#need me a jisung who will get ice cream w me and help turn my day around :( | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

kaiso-woo · 1 year ago

Text

Bonus #1 - Parallels

✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦ . 　⁺ 　

-> Masterlist

Just because I want people to notice the little details of 'Stay Series'. If this makes no sense to you, then you shouldn't be reading this post.

READ EVERYTHING ELSE IN THE SERIES FIRST.

Here for a reading marathon? Head right back to the start!

✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦ . 　⁺

PART 1 - Just Stay.

I would briefly like to point out the title, as there are two others with similar titles. There’s also “Please Stay.” And “You Stayed.” And I believe those titles on their own speak volumes.

The studio door clicks open, and his head snaps to the sound. Immediately, he attempts to steady his breath, and pulls his expression into his signature straight smile :] as Jisung enters the room, a plastic bag filled with takeaway containers in his hand.

This actually happened one time. Chan mentioned however that it was on his birthday, and Jisung visited him with food in the middle of the night while he was working.

He pulled a face, his eyes wide, and waved his arms a little, “Thanks. Almost lost my balance there.”

I also directly took inspiration for this little ‘suicide’ after watching a video of Chan actually losing his balance in the middle of an interview.

Stay. Just stay. Stay’s. It’s you. You’re not staying.

I don’t know if you all understand how significant it is that this is called Stay Series. It’s probably obvious but I mean, we’re Stays.

“Chan hyung’s gone to the bathroom.” – posts Hyunjin.

Literally this.

“Just because you have a lot of stress, it doesn’t mean that you have to relieve it by hurting yourself.”

“If you think about the future… it’s best to just keep away from that and find different ways of relieving stress.”

“You never know what’s going to happen in the future. Something might go wrong, then there might be a turning point and then- from then on you feel really, really regretful,”

“If you really, really can’t help it or if you really just don’t know what to do or you’re really- really lost, as I’ve always said,” he smiles, eyes shimmering, “come here; look for me, ask me, talk with me.”

“I’ll try my best to relieve your stress,”

Actual advice from Bang Chan in a Chan’s Room episode.

You give him a once over, genuinely considering him, “I can’t shut down my only source of income for a day.” “Even for-” “Especially not for you.”

“The whole-? Library and everything?” you inquire, as you refill the jar of chai powder. “Mhm,” he hums, nodding to a regular as they float by, “Staff want us to film a Skz-Code Episode while we’re here, and they left it up to us to decide where.” “Oh. Sure. What do you need, for me to close up for the day?”

I found it funny that for James you were like “I can’t shut down my only source of income for a day,” but then for Chan you’re like “Oh. Sure.”

Go kill yourself. ‘Heh… funny.’

We all know this happened in reality.

The music playing in your earphones becomes too much, so you tug them out of your ears, your phone lighting up on the paused song of “Silent Cry”, by Stray Kids.

From Part 12 - You Stayed.: He sighs dramatically and whispers, more to himself than anything, “Worth a shot,” then proceeds to hum to a slowed tune of one of Stray Kids’ songs, “Silent Cry”.

Initially it was Silent Cry because ‘listen out for Chris’ silent cry, he’s crying rn and about to try kill himself. And then later on it gets turned into a lullaby, and idk it’s kind of painful to me.

He sounds so broken, crying his heart out as though he were a lost little child who dropped his ice cream.

From Part 12 - You Stayed.: You scamper further from the bed as he scrambles closer, like a child longing for a bite of your ice cream.

I don’t know why I chose to do this, but the child w/ ice cream reference was important. Again, it’s a sign of the evolution of your relationship.

Every drink that is, except for the special one you made for him – it was actually your Mum’s recipe.

From Part 12 - You Stayed.: “Not your favourite dish; the one my Mum makes. We’ve never shown you how to make that,” he giggles, before he picks you up bridal style, causing you to yell and dangerously wave around the knife.

Okay so Chris doesn’t know how to make that hot chocolate, and you don’t know how to make that dish. Perfect.

Perhaps your coping mechanism is to simply scream. Shut the doors. Close your blinds. Block your ears. Scream. Dry your eyes. Breathe…

Scream.

Perhaps your coping mechanism is to simply scream. Shut the doors. Close your blinds. Block your ears. Scream. Dry your eyes. Breathe…

Chris: “Are you awake?”

No one would have noticed this, but this is the end of the introduction describing grief. I used the same paragraph at the end, but removed only one word, “Scream.” From the end and replaced it instead with a conversation between you and Chris. It’s the little things.

Part 2 - Hey…

In case you haven’t noticed, all of my titles tend to be spoilers, or framing devices for the fics - which is what… titles are meant for… This one is because “Hey… how you doin’?”

You: “You’re actually annoying”

Chris: “Only for you~”

And here marks the beginning of Chris using this line on you.

“All good. I’ll just need some other info… just the names of the cats, when you’d like them to stay… your name and a phone number, if possible?” you’re sitting there, anticipating his answer, but the other end has gone radio silent.

“Are… you still there…?” you cautiously probe, not wanting to be annoying. “Soonie, Doongie and Dori.”

This is the reason why I centralised the eventual proposal around “Soonie, Doongie and Dori.” It started with them, and in a way, it ended with them - it’s full circle. They are used as a way to get Chris to ask you out on a date, and again also present when he proposes- I mean you propose.

“What are you doing here?” you breathe out, as Chris sidles up beside you to start the next order.

“I’m here for you. I told you I’d be back didn’t I?” Chris presses the button to start the coffee on his end, placing his cup neatly underneath the spouts.

From Part 6 - Heartbeat: “What the fuck are you doing here?” you seethe, sliding the door shut behind you forcefully.

“I’m here for you,” Chris croaks out, and your jaw clenches.

THIS HURT ME SO MUCH. I’M NOT EVEN GOING TO EXPLAIN BECAUSE IT SHOULD BE SELF-EXPLANATORY, BUT OUCH.

“It’s called a fucking date. Chan will pay for you,” Ashley snaps, and Chris nods vigorously, “Took the words right out of my mouth.”

From Part 3 - It’s a Sign: “It’s called a fucking date. I pay for you.” You roll your eyes and shove him gently, “Ashley is such a bad influence on you.” “Nahnah, remember she took the words right out of my mouth.” Chris grins, winking cheekily at you.

Just this cute little first date reference, that some of my readers might have been confused about.

Then, yelling over the top of one another, dragged Chris all the way down to the water where you still stood. He was laughing, putting up a bit of a fight but not really; he’d always be gentle with them. Once the members had managed to group everyone together, Jisung started chanting “Kiss! Kiss!” and the rest of the members joined in. Chris was hiding his face in his hands, making distressed noises, his ears burning bright red.

You shook your head in disbelief at the members around you, and instead pulled Chris into a hug, which he reciprocated, burying his embarrassed face into your neck. There were whoops and cheers (and Jisung’s disappointed “awhhhhh”), and then you forcefully pushed Chris down into the water, a stupid grin on your face. He came up spluttering, shocked, and then dove for your ankles. You squealed and sprinted away, crash landing into Felix, who caught you, but stumbled and fell into the water too – and then suddenly, everyone was getting dragged under.

From Part 11 - Soonie, Doongie and Dori As soon as the official ceremony was over, the Stray Kids members swooped in… grabbed you by your wrists and ankles… and sprinted you all the way over to the water, Chris being roughly tousled over too. You laugh at the familiarity of the situation, squealing slightly as the cold water drenches you.

Everyone surrounds the pair of you, Chris getting shoved into you as you try to stand, and you cling to him desperately. Jisung starts up the chant, and you grin at your husband, knowing you’re both thinking the same thing. “Kiss! Kiss! Kiss! Kiss!”

You do. This time you do. Chris pulls you into a searing kiss, tasting slightly of salt water, one hand cupping your face, the other clinging tightly to your hip. When you separate, his forehead remains on yours, and he whispers, “What do you say we dunk Jisung first, hey?”

You laugh and nod, then kiss him swiftly one more time before you both turn with mischievous grins towards Jisung. His raucous cheering ceases, and he morphs right back into a quokka, trying to hide behind Minho as you and Chris race towards him.

I HAD BETTER NOT HAVE NEEDED TO EXPLAIN THIS - I MADE IT SO ACHINGLY OBVIOUS. I would also like to happily point out that your first date was at a beach, and you got married at a beach. Oh look, this author seems to like full circle events, doesn’t she?

Part 3 - It’s a Sign

I thought it was obvious, but apparently my friend didn’t make the connection until I told her. It’s called “It’s a Sign” because you mf run into a god damn sign right before your first kiss. Get it? It’s a sign? No? Ah….

Chris: “babe, I’m sorry I can’t pick you up”

You: “it’s okay!”

Chris: “I’m really sorry, you know that right?”

You: “Chris it’s okay, I know you are”

I just wanted to point this out because later on, in Part 8 - You Helping, or What? Chris actually does go pick you up at the airport, and it’s just a significant representation of how your relationship as evolved over time.

Part 4 - Sunshine to the Moon

Obviously it’s called sunshine to the moon because those are the names of endearment used in here, and also because technically speaking, I’m also saying that ‘you are Chris’ sunshine’.

Somehow you’ve managed to crawl on top of him, straddling his bare chest. Chris grabs your shoulders and pushes you up, grinning at you from below, “Since when were you this affectionate?” he coos, hands sliding over to cup your face and squish your cheeks. You roll your eyes at him and press on his chest lightly, again, feigning annoyance.

From Part 12 - You Stayed.: At this point, the only way you can think to overpower him is by tickling, and eventually you manage to reposition yourself on top of him, straddling his chest (amidst his cursing and begging you to play fair – which was inconsiderate, considering he literally never did). You yank the pillow out from underneath his head and pretend to suffocate him with it. His mocking screams for help eventually satisfy you, and you chuck the pillow to the side.

Again like… when you were sitting on top of him earlier on in the relationship, all you did to show your annoyance was press on his chest lightly. This time you suffocated him with a pillow. #RelationshipGoals

Part 5 - The Date of All Dates

There’s virtually nothing I could remember or pick on up on in this one either - but it’s called the Date of All Dates cause that is quite literally what it is. The date that ends all dates. LOL.

Part 6 - Heartbeat

Titled this because it was inspired by the song ‘Heartbeat’ by BTS. Also because Chris’ heart is most certainly not beating, or beating too fast, in this entire fic, with absolute pain.

You: “… Me or Skz???” You: “Ji?”

From Part 14 - Merry Chris-mas (Felix Never Bad) “Me or Stray Kids?” Chris hums, prodding you with his knee on the couch.

Yeah so yeah. Full circle. First you asked this question seriously, and later on in life Chris asks this question jokingly.

Immediately, you notice the pineapple juice and untouched croissant on the coffee table (A/N: And this parallel, the croissant guys), but your parents are nowhere to be seen.

Okay so this little detail is important because first of all, this means that you have told your parents absolutely everything about Chris, because they know he doesn’t drink coffee and that his favourite drink is pineapple juice - and that speaks volumes to me because like it means you still love him so much. Also the hazelnut croissant, is the same as the one’s you first gave Chris when you invited him to your Café, so naturally him seeing them while he’s trying to get you back to him is hurtful.

Part 7 - Sweet

Sweet because there is a lot of sugar involved in this: cake, pocky. And also cause Chris says “Hmmmm… sweet” after tasting mf cake directly from your mouth.

Nothing much in this one apparently.

Part 8 - You Helping, or What?

That is the question I was asking the entire time I wrote this thing. Chris is not helping. Chris is being a pain in the ass.

Hm. Void of other references. Welp.

Part 9 - First for Everything

Guys there’s nothing here for me to mention other than, I wonder why I called it ‘First for Everything’?

Part 10 - Please Stay.

Title has since been explained.

“You want me to get on my knee and propose right here right now? Cause I will,” he grins, “I gladly will, but… I’d rather I get the chance to do it properly.”

From Part 11 - Soonie, Doongie and Dori: “Look I know- I know I’m not on one knee like I said I would be- I was meant to propose properly like an hour ago during our date- but I- I lost the ring, I can’t for the life of me find it, and I’m so- I’m so sorry- but I mean- I just want so badly to be your husband- and even though there’s no ring-”

I just love how his initial plan completely backfired on him. Anyways.

“Shut up and fuck me, woman.” “Say please?” “Wow. You did not just-” “Say please.”

“Are you really going to-” “Say. Please.” “I’m a bad influence.” “And I’m waiting.”

From Part 11 - Soonie, Doongie and Dori “Will you marry me?” “Wait- wait no this is insane, this is not-” “Will… you… marry… meeeeeeeeee?” “I’m so stupid.” “And I’m waiting.”

Hehehehehe just you being a cheeky shit. It’s important because the first time you say “And I’m waiting” is just after he’s recently admitted to wanting to genuinely marry you. The second time, is when he, well you have finally proposed.

Part 11 - Soonie, Doongie and Dori

I’ve already explained the significance of this title.

“I love you, you’re adorable. You’re so- you did this all yourself?” You ask, breathing heavily into his shirt. “Mhm…” he mumbles, kissing the top of your head affectionately, and then one more time for good measure. “Only for you…”

This is here because I would like to point out that this is the first time he’s genuinely said “Only for you…” without any cheek. Usually it’s “Only for you~” with that ~~~~ you know like ugh, but this time his tone is different.

“I’ll look after Minho’s cats, and I’ll look after you too, just like you look after everyone else.” Finally, you look up at him, and immediately you know he hasn’t heard a word. “You’re not listening are you?” You chuckle, smiling at his dazed expression.

“You’re not listening are you?” Chris pauses, smiling softly and brushing your hair out of your face. You blink and turn away slightly, trying to wake yourself up. “Yeah sorry- I am so sorry- you’re just- hoo you’re hot in a suit I swear to god.”

Like- c’monnnnn, surely this was spotted by someone.

Part 12 - You Stayed.

All the parallels for this one are basically connected to Part 1 - Just Stay. lmao

Part 13 - To Live the Life of Bang Chan

Obviously because this is what Daniela titled the book. I don’t believe there will be much to explain in this fic, since the entire fic is kind of an explanation itself.

I would however like to say that Dani here, feels so familiar to you because not only is she you from an alternate universe, she’s also picked up on the habits of her Chan. The grin, the expressions - which is why it’s very surreal when you meet her.

I know that my message will never reach the Bang Chan I wish I could say this to; he is out of my reach. I will say it here, nevertheless and hope your Chris understands my intention.

My only wish to you, is that one day, you learn to love yourself. Whether this is through a significant other. Whether it’s through Stray Kids. Maybe your own kids. However you do it, I hope you learn to love yourself, because the weight of the world is heavy Chan, and you of all people deserve to love yourself, the way others love you.

Stray kids everywhere all around the world, you make Stray Kids Stay

I included my own persona into this series because this is quite literally the message I wish I could say to Bang Chan. He is the happiness for many, just as he is for me. He’s my role model, not in that he’s an idol, but also because we share the same personality as ENFJ-Ts. Through loving him, I learn to love myself, because I can see snippets of myself when I watch him.

I have this motto that I associate with him - “if only I can live to be half the person you are, then maybe one day I will be satisfied”. I’m trying to be more like him, use him as an example to live with a heart of kindness. I don’t want to be be him, or impersonate him dear lord not that far, just as a person to look up to.

For the last two fics, Part 14 - Merry Chris-mas (Felix Never Bad) and Part 15 - I Already Have Seven… there isn’t much to say except focus on their titles.

Chris-mas because haha you’re funny. Felix Never Bad because he’s the only one without a gf at the time and like yk. Also, in Part 7 - Sweet, there's this which makes it super ironic:

The Kids’ don’t pay him much attention, especially not since Felix and Hyunjin are arguing with each other, “I’ll be first.” “Hyunjin mate, I have more followers than you.” “That’d make it harder for you to find a genuine person though.”

“I Already Have Seven…” is naturally a reference to that one moment on Insta Live where Chris did a 2023 prediction I think and it said he’d have a kid.

And in that fic. He ends up with 3 kids.

✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦ . 　⁺

Thank you to those who supported the writing of this fic. I appreciate all who left notes, commented, reblogged and responded in kind to my dms of gratitude.

You’re all amazing, and I hope the time you spent reading this series was worthwhile.

I would especially like to thank those who participated in reading marathons of the series, and those who eagerly kept up to date with all my uploads. It absolutely blew my mind to see notifications from you guys, and my grin would always be the widest at the sight of your interactions.

At some point, I continued to write these uploads so I wouldn’t disappoint you guys, especially.

There’s still the last few bonus uploads to go though! One of them I will upload tomorrow… and the other two are on my broken laptop which I still do not have back - but I’ll upload them as soon as I can. - Kaisowoo

Bonus #2 -> Sugar or Spice

#bang chan x reader #stray kids #bang chan #christopher chan bang #skz #bang chan fanfic #bang chan fluff #bang chan fic #stray kids fanfic #stray kids fic

9 notes · View notes

jisungsplatforms · 4 years ago

Text

Pairing: Lee Felix x gn! reader

Genre: fluff, small angst (in the beginning); non idol au, reincarnation au, kinda strangers to lovers (but not really? you’ll see)

Warnings: character deaths in the beginning (Salem witch style oops)

Tears streamed down their faces as they smiled lovingly to one another. The male leaned his forehead onto his lover’s own, holding each other as close as they can be. It was unfathomable, really, how lucky they were to find each other in this convoluted world. The amount of love they had for each other was suffocating; it was a love that was too good to last...

“Burn the devils!”

“Repent for your sins, you vile wenches!”

“May you suffer in the hands of your lord, filthy worshippers!”

The cries of the townspeople could not be heard over the sound of their synchronized heartbeats and declining breaths.

“I love you.”

“I love you too.”

Flames of red and orange engulfed the couple’s forms. The man was terrified, not for himself but for his significant other. He silently prayed to the Lord to set them free; to guide them to the gates of paradise, where they can finally live peacefully together at last. “May we meet again in another life, my beloved,” his lover proposed with one final breath, letting the fiery madness swallow them whole. Only the wind could carry the last words of this bittersweet love story.

- 🕧 -

Felix jolted in cold sweat, the speed of which he sat up nearly gave him whiplash. He looked around to find he was just in the comfort of his bedroom. “Again?” he groaned as he hunched over, rubbing his face. Ever since he turned 18, he’s been having the same damned dream almost every night, leaving him with a heavy heart the next morning. It was driving him mad! All he wanted was for it to stop; though deep down, he also didn’t want to. He knew his conscience was trying to tell him something, rather, it was as if he needed to find someone. He flipped his phone over to read the time. ‘8:56am’ He sighed, getting up for the day.

“Do you believe in second chances?”

Everybody turned to Jisung in question, who was giving the 3 boys the purest look they have ever seen. “Like, if they did something bad?” Seungmin replied, “Yeah, I guess but it really depends on how grave the situation is.”

“No! No! Like, second lives and stuff like that!”

“Reincarnation?”

“Yeah! That’s the word,” Jisung smiled. Felix looked at him in interest, feeling antsy for some odd reason.

“Why?” Seungmin asked. “Is this from another one of those stories you read in that silly book?”

“Hey! Minho gave me that book! Respect it!”

Seungmin sighed as the other two boys laughed. “Hey, we should just be happy that he can even read, Seungmin,” Hyunjin laughed, earning a punch from Jisung.

“Come on, it’s not silly! I think it’s really cool,” Jisung pouted, everyone ignoring Hyunjin’s cries of help. “Hyunjin, You read it and thought it was cool too!”

Hyunjin stopped and scoffed, “Yeah, but it sounds a little...unrealistic? I think it is a cool concept but it can just never be true.”

“Agreed,” Seungmin chimed in. “Sounds too far fetched. You die? You die. That’s the end of it. No such thing as ‘second lives’.”

“Boohoo, you guys are such downers. Hope you guys stay dead when you die then,” Jisung jokes. “What about you, Lix? You never said anything.” The boys turned to the uncharacteristically quiet boy.

Felix hummed. “I think…” he draws out, “that it could happen? To me, it doesn’t sound that impossible”

“See! Felix is with me!” the chubby cheeked boy cheered. “He has a vision unlike you haters.”

Seungmin rolled his eyes sassily. “Okay, then what did the book say? Does it explain why reincarnation is a thing?”

