to fuck XD)

I'm genderfluid, so any pronouns! My favorites are

He/him/himself

It/its/itself

That/thats

Wag/wags/wagself

Love/loves/loveself

Bite/bites/biteself

Roar/roars/roarself

I have a kin help/request blog @pithon-asks! There is moodboards, art requests, userboxes, and much more! I also have an art blog where I post my drawings and stuffs @pithon-draws

People looking to interact/follow --

I am turning 18 in a week :33(edited august 31st) 13 and under please DNI, following is fine.

My blog is sfw, with the occasional cuss word and mention of self h@rm.

DNI box - just for now, will be put on the end of some posts :P made by @/springtimefrog

Therian/otherhearted userboxes --

Sexuality/gender/neuro divergent userboxes --

Other userboxes --

credits are on my art hoard post

More about me under the cut!

About me --

I love all animals and plants! I love nature, and my favorite color is yellow. I have AuDHD and I am a very shy person with bad social anxiety, but I have a loyal group of friends. I'm demisexual, cupiromantic, and I'm a polyamorous lesbian. I could NEVER choose my favorite animal, and my favorite song artist is Deerhunter. My comfort movie(s) are Zootopia, Legally Blonde, Mean Girls, and Napoleon Dynamite. I love all reptiles in particular and have a couple as pets. My hobbies are swimming, drawing, reading, and writing. My favorite books are Wings of Fire, Warrior Cats, Ozy & Millie, and anything by Stuart Gibbs. I love Heartstopper as well, the books and the show! I love forests and swamps and rain, and a couple weird habits of mine is chewing on things, chirping and growling as communication and forgetting other normal people don't understand it, and hoarding, collecting, and stealing shiny things :>. On a different note, don't be surprised if I mention any form of self h@rm in some posts, as I am not in a good mental state, with depression, crippling anxiety, and I have self h@rmed, had suicidal thoughts, and all around hate myself a bit.

Current Hyperfixes/Spins --

House MD - TV show (hyperfix)

Hazbin Hotel - TV show (hyperfix)

Helluva Boss - TV show (hyperfix)

Scott Pilgrim Takes Off - TV Show (hyperfix)

Reptiles - just the animals (spin)

Wings of Fire - book series (spin)

Warriors - book series (spin)

Art/Anatomy for drawing - topic (spin)

What I post --

I mainly post therian things, reblog random things I find interesting, hazbin hotel and Helluva Boss stuff, other hyperfix stuff, autism stuff, ADHD stuff, and anxiety stuff.

My request blog for userboxes, moodboards, etc. is @pithon-asks

Sending hugs and kisses,

Pithon <3

[extraextrascreamallaboutit]

Mafia Au

So I am basing this idea on the fic "Garbage Business" from @aeroargonic (thank you Aero for permission), go read it please! it really inspired me, and it's not a super long read dw

Putting this under a cut since it's very long

Anyway, so disclaimer: I have no clue how the mafia works beyond a cursory google search, so if it doesn't work out that way in real life, uhh Ninjago is different from IRL

Also, trigger warnings (nothing explicitly stated): mature content, violence, dubcon, abuse, miscommunication, murder

Basic Idea:

Shade Pathis-Oppenheimer, a "mafia prince", is the younger half-siblings of Neuro Pathis, the head of a very powerful mafia gang, is an expert in keeping secrets. Most assume the secrets Shade knows are mostly comprised of the various crimes of those working under Neuro.

But that's not all. There's also the fact that Shade is having all these weird inhuman traits pop up, like the irresistible urge to hoard any and all shiny things or make a nest in under the bed or being able to disappear into the shadows completely.

It's the fact that "brother" and "boy" don't fit like they used to, and that Shade would prefer to be called Neuro's "little sister".

It's the fact that Shade's dating three people, one of whom is the child of another mafia boss and the other two are basically nobodies she met at school.

While these might not get her arrested, they could get her disowned. So...time to brush up on her lying skills and hope Neuro, or anyone who works with him, doesn't catch on.

TLDR:

Shade's secretly a trans girl, in a poly relationship with Tox/Kai/Skylor, and has an elemental power without knowing it + phantom traits (both of them are from her mom, who is not Neuro's mom). All of which Neuro doesn't know shit about it.

