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It's been a long time

And I've had something on my mind

One thing, singularly

No.matter how much I try to it never goes away.

Even at work when I'm focused on what's in front of me it creeps back in.

The thought?

Oh, that's an easy one.

What'd I do wrong?

I keep circling back to it for a reason but I can't find one at the same time

Time after time

Blow after blow

Day after day and yet

Night after night

It keeps creeping into my mind

"What'd I do wrong? What'd I do to be abandoned?"

Man... this is reinforcement to what I need?

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This void in my chest

It's so hard to explain why it's there but I feel so empty

For every step forward I take, every single inch of progress that I make it seems as though something else changes and I have to start from square one again. But I'm not a fan of final fantasy I'm more of a chrono trigger kind of guy but I've tried to find a way to fill this void with little to no luck.

For every wound I heal one more has to be scratched open.

For every second I smile another tear must drop.

Whatever could be done to quell this emptiness in my heart...

- Neroamee Alucard

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So I made this

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I think I did a good enough job trying to distort it. Maybe its a sign to develop my ears haha. #indieproducer #beatsbyme #neroameealucard https://www.instagram.com/p/CRu3puGHYYi/?utm_medium=tumblr

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So I recently wrote this piece of poetry....

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Odd, I see. #poetry #poetsofinstagram #poetryofinstagram #instagram #instagood #neroameealucard #Themagictomtom https://www.instagram.com/p/CEiz1bLHv_2/?igshid=ns49blmg4aei

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#poetry #life #thoughts #neroameealucard https://www.instagram.com/p/CAvVsObnAXH/?igshid=d47jpmly0rt5

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Starting now, coming by the summer. #poetry #indieauthors #instagood #neroameealucard #spokenwordcompilation #ebook https://www.instagram.com/p/B8eUL44nAS2/?igshid=kyxk4bc8cr7c

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Little something I made up, what do you think? #musician #NeroameeAlucardTheMadMusician #NeroameeAlucard #guitarist #guitar https://www.instagram.com/p/B1j8xWLHGwf/?igshid=1x34qjk056jbk

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#poetry #life #mymind #TheWritingsOfAMadman #thediaryofamadman #neroameealucard https://www.instagram.com/p/BoDr0lzj9UP/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=kikbfxd8kzph

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This is one of the longest poems I've ever posted here. #3screenshot #swopeformore #poetry #neroameealucard https://www.instagram.com/p/CWKTQXgNnnJ/?utm_medium=tumblr

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You get one hint... the milkman. #beatsbyme #neroyouko #neroameealucard https://www.instagram.com/p/CVxtpgNJl3_/?utm_medium=tumblr