“Yup! It said that reincarnation often happens when someone dies a tragic death or lived a miserable life. They are granted a second chance of one to make amends for their hardships, so that they can finally live the happy lives they deserve! And sometimes, people will still have memories from their past life.”

“Fake,” Hyunjin faux coughed. Jisung turns to him with a glare.

“Shut up. Don’t act as if you didn’t cry when you read the story.”

“Hey!” The two boys argued while Seungmin went on his phone to ignore the commotion. Meanwhile, Felix was lost in thought. So it is true...I was reincarnated. Those dreams really were memories of my past self! This is a sign!

“Hm,” Seungmin said to no one particularly, “I wonder when will anyone bring up that fact that Minho gave Jisung a literal children’s book?”

- 🕘 -

The boys left Hyunjin’s house after 5 hours. It was already the afternoon, and they were starving, seeing how they spent the whole time playing video games. Instead of ordering food, Seungmin suggested they go out to physically buy the food, much to Jisung and Hyunjin’s chagrin. Jisung and Hyunjin went to buy pizza, Seungmin was in charge with buying them food that’ll actually fill their stomachs, and Felix went to buy the drinks and desserts. Hyunjin went on about “eating like kings!” or something like that.

Felix was lining up in the ice cream shop, already carrying the bag of sodas for them. He was waiting for his turn when he heard a sweet voice from the line beside him; a voice that he has vaguely heard before. “Hello! Can I have-”

He turned his head to find the most breathtaking person he has ever seen. Felix felt his heart racing. It was as if his world stopped. Is that-? What’s happening? Is this it? he gulped. “Hello sir? Sir!”

He immediately snapped out of it, remembering he’s still in line. He looks back at the line to find that he’s next. “I am so sorry!” he bowed, quickly moving to the counter to place his order. Felix hastily spoke with the employee in hopes of speaking to the mystery beauty. He turned around to see his self-proclaimed soulmate already walking out the door. He cursed, ready to run out the door, when he heard his name being called. Felix hissed, snatching the bag of ice cream from the employee, with a quick ‘thank you’.

He sprinted out of the shop and into the direction he saw them leave. Either he ran that fast, or his soulmate was slow, he was able to catch up to them. “W-Wait!” he called out, breathlessly. His heart wanted to burst when he saw their form up close; when he saw you up close.

“Yes? May I help you?” you responded with a gentle smile. Felix had this strange urge to kiss your lips, fighting hard against it since you two are still technically strangers in this life.

“U-uhm,” he cleared his throat, “I’m sorry but- I think I’ve seen you in my dreams.”

Your eyes widened, caught off guard. Felix only now realized his blunder. “Crap- I’m sorry that was-”

He was cut off by the sound of your laughter, causing his face to burn even more. “Isn’t that a little cliché?” you giggled. Felix bit his lower lip in humiliation, looking down to the cement under his shoes. He wanted to run away. The situation was too embarrassing for him to handle. He felt your soft hands bring his face up.

“Hey hey, no need to be embarrassed. Don’t worry about it,” you smiled, “my beloved.”

Felix was stunned. Holy sh- I was right! It is you! he cheered mentally. He smiled as wide as he could, dropping his bags and bringing you into his arms. The two of you laughed in relief, happy that the two of you were together at last. You buried your face into his shoulder.

“I’ve missed you, Felix.”

“I’ve missed you too, Y/n,” he sighed, kissing the top of your head.

You looked up with tears in your eyes. You whispered, “I told you we shall meet again in our next life...my beloved.”

🕛 End 🕛

100 notes · View notes

jenonctcity · 4 years ago

Text

My Responsibility - Epilogue

Differences - Huang Renjun

Part of the Bad Boy Series.

Badboy!Au, Parent!Au

Warnings: Very brief mentions of abortion, minor character death, pregnancy, swearing, mention of injury, mention of sex.

Word Count: 7k

Renjun is 20 years old, and things are going perfect for him for what feels like the first time in eternity. He has a stable relationship with the woman of his dreams, and his baby girl Jiyeon is the most adorable child in the world and he’s so thankful that’s shes well behaved. Of course there was ups and downs, but he was finding them easier to battle against with the support of you behind him. Even if the battles did mostly consist of things like Jiyeon eating an entire bag of gummy bears when Renjun wasn’t looking and then her vomiting them back up less than 10 minutes later, or when Renjun accidentally turned everyone’s laundry pink when he’d put Jiyeon’s red dress in the washing with the whites. Little things like that mattered to him to have a support.

Another thing he loved about having a girlfriend, was the sex. He still had a constant craving to get on top of you and hump you like a dog in heat, and you kindly let him. Which also ended up being the reason you ended up pregnant less than a year into your relationship with him.

“You’re being so grumpy.” He frowned after you pushed him away from you when he tried persistently to get into your panties. You rolled your eyes, frowning back at him and folding your arms over your chest.

“I’m not in the mood to have sex with you, it’s barely 9am and I don’t feel too great.” You mumbled, rolling over in bed and turning your back to him. He stared at you, his facial expression showing how displeased at your attitude he was.

“You haven’t got to be a bitch about it, jeez.” He grumbled and turned his back to you, pulling the duvet up over his shoulder and huffing.

“Fuck you, you’re the reason why I’m grumpy.” You grunted at him, shutting your eyes and trying to ignore him.

“I didn’t even do anything wrong!” He turned around, almost offended that you’re blaming him for your sour mood.

“Tell your superhuman sperm that.” You mumbled, not really thinking that he could hear you, but his ears pricked up and he furrowed his eyebrows in confusion.

“What are you talking about? See I haven’t done anything wrong so you’re attacking my sperm. You’re so petty.” He sat up and pulled on a pair of boxers from his drawer, not wanting to put up with your attitude anymore.

“Because Renjun,” You paused to sit up and look at him with fire in your eyes. “I missed one pill. ONE FUCKING PILL!!! And normally there would be enough of the pill still in my system to prevent anything from happening, but your stupid, superhuman fucking sperm went against the odds and somehow made its journey to its destination.” You couldn’t help but snapping at him, not really wanting this to be how you admitted to him that you were pregnant, but it was too late now. His mouth dropped open and he went sheet white. You quickly laid down again with your back to him, sniffing back your emotions and thinking about all the possible outcomes.

“W-what?” He visibly gulped, his mouth falling open as it completely dawned on him.

“I’m pregnant.” Your words fell on deaf ears, Renjun too in his own head stressing out about the bomb you’d just dropped on him. He stood up, hastily putting on jeans and a t-shirt, not even realising nor caring that the t-shirt he threw on was inside out. He left the room and you sighed, not even realising that he’d left because your back was to the door. “I know you don’t want more kids, and I’m sorry that this happened, but I did warn you that it wasn’t a good idea to not use a condom…Oh now you’re just going to ignore me? And you called me petty.” You sat up with a frown on your face, ready to square up to him about this, but your face fell when you saw he was gone, and the door was left open. “Renjun?” You felt your stomach plummet through to the centre of the earth, just crossing your fingers that he did eventually come back.

Renjun sat in Chenle and Jisung’s living room, a tub of chocolate ice cream on his lap with a thick fluffy blanket wrapped around him, his eyes red with all of the tears that he’d spilt. He was watching a car race on the tv and he kept shovelling spoonful’s of ice cream in his mouth. Chenle and Jisung just sat either side of him, looking concerned but not wanting to ask just in case he started to cry again like he had when Jisung dared to inform him that his t-shirt was inside out. They heard the front door to their apartment rattle, and then Jaemin stepped through the door. He had been notified by Chenle that Renjun was hauled up in their apartment, eating his feelings instead of expressing them.

“You’ll get diabetes if you eat all of that.” Jaemin commented as he crouched down in front of Renjun, very gently pulling the tub of ice cream away from him and being cautious not to unsettle the poor man. “You know you have a girlfriend at home who’s very upset because of your absence.” He speaks very calmly and softly to Renjun. Renjun sighs and runs a hand over his face, feeling ashamed of himself for only thinking of his own feelings. A baby was a joint effort, and he had just as much of a part in making it as you did. He had guilt swimming in the pit of his stomach, knowing that you were probably crushed because he ran out in the way that he did.

“I know.” He mumbles and gulps, looking up at the ceiling and trying not to cry. “I’m having another baby…I’m twenty years old and about to have my second child Jaemin, I didn’t want this…I didn’t even want the first one…(Y/N)’s parents already hate me, they’ll hate me even more now I knocked up their daughter!” He’d never really broken down about his insecurities in being a father, because he’d just gotten on with it, and when he held Jiyeon for the first time he didn’t regret making her at all. He hoped he would feel this way about his unborn child when it came into the world, but he couldn’t be certain yet. He had met your parents not long after you’d started dating. He thought that they hated him, but they actually didn’t mind him, and both of your parents adored Jiyeon. He was just overthinking.

“I know, I’m not going to tell you that your feelings are invalid, I’m just going to tell you that you need to think about (Y/N) right now, and instead of sitting here between these two muppets and crying about it, maybe you should be holding your girlfriend and crying with her. Because she’s currently crying on her own.” Jaemin gave him a tender smile and patted Renjun’s knee. Renjun nodded and stood up, his eyes feeling sore and his stomach making him feel nauseas. He knew that Jaemin was right with everything he said, and he had to make things right before it was too late.

He went back to the apartment alone, Jaemin staying with Chenle and Jisung because he knew that the two of you would want to be alone. He sighed as he enters the apartment, kicking off his shoes and setting his keys down on the kitchen counter. He had a quick glass of water to get his fluids up and to calm his nerves slightly.

“Did you find him Jaems?” You were rubbing your red, watery eyes when you walked into the kitchen, your favourite blanket wrapped around your body much like Renjun had wrapped the blanket around his body when he needed the comfort. You paused when you pulled your hands away from your eyes and saw Renjun instead of Jaemin. “Oh.” You were taken by surprise and you looked at the floor, sniffing back your tears.

“Baby…” He spoke quietly, approaching you and taking your face in his hands. “I’m sorry I ran out on you; I wasn’t thinking about anyone but myself and I was being selfish.” He stroked your cold, wet cheeks, and pressed a tender kiss to your forehead. “If you want to go through with the pregnancy then I’ll stand by you every step of the way, and if you don’t want to go through with it, then I’ll take you to the clinic and hold your hand.” You whimpered in his hold, fresh tears spilling down your cheeks and hitting his thumbs.

“Renjun, do you think we can raise a baby?” You looked up at him through wet eyelashes. He trailed his hands down your face, shoulders, arms, and finally taking your hands in his own. He let out a soft laugh and shrugged.

“Meh, it’s a piece of cake.” You couldn’t help but let out a small laugh at that, glancing down at your feet and shaking your head. Renjun had told you plenty of times how hard it was being a parent, and he had her a lot less than her mother did, so you could only imagine how hard it would be to have a baby with you 24/7. “Seriously baby, we can do it. It’s a challenge but it’s doable.” He sounded semi-confident and you bit your bottom lip, pondering over your choices before giving him a nod and staring up at him.

“I hope we have a girl.”

---

Renjun is 21 years old, and he feels like he’s holding the whole world in his hands. But he’s not, he’s holding his newborn daughter in his hands and not caring about the tears rolling down his cheeks. Huang Jihyo. She was a week old and already doing him proud, as she’d just unknowingly flipped him the bird when she was stretching her tiny fingers out. Renjun was so proud of her for her accidental rude gesture that he just burst into tears on the spot, glad no one was around to see him cry.

You were taking a nap, because being a new mother was exhausting, and Renjun offered to watch over Jihyo, mainly because she was asleep and had just been changed and fed, so she had no reason to wake up screaming at him. Since the two of you had found out that you were expecting another baby, you’d moved into your apartment across the hall from the boy’s apartment, just needing a little extra room. But of course Renjun and you still both had a key and you spent a lot of time in their apartment still. The person who was probably most excited about the new baby, was Jiyeon. As soon as you’d both told her that she was going to be a big sister, she had spent at least an hour rambling random things to your stomach as you sat on the couch with her head on your lap. She also liked to gently pat your bump and tell you all about how she was going to share her toys with her new sibling.

Renjun got up gently, holding Jihyo in his arms when there was a knock at the door. He answered the door and smiled widely at his two-year-old daughter stood by her mothers’ legs. He greeted his ex, making small talk and showing off his new baby like the proud father he was, then took Jiyeon’s backpack from her and bid her mother goodbye.

“My sister!” Jiyeon started to jump around by Renjun’s feet, a wide grin on her face and her shoes making loud tapping noises against the wood floor. Renjun stroked the back of her head, brushing down her fluffy hair at the back of her head with a fond smile on his face.

“Yes baby, she’s your little sister. Take your shoes off and you can have a cuddle with her.” He waited patiently whilst Jiyeon dropped onto the floor on her butt, making quick work at unstrapping her velcro shoes from her small feet. Once she was free of her shoes, she ran through to the living room ahead of her father, climbing onto the sofa and sitting comfortably against the cushion. Renjun followed her and sat down beside her, cradling Jihyo and smiling as he watched Jiyeon’s reaction.

“Wow…” Jiyeon whispered in awe, reaching out her hand and very gently stroking at the silky black hair on Jihyo’s head. “She’s cute!” She chirped and kept her eyes on the baby, her big eyes narrowing from how big her smile was.

“Do you want to have a cuddle with her?” Renjun asked in a soft voice.

“Yes please daddy!” She sat back on the sofa as Renjun grabbed a pillow, laying it across Jiyeon’s lap and making sure the pillow was propped up against the arm of the sofa for support.

“Okay, but you have to be very careful and not move too much okay Princess?” He gently laid Jihyo down on the pillow, making sure that one Jiyeon’s arm stayed under the pillow to help support the pillow, and the other arm laying over Jihyo’s legs. He set them like this so that Jiyeon felt like she was cuddling her baby sister.

“Okay!” She giggled as he looked between Jihyo and Renjun. “I love her so much.” She smiled cutely up at her dad, and Renjun felt the tears welling up in his eyes again as he looked at his two babies who he loved more than anything in the world. He couldn’t help but pull out his phone and snap a quick picture of them together, immediately setting it as his background.

“She loves you too, you’re going to be best friends as well as sisters, and you have to promise daddy to always be there when she needs you and to share your toys with her. But you also have to promise daddy never to gang up on him with her okay?” He added the last part purely so he could throw it back in her face in 10 years’ time if the two of them ganged up on him. She nodded eagerly and let out a cute laugh.

“I promise daddy.”

“Good girl.” He leaned in and gave her a tender kiss on her forehead, not regretting any of his choices in life as he watched his first baby lean down and give his last baby a kiss on her smooth cheek.

It was 6 months later when Minjun was born. When you’d asked Renjun if he was jealous that Jeno had a son when he didn’t, he quickly denied it. However that was a lie. Of course he was jealous! He was stuck with not one, but two daughters. And Jeno had a boy on his first attempt at making a life. It wasn’t that Renjun didn’t love his daughters to death because he did. But he loved the idea of a mini Renjun running around his feet. However he wasn’t planning to have any more kids, so he kissed the idea of a mini Renjun goodbye and laid that dream to rest. It was probably for the best that he didn’t have a mini Renjun, as big Renjun was, in your words, ‘a nightmare’.

You cooed down at the teeny tiny baby boy in your arms, his miniscule hand in between your thumb and your finger as you gazed at him under Jeno’s watchful eye. Everyone could already tell that Jeno was a complete papa bear with his son, and you thought it was adorable. Minjun was a lot smaller than Jihyo was at birth, because she was born late and was quite chunky, but Minjun was born early and had hardly any baby fat on him.

“You’re going to be such a handsome boy Minjunnie!” You cooed at him, glancing at Renjun who sat beside you with 6-month-old Jihyo nestled in his arms. You looked between the babies and then smiled widely. “You’re going to marry our Jihyo so that me and your mummy can be related!” If you could have taken a picture of the look of disgust and horrification on Renjun and Jeno’s faces, you’d have taken it in a heartbeat.

“I think the fuck not.” Renjun spluttered out in shock, giving you a scowl and visibly shudder. “I don’t want to be related to Jeno!”

“Fuck you, I don’t want to be related to you either.” Jeno frowned at him. You scoffed a laugh.

“Why? You’re best friends!” You couldn’t understand their logic, but you were used to things like this, so it didn’t come as a complete shock to you.

“Because we’re best friends and it’s weird to have our kids be together.” Jeno answered for Renjun, who nodded along in agreement. You had a feeling that the two of them had discussed this prior to you bringing it up. But you didn’t ask, just rolling your eyes and letting the subject go.

It was a week later than Renjun found out about Jaemin’s engagement to his girlfriend. He was shocked to say the least. He couldn’t quite believe that Jaemin had grown the balls and asked his girlfriend to marry him before he had plucked up the courage to ask you. But at the same time, he was excited for his best friend. He knew how much his girlfriend meant to him and how much Jaemin had been longing to get married and start a family. But he didn’t like what Jaemin’s decision was doing to his own impulse decisions.

“Jiyeonie, Uncle Jaemin is getting married.” He decided to break the news to her whilst she was clutching at his hand, toddling alongside him in the middle of the city. She had on a little backpack that Renjun had just bought for her, the tags still attached to the zipper, and she was wearing a new pair of light up shoes, her eyes constantly looked down towards the ground as the flashing amused her. Renjun loved to buy her new things, and whenever she asked him if she could wear the new things before they left the shop, the answer was always a yes. Her old shoes had been shoved into her new backpack just so that the toddler felt like she had a purpose for wearing her backpack.

“To a princess?” She glanced up from her flashing shoes and squinted under the sun as she stared up at her father with a curious expression on her face.

“To his princess!” Renjun smiled with twinkles in his eyes down at his daughter. When he glanced up, he noticed a jewellery store, and an impulsive decision crossed his mind that he couldn’t just seem to shake away. “Should daddy marry princess (Y/N)?” He wondered what the two-year-old would say, knowing she was getting really good with her words and at expressing her thoughts. Renjun had taught her

“Nope.” Jiyeon shook her head and went back to staring at her shoes, giving her foot a hard stomp on the floor once they stopped flashing. Renjun frowned and tilted his head, wondering why she wouldn’t want you and him to get married. She seemed to absolutely adore you, and when she’d found out what marriage was not too long ago when watching a Disney film, she’d immediately turned to you and asked you if you were married to her daddy. She seemed terribly upset when she found out that you weren’t married and had no plans to marry each other, so this came as a surprise to the young father.

“Why not?” He stopped walking, placing his hands underneath her armpits, and hoisting her up into his hold, sitting her on his hip and cuddling her close.

“Because you can’t marry a princess daddy, you’re not a prince.” Renjun’s face fell into a deadpanned expression. Clearly, she was still confused about this marriage situation, not only that, she just lowkey hurt her father’s feelings.

“You’re spending too much time with your Uncle Haechan.” He mumbled and then stopped as he got in front of the jewellery store. “You know, you haven’t got to be a prince to marry a princess, so do you think daddy should marry (Y/N)?” He asked again after giving her a little bit of persuasion. He wanted her to say yes, because if she continued to say no, he would definitely wait a little while longer until she said yes. Although she was only a toddler, he believed that his daughters opinions mattered, and he would never do something to upset her.

She pursed her lips as she thought it over, before shrugging and giving him a huge grin. “Yes!”

Renjun purchased an engagement ring, and he told Jiyeon not to say a word to anyone about it, but she was so excited, that when they got back to the apartment and Renjun took Jihyo to have a diaper change, she couldn’t hold it in any longer.

She told you that her daddy had bought a ring and told you to keep it a secret. Clearly, she had gotten her wires crossed, and hadn’t realised that you were the one person who shouldn’t find out about the ring. But you kept her secret and waited patiently for a proposal.

---

Renjun is 22 years old, and he feels the most horrid feeling in the pit of his stomach as he hangs up the phone call. A haze of disbelief, shock, and heartbreak float around his mind as he numbly walks into the bedroom where you sat, aimlessly staring at your phone, none the wiser to the news Renjun had just been lumbered with. Renjun took a deep breath, mentally preparing himself as he sat down beside you on the edge of the bed.

“Baby, I have something to tell you.” He laid his hand on your thigh, giving it a gentle squeeze as he smiled softly at you. You furrowed your eyebrows, concern rushing through you as you took in his body language and facial expression.