More Information About This AU (subject to change)

Shade (and partners) are like 16/17, which is the age of consent where I live, please do not come at for me

There will be mature content!! I will tag for that, so don't worry, and the tag will be 'nsft'

Kai is genderfluid and Tox is a trans girl and Skylor is a trans boy

Neuro and Shade are related by their dad, who is the former mafia boss

The polycule doesn't get to hang out of school too much because they're all closeted to their guardians

Shade is in choir with Tox, and Kai and Skylor are in band togehter

Griffin and Karlof work with Neuro, with Karlof as the muscle and Griffin as a sort of righthand man. Griffin gets a bunch of annoying jobs

The story will be told through a bunch of connected fics, mostly cause a long-fic would be so annoying to write tbh, and it would be harder to write different character's perspectives of some incidents

Zane works for the mafia as a back-alley doctor, who gets paid in bones for bone weapons when the mafia kills people

The ninja all are go to high school, and are at varying degrees of awareness of Kai's relationship with the other three

Nya and Jay don't trust the other two at all while Lloyd and Cole are indifferent/give them the benefit of the doubt

A lot of this au is basically "Shade and Neuro, due to a large age gap and Shade's fear of disappointing Neuro and Neuro thinking Shade would ask for help, are bad at communication"

Neuro's like late 20s (25+), and became the head of the mafia about 2 years earlier, since their dad is getting older and wanted to travel the world and was honestly not doing well due to losing his wife (Shade's mom)

Potiential Fic ideas

A POV of the whole series at the end from Griffin's perspective because he doesn't care but he learns so much more than he wants to know

Zane and Shade conversations

Neuro and Shade go shopping and it is very awkward

Parent Teacher Conference fic

Potential ideas For How To Get Neuro/Shade To Talk (Because I wanna ramble) (not guaranteed to go with any of them lmao)

Paleman/Ash route

Paleman and Ash are here, but they are not good at all. They're actually two lower level guys who are super good at sneaking around and tell Shade that Neuro wants them to help her be "a man"

Shade, who doesn't talk with Neuro all that much, thinks that they're telling the truth and lets them do a bunch of shit to her, like send an escort to her in the middle of the night, stealing her stuff and making her watch them burn it

Don't worry, Neuro does catch them and that sets off a bunch of conversations

De-Aging Fic where so much about Shade gets revealed

Because I love these fics and no one writes them

Basically Shade gets turned into a kid (like 8-11) and Neuro learns about the kid he basically never saw since he was out at college when Shade was 7-14

Their dad makes an appearance! And Shade actually communicates a lot of stuff about being a girl to him

Shade goes into heat/her phantom traits get brought up

What it says on the tin: Shade goes into heat basically

For this au, heat is more about being very clingy and over possessive of personal belongings and wanting to nest than anything

Also a phantom's scent is very strong and can't really be hidden

Shade gets them every other month or something, and pretends to be sick for the duration of the heat, with Zane being the only one to know (because Zane does not give a shit lmao)

But then one time Neuro decides to check on Shade and whoops, now she has to explain shit to Neuro

ANYWAY, yeah that is a long post. Sorry about that, y'all, I just wanna ramble about this au so much. Feel free to ask about it, and I'll fix any typos later, it's midnight as I am writing this help.

[necroangelz]

🎀💊 fur ask game hehe .. :3 now ask me my ask game im boredf i need to let out the autism /nf /silly

hi Rosa! sorry i took a real long time to get to uur ask (���〒⁠﹏⁠〒⁠) ik uur on hiatus so i hope uu have been okay and uur exams went well :3

『 💊 』

5 min edit of a random character

link to the STUNNING fanart i used here

for this 5 min edit i decided to edit the AI vtuber neuro sama and her evil sister/doppelganger/mirror self (i kinda forgot which one it is) evil neuro!

me when i waste most of my time repositioning the little circle frames and erasing the background on the girls 😢😢

『 🎀 』

a name/prn/title/label i hoard

[anditrumblr]

My new friend helped me clean and tidy up my neuro divergent cluttered kitchen.

I love my clear table

I think there's a big demand for that kind of service.

I hoard stuff. Have trouble chucking stuff away

Drives me bonkers.

[heartfucksmouth]

so I'm alive. they took biopsies of my esophagus and my stomach for histology, esp bc my stomach had erythematous mucosa and they sent me home with an explanation of gastritis but they saw nothing indicating the reason why I've been choking.

recovering from anesthesia sucked, I slept for like 3 or 4 hours and then got such an awful migraine I had to lay back down completely still with my eyes covered by my arm or I thought I would puke. and then Aidan wokeup three times during the night.

today is better, we went for a short walk, but Aidan barely napped so I'm hoping he sleeps ok. he seems restless in my arms and idk why really. he must be exhausted.