“What’s going on?” You asked curiously, already adapting your own tone and mood to fit with his. He let out a soft sigh and rubbed his thumb against your leg as he broke the news to your that Jaemin’s fiancée had passed away after the two of them had gotten into a car accident. You felt your stomach drop through the floor, and tears blurred your vision almost immediately. He gave you more details about the accident, and included that she was brain dead, her body only kept alive by machines until Jaemin woke from his coma to give the doctors permission to take her off of life support. You felt your heart break. Not particularly for yourself, but for Jaemin, and her family. You knew how much she meant to Jaemin, and your sobbed harder after Renjun told you that they had gotten married in secret just before the accident. You couldn’t comprehend how the world was such a cruel place to take someone away from someone else on their wedding day.

Renjun held you to his chest as you cried, his hand rubbing up and down your back as a silent tear rolled down his cheek. He didn’t cry easily but seeing you in pieces over the loss of your close friend really affected him. He also put himself in Jaemin’s shoes and thought about how hard it would be on him if he lost you, or one of his daughters, and his heart broke even more for Jaemin. He was so close with the boys and their partners. They were the people that he considered his family and losing a member of the family was never easy on anyone.

Now all you and Renjun had to do was mourn for the loss of your family member and wait for Jaemin to wake up.

The funeral was tough on everyone.

You had made sure that morning to give Jihyo and extra kiss as you left her with your parents. Renjun had made the decision not to allow Jiyeon to go to the funeral, as she still didn’t fully understand what was happening and he didn’t want her to be around all of the emotional adults, knowing it was be distressing for her.

The two of you were child free as you entered your apartment. It was eerily silent but brought you a feeling of relief and peacefulness. You had found it hard to cope with the loss of your friend whilst parenting a baby, because you were so focused on Jihyo that you barely found the time to deal with your own feelings.

Renjun could see that your eyes were filling up with tears as you kicked your heels off and shrugged your coat off, just letting it all to the floor as you walked into the living room. Renjun sighed, picking up your coat and hanging it on the coat peg, before riding himself of his own coat and placing his shoes beside yours.

“Baby?” He called out as he followed you to the living room. You were sat on the sofa, staring at the turned off screen of the television with a blank gaze. He gave you a look of concern, his eyebrows pulling together and a muted smile on his lips. Sitting himself next to you, he pulled you close to him, giving you a tight hug and pressing a kiss to your forehead. “Are you okay?” You took a deep breath and simply nodded. “You can cry. I know that you’re holding it back (Y/N).” He held your head against his chest, stroking your cheek with his thumb and holding you tighter against himself when he felt a tear hit his thumb.

“It’s not fair.” You let out a sob, your chest convulsing as you whimpered in the arms of your love. “They were so in love Renjun! They had just gotten married and then she dies because of some fucking idiot in a car!” You relaxed in his hold, finding his touch comforting to you.

“I know honey.” He spoke gently, his lips once against pressing to your forehead. You cried in his arms for another five minutes, before you gulped down the lump in your throat and pulled away from Renjun’s chest. You looked him in the eyes and leaned forward, giving him a soft kiss on the lips.

“I want another baby.” Renjun’s body stiffened and his eyes widened in shock.

“No.” He straight up shot you down, shaking his head fast from his dedication to his answer. You frowned and tilted your head, hurt that he just shot you down so fast without even considering it.

“Why not?”

“Because you’re just taking with your emotions! You’re upset that they didn’t have a baby before she died so you’re trying to make up for your guilt by having another baby!” Renjun had hit the nail right on the head. You did feel guilty, and your emotions and hormones were flying around so much that you were convinced you wanted another baby. But in that moment, you didn’t see it that way.

“You don’t even want another baby with me! Just admit it!” You started to cry again, and you stood up, staring at Renjun with a frown on your face. “You’re probably going to get bored of me and leave me anyway a-and then have a baby with another woman in a few months’ time!” Renjun rolled his eyes and he let out a sigh, deciding just to let you vent at him. He knew that you were too overcome by your emotions that you weren’t thinking straight, so he didn’t blame you. “You don’t even love me! You bought an engagement ring ages ago, but you still haven’t proposed to me!” Renjun’s eyes nearly popped out of his head from how shocked he was.

“How did you know that I bought a ring?” He squeaked out, sitting up and feeling his heart pounding in his chest.

“Jiyeon told me.” You muttered and started to calm down, crossing your arms across your chest and crying silently. Renjun groaned and sighed. He stood up and hurried to pull you into an embrace.

“Listen, I didn’t propose to you because Jaemin had just proposed to his girlfriend and I didn’t want to steal the limelight from him. Then his wife died, and I can’t propose to you for a while now because that’s insensitive. I love you so fucking much, and it hurts me that you would think otherwise. I want to marry you, I do. Just give it some time.” He took your face in his hands and tilted your face to look at his. “I…I don’t know if I’m ever going to want another baby. I may change my mind one day, but we’ve only just had Jihyo. I’m 22 years old and I have two kids, this is a lot for someone my age. Most men my age aren’t doing what I’m doing, this is a big struggle for me. I hope you understand.” He placed a soft kiss to your lips and sighed gently. “I love you.”

You felt awful for everything you’d said in your mini meltdown. You were so thankful that Renjun had his head screwed on properly and had enough common sense for the both of you in that moment. “I’m so sorry, I love you too.” You rested your face in the crook of his neck, wrapping your arms around his middle and squeezing him tightly.

Renjun smiled softly, holding you tight against him as he processed his thoughts, relieved he didn’t get sucked into having another baby.

---

Renjun is 25 years old, and the wedding ring sits heavy on his ring fingers almost heavier than the newborn baby boy in his arms. Huang Jinhyung had been born a week ago, a day before your first wedding anniversary. Obviously because of the arrival of your baby, neither of you had been able to celebrate your first anniversary, but neither of you minded. Jinhyung was the best present you could have received. He was tiny, as he was born a few weeks early, but he was healthy and had a head full of black hair. Renjun was absolutely enamoured by his son, and even though he would have been just as happy to have had a baby girl, he finally had the son he had been wanting since he found out his ex was pregnant with Jiyeon. Jinhyung had been planned. After you got married, Renjun had told you that he wanted another baby much to your surprise. It didn’t take long for you to get pregnant at all, but that wasn’t a surprise to you as you knew Renjun had supersonic sperm. Another thing significant that had happened after your wedding, was Renjun gave up his life of crime. He got a normal 9-5 job working at Haechan’s uncles’ garage, fixing up cars and legally selling them. He was lucky enough to be given flexible work hours too, so he could equally spread his time between his job and his family. Money wasn’t a big issue for you though, as you had a part time job working at the local bank every Thursday and Friday when Renjun wasn’t at work, and Renjun had saved up a lot of money during his days of illegal activity.

“I know I’ve said this before but, this is the last baby.” Renjun broke the silence between you both as you watched the tv with Jihyo sat in between you both. Jiyeon was at her mothers but she had already met Jinhyung and had fallen in love with him, over the moon to have a baby brother. Jihyo was also excited about having a baby brother, and Renjun had caught her stroking his hair and putting her teddy bears on him when he was asleep in his crib.

“I’m happy with three.” You smiled at him, adoring the way he was with his son. You saw Jiyeon as your own daughter, and always referred to her as your own when speaking about her to other people.

“I mean it this time. I am declaring Jinhyung as my last spawn.” You couldn’t help but laugh at his words, rolling your eyes and nodding your head.

“Okay, he can be our last.”

“I never even thought I’d have one child, and now I have three. Sometimes I’m just stunned at how my life turned out, but…like…” He struggled to put into words the thoughts that were going through his head. “In a good way kind of stunned you know?” He raised an eyebrow, unsure if his words made sense to you because they didn’t make much sense to himself. You giggled and bit your bottom lip, nodding slowly as you knew exactly what Renjun was babbling on about. He often expressed his love for how his life turned out in the smallest of ways, but it all added up to you, making a big picture that you could stare at all day long. It was in the little glances you saw him making at his daughters as they built lego castles, and in the way he’d gasp in surprise whenever Jihyo presented him with an messy picture she’d drawn, like it was the most amazing piece of artwork he’d ever seen. He was an amazing father, even if he didn’t see it all the time, but you were used to Renjun self-deprecation.

You just wished that he could see the man that you saw whenever you looked at him.

---

Renjun is 29 years old. He felt like he was going through a midlife crisis, and he’d been spouting about how old he felt. All because his first-born baby had turned 10 years old. Jiyeon had grown up to be a smart, funny, caring, and witty girl. She never failed to make Renjun proud whenever she’d presented him with a certificate she’d achieved at school for her excellent work or for her caring personality. He was a proud father. Not that his other kids weren’t smart, but Jihyo had a tendency to tell lies or blame things on her brother. Like the time she’d spilt her juice on the new white carpet and had blamed it on Jinhyung. It was a week later that the truth came out and Renjun had to be the bad guy and take her Nintendo switch away from her for a week as a punishment. Renjun didn’t have a problem with Jinhyung, he was a little prince. But he did wish that he’d stop wetting the bed so much. Baby steps.

“Dad…” Renjun looked up from his phone, in the middle of texting Haechan about their weekend plans, to see Jiyeon standing in front of him. Her hands behind her back and a small smile playing on her lips.

“Yes honey?” He immediately put his phone down, giving her his full attention. She took a deep breath and hesitated. It took her another five seconds to pluck up the courage before she spoke.

“Can I live with you?” Her voice came out fast, with a slight waver to her tone from the nerves she felt flooding through her system. It wasn’t a big deal, but she was so desperate for him to say yes, that she felt an unfamiliar bubble of worry in her stomach. Renjun’s eyebrows furrowed, and he sat forward, setting his arms on his legs as he studied her.

“Why do you want to live here honey?” He reached a hand-out, taking hers in his own. His tattooed hand would look big and intimidating to most 10-year-olds, but the little girl stood in front of him trusted him with her whole life.

“Because I want to be with my family more.” Her words didn’t sit right with Renjun. It made him wonder why she didn’t consider her mother and stepfather as her family. Maybe he was reading too much into this, but he knew he had to dig deeper and find out the reason.

“Hmm…” He gave her a weak smile as he went over his thoughts in his head. “Why don’t you want to continue living at your mums though? Did something happen?” At Renjun’s question Jiyeon’s face turned into one of surprise, and she quickly shook her head.

“No! I just don’t have any siblings at mums, and I get super bored because she works a lot.” She shrugged and moved to sit beside her father. Renjun pursed his lips, weighing up his options. He came to a conclusion and gave her a sad smile.

“Mummy would miss you a lot though, how about I speak with her and arrange it so that you can stay here for a bit longer when it’s my turn to have you? You’re only 10 princess.” At this her face fell a little, but she quickly faked a smile and nodded in understanding. Renjun made another decision quickly and spoke before he’d had any time to really think it over. “How about when you turn 13, if you still want to live her permanently then you can okay? No questions asked, you can just move in and see your mum when you want. Deal?” He smiled as he looked down at his child, her face slowly lighting up at her father’s proposal. She stuck her hand out to him with a grin on her face.

“Deal.” He glanced down at her small hand, and with a chuckle he took her hand in his own, shaking it gently.

---

Renjun is 32 years old. And he never wanted to experience this. He’d always hoped that when the time came, you’d be around, or Jiyeon would be at her mothers. But there he sat, on the sofa with Jiyeon curled up against his side, tear tracks down her cheeks and a hot water bottle huddled against her stomach. Yes, she’d started her period. And now that Jiyeon officially lived under Renjun’s roof, he had to be the one to deal with it. He was stroking her hair, twirling the dark strands around his finger and hoping he did the right thing by providing her with her with the right products, and by making her a hot water bottle to try and soothe the burning ache of pains she was feeling. On his other side, cuddled up to him just like his sister, was Jinhyung. His left arm was in a cast, due to how he’d thrown himself down the stairs, trying to imitate how buzz lightyear tried to fly in toy story. Renjun was scared, because his son was showing a lot of signs of having his own personality. Jinhyung was 7 years old, and already a mini Renjun. Of course, Jihyo had egged him on. Why wouldn’t she? She thought it was hilarious watching her little brother yeet himself down the staircase after shouting ‘to infinity and beyond’.

That was a week ago, and Jinhyung was thriving, because you were treating him like he had a life-threatening injury. Constantly bringing him snacks, letting him have soda more than once a day, and giving him all the cuddles he could possibly want. Which you were grateful for, as you knew most boys stopped being cuddly with their mothers after they hit their teen years, so you were happily cashing in on your son’s clinginess. Jihyo still sniggered when she thought about the incident, and Renjun couldn’t help but laugh along with her instead of scolding her. Which often lead to you scolding him, but he struggled to contain his laughter when his mischievous daughter was laughing.

Jihyo was sat on the floor in front of them, drawing a picture of a flower in beautiful detail. She loved art, and when she’d told her father about her newfound hobby, he’d immediately taken her to the nearest arts and crafts store to buy her all the supplies she needed to feed her newfound skill.

Renjun couldn’t lie. He loved the peace and quiet of the room as they watched the third Jurassic park film, all the kids’ content and calm. But in typical fashion, it was Jihyo who interrupted the silence.

“Mums home!” She had heard your car pull up in the driveway, and she turned her head to the door as you quietly entered. You kicked your shoes off and smiled as you walked into the room, seeing your husband and babies all snuggled up and calm. Renjun turned his head to the door and gave you a beaming smile.

“Hey baby.” He greeted, gently removing his arms from around Jiyeon and Jinhyung so that he could push himself off the sofa. He walked over to you, taking your hand in his own and gently guiding you to the kitchen, out of earshot of the children.

“What’s up Renjunnie?” You shrugged your coat off, laying it on the chair of the dining table and giving Renjun a soft smile. He loved that even after all these years, you still called him Renjunnie, the little butterflies in his stomach always flapped their wings at the sound of the nickname.

“Jiyeon started her period. I gave her one of your pads and a hot water bottle…did I do it right?” The look of concern on his face made your heart melt, and a small giggle to leave your mouth. You nodded quickly to ease his worries, leading him to let out a sigh of relief. “Thank god, I didn’t know what to do so I googled it but I was kind of in a hurry so I didn’t read it properly and-“ You cut off his babbling by connecting your lips with his own. He visibly relaxed, his eyes drifting to a close and his hands finding purchase on your hips. A kiss form you could always relieve his stress, and it was working wonders for him now.

“You did great.” You whispered against his lips after you drew them back a few centimetres from his own.

“Thank you.” He took your compliment and wore it like an invisible badge on his chest, a big smile taking over his lips.

“I love you.” Your words echoed in his head, sending a thrill of excitement through his body, and making his heart rate speed up.

“I love you too.” He smiled as he kissed you, the curve of his lips pressed to yours made you also break out into a smile.

“Oh! I have something to tell you! I-”

“You’re not pregnant, are you?” His face was one of concern as he cut you off. You furrowed your eyebrows in confusion and shook your head.

“No! I got a coupon for money off pizza…”

Renjun sighed in relief.

---

Well, this is it for Renjun’s story. I hope you enjoyed it and I want to thank you so much if you made it this far! I appreciate every single one of you. ❤

765 notes · View notes

peachberry-milk · 4 years ago

Text

Not returned

( It was supposed to be a fluff and only that but somehow got to an angst and kinda all over the place )

warning: none that i can tell

word count: 1501

type: fluff and angst

original posted: 04-15-20

Stray Kids Felix x male reader ( x Jisung )

S/n = Stage Name

L/n = Last name

Third-person POV

Felix turned and faced the taller male, " How could you do this? I-I thought you...I thought I knew you better than this" He said covering his mouth, M/n rolled his green contacted lens eyes, as he gave the freckled face boy a poker face

"Just because I told you I'm dating Jisung doesn't mean I'm a bad guy Lix, Be happy that you were first to know," M/n said fixing his hair in the mirror since Felix had hit him in the back of the head when he saw Jisung and him kissing in the hallway,

Rolling his eyes as he tried to mask the pain he felt in his heart, he had been crushing on M/n since the h/c male first debuted in 2018 and it grew even more since he was first to announce the collaboration with Stray Kids. The two were close, but he guessed that it wasn't that type of closeness that Felix hoped for.

"Wow and here I thought we were the best of friends M/n" Felix shook his head, "so how long have you've been dating?" the short male asked, M/n looked up for a second before looking at Felix, "about three weeks," he said smiling, " I really like him, Lix, I haven't felt this way in such a long," He said lightly in tone, his ex-girlfriend had been verbally abusive to him, after dating her for 5 years, he broke it off, he couldn't handle it anymore even though, even if he really did love her.

Felix bit his lip and swallowed the saliva in his mouth, "really? wow...that's...that's great M/n" He breathed out while trying to not cry in front of him. The heaviness in his heart continues to feel even heavier.

" W-Well I gotta go, Changbin needs me to do something for him, bye," Felix said while quickly leaving the older male in the hallway. M/n furrowed his eyebrows "O...Kay" he whispered out while going to find his 'boyfriend'

After finding Changbin, Felix tells him everything that happened and cries in the middle of it, Changbin sighs as he pats his best friends back, " You don't need him, everyone knew that you liked him a lot, Jisung is in the wrong so when are you going to fight him?" Changbin asks as he pushes Felix away from him, trying to lighten the mood Felix grabs a tissue and wipes his snot and tear covered face, he blew his nose and did that a few more times.

Changbin's face held disgust but hid it once the other looked at him with a sad expression, Changbin sighed as he never got the answer to his joke, and got his phone, " I'll ask Jisung if he could hang out and ask, what happened okay?"

Felix nodded and saw Changbin leave the room, the Aussie male sighed and decided to walk outside to go see if anyone else will listen to him. He texted Chan but he didn't get a fast enough reply, so then he texted Seungmin but he was with his boyfriend on a date, he then went to text M/n but then remembered he was the reason why he needs to talk to someone about it.

Felix sighed as he stopped in the hallway he walked to, he laid his head on the wall, as he started to look at all the photos the two had, " We weren't even dating but it feels as if my heart is broken into millions of pieces. M/n why couldn't you see that I love you, so very much" He whispered, "Well maybe this M/n guy knew but thought that he never had a chance so he kinda just gave up on asking you out"

Felix looked up and saw M/n looking at him with a sad smile on his face, "M-M/n I-" M/n shook his head, " I know Felix, I know you love me, but I'm with Jisung now, We both had chances but were too scared to admit it, I'm sorry Felix... but please move on, it'll be for the best" M/n said softly, looking into his friend's eyes, Felix shook his head slowly, " Who is that the best for? Not me that's for sure, how come that benefits everyone except for me?" the Aussie questioned.

M/n sighed, " Felix, please don't make this harder than it is, It hurts knowing that I'm the one hurting you" Felix scoffed " Then stop hurting me, break up with Jisung, and then pretend you guys never even dated" M/n's eyes sadden, he looked down then looked up " I can't do that Felix, I love Jisung now, If my feelings went away for you then so will yours" He tried to reason with him but Felix left hurting even more than before.

M/n hung his head as he went back to Jisung and Changbin, "What's the matter babe?" Jisung asked tilting his head a bit, causing M/n to smile, " Nothing, worth mentioning" Changbin got the message that it didn't end so well, so he pretends to look at his phone and said "Felix needs help, I'll be back" Changbin said, " I hope with this clears out though" Changbin gave a tight smile and left the couple alone.

Changbin entered the room and was met with a red-eyed, snot running from his nose Felix, the shortest sighed and quickly hugged him, " I know it hurts Lix, but you'll get over it I promise, let's go get ice cream and watch any movie you want, Okay?" the oldest said as he rubbed his band mates back, Felix nodded "Okay, I just wish I could turn back time" He mumbled into the black shirt, "Don't we all, but M/n is happy now, his happiness is better than him being depressed, isn't it?" Felix nodded again, " I just wish I was the cause of that happiness" the sun-kissed boy moved away from his best friend and cleaned his face, " But YOU ARE, You're S/n aka M/n L/n's BEST FRIEND! your one of the main reasons why he's happy!!!" Changbin yelled at him, causing the other to flinch, his thoughts and mood changed, "Y-Your right, I-I-I'm so stupid! After I apologized, take me to go ice cream okay?" Felix yelled out as he ran out of the dorm room. Changbin shook his head, " This kid is using me for my money"

TIME SKIP TO FELIX RUNNING AROUND TRYING TO FIND M/N

M/n laid his head on Jisung's thigh as his boyfriend ran his fingers through his hair, " It'll be okay, He'll come to his senses" Jisung smiled as he saw M/n slowly close his eyes.