I have PT in the morning and need to call the neuro in Boston I'm trying to see (autonomic dept) and/or get a cardiologist to see me and sign off on my hip surgery bc of the whole anesthesia/pots/my stupid body thing.

I'm... feeling sad and stuck like I usually do at night now. the state of the world is truly overwhelming and its fucking SIX dollars for a gallon of milk let alone a weeks worth of groceries and I'm just like . how are we ever going to get out of here. it all feels like such a pressure cooker and I get discouraged. it's hard to write about bc my mind webs out and I'm thinking of so many things but my words can't keep up - esp typing one hand only using my thumb.

I just wanna make people happy and I wanna feel safe and loved and not like time is always running out and there's never enough of anything (I have less than 200 bucks to stretch until next month) like I miss feeling abundance simply bc I had my garden and so much of real wild nature around me, not some suburban yard covered in 10 years of dog feces and a house full of hoarded items that are not even mine but God forbid my kids toys take up too much space in the living room bc his room is the size of a walk in closet and I, once again, feel so ambitious mentally but I physically and time-wise cannot accomplish fucking anything lately.

idek that's probably one run on sentence and I can't be bothered. remember when I used to write really well and have poignant things to say and even wrote poetry? my brain feels constantly fried now and I can barely socialize without needing a nap after. it's all just kinda making me sad and frustrated :)

[alas-i-cannot-sim]

Tag 9 people you would like to get to know / catch up with

I got tagged by @goodnightlittlewing Thanks lovely!

Last song: Asleep by The Album Leaf. I've been hella burnt out and overstimulated as of late, so going under my duvet and zoning out to wordless songs has been very soothing. The Album Leaf are top tier for disassociating.

Last show: Dragula. Shudder is the best streaming service for all things horror and binge watching filthy, glamorous Drag artists makes my spooky lil heart very happy ♥️

Currently watching: Queer for Fear. A fab documentary on queer horror. Definitely recommend!

Currently reading: I'm one of those people who hoards books, but struggles to read them. Is it the dyslexia of the AuDHD? We may never know.

Current obsession: Embroidery and Crochet. I'm working on a present for one of my favorite tattoo artists I'm finally seeing again Saturday for the first time since pre-pandemic, and I'm embroidering one of her flash designs. I'm also working on a granny hexagon cardigan for myself after my Mum fell in love with my last one and claimed it as her own.

In conclusion, I'm a queer, spooky and neuro-spicy crafter with a hording hyperfixation 😂

I'm on mobile because my computer is unplugged and moved so the painters can get to the walls, so I'mma tag the first nine people that come up.

@simsmidgen @deathflowertea @kalino-thesims @thatsimslove @siminycricket @drudragonrose @dustofsims @cawthorntales @poisonfireleafs

And if you've made it to the end of it post, consider yourself tagged too 😊

[imafrickinglion]

CW: Death, grief

My mom was living in the adjacent apartment space built over the garage of my sister's house. Back when this arrangement first started, it was so that my sister Amanda could keep an eye on her as she was always ill. Mom was helping out with the mortgage by picking up part of it with her 'rent', and she was supposed to sell her house.

She never did, which I guess I'm grateful for, since it's where I've been living since 2017. But of course it creates all kinds of issues. We've had to clean that apartment out far more quickly than any of us were prepared for. My sister can't cover that mortgage without a renter.

And she hoarded. She hoarded *so much stuff*. The more I look at her life from the other side of it the more I see the Neurodivergence. Pills that expired 5 or even 10 years ago hiding in the back of her closet. A broken exercise rubber band thingie, just hiding in a cedar hope chest. Old curtains from a kitchen she doesn't live in anymore. I cleaned that hope chest out tonight so we could move it to storage and found large pictures of me from nearly every photoshoot of me that our family had ever done. My youngest sister, too.

Cross stitch kits. Unopened. Pajamas that for some reason weren't stored in her pajama drawer. Broken electronics. A heating pad from the 70's, it doesn't even work.

She either never had the spoons to decide what to throw away, attached too much meaning to things to throw them away, or... some secret third thing. But I am so, so tired. My own Neuro spiciness is exhausted. Decisions, decisions, decisions, doom piles... nothing finally dealt with. Just more picking things up and moving them to somewhere else. I have no idea if it'll ever be over. And when it finally is... will all of this finally sink in?