Felix knocked on the door " You guys better have clothes on! cause I'm coming inside" He said through the door, Jisung laughed making M/n to wake up, "we're not doing anything, Felix, come inside" Jisung said, M/n stood up from Jisungs lap and looked at Felix who looked at him, " I'm sorry for the way I've acted, I hadn't been a very good friend to you, instead of being happy that your happy, I was upset and wanted to break you guys up" He confessed sighing.

Jisung looked at him in surprised, he was starting to feel bad, he did know that Felix had a crush on the older male but he never it was a mutual feeling towards each other, "Thanks Lix, I appreciate it, You'll always be my best friend, no matter what" M/n smiled and opened his arms, Felix smiled and walked into his arms. They pulled away as Felix said goodbye and left the couple.

M/n and Jisung watched him leave, M/n sighed as he looked over at Jisung, " If you still like him, then why be with me?" Jisung asked tilting his head, M/n sadly smiled at him, "Because we just weren't meant to be with each other, and I lost feelings when I started hanging with you, also Changbin likes Felix anyway, I'll feel too guilty" He let it all out, Jisung scoffed but smiled, " That's very mature of you M/n, but I feel guilty now" He pouted as he crossed his arms, M/n chuckled "Don't worry baby, He'll get over it as I did" He wrapped his arms around jisung's waist and kissed him softly, he pulled away and smiled "come on let's go, we have a date!" M/n said causing Jisungs pout to quickly go away and smiled brightly.

The new-ish couple walked hand in hand as they went over to M/n's car. Felix and Changbin watched as the car pulled away from the building, The Aussie smiled sadly at it, Changbin looked over at him as he licked his ice cream, "come on, let's go watch that movie" Changbin pulled him away and walked into their room.

#stray kids #stray kids fluff #kpop x male reader #kpop fluff #kpop oneshots #kpop #kpop imagines #kpop x male #stray kids x male reader #topmalereader #malereader #x male reader #kpop angst #stray kids felix #stray kids jisung

35 notes · View notes

hyuwujin · 6 years ago

Text

brew-tiful | hjs

pairing: reader x jisung

genre: barista!au; fluff

length: 6.9k+

summary: you weren’t the most social person on the planet hence the reason you avoided the crowded coffee shop not far from your dorm. but when you’re forced to go and get your most needed coffee, you had no idea the change your life would go through when you walked through those doors. the cause of the change? the dumb charming barista behind the coutner flashing smiles whenever he saw you.

a/n: i’m back hello!!! wooh, i’m so happy my motivation to write has returned and let’s hope it stays!! i’m hella rusty so soz if this fic suck :/ enjoy bbs!!! also dedicated to @changbear bc she’s been w a i t i n g so long for this oof

You never walked into the campus cafe that was a convenient distance from your dorm building, mostly because of how crowded it always was. You hated crowds. Crowds meant noise. Noise meant distractions.

But looking out the large glass windows at the sight of the cafe while you stood in front of the empty vending machine, your thoughts changed.

I need a coffee to help me stay awake to write this damn essay, you thought to yourself with a frown.

Looking back at the vending machine, your eyebrows furrowed in frustration. Huffing to yourself, you turned around and left the dorms, pulling the hood of your sweatshirt over your head when you noticed the damp ground and the sound of light rain hitting against the pavement.

You passed by smiling students holding their picky coffee orders in one hand, laptop in the other with a flat expression. You pulled on the strings of your sweatshirt.

Maybe you could order a coffee without having much social interaction.

Hah, if only it was that easy.

You walked into the semi crowded coffee shop and your nose was instantly hit by the sweet smell of brewing coffee. The smell alone woke you up a bit, causing you to look up and around for the cash register. Mustering up both the courage and patience, you waited on the end of the line.

One of the baristas, you noticed, was being occupied by a small group of enthusiastic girls twirling their hair and laughing at almost everything he said, causing you to scoff to yourself. Maybe this is why the line isn’t moving, you noted.

Then you noticed another barista rush up to the cash register, nudging the social barista with a pointed expression, before asking the next person in line for their order.

The few single people in front of you knew their somewhat complex order like the back of their hand and you felt uneasy, not having a clue what to get. You could go for an iced coffee...or an espresso...but that macchiato that girl was holding on the way out looked pretty good.

You didn’t notice the barista formerly speaking to the group of girls stop to glance around the shop, until his eyes landed on you. He smiled to himself, looking at the deep-in-thought pout on your face.

“Hey, can I get you anything?” The boy behind the counter excused himself from the group of giggling girls and turned to you with a welcoming smile. The barista originally at the cash register left to take care of a customer’s order. You felt your cheeks heat at the sudden attention you were getting, both from the handsome boy and the group of now glaring girls.

“I uh…” you trailed off, gnawing on your lower lip, scanning over the chalkboard menu behind his head. You admire the neat handwriting on the wall as you scanned; it was definitely boyish but still legible. You don’t notice the barista observing your concentrated face––furrowed brows and twisted lips––with an amused smile.

“Let me guess,” the boy chuckled, wiping his hands on his apron. “You’ve never been here before?”

Averting your gaze to the girls beside you, you felt yourself shrink under their scrutiny. Quickly turning your head back at him, you shook your head. “No, does it look obvious?”

“I think I can recognize everyone who’s ever walked in,” the barista boasted, crossing his arms. “...and I don’t think I’ve ever seen you around before.”

“I don’t really go to cafes much,” you shrugged, not taking into account the fact that you were making small talk with some stranger when a few minutes ago all you wanted was a coffee.

“Oh, how come?”

Part of you wondered why the boy seemed so interested but by the way you previously observed his encounter with the now impatient girls waiting for his attention beside you, you figured he was like that with all of the customers. Must be good for tips, you presumed.

“Cafes are usually…loud. I don’t really concentrate well in them so that’s why I usually get a pre-made bottled coffee from the vending machine in my dorm.”

“And today’s different because…” the boy trailed off, waiting for you to continue, the side of his lip quirking up into a half smile.

“They were all out of my coffee,” you pouted, looking down. The barista watched your cute expression with a soft smile but immediately dropped it when you looked back up. He was not used to the way his heart was beating out of his chest.

“Ah, kinda hurts my ego that we were a last resort but I’ll take it since you’re here,” the barista smiled cutely and then you understood why the girls he was previously conversing with were giggling and beaming like idiots. This guy sure was charming.

Noticing the line forming behind you, you felt yourself flush in embarrassment. “Oh god, I’m stalling. Can I just get something strong to go please? I need all the caffeine I can get.”

Shooting you finger guns and a wink, he said, “You got it. Just wait over here.”

“How pathetic,” you heard one of the girls murmur to her friends, staring directly at you. “This girl’s just dying to get out of here.”

“Isn’t that a good thing? Wouldn’t want to stall our Jisung-ie any longer~” Another friend beside her whispered with a knowing smile.

Huffing to yourself with an eye roll, you walked around the group of girls and waited at the end of the counter near the wall.

“Alright, you didn’t exactly give me cream or sugar preference so I kind of guessed? Try it first so I’ll know if I need to fix it.” The barista came back with a steaming hot cup of coffee and held it out for you to take. It’s been a while since you hadn’t had coffee that wasn’t refrigerated and synthetic. Raising a curious brow at the boy’s eagerness for you to try the drink, you were intrigued.

Taking a small sip from the cup, you raised your eyebrows in utter praise for the drink in your hand. “This...is incredible. How much?”

The boy shook his head while waving his hands dismissively. “No charge. Every customer’s first drink at this cafe is free,” he grinned.

“Are...are you sure?” You trailed off, noticing the dropped jaws of the girls beside you just before their glares were replaced.

“Promise! I hope to see you again soon...wait, what’s your name?”

“Y/N,” you cleared your throat awkwardly, feeling heat rise up your neck.

“Well then, I hope to see you again, Y/N. That coffee from your vending machine is probably god awful and full of garbage so I really suggest returning here,” the handsome barista winked after his statement and woah, you didn’t think you’ve ever felt more flustered than you have in the past ten minutes. You notice the group of girls beside you whisper amongst themselves.

“I...I’ll see about that. Thank you…” you trailed off, cocking your head to the side, looking for any name-tag on the boy behind the counter.

“Jisung. My name’s Jisung.” You’d later learn that the reason he didn’t wear a name tag was because he felt the urge to introduce himself to customers as a way of getting to know them better.

“Thanks Jisung,” you mumbled before turning to leave and sprinted back to your dorms, trying your best to avoid getting rained on too harshly. The girls took your place in front of the counter, beginning their conversation with Jisung again but he was too absorbed in the sight of you to pay any attention to them.

“He what!? He gave you a coffee on the house?” Your fellow classmate and best friend, Felix, raised the empty cup from the cafe to examine. You raised an eyebrow as he scrutinized at it.

“Yeah,” you shrug nonchalantly, “He said it was policy that the first drink is free.”

“P-Pol–” Throwing his head back, Felix let out a loud laugh and you sent a confused expression his way.

“What’s so funny?”

“That policy doesn’t exist,” he said in amusement, putting the cup back on the table. Currently the two of you were at the study hall of your dorm building, studying for your economics test in a few days. Although you would have much rather finished your essay, which was your sole purpose of the getting the coffee in the first place, your friend decided to use your generosity against you to beg you to help him study instead.

“What are you talking about? Yes it does.”

“Oh yeah? Then how come I had to pay for my first coffee?”

“I dunno, maybe it’s a new policy,” you reasoned with a shrug.

“No, Y/N, you know what it is? Flirting.”

“Pfft, don’t be so ridiculous! I had maybe a five minute conversation with the guy, got my coffee and left. No flirtation was present during my trip to the coffee shop.”

“Hmm,” he hummed in response, pinching his chin. “Yeah, no. I don’t believe it. You were just flirted with the oldest trick in the book. ‘How much for my coffee?’ ‘For you? Don’t worry about it darling, it’s on the house. My treat.’” He started mimicking your voice unnaturally high in pitch and then mimics Jisung’s response. You couldn’t help but roll your eyes at his imitations.

“Hey,” you frown, smacking his arm. “He did not say that.”

“Yeah but he said something like that...Are you gonna go back?”

“Well,” you gnaw at your lower lip, wondering what to do with this new information. “I guess I have to?”

“You have to? Damn Y/N––”

“To pay him back obviously,” you cut him off, thinking aloud. “Right? Since the policy doesn’t exist, technically I’m stealing and there’s no way my conscience could deal with that without making it eat me up inside so the only reasonable thing to do is to go back and pay them back.”

“I…” Felix trailed off, scratching his head, “I guess so.”

It was the right thing to do wasn’t it? The gesture was kind and all but you couldn’t not pay them back. You knew other people would call you insane for returning back to the cafe you knew you wouldn’t just to spend a few dollars you could be spending on lunch.

You marched through the cafe doors and surprisingly, it was less crowded than you’d originally thought it be. The sun was nearly set, indicating that most classes were well over for the day and you’d think that students would head over to the coffee shop as a way of winding down or to do some homework. Seats were filled around the cafe but it wasn’t nearly as loud and crowded as it was the day prior.

“Woah there, you look like you’re on a mission,” a curly haired barista wiping down a table toward the entrance raised his eyebrows and smiled in amusement.

“Do you know if Jisung is here?” You cut to the chase, panting slightly from your swift walk to the shop.

Furrowing his brows, he looked up in thought, “Hm, he’s on break right now but he’ll be back in,” he paused to look over your shoulder at the hanging clock at the back of the shop behind the counter, “four minutes.”

“I guess I’ll wait then,” you murmured, taking an open seat at a booth against the wall of the cafe.

“Can I get you anything in the meantime? Some dessert or a drink?”

“No, no,” you shook your head with a smile. “Thanks.”

“No problemo,” he grinned, showing off his dimples. Was it a requirement to be cute to work at this cafe? You thought to yourself. “If you need anything, I’m Chan, so just holler.” It was no wonder that this café was so popular; all the workers seemed to radiate such charisma that you just couldn’t not return to say hello again.

You waited a few minutes, tapping your fingers without any sort of rhythm against the wooden table and watched the clock’s second hand gradually make its way around the circumference of the face. Chan noticed your rigid stare at the clock and fidgeting state with a mixture between an amused smile and a confused one.

“I couldn’t help but notice,” he began when he walked back over to the side of the cafe you were sitting at, brushing his hands against the sides of his faded blue jeans, “that you seem kinda nervous? Are you going to confess to him or something?”

Popping your eyes open, you opened your mouth to quickly deny his allegations before you felt yourself choke on your own breath and ended up in coughing fits. Chan widened his eyes in panic at your response and quickly walked away to retrieve some water from behind the counter. Chan walked back to your table and placed a tall glass of water on the table. “Have some water.”

Taking a gulp from the glass, you felt relief in your throat. Placing the glass down, you sighed, “Whew, thanks.”

“No problem.

Before you could even refute Chan’s accusation, you heard the jingle of the cafe door followed by “Good afternoon, beautiful people, I have returned.”

You couldn’t help but roll your eyes in amusement at Jisung and his big goofy grin. This guy just exuded charisma. He didn’t notice you when he first walked in, probably because Chan was in his line of sight but as soon as he walked behind the counter and grabbed his apron from the hook on the wall behind him he spotted you.

“Y/N, you’re back!” He smiled gleefully, while tying the back of his apron. “Want another coffee?”

Shaking your head, you get up from the table, giving Chan a grateful smile in the process, and walked up to the counter. “I’m here to pay you back,” you took out your wallet and start to fiddle with some bills.

“Woah, what are you talking about?”

You didn’t look up from your wallet when you replied, “the policy? I know it’s not real. You didn’t have to just give me a coffee on the house. It was a sweet gesture, don’t get me wrong, really smart marketing you got there but––”

“Y/N,” Jisung stopped you and you look up to see his amused smile.

“What?” You blinked at him, tilting your head to the side in wonder. Were you missing something?

“I gave you the coffee because....” he trailed off before scoffing, “nevermind.” You were lucky you were cute.

“So... can I pay you back now?”

“To be fair,” Jisung crossed his arms defiantly, “since your coffee was on the house that means I paid for you so you don’t owe this shop anything.”

“Oh, so I should pay you. How much was it?” You look back down at your wallet.

Sighing to himself, he opened his mouth as if to answer before he closed it. Drumming his fingers against the counter, he hums in thought.

“Okay, how about a way to pay me back is to return here ever so often?”

“What?” You squinted your eyes suspiciously, wondering what he was asking. Is this...another marketing tactic?

“Even though you said you’d think about coming here again, I saw right through you: you weren’t going to come back. And the only reason you are back is to pay me back. So to pay me back, you have to come back to this cafe...once a day for a week.”

“A week?” you furrow your brows. “Dude, are you robbing me!? That’s like four dollars a day!”

“You don’t have to buy coffee if you come. Even if you just come in to say hi, I’ll call it payment.”

You paused for a moment, thinking about his offer. “Why?”

“Huh?” Jisung seemed taken back by the way he straightened his posture, widened his eyes and his former side smile became somewhat pout-like.

“What’s the deal with getting me to come around to this coffee shop? Do you do this with all your new customers?”

“No,” he leans back to grin before taking notice at someone at a table awaiting their order to be taken and Jisung nods at them and puts up a finger, gesturing ‘I’ll be right there.’ Turning back to you, he wiggles an eyebrow. “I guess you’re just special. I’ll see you tomorrow Y/N.”

He walked around the counter and walked over to the student with a charismatic smile and asked there order. You stood there for a few seconds, watching him interact with the customer, trying to figure him out. A clearing of a throat, broke you away from your thoughts.

“Are you sure you don’t want anything?” Chan asks from behind the register. You’d been so focused on the other boy, you didn’t even notice Chan walk around the counter.

“Uh,” you hum, looking down at the desserts behind the glass.You thought you weren’t hungry but the somewhat loud grumble of you stomach told you otherwise. “A blueberry muffin please.”

“Sure thing,” Chan nods, opening the case before asking, “warmed up?”

“Yes, please.”

He wrapped your muffin into a small bag and folded it before placing it on the counting. Typing away on the register he said, “That’ll be $1.75.” FInally you were getting charged for something.

“Here,” you gave him five dollars. “Give the rest to Jisung please? Just add it to his tip jar or something.”

Knitting his eyebrows together, he asked, “Why?”

“Well, since he refuses to let me pay him back for my coffee, I guess this’ll be my only way to,” you grin, taking the bag and waving at Chan. “Thank you!”

Chan watched you leave with an amused smile on your face and it wasn’t until the bell jingled behind you, signaling you were gone that he turned to Jisung.

“Did you literally pull a ‘it’s on the house’ flirt and it backfired?”

The few customers in the cafe look up from their coffee or studying at Chan’s shout, causing Jisung’s ears to go bright red. “Hyung!” He whisper shouted. Turning to the student with a nervous smile, he reassured, “I’ll be right back.” Walking over to the older boy until he was standing on the opposite side of the counter than him, he whined “Why’d you have to announce that in front of the whole cafe?”

“Please,” Chan rolled his eyes with a scoff, “You’re so red and smiley, everyone didn’t need to know because I announced it. You’re so obvious, dude.”

“Not to Y/N apparently,” Jisung grumbled to himself, looking down at the notepad in his hand with his customer’s order before pushing it over the counter for Chan to make. “I tried to do a smooth thing and she doesn’t even notice,” he murmured to himself, rubbing his forehead.

“Yeah that was kind of odd. It’s like she didn’t even acknowledge it at all,” Chan nodded with furrowed brows, turning to make the drink. “Think she’s just clueless or...perhaps, playing hard to get?”

“Hard to get?” Jisung’s eyes widened. The thought never came to Jisung. “You think?”

“Hm, maybe?” Chan shrugged to himself, back turned to Jisung.

Turning around to lean against the counter, Jisung cupped his forehead in frustration. He’s never been in that sort of situation. Granted, he’s also never been so bold with a girl either. It was one thing to charm and flatter girls till they were weak at the knees for him, but to do it upon acting on his own feelings? All of this was new.

And now you were playing hard to get?

Man, did he pick a tough one.

But he was willing to fight to win you over, even if it took months.

“I’m screwed.”

“Oh yeah and I’m pretty sure she’d rather you not know but she left a large enough tip for you in your tip jar to pay for her coffee yesterday.”

“Are you kidding me!?”

The next morning wasn’t a particularly productive one for you. You didn’t have classes till later in the afternoon but you still had studying to do and staying up late to finish your essay certainly didn’t help your mood.

Maybe some breakfast would do you some good. Some actual breakfast. You had a piece of toast when you woke up but the grumble of your stomach told you you weren’t satisfied. You walked out of your dorm building and involuntarily, your feet began moving in the direction of the sweet smell of baked goods.

Of course your luck was that you’d end up at the cafe at the same Jisung was working. Later you’d learn that your timing was so impeccable, you’d end up at the cafe when Jisung was working.

“My favorite girl!” Was the greeting you received when you entered, followed by the looks from random students you’ve never seen before. This boy…

You noticed two boys beside him behind the counter that you’ve never seen before, slapping his shoulder and laughing to each other, before Jisung pushed them off and offered you a grin.

“Do find joy in embarrassing me in front of strangers?” You asked when you reached the front of the counter.

“Maybe a little bit,” he smiles, resting his chin against his palm as he leaned against the counter. “What can I get you, brew-tiful?”

The boys standing behind Jisung stifled laughs while you stared at Jisung’s wide grin with an unamused frown. “Really, now? You’re gonna give me dumb coffee puns?”

“Not dumb,” he denied, the smile on his face never faltering, “genius. Now, what would you like?”

“Something filling, I’m starving,” you pat your belly with a frown. “Any suggestions?”

“How about I surprise you?” He asked, quirking one of his eyebrows up.

“Well the last time you did, I was pleasantly satisfied so why not?”

“Great! I’ll be right back.” Jisung walked further down the counter to grab you a treat.

“So you and Jisung, huh?” One of the boys you noticed before smirked with a suggestive eyebrow wiggle.

“Me and Jisung what?” You asked blankly. “I just met the guy a few days ago.”

“Oh really? You guys seem pretty close for how long you’ve known each other,” the other boy piped. You looked at the boy’s name-tags with furrowed brows. Hyunjin and Jeongin.

The first boy, Hyunjin, nodded in agreement.

“I wouldn’t say close but I guess we’re friendly with each other. No clue why, though,” you shrugged.

“You’re the one who got the free drink, right?” Jeongin asked, not even bothering to hide his amusement with his grin.

Furrowing your eyebrows in confusion, wondering how they even found that out you responded, “yup, that’d be me. Why?”

“You must feel spe––”

“Hey, what lies are you feeding her?” Jisung cut off the barista with a scowl, holding the small paper bag in your hand.

“None, we swear!” Hyunjin piped, raising his hands in surrender. “Were we?” He asked, turning to you with a look of pure innocence. Yup, your initial thoughts about this place were right: you had to be incredibly cute to work there.

“Not really,” you shrugged before noticing the bag in Jisung’s hands. “Is that mine?” You ask shyly, pointing your finger at it.

“It is,” Jisung smiled, handing you the bag.

You found it funny how he’d look at his own friends with such pure disgust and then turn to you with the brightest smile.

“Uh-uh,” you stopped him from walking away, wagging your finger at him in scolding manner.

He turned back to you with a sly smile, “Aw, don’t want to leave so soon Y/N?”

“No-o,” you drawled, rolling your eyes, “I’d like to pay for it.”

Sighing, he turned to the register and tapped the screen a few times before opening his palm out, “$1.25 please.”

“Thank you,” you grinned, fishing out two dollars from your wallet. “And please...keep the change.”

You flashed him a final smile and a wave before you turn to go. You didn’t notice him go on his tippy-toes, to look over the people sat in the café and waiting on line, carefully looking at your reaction to what he picked out for you. Noticing the pleased smile on your face, Jisung gave himself a pat on the back and nodded to himself confidently.

“Woah, she’s blind. It’s pretty obvious you’re into her,” Hyunjin chuckled to himself, while wiping the counter with a damp washcloth.

“And dumb. You were just going to give her that cookie for free again! Man, I wish I had free food,” Jeongin whined, shoving his hands into his empty pockets, searching for any loose change.

“Yeah well, jokes on her,” Jisungs said, a smile growing on his face, “I gave it to her with a discount.”

“She gave you an extra seventy five cents anyway,” Hyunjin paused wiping to deadpan with a knowing look.

“Oh, shut up.”

“So what’s it like dating a barista? Does he, like, make coffees for you during his free time?” Felix asked in the middle of one of your study sessions the following day.

“Huh? Who am I dating?”

“Uh, that Jisung dude. Isn’t he the guy who gave you the drink for free?”

“Yeah but we’re not dating??”

“Oh really? Everyone I talk to has been saying that so I just assumed you were being an awful friend and not telling me about your love life simply because I’m a guy.”

“Please, when I get a boyfriend, you’ll be the first one to know,” you waved a hand dismissively. “But people seriously think we’re dating? That’s totally ridiculous!”

“Yeah being offered things for free and being smiled at and called his ‘favorite girl’ means absolutely nothing.”

“I….I have no idea what you’re talking about,” you cross your arms stubbornly with a huff.

“Ask anyone,” Felix said with a nonchalant shrug, “They all think you’re dating.”

“I...I just met the guy!”

“Ooh, I didn’t hear anything about you not liking him at all. Usually your first denial against dating anyone would be explaining your feelings but…”

“Don’t say that! I don’t like him, now if you’ll excuse me,” You stood up from the table. “I need to go sort something out.” You were getting a sense of deja vu from needing to confront Jisung earlier days prior.

“Tell your boyfriend I said ‘hi!’” your best friend cups his hand over his mouth to shout after you begin walking away. You shoot him a final scowl of disapproval before continuing on.

That day was a busy one for the coffee shop. You craned your neck around to calculate just how many people were in front of you on line and groaned in impatience when you counted more than fingers on one of your hands.

This is why I don’t go to coffee shops. They’re too loud and busy.

You passed the time gazing around the coffee shop. The first few times you were in there, you didn’t really look at the scenery, too busy focusing on your coffee and paying Jisung back.

You liked how warm the whole place felt. The whole shop was painted a dull forest green and there were brown wooden floorboards, perfectly accenting them. You took notice of the greenery around the cafe, small and tall potted plants scattered about and a fake vine wrapped around the menu board giving it an extra touch. The lights were dim, mostly because of the large array of windows in the front of the shop where the sun shone brightly through.

The tables were all wooden, that you observed the first time you sat down, but you didn’t notice how happy all the customers seemed to be. There were pairs and groups of friends sitting about, talking about their day or what’d they like to do over the weekend, or students in single seats, reading a book or making a conversation with a barista. You didn’t see a frown anywhere. It seemed that this cafe radiated such good vibes that no one could be angry in such a chill place.

“Uh, Y/N? Earth to Y/N?” A voice snapped you back to reality. You blinked at the fingers snapping in front of your face.

“Oh...hey!” You shook your head out of your daze, trying to remember why you’d come to the cafe in the first place.

Chucking to himself, Jisung asked, “Can I get your order?”

“Just a water,” you gnawed on your lower lip in regret. Why show up to his workplace if you simply had to ask him a question? You could’ve easily found him when he was done…

But then again, you never saw him outside the coffee shop so you wouldn’t know where to look in the first place.

“You came all the way here for a water?” Jisung asked, raising an eyebrow.

“No, of course she didn’t,” a voice sang, the owner of it showing up behind Jisung. “She’s obviously here to say hello to her boyfriend. Don’t you have manners, dude?”

“B-boyfriend?”

“Uh no.”

The two of you spoke in unison, turning to the speaker.

“You have a boyfriend?” Jisung asked, turning to you with an almost betrayed expression on his face.

“I don’t???”

“Wait what’s going on,” the boy, now confused, scratched his head. “Are the two of you not dating? That is Y/N, right? I’m pretty sure someone told me you were dating.”

“Please excuse Minho,” Jisung leaned forward with a whisper, “He gobbles up any gossip he hears.”

“Hey, I heard that! Now move over, the people need their coffee!” Minho announced nudging Jisung to the side to take the next customer in line’s order.

Jisung nodded his head, gesturing for you to walk further down the counter, to not hold up the line. You leaned against the counter with your arms crossed.

“This is why I came,” you muttered, feeling your cheeks flush. “I don’t know who said what but my friend is telling me that people are telling him, gossiping I guess, that we’re dating,” you motion between the two of you with your hand.

“Wha––really?” You furrowed your eyebrows at how Jisung’s ears perked up and smiled at what you’d told him.

“Yeah, they’re all saying something about favoritism and giving me free stuff and discounts. But I haven’t gotten any since the first time though so I don’t know what they’re talking about.”

“Right,” Jisung chuckled nervously, rubbing the back of his neck. “Well, I didn’t say anything if that’s what you think. You think I’d do that to my favorite girl?”

“Well you sure like to embarrass me so I wouldn’t be too surprised. You seem like the kind to tease me that way.”

“Huh, that’s probably true but I promise it wasn’t me.”

“I believe you.” You truly did. Even though you probably wouldn’t have a few days prior, but Jisung really new to to charm his way into befriending people. “So, if you didn’t tell anyone, who did?”

Jisung shrugged. “Probably people around saw us and just assumed.”

Feeling your cheeks flush at the thought of people observing you and assuming you two were dating by your actions, you scoffed. “Pfft, what? How on earth could they think that?”

“It may sound like a total shock to you, Y/N, but I don’t talk to many girls as often or as willingly as I talk to you so…”

His statement did shock you. Several days prior, you saw the guy swarmed with girls around the counter giggling and cooing at him, and he seemed to bask in it. At least, you thought he did.

No doubt about it, you thought the guy was attractive since you first saw him so it didn’t come as a surprise that he had girls crowding him, hoping to earn a chance with him.

“I know what you’re thinking,” Jisung deadpanned. “I talk to other girls here in the coffee shop, sure, but it’s my job. I can’t just ignore them. You, though, I engage conversations with you first.”

You didn’t like the warm feeling you felt in your chest.

“Oh,” you mumbled, fiddling with your fingers.

“I understand if you want me to back off and stop bugging you so people stop assuming we’re—“

“It’s fine,” you cut him off sharply, snapping your head up to look at him. He was taken back by your answer, raising his eyebrows and widening his eyes. “You’re, uh, pretty cool so I don’t mind.”

“You don’t? Didn’t it bother you like two minutes ago???”

“It did,” you admit quickly, looking away for a split second, “But I changed my mind.”

“Oh, so you’ll still come around?”

Smiling at him, you raise an eyebrow, “Where else am I supposed to get my coffee?”

“Oh.”

“I’ll see ya around. I have a test to study for. Bye Jisung,” you gave a final wave before making your way to the entrance of the café.

Even after you left, Jisung was frozen, mouth agape and eyes widened.

“Uh, dude?”

“She’s willing going to come around,” the lovestruck boy sighed longingly, feeling his heart flutter in chest.

“Oh man, he’s whipped,” Minho chuckled to himself, patting Jisung on the back a few times before returning to making coffees.

And man, he was. At first, he might’ve seen you as a mystery, looking so out of place in that cafe the first time he saw you, but then the more of you he saw, his initial curiosity became anticipation in seeing you again. He couldn’t put his finger on it but something about you drew him closer to you. Maybe it was your first impression of him which wasn’t like the other girls he came to meet in the cafe. Or maybe it was the fact that you treated him like some normal guy and not eye candy. Maybe he liked the fact that you were a challenge to go for.

“I think I like this better,” Jisung mused, leaning over the counter, while you sipped your steaming hot chocolate.

“Hm?” you hummed, looking up at him curiously. You were currently sitting on a stool pushed up the the coffee counter, watching Jisung clean up from the busy work day. It was a Wednesday evening and there were plenty of crammers in the cafe that day.

“You being here voluntarily. When I made you come, I felt a little guilty so this is much better,” he smiled, turning away from you to clear the counter of any stray mugs a customer left around.

“Yeah,” you nodded in agreement, looking around at the empty coffee shop. “I definitely like being here when it’s almost closed.” It was only the two of you in the coffee shop. Chan was there about an hour earlier but left when Jisung offered to close up for him.

“Y/N, we closed up a half hour ago,” Jisung said, putting the mugs in the small quaint sink in the back corner. You paused sipping from your mug to look behind you at the door. The sign was flipped open to face the interior of the cafe.

Looking up at the clock, your eyes widened. “Crap, I didn’t even notice! Why didn’t you kick me out?” No wonder nobody had walked in.

“Because it’s just you.” He shrugged before turning to you, patting his hands against his apron. “Besides, it’s not like I’m itching to go back to my dorm.”

“You’re not getting paid extra though,” you frowned, feeling bad for wasting his time. Here you were, blabbing about how sucky you lab day was because your impotent partner couldn’t even hold a scalpel correctly when your dear friend could’ve been in his dorm sleeping peacefully.

“Your company is enough,” he sighed with a side smile, resting his hands against the counter and holding himself up.

“Alright, charmer,” you rolled your eyes, taking another sip of your hot chocolate. You’d grown to get used to Jisung’s smooth comments but that didn’t mean you weren’t affected by them. “You still look tired.” His eyelids were drooping and he seemed less perky during the later hours of the day.

“I’m fine~” he cooed, waving you off, motioning you to finish your hot chocolate.

“No, no, you need to go to sleep. Take it, I’m finished,” you handed him your half full mug.

“Y/N,” he whined, hesitantly taking the mug out of your hands when you shook it around slightly.

“You have to close up,” you ignored his whines and stand up from the counter stool. “Come on.”

“I’m not a baby, don’t baby me,” he frowned, putting your mug in the sink and turning on the faucet to rinse it off.

Raising an amused eyebrow at him, you gestured to his face, “you’re pouting like a baby.” You tugged his sleeve and handed him the keys sitting on top of the counter. “And you have an early class tomorrow, no?”

Honestly, you thought your friendship was going to maybe last a few weeks before you inevitably lost touch or got too busy to see each other. But, weeks later, your friendship prevailed. Neither of you shared any classes in common together, yet you managed to see each other everyday.

You weren’t at the coffee shop everyday, however. Sometimes, he’d meet you in your dorm’s lounge to hang out, with an occasional interrogation from a very suspicious Felix.

People didn’t bother to stop talking about the two of you either, or even bother to hide. Sure, people knew you guys weren’t official or dating, but that didn’t stop them from shipping it from afar. You always ignored it. You thought you ignored it for the reason that you didn’t even care but maybe you did. Perhaps you ignored it because you didn’t mind being shipped with him.

“Yeah,” he murmured, accepting the keys and shuffled behind you. You both exited the café and you waited for the barista to lock up before heading off in the direction of your dorms.

“Why’re you still following me? Isn’t your building over there?” You asked, pointing in the direction of a few buildings in the distance.

“Can’t I walk you all the way to your dorm to make sure you get in safe? It’s 8 p.m., who knows what psychos are around,” Jisung shrugged tiredly. Even through his obvious exhausted state, he still wanted to be a gentleman and you smiled in response.

“Thanks,” you murmured, looking down at your feet, feeling heat rise to your cheeks. It was getting harder and harder to keep your pulse under control with Jisung’s blunt statements with some sort of underlying meaning.

“You know, I may be half asleep and it’s dark out and all,” Jisung began when you approached the doors of your dorm building, “but don’t think I didn’t notice you get all quiet just now.”

“Hm?” You hum, snapping your head up from fumbling around your wallet for your student card. “Wha-What are you talking about? I’m not being quiet...Why...why would you think that?” By the end of your pathetic rambles, you rubbed the back of your neck nervously.

Jisung raised an eyebrow at your obvious flustered state.

“Just admit my endearing comments are affecting you~” He sang, holding open the door you unlocked with your key. Walking in and turning around to face him, you scowled.

“They most certainly are not!” Total lie.

“Mhm, sure thing, sugar,” he smiled to himself knowingly.

“Oh yeah? If your endearing comments affect me so much, what’re you gonna do about it?” You huffed, crossing your arms.

“Well, I would most likely ask you out but being that you fail to acknowledge any of my advances on you, I’m sure it would just go over your head and you’d think it’d be a friendly hang out.”

“Pfft, as if!” You rebuke stubbornly, furrowing your brows.

“Bowling last week? That was supposed to be a date...And then you invited Felix,” Jisung trailed off with a knowing head tilt.

Oh.

“W-wait, you’ve been asking me out this whole time?”

Noticing your look of pure shock, Jisung threw his head back to laugh and smacked his forehead. “To think I thought you were just playing hard to get and it’s just that you are indeed blind.”

“Hey!” You whined uncrossing your arms to throw them up, “I was out here thinking you were just so flirty by nature! You know, part of your whole charm package. I didn’t actually think you wanted to date me.”

“Well, I do, so now here I am being as clear as possible: Y/N would you like to go out with me?”

“Well, duh. I wouldn’t have stuck around such an annoying dude for so long if I didn’t have feelings for him,” you smile coyly, finally accepting the blush heating your cheeks.

“Hey, I am not annoying. I’m charming and kind of clingy sometimes. But NOT annoying!” He grinned, beginning to walk backwards away from your building. “I’ll see you tomorrow, yeah?”

You hummed in agreement before calling out, “You know I actually kind of hated you when we first met? You were too happy and it messed with my ‘don’t care’ aura.”

“Yeah, you made that a bit obvious. It was more the reason to be your friend and bug you though,” he called back before giving you a final wave.

You thought consuming too much caffeine was the only cause of jitters but the race of your heartbeat told you maybe it wasn’t just coffee; perhaps it was some annoying barista who snuck his way under your arm and into your life.

2K notes · View notes

squishymochisoo · 5 years ago

Text

the anatomy of a flower || hwang hyunjin

genre : angst, college au

pairing : hwang hyunjin x reader

words : 2.1 k

warnings: death

sypnosis : every flower from the bouquet you gave to him was a reminder. a reminder that left a pain in his heart and tears on his cheeks. you two met from a part-time job, who would’ve thought it evolve into love?

~ ~ ~

you were just like a flower to him.

when you first realize that a flower is starting to wilt, you heart clenches in pain. you always seem to feel guilty for not paying enough attention to it. for not watering it in the morning before you left for work.

just like the first petal of a flower that started to wilt, the pain of losing you did not only contain guilt but also the torment and agony without having you around in his life.

every petal was like a reminder to him

hyunjin stared at the flower in his hand, staring at the park the two of you used to spend most of your time in. his hand hovering over the first petal, pulling it out.

“hyunjin, i’d like you to meet y/n” your boss introduced the new employee to you. you smiled gently at the tall handsome boy. you were supposed to teach him the ropes to this job but you felt a little underqualified to do so.

“y/n, i’m leaving. and since there’s practically no one here, you’ll cope with teaching hyunjin.” your boss shrugged her shoulder. sometimes it really did seem like she doesn’t know how to run a business.

the two of you stood awkwardly as you felt the door to the café close behind your boss. you looked up and smiled awkwardly while nodding slowly, not knowing why you were doing so.

“so,-er what do i have to know?” hyunjin hesitated. your eyes widened as if you just remembered what you were supposed to be doing. you walked behind the counter showing him how to work the register and how the system of the café works.

“woah this is a lot of information to take in” hyunjin laughed.

“well, if you think this is a lot of information then i don’t think you are ready to face the coffee machine just yet” you raised your eyebrows and jokingly shook your head.

“no no no no no! i wanna give it shot!” hyunjin exclaimed. your lame ass was really tempted to make a coffee joke based on what he said. but you didn’t feel like scaring a stranger off this quickly.

“okay if you say so” you smirked and raised one of your eyebrows.

~ ~ ~

hyunjin grasped the petal he pulled; clenching it in his hands, not being able to control the tears that somehow make its way down his cheeks. he couldn’t help but let out a sob as his thoughts are flooded with you.

hyunjin just wanted you next to him once again.

hyunjin just needed you next to him once again.

~ ~ ~

you smiled cheekily as you playfully threw hyunjin a rag. hyunjin frowned as narrowed his eyes at you; before running after you. the both of you chased each other around the barely lit closed coffeehouse.

“y/n stop!” hyunjin called after you whilst waving his hands around as if imitating a monster. it had been a month since hyunjin started at the both of you grew surprisingly close. close enough that even your boss knew it was a mistake assigning to you and hyunjin the closing shift.

you felt two arms engulf you in an embrace; “caught you!”

you felt blood rush to your cheeks unknowingly. hyunjin somehow had that effect on you.

hyunjin pulled another petal off the flower once more; as if every petal was a reminder of you.

“seungmin, jisung, lix, meet y/n” hyunjin gestured to you. you waved shyly at hyunjin’s friends.

“so you’re y/n? jinnie talks a lot about you” you side-eyed hyunjin and notices his eyes widen. you let out a small laugh.

“good things hope” seungmin nodded and smiled gently at you.

“only the best, don’t you worry y/n” jisung mentioned.

“oh? do you want coffee? it’s on me” you brought up and gestured to the free tables in the café.

why did you love me so much? even with all my flaws, you understood me like no one did. you held me like no one did. you loved all my friends as much as i do. why were you so perfect? you were always there for me, even when sometimes i wasn’t. why wasn’t i there for you when it was most important?

“you know, i’m glad we became friends” you gave a toothy smile at hyunjin, as the both of you sat on the pavement in front of the now closed café. sometimes the two of you would just sit there in front of the shop for hours just staring at the dark sky. you felt him take a deep breath, the two of you sitting so close in the cold under the night sky. the light that reflected of fthe moon landing on your face, illuminating your features that hyunjin could not get tired of.

“some nights, i like to think about what if we were much more than this” you whispered, probably not even aware of what you were saying as you stared ahead into the empty street. heat rushed towards hyunjin’s cheeks. hyunjin shifted his body towards you, looking down and stared into your eyes.

“can’t say i don’t do the same.” you smiled cheekily and stuck out your tongue at him.

~ ~ ~

more tears dragged along hyunjin’s cheeks. he grasped the flower in his fist, slamming his fist repeatedly against the wall of his apartment.

“hyunjin stop! please…” jisung’s cries echoed through the apartment, his hands wrapping around hyunjin’s wrist trying to stop his best friend.