[emporiumintheclouds]

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[iogenders]

unretentic

(un-re-ten-tic)

[ID: a flag with five horizontal stripes. from top to bottom they are: purple, light gray, gray, dark gray, purple. end ID]

definition: a gender identity based off of poor memory, memory loss, or straight up forgetting one’s gender!

term name based off the word unretentive, which means forgetful.

pronouns that thematically fit (not necessary for people identifying with this gender):

fog/fog/fogs/fogs/fogself

for/get/fors/gets/forgetself

uh/um/er/ers/umself

who/whom/whose/whose/whomself

??/??/??s/??s/??self

💭/💭/💭s/💭s/💭self

❓/❓/❓s/❓s/❓self

❔/❔/❔s/❔s/❔self

[mogai-neuro-keysmash]

intro post :>

hey everyone! my name is keysmash (key for short) and I’m a new coining blog dedicated to making neuro- terms including genders, orientations, and pronoun types.

my main pronouns are hoard/hoards/hoardself and I’m a trans, mentally ill, nd minor.

I’ve been in the mogai community for a really long time and also work on multiple other coining blogs. this one is just meant to be more specific.

I’m here to coin terms related to mental illnesses/disabilities, neurodivergency, neurological conditions, plurality, emotions, mental processes and problems, and anything else like that!

my pinned post elaborates further and also has links to my dni list and request info.

I hope you’ll like the blog!

requests now open!!

(tagging people who I think like neuro- terms, pls ask if you want me to remove you: @mogai-sunflowers @panvampic @kenochoric @adorable-abomination @lalaloopsygender @pupyzu @cinnamogai @orxngecrxsh @croweatingmogai)

[jakeowen]

so my icp is up which i think means i’ve gained a bunch of weight which makes sense bc i have an eating disorder lmao but i can’t confirm bc i don’t have a scale for obvious reasons but anyway my icp is up. how do i know this you may ask, assuming rightfully that i have not had a spinal tap. well my head feels like it’s literally going to explode and i can hear all the csf swishing around in there. also i have The Dark Spots in my vision again so my optic nerve is def elevated ✌️✌️ anyway i like to pretend i’m not chronically ill by not going to the neuro-ophthalmologist for four years and simply hoarding & rationing my meds, but the problem is that i AM chronically ill so. a bitch is gonna have to get health insurance and see a motherfucking doctor i guess. i mean i’m fine for now, i upped my meds and my pressure seems to have gone back down but due to the aforementioned hoarding and rationing that means my timeline for seeing a doctor just shrank by half :(

[chaoticneutralbell]

"Navigation?" She was fairly sure everyone understood the concept, but someone invested enough to apply constellations as family names? "Do you have the same interest?"

Watching him pass through the door, Lucy marveled at the way his size altered her perspective of proportions. Moseying along behind Orion through the hall, Lucy counted how many of her steps equated to one of his. She paused in the doorway to "her" classroom, where anything remotely related to her field of knowledge had been hoarded.

"I don't think you do, either," Lucy teased, walking heel-toe into the room. A little hop and she nodded. "Yep! S. T. E. M. is for science, technology, engineering and mathematics." Offering her right hand, Lucy beamed up at him. "Lucy Bell, once and future neuro-engineer and present educator to the little minds of Redwood."

Looking at him from her position on the bench, Orion loomed as high as the mountains beyond them. Lucy sat up, smiling merrily. "Yep! Mostly STEM focuses. You read to the kids?" The two sentences had run together almost into one. It made him more interesting - but the name trebled her curiosity.

"Ohhh, were your parents into astronomy?" He certainly was a giant, and could have been a hunter for the build of him. "Or just Homer?" Again a stack of walking beef, leaving Lucy to wonder where the built ladies were.

She gasped at his offer, and hopped up. "Really? Shit, dude, I'm not gonna turn down help!" A few steps to haul the door open and she gave him a silly little bow. "After you, Orion - first room on the left, past the bathrooms."

[flowerkidlove]

i am adding neuro/toxin pronouns to my hoard ^_^

[undeadvinyls]

was wondering!

were the sisters and mama phys present during expiration date? if so what was everyone doing?

and ooooh were they around during mann vs machine? was thinking about this for a hot min lol :) ur stuff is lovely and keep doing what you do!!1!!1!!!!

HSHSJS THANK YOU!!! And,, oh my god my heart flatters anytime i hear someone call phys mama 😭😭😭

And for the question!