“this can’t be happening” hyunjin stared at jisung, as if asking for an answer as to why it happened, as if hoping that jisung was some wizard that knew how to reverse back time and change everything.

“i-i can’t lose them. not like this, we barely had any time together.” hyunjin’s voice muffled against jisung’s shoulder as jisung pulled him into a hug. jisung’s arms wrapped tightly around hyunjin, comforting him.

“let it out hyunjin, i’ll be here don’t worry.”

~ ~ ~

“y/n! you can’t – no- stop it!” hyunjin laughed as he chased after you. you giggled and took another step away from him.

“y/n! stop eating ice-cream, you know you’re lactose intolerant!” you raised the spoonful of ice-cream closer to your mouth and raised an eyebrow towards hyunjin.

“baby please, you know you’re gonna regret that later. then you’ll scold me for not stopping you before eating the ice cream.”

“you’re stopping me now, so i won’t scold you later! i promise!” you pouted.

“you’ll get all sulky because i didn’t try hard enough. i know you y/n, we’ve been dating for what seven months?”

“the best seven months of my life, you mean” your head cocked to the side giving him a little wink.

“stop trying to act cute, i’m still not letting you eat that ice-cream!”

~ ~ ~

‘every minute spent with you was one of the greatest moments in my life.’ hyunjin thought to himself, as he found himself staring at the dark sky, the moon being the only that the shined.

“hey…” seungmin uttered softly as he sat himself down next to hyunjin. his eyes glancing over every feature of hyunjin’s. the glossy, swollen eyes from crying, the red nose from all the sniffling and the tears stained cheeks.

“here” seungmin passed a bottle of water to hyunjin. seungmin knew hyunjin best, but in that very moment, he couldn’t imagine the pain hyunjin must’ve been going through.

“i-i just don’t understand.” hyunjin sniffled. seungmin could hear from the way he was talking that hyunjin was trying not to cry all over again.

“i miss y/n, i miss that stupid cute idiot, who’d run around the café during closings or who’d secretly send me letters in the mail, making sure i remembered that they love me every day.” hyunjin chuckled softly.

“ i mean why couldn’t they just text me like a normal person. or sometimes they’d send me an email with an invitation so that my phone calendar reminds me when i have a date. or even when they dragged me to the haunted house and told me to hold their hand if i got scared, when that fool was the one screaming bloody murder the most. i just miss y/n”

~ ~ ~

“close your eyes hyunjin! i said close your eyes! it’s a surprise!” y/n playfully slapped his back. hyunjin let out a big laugh.

“okay! okay! i promise i didn’t see anything” you slipped your hands into his, pulling him forward. hyunjin followed stumbling around a little as you forgot to tell about a step down or a small pebble in front of him.

“okay baby, you can open your eyes.” you whispered to him, you saw his eyes opened and stared at the surroundings.

“happy birthday baby!” you smiled as hyunjin stared at all his friends in the park greeting him with a cake and started singing the birthday song. you passed him a bouquet of flowers whilst grabbing his hands.

“w-what?” hyunjin stuttered as he tried to take in everything. his friends were here, you were here. everything was perfect.

hyunjin instantly turned to you still shell shocked.

“i love you” you whispered and pecked him on the lips before joining in on the birthday song.

~ ~ ~

“remember my birthday party? i think it was the most perfect moments in my life. if i could replay that day, it’ll always be on repeat.” hyunjin turned to seungmin. seungmin smiled sadly.

“it was actually y/n’s idea, we were planning on just going on the eat like our normal birthday celebrations. but y/n insisted that it had to be super special for you.”

“they were hell-bent on making sure that the surprise was so perfect, even chan hyung was scared at one point of time, because he got the balloons in a different colour. y/n nagged at him and asked what’s the point of setting a colour theme for the party if they’re not even going to get the correct balloons. we even had a google document proposal, a budget planner and everything.” seungmin chuckled at the memory.

“how could y/n be so … perfect?” hyunjin sighed as he glanced at the flower he still held in his hand.

“you guys were perfect for each other”

~ ~ ~

“okay, hold my hand and tell me everything’s going to be okay” you stated and stretched out your hand towards hyunjin.

“you’ll do great okay, trust me. now go and get that a grade for me” hyunjin’s grip tightened around your hand, comforting you.

“okay! i will! you’re right i can do this!” you exclaimed as you skipped towards the exam venue. hyunjin laughed as he watched you disappear from his line of sight.

“i felt like everything came in slow motion, from the call to now. everything went by in slow motion and yet i couldn’t comprehend what was going on. i still can’t.” hyunjin squeezed his hand as if the force could shatter the flower petal.

“y/n? please, baby?” hyunjin called out to you, slightly shaking your arms hoping you groan and wake up, asking him to stop it. but you don’t.

“they told me, that day, i wouldn’t have to pick them up, from their exam. that they would stop by the bakery and get a cake to celebrate. that cute fool couldn’t even come home safely.”

hyunjin held the last flower from the bouquet you gave him for his birthday, in his clenched fists.

“it’s been months and every petal reminds me of you. i forgive you for leaving me, y/n. i miss you. i wish i could see your cute stupid face just once more, to tell you that i love you. to tell you that you didn’t have to worry about that exam, to tell you that you aced it. to tell you that i can never go by the bakery without feeling that emptiness in my heart. to tell you that work has never been the same. and birthday parties are never as fun without you here.”

“the flowers are gone but you’ll always be here, right next to me”

~ ~ ~

a/n! i know it’s short, but it’s been wip since the start of this year! and i really wanted to do something with it!

let me know your thoughts and anything you wanna tell me!! i’d really appreciate it!

158 notes · View notes

foolishlovebugbaby · 5 years ago

Text

kiss it better

highschool!au / han x clinic-volunteer!reader

Summary: han always makes excuses to go to the clinic to see reader, but a reversal of roles occurs and he just might kiss it better.

Genre: fluff; is heart-pounding a genre??

Warnings: smooches here, smooches there, some swearing??

perhaps you got more than you bargained for when you signed up to be a student volunteer at your school’s clinic. but to be fair, it did look promising.

it gave you extra credit on your report card, added into your community service hours and gave you a chance to feel like you were somehow helping people.

what you failed to realise was that it took up a lot of your time- staying in the clinic during lunches, giving up your free periods during the day, and always accompanying every single sport team when they had to go to their games. so your days dragged on, surrounded by the nurses who were all in their late 30′s, either stuck in the corner reading a book when no one came in, or conversing with the patients that came in.

it’s senior year, you said to yourself. just one last lap.

needless to say, your routine became totally, completely, and absolutely boring.

“uhm, h-hello?” a voice squeaked from the entrance to the clinic. it was lunch time, so all the nurses were either at the canteen buying their food, or out eating lunch. which left you to your own devices, doing your math homework and sipping on a juice box all cramped in the corner, looking more like a patient than a student volunteer.

han stumbled in the clinic, looking like a lost, wounded puppy. you still hadn’t noticed his presence as your vision was clouded with the logarithmic functions in front of you.

he winced as he moved, his swollen ankle making it ten times harder to function.

“ouch! why the fuck- who placed a fucking box there fuck-” he yelped and winced as his ankle knocked onto the file cabinet on the floor. you finally looked up and frantically ran over to him.

“oh my god are you okay? i’m sorry i didn’t see you, what happened?” you rambled, slinging his arm around you neck and your arm around his middle to support his as he limped to the med bed in pain.

“just get a nurse, please- shit it hurts so bad.” his face was contorted in pain as he gingerly rested his hand on his ankle, immediately pulling back from the pain.

“w-well, it’s just me right now. the nurses are out having lunch- but i can help you! don’t worry, i know what i’m doing.” you said that last part confidently as you stood across from him. only now did he realise that it was you.

“wait, don’t i know you?” he said, confusion laced in his voice.

you got a good look at him and realised that yes, you did in fact know each other.

“oh, we shared math and chemistry together sophomore year.” you said nonchalantly, making your way over to the supply cabinet to get a wrap and anti-inflammatory spray.

it was like a light bulb went off in him.

“oh right! you’re the one that was always late to class!” he snickered at you and you pouted.

“hey! i always had to rush to get to class because it was right after volunteering here! and it didn’t help that they were on the other side of the world.” you huffed and pouted, slumping down on your swivel chair and swivelling slowly towards the injured boy. he only snickered more at you.

he loved the cute juxtaposition between your puppy dog eyes and the fact that they were glaring lasers at him, and how you slumped adorably in your chair like a child who had just been given a timeout. he just found you cute as a button, and he wondered why he had never noticed you before.

while he didn’t wonder that outloud, his expression surely gave him away as his head tilted to the side as he looked at you and let his stare linger. you suddenly grew self-conscious and felt the heat rise up to your face, turning your ears and cheeks a soft red.

“ahem,” you cleared your throat and avoided his gaze, focusing your attention back on his injured foot.

“so, wanna tell me how this bad boy happened?” you asked as you brought his foot up to rest on your lap. you carefully untied his shoes.

“well, to keep it short, i was just goofing around with my friends on the soccer field and- ouch fuck careful please- i’m not particularly good at, well, sports in general and they’re all- ah, that stings- on the soccer team so, uh, here i am.” he said as he winced in pain, his brows furrowing and his bottom lip clamped between his teeth.

you felt bad, but you had to keep maneuvering his foot to remove his shoe and sock.

“well, guess we know that god really doesn’t want you to be on our soccer team,” he let out a breathy laugh at that. “does that hurt?” you softly asked and gently pressed around the parts where the bruise was forming. his pained expression was enough to tell you ‘fuck, a lot.’ so you withdrew your hand from the area and began to open the anti inflammatory spray.

“so what does a student volunteer do at a dingy place like this?” he said and leaned back a lot more relaxed as you sprayed the cooling substance onto his ankle.

“it’s not dingy,” you chuckled, rolling your eyes. “i’ll have you know it’s an excellent, most superb way to waste your youth.” you said and he laughed at that, a boyish grin plastered on his face and his eyes making crescent moons. you couldn’t help but look at him for a second longer than you intended.

his dark hair was tousled at the top of his head, adding to that boyish charm he radiated, and you could swear his smile left the sun jobless. you liked the slight crook he had to his front teeth, and that his cheeks looked like marshmallows when he smiled wide like that.

you blushed and looked away, not because he had caught you staring but because the mere thought of him doing so left you embarrassed.

you continued to work on his ankle, tenderly wrapping the gauze around and being careful not to press too hard.

“in all honesty this place isn’t as bad as it seems. it’s... fulfilling, kind of. getting to help people.” you spoke softly, your focus still on the job at hand. jisung could only admire you while you did, staring at you fondly from afar.

“there we go. no more soccer for you for, like, ever.” you smiled and lifted your gaze back up at him. but he was already staring back at you, his gaze soft and lips in a smile of adoration.

“do i have something on my face?” you chuckled nervously.

“n-no, i-it’s just- how have we never spoken before?” he wondered out loud. three whole years of highschool had gone by and you only knew each other in passing.

“i don’t know. i guess i was too busy slaving away here.” you said lightheartedly, shrugging your shoulders.

after that fateful encounter, han was determined to spend more time with you again. only one problem; neither of your schedules matched. you both had zero classes together, zero free periods at the same time, and shared no similar clubs. so after a week of discovering all that information, he decided to just visit you every lunch break, assuming you’d be there.

“if you don’t have any issues, then you can’t be in here. sorry, kid. school policy.” the nurse said. you looked up from your reading book to see han with wide eyes, pouting slightly. he glanced at you then back at the nurse.

“do family issues count?” he said, flashing a boyish grin at the nurse. you felt a wide grin creep up to your lips. he liked seeing you smile. a lot.

“out.”

“okay fine, geez.”

he needed to come up with a proper game plan, and fast. so the next day, he executed the only logical thing that came to his mind.

“punch me.”

“what the fuck?”

“you heard me. punch me. c’mon. i can take it.” he said, rolling up his sleeve to expose his bicep.

“have you gone out of your mind?” his confused best friend Minho said.

“just shut up and do it already man. please i’m begging you c’mon please.” he whined like a toddler begging their parents for money to buy ice cream. minho only gaped at him.

“i need you to, bro. trust me i’ll explain it to you later just hurry- ouch! fuck! i meant lightly, you dickwad!” he yelped in pain.

“you literally asked for it, dude.”

“okay yeah yeah whatever thanks a lot for the bruise geez.” and off he went, waddling to the clinic in a little more pain than he anticipated.

“knock knock,” he clutched onto his arm as he said that, ignoring the throbbing pain radiating through it.

that’s definitely gonna bruise, he thought to himself.

you and the nurse raised your heads towards him like meerkats.

“kid, i told you-”

“i know! but i’m actually hurting here so...” he shuffled awkwardly to the bed.

“it’s okay, i got it. you can go get lunch.” you smiled at the nurse and got up to walk over to the grinning boy. she only raised her brows at you, a knowing smile forming on her lips.

“kids these days.” she mumbled under her breath chuckling and sauntered out, leaving you and han alone.

“so, what seems to be the issue here?”

you gently grabbed his arm in one hand and rolled up his sleeves with the other to expose the light bruise forming on his bicep. he swallowed thickly- his heart started palpitating when your soft hands held onto him, but nevermind that.

“well, uh, you could say i had it coming for me.” he said, smiling widely to hide his embarrassment and scratched the back of his neck with his free hand. you looked at him strangely and laughed.

“if you say so.”

you swiveled to the mini freezer on the other side of the room, grabbing an ice pack then a towel from one of the racks.

“so, how’s your day going?” he asked bright-eyed and smiley when you returned.

“it’s, uh, pretty okay. a little more interesting now that you’re here.” you wrapped the ice pack in the towel.

“oh? so, basically, i made your day.” he smirked, leaning closer to you playfully. you were startled by the sudden close proximity, but quickly recovered.

“you wish,” you pressed the ice pack onto his bicep, one hand still holding onto him. “i just meant it’s not everyday you see a wounded puppy walk into the infirmary.” you teasingly said.

“so you think i’m a puppy? puppies are very cute, so you just called me adorable.”

“debatable.”

“your red ears tell me otherwise.”

“i will literally give you another bruise.”

“hickies are bruises.”

“oh my god, shut up!” your eyes were wide and cheeks a deep red, but soon enough you erupted into a fit of giggles, your laughter filling up the room.

he could swear your laugh could light up the entire world.

he laughed along with you, his heart swelling at the sight of you grinning so wide.

“you’re something else, han jisung. did you know that?” the laughter died down and your gaze met his.

something about the way you said his name and how you said it with a fond smile made his heart and mind go absolutely crazy.

“well, you can go now. the ice pack can do most of the work for now. just give it back when you feel like you don’t need it.” you took his free hand and made him hold onto the ice pack on his arm. your touch, though fleeting, was enough to make his tummy do a backflip.

“a-ah no! i-i can’t walk, so...” he was quick to make an excuse. he didn’t want to leave, not yet at least.

“so your bruised arm has rendered you in capable of walking?” you bit back a smile.

“well that’s uhm... you’d be amazed at what connections the human body can make.” he said sheepishly.

“whatever you say, han.”

suddenly the time spent at the clinic wasn’t so boring, thanks to han.

over the next couple of weeks he’d pop in with a new ‘injury’, but in all actuality he just tried to find any excuse to be around you, even if it made him look like a fool.

but only for you.

“what do you have for me today?”

“i cut myself making a paper aeroplane.”

“han, that’s a red pen mark.”

“it’s a paper cut.”

“han-”

“i’m bleeding to death over here!”

“you’re so dramatic you know that?”

he was a very cheeky boy, you realised. but he was incredibly sweet, too. he’d bring you more juice boxes to sip on during lunch and once even spent a good 10 minutes at the canteen figuring out what you would like, ultimately settling on a banana muffin. he often asked how your day was and whatever was on your mind. you appreciated his little antics, and couldn’t deny how butterflies erupted in the pit of your belly whenever you saw that same puff of ruffled hair pop through the doors of the clinic.

it astonished you how persistent he was.

“how many times a week do i have to see you?” the nurse asked him exasperatedly.

“the goal is five.”

“for the millionth time, no issues-”

“then get out. yeah yeah i know. i have a whole load of them- they come in the form of my math textbook!”

“i give up.”

and that’s how he was able to sit next to you and do math problems for the duration of lunch time. although, not much problems were being solved.

“do you think drinking a glass of rubbing alcohol would have the same effect as going on a juice cleanse?”

“you worry me sometimes.”

“hehe that means you care about me~”

“you know what? you can test out that hypothesis of yours.”

“hehe~ then that only means i get to come back here and have you treat me back to good health~”

“i’m a student volunteer, not a doctor. the only place you’ll end up in is the emergency room.”

“can i end up in your arms too?”

“you’re insufferable, you know?”

“and you’re absolutely gorgeous.”

without a doubt, your days at the clinic were more... bright (if that’s even the right word). through all of the dumb excuses he made to visit, and the constant back and forth flirtatious banter between the two of you, you started learning a lot more about each other.

you learnt that what he really wanted to do was music, and that school was never really for him. so you begged and begged for him to rap a verse, or sing a lyric, but to no avail.

“only if you kiss my next booboo.”

“depends on where that booboo is.”

“w-what?”

“i’m just teasing~ you’re so red you look like a beetroot!”

he also learned fun facts about you, like how you were qualified to deliver cpr during emergency cases.

“so if i were to be on the brink of death right now, you’d be obliged to kiss me, yes?”

“han, that’s not how it works-”

“i’m dying, i’m dying! someone qualified to give cpr should save me right now!”

“han jisung i swear to-”

“life... slipping... away...”

“i honestly don’t know what to do with you anymore.”

“i could give you some ideas.”

“save it.”

you two fought, laughed and talked like you knew each other for years, even if it was just a couple months. but it was easy between you two, it felt natural. he loved how you’d go on a tangent ranting about your favorite series, and you loved how his eyes lit up whenever he talked about music. you connected so well, and you wondered why you didn’t meet sooner.

you were falling for him, and you were falling hard.

luckily for you, he felt the exact same.

you tried to find him in the crowds in your school, and constantly peered into different classes to see if he was there. soon enough, your friends caught on too.

“someone’s got a lil’ crushy wushy~” they teased

“i do not!”

you were never able to properly get to him, much to your dismay. but that was okay, because lunches were shared between you and him, and you and him only.

“it amazes me that you still haven’t quit that volunteering thing of yours.” your friend said as you both made your way out of class.

“is it because of that certain someone~” they teased again. you rolled your eyes.

“oh whatever, i’m late. have fun at lunch! i’ll see you at eco.” and off your went your separate ways.

you brisk-walked your way to the clinic- not because you cared that you were late but because you were just excited to see a certain someone. it was on the other side of the school, so you decided to shortcut your way there by going across the field. big mistake.

“hey watchout-!”

thwack.

a hard frisbee hit you square on the mouth causing you to stumble back, a throbbing pain radiating throughout your whole face.

son of a bitch that hurts!

you couldn’t scream that, though you really wanted to, because you were still in shock by the whole ordeal. your eyes were closed as you clutched onto your mouth. you were ready to pounce on whoever the hell threw the frisbee, but when you opened your eyes you saw the concerned ones of the one person you wanted to see.

“are you okay? oh my god, how many fingers am i holding up? you bastards i’m gonna whoop your ass!” he yelled the last part quite aggressively and attempted to walk over to where the guy was but you grabbed onto his hand.

“just, take me to the clinic?” you pleaded and his eyes softened.

without any hesitation, he held onto your hand firmly and lead you both there.

“wow, look at our character development. usually i’m the one tending to your wounds- or whatever those are.” you snickered as you watched him move across the room, dampening a towel. you two were alone, thank god, as the nurses had gone out for lunch.

“hush, patient. let the sexy doctor do his thang.” he winked at you and you made a face at him.

“it’s so funny to me that you know where everything is now.”

“it’s a gift, really. now hush and sit!” he ordered dramatically, tapping on the top of the nurse’s desk. you looked at him questioningly, but obliged.

“does that hurt?” his voice was softer this time as he looked down at your lips- your very red, very plump lips. you were now at eye level with him, making it easier for him to see all the details of your face. the closeness caused his breath to hitch in his throat, but he coughed it away.

“i can still feel this throbbing pain.” you explained.

he brought a hand up to your face and held onto your chin gently using his thumb and index finger, slightly tilting your face up to get a better look. he then began to tenderly dab the towel dampened with a mixture of water and alcohol onto your bruised and slightly cut lip. you winced at the contact.

“sorry.” he was afraid of hurting you, but continued anyways.

“a little pain now is better than lasting damage later~” you had said to him once.

he found it hard to concentrate- god, your lips were distracting him. he kept wondering what it would feel like to kiss them; to melt into them and to feel them against his own. the close proximity didn’t help, as you were all he could see. he swallowed thickly and licked his lips involuntarily, which caught your attention.

now you were staring at his lips, too, occasionally glancing back up only to see that his full, undivided attention were on yours. both of your heart rates were picking up speed; just a little umph and there’d be no space between us, he thought to himself.

“there... all done. is that better?” his eyes bore into yours and his voice was quiet, but deep, and it only made your heart beat even faster.

“i-it still hurts.” now you were the one making excuses so that he didn’t leave.

your eyes flicked back to his lips for a second, but he caught you this time.

“maybe...” he let out a shaky breath, one which you felt fan over your lips, as he caressed your cheek with his thumb. his eyes stared intensely into yours.

“maybe i could kiss it better.”

his voice was right above a whisper. he leaned his forehead on to yours, bringing his thumb down to caress your bottom lip ever so gently. your noses bumped and seeing his half-lidded eyes and his tongue skimming over his lips melted all your resolve away, so you closed the gap between you.

it was a gentle peck, at first. your lips met only for a second before he pulled away slightly. but your lips met again in half the amount of time.

he kissed you gently and sweetly, being careful not to put too much pressure on your fresh wound. but god were your lips addicting. they felt like clouds up against his own and made his heart beat in a rhythm he didn’t know hearts could beat in.

he wanted more of you- no, he needed more of you, so he kissed you with a little more pressure, a little more want. this elicited a moan from you due to the slight pain, and fuck did he find that incredibly hot.

one hand cupped your cheek while the other encircled your waist to pull you closer to him. this action made you spread your legs wider so that his waist was right in between them, your bodies flush against each other.

your hands went straight to the back of his head and you ran your hands through his hair, something you had wanted to do for so long. god were his lips soft. he kissed you with so much tenderness yet with so much need that it made you weak in the knees. if it weren’t for the desk holding you up, you swear you would’ve fallen to the ground by now.

“well that was... wow.” he said once you both pulled away for air.

“well that was wow indeed.” your foreheads were still connected and your eyes were closed but being in your arms made him weak and god was he a fool for you.

“you drive me insane,” he whispered, giving you a lingering kiss.

“i could say the same for you.”

“i am so glad i hurt my ankle.”

“just kiss me, you fool.”

he didn’t know why he didn’t meet you sooner, but he definitely wasn’t going to let you go this time.

okay that’s it i hope this made your heart go doki doki n your legs all wobbly wobbly muah muah kiss from me kiss from han have a great day/night :* <3

274 notes · View notes

softstraykids · 6 years ago

Text

christmas for two

member: han jisung genre: fluff & more fluff summary: fuckboy au! christmas au! enemies to lovers au! you were spending christmas alone with only a family friend’s son to keep you company who you’ve never met or knew anything about. then han jisung; ultimate fuckboy, ex best friend and current enemy shows up at your doorstep. you know you’re in for a ride. requested: yes and it’s a secret santa gift for @geminijimini!!

“bye sweetie!! we’re going now, don’t forget the Hans’ son is coming soon!!”

your mum calls out to you

you shout back “I know!! make sure grandma’s okay!”

the door closes with a click and you breathe out a sigh

your parents were going out of town because your grandma had suffered a heart attack

apparently she was in good health but your parents still wanted to check on how she was

and as selfish as it was you wish they could be back in time for christmas but you know it’d be a week before they came back

it was around 3 days before christmas and you already knew you were going to be alone for christmas

well

not alone

the Hans’ son was staying with you for the next week because his parents had won a cruise trip for two at Christmas time

and all the tickets were sold out so they couldn’t get an extra spot for their son

so he was staying with you because the Hans and your parents didn’t want you two to be alone during Christmas

the thing is

you’ve never met the Hans’ son because he was never there when your families met up

well you weren’t there much either but when they came over to your house you’d say hello

but you knew he was your age

that's it

a thought suddenly popped into your head

what if their son is han jisung

you actually laughed out loud

yeah right

fate wouldn’t be that cruel to make you spend christmas with jisung

absolutely not you thought

there was no way

han jisung was the one person you could say you hated on this planet

he was the most popular guy in your grade

perfect grades

goofball and class clown

part of like a lot of sports teams

on the student council

and fuckboy extraordinaire

he went through girls like someone with a runny nose would with tissues

but even with all of his fuckboy ways you and jisung used to be really good friends

like texted each other to early morning

went on late night fast food runs

had like hundreds of inside jokes

and always would sit in class with each other

you two never met your families though

but as best friends

your only condition was not to fuck around with your friends

but he eventually did when you got a boyfriend

he became distant, fucked around with your ex best friend’s feelings

then you two had a huge falling out and you haven’t talked since

and you became distant with your best friend too

but ever since then he's become the only person you hate

in the midst of your thoughts you heard the doorbell ring

“COMING” you shout as you race down the stairs

you open the door

and the automatic thought you had was

fuck you fate

because there he was

han jisung

in all his handsome fuckboy glory

he was leaning against the wall with a duffel bag in his hand swung over his shoulder

you couldn’t deny it

he looked good with his messy hair, grey sweatpants and a black hoodie

when he saw you

the corner of his mouth curved up and his gaze got even more intense

he looked you up and down appreciatively

and he smirked at you looking at you directly in the eye

“nice legs, sweetheart” he said his voice oozing with cockiness and smoothness

you then just realised you were wearing a huge t shirt with tiny shorts which barely covered your butt

you just rolled your eyes at him and just as he opened his mouth to say something

you slammed the door in his face

the keep reading thing finally got fixed sorry for the troubles with the rest of my fics

“HEY! REALLY Y/N??” he shouts through the door

and this time you’re the one smirking

but without you noticing your heart skipped a beat when he said your name with the same familiarity he used to say it with

you slowly make your way upstairs to change enjoying jisung’s shouts to let him in

when you open the door again

he just dryly says “really?” as he looks what you’re wearing

you had baggy sweatpants on, a hoodie and a parka

“what? i need to protect my purity. you’re the pervert here.” you say innocently

he scoffs “purity my ass” as he walks past you into the house

you swear under your breath as you close the door

this was going to be a long 2 weeks

you show jisung to the guest room and wait at the doorway

as he puts his duffel bag down

before you even register what was happening

he just takes his jumper off and

he. doesn’t. have. a. shirt. on.

suddenly you could hear your heartbeat getting faster

and you feel like the room just got a lot hotter

you can’t help but think how unfair it is that he’s THAT hot

his 6 pack was perfect, you could see the definition of his arm muscles and his shoulders were broader then you remembered

as he chucks the jumper onto the bed

he gives you a side glance and a quick wink

“liking the view i see” he says cockily

and you could literally see his already massive ego growing

“you bloody wish. put a bloody shirt on jisung” you say as calmly as possible

trying to hide your bright red cheeks

and praying that he doesn’t literally hear your heart going at million miles an hour

jisung chuckles and your heart just kinda melted right there and then

“you were never that good at hiding your thoughts from me. some things never change. i missed you y/n” he says with his signature bright smile

then he puts on a black t shirt he got from his bag

and you just stand there speechless

as the words of “i missed you y/n” repeats in your head over and over

‘you’re just saying that you don’t mean it just like all the flirting you do” you mutter trying to convince yourself that was the truth

“maybe, maybe not” jisung cryptically says not looking at you

you could cut the tension in the room with a knife

“i’ll be down stairs getting dinner ready” you say trying to avoid the subject and him

but you could feel the intense gaze of jisung on your back as you leave

jisung couldn’t believe his luck

he was initially stumped at the fact he couldn’t join his parents on their cruise

but spending christmas with you and hopefully making up with you was the best present he could’ve ever wished for

gosh he’s missed you so much and he was such an idiot for letting you go

he’s had a crush on you for years now since you two first met in high school

you two became really good friends but it was just that

just friends

to distract jisung from his feelings he went from one girl after another

but once you got a boyfriend

the jealously creeped in and he couldn’t help but get distant with you

your best friend let jisung rant to her about his feelings for you

but she started to fall for him

then once she confessed and he rejected her

she pettily told you lies about how he fucked around with her feelings

then you two had a huge falling out because jisung couldn’t tell you the real reason why your best friend was lying

but now he had a chance to fix everything

you didn’t have a boyfriend and your old best friend and you weren’t even friends anymore

and school wasn't there to get in the way

he just needed to soften your heart so you would give him a chance

jisung smiled to himself as he thought about you

“DINNER’S READY” you called out from downstairs

jisung came down as you set down the plates of food down on the coffee table in front of the tv

before he could utter a word you said

“since we have to live with each other for the next 2 weeks, please don’t piss me off and i’ll act civil towards you if you do.”

“sounds good to me” jisung said shrugging grabbing his plate of food and sitting on the couch

you turn netflix on and put on a movie you and jisung both liked

no words were exchanged as you guys ate and enjoyed the movie

but somewhere in the middle of it jisung ended up lying down on your lap

and you didn’t want to make a big deal of it since you didn’t have the energy to bicker with him

plus a bit of you liked it

liked it a lot

by the next movie you two watched

your instincts kicked in and you started playing with his hair

and internally you knew you were playing a dangerous game with your feelings

jisung was a fuckboy and has been with more girls than you could count

but he always treated you right said that annoying voice in your head

and already your walls were crumbling

your heart wanted to give in

what happened was a year ago

you weren’t even friends with your old best friend

she kinda just ghosted on you after jisung and her story always seemed off

you just didn’t push it

and you knew even if you tried to deny it

you missed jisung

a lot

“goddamnit han jisung” you accidentally mutter under your breath

“what?” jisung groggily says rubbing his eyes and turning his head so he was looking straight up at you

and your heart melted right there and then

seeing him all sleepy, his hair all messy and lying down on your lap

just did something to your insides

“let me just get some snacks” you say trying to not look at him

“oh sorry” jisung says softly sitting up and rubbing his eyes sleepily

you try and steady your beating heart as you go to the kitchen and get some snacks for you and jisung

you come back and jisung’s face lightens up as he sees you struggling as your arms are full of popcorn, chocolate, candy and ice cream

“holy shit i love you y/n” he says without thinking

you completely freeze up and his eyes widen comically

“ummmm u-uhhh i-i didn’t mean that w-well i kinda did b-but ANYWAYS let me help you with that” jisung says stumbling adorably over his words

and you’re in shock at the fact he didn’t completely outright deny what he said

and the fact han jisung the smoothest talker you know was a blushing fidgety mess

seeing this sort of side to him you couldn’t help but get all soft

after setting down all the food the awkward atmosphere lessened

you plop down on the couch pretty close to jisung and play the movie

after 30 minutes you felt super sleepy and instinctively you put your head on jisung’s shoulder

before you could even realise what you did

jisung automatically puts his arm around you letting you snuggle into him comfortably

you thought to yourself

fuck it what would just a little bit of cuddling change

you got your answer as you were about to fall asleep still cuddling with jisung

“i’m really sorry for everything y/n” jisung says into your hair muffling his words slightly

but you could hear the sincerity of his words

and you just gave in

you wanted your best friend back

“it’s okay i forgive you ‘sung” you mumble back still super sleepy

you couldn’t see but jisung’s smile while looking down at you was just pure happiness and love

and he hesitated a bit before he kissed you on the forehead

jisung leans his head on yours and his eyes droopily close

and that’s how you two fell asleep

with the tv still on

the fireplace still crackling

and the snacks all eaten

with you two all snuggled up on the couch with a huge warm woolen blanket wrapped around you two

you woke up groggily yawning then you felt just like a solid body that you were leaning on

and you looked up and you saw jisung

you automatically jump out of the snuggling position you were in

then you see jisung open his eyes slightly

as you put your hands all over your body in panic and sigh in relief as you realise you have all your clothes on

you didn't realise that jisung was fully awake until he burst out laughing

between his laughs he spluttered out “y-you r-really thought w-we slept-t together?”

you angrily pout at him crossing your arms “well i’m sorry that was my first reaction when i see that we slept on the couch all night”

jisung can’t help but think how adorable you as you try to be angry

“well i’m glad you think of us like that” he says suggestively wigging his eyebrows

“HAN JISUNG” you shout hitting him with a pillow

“ow ow ow i’m sorryyyyy” he cutely says

you huff out “get up it’s already noon and i need to do some last minute christmas shopping”

“is that an invitation for me to join?” jisung sneakily asks

“no. it is an invitation for you to clean up this mess though” you say pointing to the rubbish on the coffee table from last night’s snacks

you get ready to go shopping and you say you’re going as jisung was still washing the dishes

you knew that you needed time to sort out all the feelings which you still haven’t processed at all

even though you already knew what they all meant

last night you forgave jisung

and now you two were back to how you used to be

but something new was in the mix

and you knew exactly what it was

but what scared you was the fact you liked the fact that feeling was there

the feeling of liking han jisung

and it was as if fate hated you even more

because just as you tried to turn on your engine

you could hear it rattle rumble then die

you cursed loudly knowing you need to ask jisung for his car

his answer “only if i drive”

“why can’t you just let me borrow it” you whine

“would you trust me driving your car” he snorts and retorts sassily

you then grudgingly agree he has a point and he gets ready to go out

it was a few hours into christmas shopping and you two were having a ball

but you could see jisung eyeing a hoodie and you went over to him

you instantly loved it too and couldn’t help but say

“damn that’s a really cute hoodie”

“i know right i have an amazing taste” jisung says cheekily as you just shake your head and laugh

“yeah yeah sure whatever you say”

unknowingly to jisung

you bought it while he was off in the toilet

jisung insisted on carrying all your bags

and buying lunch too

you felt like a princess

but you couldn’t help but try to be cautious

he’s a fuckboy y/n he does this to all girls not just you

you told yourself

but you knew that wasn’t the truth you’ve seen jisung interact with other girls

and he was never this nice or patient and he would’ve definitely made a move by now

you were a complete mess by the end of your shopping trip

your thoughts and feelings were all conflicted

and as jisung was driving and both of you were belting out christmas songs

and he was doing an impression of mariah carey’s all i want for christmas is you

you were dying of laughter as you forgot how funny jisung was

that was when you knew

you were completely fucked

this definitely wasn’t the first time you had a crush jisung

you think you had one about 3 times when you were friends with jisung

but did nothing about it because he never seemed to be interested in you like that

though now it was completely different

he was acting even more romantic and more boyfriend material than ever

and you were struggling real hard to keep your walls up

you were making pumpkin soup for dinner and you were so concentrated on stirring the pot you didn’t hear jisung’s footsteps

just don’t question why someone would be concentrated on stirring

you suddenly feel two arms wrap around you waist

and jisung’s chin leans on your shoulder as he asks

“whatcha making?”

your heart basically had a heart attack as he did it

“pumpkin soup” you say spinning around to face him and at the same time putting the wooden spoon into his mouth

you laugh super hard as jisung’s eyes are wide and half of the wooden spoon is in his mouth

as you take the spoon of his mouth

he splutters out “y-you” trying to formulate words

you laugh even harder

“dinner’s ready” you say between your laughs

you guys again sat on the couch with your soup as you put on a tv show

jisung spilled a bit of his soup

and you two bickered back and forth as he cleaned it up

during the bickering you couldn’t help but think

you two were acting like an old married couple

“i did the dishes this morning so you should clean it up”

“uM EXCUSE ME you’re the one WHO SPILLED IT”

once jisung cleaned up and finished his soup

without hesitation he lied down on your lap

you played with his hair the whole time

at one point you two ended up cuddling

then you both fell asleep like that again

“we really gotta stop falling asleep on the couch like this” says jisung as you wake up

you look up at him and squeak because of how close he is

he laughs softly at your reaction “morning sweetheart” he says

“morning” you say with a yawn

it was christmas eve and you two spent the whole day in your pjs

first wrapping the presents

which was a lot of trying to run into each other’s room to see what the other person has gotten

both of you failed

you two went outside to make a snowman

which didn’t happen and just ended up being a snowball fight

after you two dried up you made hot chocolate for the both of you

to warm you guys cuddled up on the couch right next to the fire place and talked for an hour or so

you two also baked gingerbread and made gingerbread houses

that took like 3-4 hours because you two were playing around so much

then you two spent the whole evening cooking your favourite christmas foods for dinner

the whole day was amazing

christmas carols were playing, you two had at least 2 more cups of hot chocolate, the christmas tree lights were twinkling and the bright smiles never left each other’s faces

constant flirting, teasing, banter and suggestive remarks never left your conversations

nor did the constant affection

like the sneaky forehead kisses, cuddles, and hugs

and both of you knew what was going on but didn’t mention it

neither of you wanted to ruin it

but at the back of your mind you wanted an explanation

the reason you two stopped being friends

the one jisung refused to tell you when you two had your huge fallout

but for the time being you wanted to forget about it until the time was right to ask him about it

after you two had your christmas dinner and both were extremely full

you suggested something

“hey i know it’s pretty cold but it’s a clear night do you wanna go up to the treehouse and give our presents up there?”

“sounds good let’s go thirty minutes before 12?”

so after you two watched another christmas movie

which was like the 10th you’ve watched in the last 3 days

you guys went to your treehouse, with hot chocolate in thermo flasks, a picnic blanket and a bunch of woolen blankets

and of course your wrapped presents

after you guys got all comfy and cozy

resting your backs on the wall of the tree house with the blankets wrapped around you two

you had soft christmas music playing from your phone

and as it turned 12 you both shout

“MERRY CHRISTMAS!!”

you two handed your presents to each other at the same time

and both of you ripped the wrapping off

you two burst out laughing as you both held up the same hoodie you both saw when you were doing christmas shopping

“i told you i had great taste” jisung says while laughing

you both put your matching hoodies

“we look pretty damn cute” jisung says appreciatively

and you couldn’t deny it

the hoodies looked good on both of you and the whole matching thing really worked for you two

“you look adorable with your sweater paws” jisung chuckles out

you put your two hands to your face which was hidden in the sleeves of your hoodie posing for him

jisung takes a few photos of you

“my new background” he casually mentions as your cheeks go bright red

you two snuggle up and star gaze

talking about the constellations

and then all your past christmases

jisung says a few cheesy pick up lines which you laugh at

“there’s a million stars in the universe but the only one i need is you” he’d say overly romantically

as you’d just laugh, cover his mouth with you hand and say “oh my gosh stop”

once you two settle down and a comfortable silence falls upon you two

you suddenly ask

“hey jisung can you tell me why we stopped being friends” you softly say looking up at him

he softly smiles down at you

“it’s cause i liked you”

then your brain kinda just freezes and doesn’t work anymore

you move so there’s space between you two and you’re looking straight at him making sure he’s telling the truth

“your best friend let me rant to her about my feelings for you but she fell for me and once she confessed i rejected her. she was bitter and told you all those bullshit lies”

you felt like shit

you should’ve known there was a good reason

and your best friend’s story always sounded really off

before you could apologies jisung clearly tells you

“don’t feel bad please it’s on me i’ve liked you for years now and i never had the guts to tell you until now”

jisung says sweetly looking at you with so much adoration

you just melted into a puddle

“now?” you softly whisper

he chuckles softly and says with affection filling his voice

“i like you y/n. i like you a lot”

without any notice jisung grabbed the strings of your hoodie and pulled you close his lips were only a few centimetres from yours

then suddenly you felt his lips on yours

he was soft and hesitant at first waiting for you to pull away

but once you reciprocated the kiss

you could feel him smile as you kissed him back

and your heart warmed as he smiled

then he suddenly deepened the kiss

and you just melted into his body

all the sexual tension, the unspoken feelings, all of it just exploded

jisung smoothly lifted you into his lap

his hands were on your lower back and his arms were around your waist bringing you as close as possible

not even a paper could slip through the space between you two

you had your arms around his neck and you were running your fingers through his hair

jisung kissed you passionately, your heavy french makeout was extremely steamy and as you two finally you parted for air

you both were breathing heavily and jisung had the most attractive smirk on his face

you breathlessly say with a sweet smile on your face

“i like you too jisung”

my gif use w creds!!

this scenario was an utter mess it combined a shit ton of aus and i wrote it in a rush BUT it was very fluffy and christmassy. i hope all of my readers had a very merry christmas!! be on the lookout in the next 2 days for my seungmin fic (which hopefully be better quality), which i just need to edit before it’ll be up!!

i always love to hear feedback and what you guys thought so please don’t be afraid to send me a message, anon or request!!