Yes, they were around Expiration Date! Phys was of course alongside Med messing around in their not-so secret lab. She wanted to spend her last 3 days with her love knowing soon it's all gonna end. They'd totally have some scenes where they playfully poke each other and scare scout with tumor bread lmao.

Electri was in a very bad mood. Her love for scout was a secret that only her sisters knew about and it was sad for her that scout wants to have a date with Pauling than her. I feel like in the climax, she got locked with pauling, scout and the bread monster - she actually had the courage to fight the monstrosity alongside Scout. It was this moment Scout finally acknowledged that Electri is the "perfect one" not Pauling... After that she hugged Phys as she was happy that nothing bad happened to her.

Neuro and Botanist didn't play a major part, they were pretty much just in the base hanging out - Neuro would help deliver the bread to Med and Engie to test it, while Botanist hang around with the rest of mercs. Though, her last wish was to "Get revenge on Diana (Welder) for stealing my (her) gardening kit and smoldering it into refined metal".

Welder didn't play a major part either, but she ALMOST started to teleport bread too. Because of that, Medic lifted her up angrily and she yelled "AAAAA MY OWN VATTER WANTS TO KILL ME!!" in which medic placed her on a chair and gave her metal so she wouldn't mess around with teleporters. Also patted her on head.

In MvM, yes!! Game-wise, the fam can go all together since 6 persons, 6 slots!! Comics-wise, yep yep.

The sisters were angry that their parents didn't let them go with them to their new job. It was something Neuro and Electri cried about. They thought they're unloved.

At the climax were the mercs started to fight robots, Neuro and Botan destroyed a hoarde of robots together. Botan tried to "hippie-lize" them and she succeed with a robot scout but Neuro shot it with her revolver lmao.

Electri was with Sniper and Spy. She watched Scout die and it was horrible. After Spy's disguise dissappeared, he walked away and Electri hugged her boyfriend's dying body and she cried. Yet she felt a relief when Scout returned from Heaven and touched her cheek.

Welder was hiding.... What she was doing? From the destroyed spare parts, she was fucking making a robot to fight off the bots. And she succeed. Her robot fucking SLAYED the bots and the sisters were so surprised yet proud lol.

And about Phys... She went with Medic, she brought Sniper and Acrobat back to life alongside him, but there are a few differences.

After TFCheavy shot Medic, he went for Neuro. Not her, because Neuro was the closest knowing she was Frankenstein's kid. Phys saved her and she took the shot as Cheavy finished her seeing she is weakened. Though, she didn't go to Hell like Medic, she went to Heaven. God explained that even after such horrible and crazy things she did, she deserved a place in Heaven for being the most loving mother in the world and for saving Neuro. But still, she didn't want to stay in Heaven. She outsmarted God and escaped coming back to Earth lmao.

[atlamagazine]

Contributor Spotlight (WRITER) : Cobalt

Tumblr: @squidpro-quo

I'm a neuro nerd who gets caught up on the small details and the big implications they can have. I hoard stickers and love squids a completely normal amount.

[khakerskayavdova-a]

@vjestyca asked for this (x) : 3,5,8,9,10

what triggers does your muse have from their childhood?

doctors. hospitals. the smell of antiseptic. the feeling of having made a mistake. being locked in a small space ( though she finds small dark spaces she has control over soothing ). blizzards. being undersupplied when working with others. some old cartoons. undercover/infiltration work. using old personas.

has your muse ever been officially diagnosed with ptsd, c-ptsd?

no. she hasn't been diagnosed with autism either. she won't seek any sort of neuro-psychological help. see before, doctors being a trigger.

how does your muse react to being triggered? ( disassociates, becomes angry, etc. )

self-isolation. quite simmering anger. self-loathing. paranoia. panic. the desire to run. shutdown & dissociation. meltdown & self-harm ( hitting/scratching self, pulling out hair, hitting head on the wall )

what coping methods  ( healthy or unhealthy )  did your muse learn during their childhood?

depersonalization. ignoring pain. abandoning any sense of like/dislike or wants or needs. compartmentalizing and ignoring feelings. developing a cruel persona. food hoarding and hiding.

does your muse want their abuser(s) to face consequences? Or would they rather forget any of it happened?

it took a long time for her to come around to the idea that she was abused. but yes. even if she cannot take direct vengeance against dreykov, a place like red room does not come down to just one man. anyone who ever supplied him or aligned themselves with him. anyone who seeks to fill the power vacuum left by him. wealthy men who make their fortunes off of the pain and suffering of others. even frat boys trying to take advantage of a drunk girl at a bar. all of them are targets for her.