@geminijimini MERRY CHRISTMAS RAYA!!!! i am so sorry i didn’t reply to your asks the last month or so i was on a mini hiatus. but i hope you liked this, i know it wasn’t exactly what i said but i tried to add the whole winter theme to it and at the very end a mention of star gazing. it was very fluffy though so i really hope you like it!! please message me to tell me if you enjoyed it or not and let’s stay in touch!! lots of love your secret santa, dain ❤️

thank you @skzsecretsanta for setting this whole thing up and for providing me an amazing present giver (hehe i loved my ss gift) and receiver!!

#stray kids #stray kids scenarios #stray kids imagines #straykidznet #straykids #han jisung #han #han jisung scenarios #han jisung imagines #stray kids fluff #han jisung fluff #skzsecretsanta

1K notes · View notes

celesjial · 5 years ago

Text

hyunjin’s live quick trans

he was like HI BABY HI ANGEL HOW R U from the comments and i nearly died hes so cute

hes like oh whoops is this bad timing its like rlly early in korea WAKE UP AND WATCH ME GUYSSSS

someone knocked on the door so hes like WHO IS IT IM ON VLIVE and then seungmin jeongin and changbin barged in and theyre like we needa get smth and hyunjins like WHAT and seungmins like SECRET and then jeongin was like imma just stay with changbin till ur done bye and changbin started whining about how its HIS room and jeongin cant just barge in

didnt catch the name of the first song he listened to, but the second one was comethru by jeremy zucker

hyunjins been listening to more music than dramas recently but theres one hes been watching recently called hotel del luna and he likes it

he doesnt get colds very often so he never really feels sick (okay hyunjin flex) and he ate a lot of lobster recently

“who’s your roommate” hyunjin; minho-hyung but hes sleeping rn apparently he sleeps v well so he won’t wake up

he took a lot of pictures and a lot of them are of scenery with his members in it

he doesnt have swimming goggles and he swam with his eyes closed and he said he was scared lmao

“changbin’s birthday...” OMG CHANGBINS BIRTHDAY TF DO I BUY HIM

he played instagram by dean

“are u gonna do hyunjin’s practice room again” hyunjin: haven’t been satisfied with dance recently but i’ll practice hard and come back

“who are the roommates for this trip” changbin and seungmin, hyunjin and minho, chan and jisung, woojin and felix, and jeongin’s with the manager i’m guessing

he’s playing crush’s woo ahh now

“where is changbin” “where is HAN JISUNG” (side note please stop asking for other members adfhlkajsdhflk) but he said jisung is prolly working out rn

hyunjin’s tmi for today: is that he ate jjamppong at some korean restauraunt and it was REALLY good

“whats ur fave flower” hyunjin: idk flower names

he says hes been eating really well recently (good for u bubsie keep eating)

now he’s asking for song recs

ooh his favorite mixtape is mixtape 2

“OMG I LOVE THIS SONG” plays beautiful people by ed sheeran and khalid and he’s singing along super cutely bc he knows some of the lyrics i love him :)

“what drama do u like”

“you’re so beautiful” hyunjin: thank you :) (YES YOU ARE)

“do you like mint chocolate ice cream” yES I DO (i knew i could trust hyunjin )

he closes his eyes and his ears when he watches horror movies bc apparently the music is the scariest part (is it really?)

hes playing in my blood by shawn mendes now and hes singing along hes adorable

“you make my day better” hyunjin: everyone should always have happy days and hes happy he made someone’s day better)

he likes iced coffee better than hot coffee which is INCORRECT hyunjin take that back

in my blood is seungmin’s song recommendation ahdflahsd he was singing it around hyunjin and hyunjin was like what is that i want it and now its part of his playlist

“where is IN” (PlEASE dont ask for other members :( ) hyunjin: changbin’s room i think

“where is felix” hyunjin: felix is currently sleeping

hyunjin: ooh i like this song (he’s playing treat you better)

“what did you eat for breakfast” he had honey (?) and it was REAL honey

he learned how to take pictures from seungmin bc he taught him how and thats how hes been getting new pictures really well

“will you play senorita” hyunjin: yes!

he wants the concert to come really quickly bc he wants to show stays a cool image really soon :)

paris and london: was his first time to both and when they took the boat from london to paris everything was SO PRETTy like the sky and the colors and the scenery and he had such a great time he was so so happy

he thinks lion king is rlly cute

hes playing 19 adfkhlakjdhfla where is jisung when he needs it

“insomnia” hyunjin: ᵒᵏᵃʸ

hyunjin: ALSO GUYS THE BUSES... *song is too loud* --EXCUSE ME *turns down the music* -- ANYWAYS THE BUSES---when we rode them i slept alot it was great

(hyunjin i love u but plz hurry up i needa finish my work and ur not being very helpful)

hopes today was a healing room and now hes playing insomnia

“episode with minho as ur roommate” no he sleeping he does that too much hes boring he aint fun

wifi stops working -- “NO WIFI PLZ -- WIFI STaRt WORKING PLZ DONT BETRAY ME LIKE THIS WIFI--oh ok we good :) )

hes ranting about minho now lmfahlfd i thought we were done w this topic but he said minho never wants to do anything even after he says he’ll do it lmfaoo big mood minho and hes like minho makes noises in his sleep is funny

all the comments are like go to sleep hyunjin and hes like I WILL IM WAKING UP LATE TOMORROW CHILL GUYS

“stray kids music is the best 3racha is the best” hyunjin: I KNOW

“you make me happy” hyunjin: thank you :)

“screenshot time plz” hyunjin poses for the next five minutes here’s a preview :)

(rip i need this bitch to hurry up i have to do my fkn work SIR)

he’s playing ocean eyes by billie eilish now

the bitchass live froze RIP us

oh we back

oh now he’s ranting about minho again hyunjin for a boring roommate u sure got a lot to say ab him -- hes like minho sleeps rlly lightly so he had to be rlly quiet when he went to shower -- but wait hows he live rn then im confuzzled

OH MY GOD IM GONNNA CRy there was a comment that was like “hug HUG” and he hugged the camera im gonna sob i love him sm

smth about cereal --oh he’s playing crush’s cereal

aww he always misses kkami

THIS BITCH IS TALKING ABOUT MINHO AGAIN SIS WTF

hes playing with filters now aldjshfkalshfasdjfalsfajsdjfimnotdeaddontworry

he likes fruit loops and so does seungmin

THNAK GOD HES FINISHING NOW I WAS GONNA CRY

bye hyunjin!

#stray kids #skz #hwang hyunjin #please appreciate this #this is the longest one ive ever done but he talks a lot #i love him #gotta go do work now bubye

39 notes · View notes

curiouspeachgirl · 5 years ago

Text

HE NO LONGER NEEDS ME (Part 1)

One hot summer night, I met up with Aaron (my boy--- ooof my ex), I thought we're just gonna catch up and patch things up but then he just told me the most painful words I would hear from him.

"Y/N, stop thinking that the world revolves around you! I have my own life and you have your own, you should realize that you being dependent to me burdens me alot."

"W-what? Aaron? I thought we're gonna fix this?"

"That's what I thought too, but I just realized I no longer need you."

I ran my way home crying my heart out.

Of all the people I would meet in the streets. I saw my not-so-little brother coming out of the arcade with his friends. So I immediately composed myself up, dry my eyes and smiled brightly at them.

"Y/N, Noona!" Jisung shouted and greeted me with a big hug. I've always been close with my brothers, as I am their only princess.

"Jisungieee!! Don't tell me you spent all your money in the arcade again?" I asked with a "laugh"

"Noona, it's Jeno's birthday today he treated us!"

"Noona join us to dinner!" Jeno said.

"I would love to, but I have some things to do at home."

I really would love to join the kids to dinner because first, Jeno's parents cook really good food and then Jeno's hyungs, Jaehyun Oppa and Doyoung Oppa are really good looking and super kind!

After exchanging some words with the kids, I found myself walking towards the park near our home. I silently pray that my older brother Yuta will not catch me spending time here alone again. As he always tell me not to walk in the streets at night alone, that's why he trusts Aaron to bring me back home every night. UGH, Aaron again... everytime he cross my mind, I can't help the tears to roll down my face.

I never thought I would find peace here in the park. I stayed in a bench where there are less people passing by. I just cried all the pain, but it feels like it doesn't even lessen. I felt like my eyes will soon dry because the tears just kept falling and it just won't stop.

Seconds, Minutes, Hours passed but I didn't even noticed it's almost 10PM and I am sure Yuta Oppa is looking for me. So I composed myself and walk towards the house.

"Y/N?"

Someone called me and I'm too dumb to notice that he's infront of me.

"Jaehyun Oppa!" I almost jump out of shock. "What are you doing here?" I asked him.

"It's almost curfew and the kids enjoyed the night at home, I just brought Jisung home. Wait--- Are you crying?" He answered

"Oh, Thank you for that." I kinda smiled to him to hide my swollen eyes.

"You cried. I can see it in your eyes. And perhaps that's not your usual "happy smile"."

"Huh? Jaehyun Oppa, you're kidding me. Is there a thing like happy smile? I mean all smiles are happy. Just like what I did."

"Y/N, not all smiles are happy. Sometimes a smile can mean "I'm okay or I'm trying." Some smiles are meant to hide their true feelings. Just like how you did. 😉" He examined my face once again and I couldn't take it anymore, my tears just got out of my eyes and I saw the panic in his eyes.

"Oh, hold up, hold up, Y/N! Oh sht, what am I gonna do? Oh sht? You wanna talk about it? Or maybe not? Or do you want an ice cream? I would buy you--" He guided me towards a bench at the end of the park.

"Oh sht, your tears won't just stop... should I buy you an ice cream? Wait here."

I pulled his hands and said "No, don't leave me."

And then he sat beside me and let me cry while tapping my back.

Minutes passed and my tears stopped, but Jaehyun just keep on tapping my back while looking at me.

"I'm sorry, Jaehyun Oppa. I caused you inconvenience."

"No, Y/N, don't be sorry. It's not a big deal. And perhaps, I wish I would take your pain away. Your eyes don't deserve tears."

"Oppa you're so good with your words!" I said and kinda pinch his mochi cheeks.

Then there was silence.

"It's been what? 4 years? He's my first and I thought he's gonna be my last but he just ended things up just now. We've been through a lot of things, so I thought we would fix things just like before but I never thought that he would say horrible things." I shared

"What?! He said horrible things? Did he curse at you?! Where is that bastard?!" Jaehyun said

I laughed a little and said "Oppa, no he didn't. He just said that I've caused him a little burden."

"WHAT?! What a horrible human being?? You should never say that to people. That piece-- oh sorry I'm bad mouthing your boyfriend. I mean ex."

"Oppa, thank you for listening. It really meant a lot." I smiled.

"Ah, no problem, Y/N. But you still don't have that happy smile... wait let me think of... Oh! Watch these videos!" He said while scrolling on his phone.

"Look, this is a video of Jeno when Doyoung hyung and I pranked him on April Fools when he was 8."

I watched the video and there I saw the little Jeno was asked to clean his room and when it's time for him to spray air freshener, the older hyungs exchanged the air freshener into an airhorn and he was so shocked that he cried! Then when the hyungs saw him crying they immediately hugged him and gave him treats!

"That was crazy! You and Doyoung Oppa made the little Jeno cry! Hahahahahaha!" I said

"Did you HAHAHAHAHAHAHA see his face when HAHAHAHAHAHAHA the airhorn HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA." Jaehyun didn't stop laughing and his eyes are teary because of it.

"Jeno was too young! You have no mercy!" I said with a smile

"Why? Didn't you prank Jisung once?" Jaehyun asked

"I didn't but Yuta Oppa did! You know Jisung is really scared of Yuta Oppa right?"

"Yah, Jisung really looks up to the both of you since you're his guardians here in the city and your parents are in the province."

"Then once, he scolded Jisung for everything he has not done and Jisung was like "Yes hyung, I will not do it again". Jisung cried really hard that night."

"Just like how you did tonight?" Jaehyun joked

I hit his legs and laughed.

"There it is! The happy smile I am looking for. Now, you can go-HOLY COW IT'S ALMOST MIDNIGHT Y/N!"

I also panicked when he said that because first, Yuta Oppa would really scold me and second, the Apartment Ahjumma closes the gate before midnight.

I opened my phone and was bombarded by text messages from Yuta Oppa.

Y/N where are you?

Y/N are you with Aaron?

Y/N WHY ARE YOU NOT ANSWERING?

Y/N It's almost curfew time and you're still not here.

Y/N please answer!

Y/N where are you? Are you okay?

Y/N, Oppa is getting worried.

I called my brother and after one ring he answered.

Yuta: "Y/N where are you? You're making me worried."

Me: "Oppa, I'm sorry I didn't answer your calls... I forgot uhm, I forgot I existed." Jaehyun laughed so hard in the background and Yuta noticed it.

Yuta: "Where are you? Who are you with?"

Me: "I'm uhh-- I'm"

Jaehyun mouthed he's gonna talk with Yuta and asked me if its okay to put it on speaker.

Jaehyun: "Hyung, It's Jaehyun. I'm with Y/N right now."

Yuta: "What? Where are you at this hour?"

"Please don't tell him we're on the park, he'll scold me." I whispered to Jaehyun

Jaehyun: "Uhh, we're on the way home. Uhhh, will the Ahjumma open the gates for Y/N?"

Yuta: "I'm sure she won't. She's strict with the rules."

Me: "It's okay, Oppa, I will just stay the night at the Jungs."

Yuta: "I'll talk to you, tomorrow, Y/N but now rest. Your voice is kinda harsh. Have you been crying?"

Me: "No, Oppa. "

Yuta: "whatever you say. Have a good night, Y/N. And thank you Jaehyun."

Yuta dropped the line and I turned my phone off.

"So, you're staying at our house tonight?" Jaehyun said

"No, I will probably just stay at a hotel nearby." And I started to walk towards the road where the hotels and bars are located.

Jaehyun followed me and walked with me towards the street.

Maybe because it's a payday weekend, there are many guys drinking in the street and most of them are really drunk.

I was shocked when Jaehyun Oppa held my hand and said "I can't take it, Y/N, I can't let you spend the night at a hotel. Stay in our house."

I had no choice and followed him.

"I'm shy. Your parents are at home." I said

"Would you like to spend the night without my parents at home? 😏" He joked and I pulled my hand from him (didn't even realized he was still holding my hand)

"Oppa~ Don't say that." I said and I didn't know why I laughed.

"I'm just joking, Y/N... unless??"

"Oppa!!" I said and hit his back.

When we arrived at the Jung's, I was really shy and I silently wished that Mr. & Mrs. Jung are already asleep. But when Jaehyun opened the door, they're on the living room, watching some romantic film.

"Oh, you're back... Jaehyun." Mr. Jung said without looking at us.

"Hey, honey, we have a visitor here." Mrs. Jung said when she saw me.

She stood up and greeted me.

"Mom, Dad Y/N's gonna spend the night here. The apartment ahjumma locked the gates before we reached their apartment." Jaehyun explained.

Mr. Jung had a playful smile on his face.

"It's okay, Jaehyun, you can tell us you're dating Jisung's sister and you don't have the budget to date her so you bring her home." Mr. Jung joked.

"Honey! Don't scare Y/N. Y/N, please don't believe what he said. He's usually playful." Mrs. Jung said.

I smiled and feel at ease because the Jungs are really cool about this sleepoever thing.

"Oh, Jeno's friends are using his room and the guestroom, Jaehyun." Mrs. Jung said.

Omg! My eyes grew big and didn't know what to do. I mean I can spend the night at the living room, but I'm too shy with Mr. & Mrs. Jung.

"Is Doyoung hyung home?" Jaehyun asked.

"Yes he's there. Go upstairs and fix your room, let Y/N sleep there and you sleep beside your older brother." Mr. Jung suggested.

"Oh, I'm fine with sleeping just in the couch."

"No!" They said in unison.

"Y/N, sweetheart, you're a visitor, you should be comfortable."

Mrs. Jung let me sit on the couch in the living room and Mr. Jung brought me dinner to eat.

"Eat well, Y/N." Mrs. Jung said.

"Jisung is good at basketball you know that? That's why he and Jeno are getting along pretty well." Mr. Jung said.

"Whenever Jisung is here with us, he's like a family, Jisung is really a sweetheart like you. Can you believe one time when I got home from the market, I was shocked to see him doing the dishes while Jeno is watching him. It's like he's teaching him." Mrs. Jung shared.

"Oh. That's what we taught Jisung, because at our apartment, there's only me, my older brother Yuta and him so we should really do chores"

"We really admire you and your brother for raising Jisung well, and also kudos to your parents for raising children like you." Mr. Jung added

After minutes of chatting, Jaehyun called me and I followed him upstairs.

When we entered his room, it's really neat and fragrant. There's a very manly scent but not too much to make me uncomfortable because I'm really sensitive to strong scents.

"Make yourself comfortable, Y/N." He turned the aircon on and got me new pillows and blanket to use.

"I will be just in the next room, you can lock the door for your privacy, I won't mind. And also use the Restroom here. The ahjumma cleaned it up." He said.

I somehow feel that I want to spend some more time with him.

"Please don't leave yet." I said almost a whisper.

"Why? Are you afraid to sleep alone?" Jaehyun said with a soft voice and approached me.

"No, it's just--- uhm I'm usually not afraid to sleep alone. But for some time I just don't want to feel alone."

He sat on the bed beside me and turned the TV on.

"Okay then let's just watch some flix and when you're sleepy I'll go to Doyoung Hyung's room."

While a romcom is playing in the background, I suddenly felt the need to ask.

"Have you been in a relationship?" I asked him

"Uh? Uhm i actually don't know if you consider it a relationship?"

"Oh my gosh! You're a fuckboy! You didn't consider those as relationships?"

"I mean, I'm just enjoying things and usually my past girls, are not into that "labeled relationships"" He explained

"What? Seriously? No label relationships? You mean sex only."

"You can say that." He just sighed.

"Have you ever been in love?" I turn to him and looked into his eyes.

He just looked at me and drifted his eyes away.

"Hey hey hey, you're getting shy! Mr. Jung Jaehyun is getting shy! Oh my gosh, your ears are turning red." I said while laughing

He covered his ears and focused his gaze on the TV.

I dropped the topic because I don't want him to be uncomfortable around me.

"I actually don't know how to say this, but I'm afraid. I'm afraid to fall in love. Because falling in love is like a downfall for me." He shared and I looked at him with big eyes because of his honest answer.

"Woah woah am I hearing this right?"

"Just drop it, Y/N. I don't want to talk about it." Jaehyun said

"But why don't you try?" I met his gaze and asked him.

"And then end up crying in the park just like you? No thanks, sweetheart." He said and pinched my cheeks.

My heart fluttered when he called me sweetheart. 😊

"You'll never know unless you try, Mr. Jaehyun."

I somehow caught his attention and he suddenly leaned to kiss me.

#jaehyun #jung jaehyun #nct #jaehyun au #jaehyun fluff

4 notes · View notes

kpoptionate · 6 years ago

Text

skz ➾ boyfriend!hyunjin

stray kids masterlist // official masterlist

07.19.18

requested: anon + anon + anon

a/n: thank y’all for requesting <333 (anon #3 i’m writing this at midnight and i’m crying i love you) (also i’ll get the minho one up soon !!)

a/n2.0: this got really long dammit lmao i’m so in love with him

woojin // bangchan // minho // changbin // hyunjin // jisung // felix // seungmin // jeongin

h w a n g h y u n j i n

y’all

this is my boyfriend right here mkay

but if he were yours

wOw do i wish i were you

he was at the park with his dog kkami one morning

and he was just chillin on the bench bc his dog is chill too

but then she (he ? idk someone inform me please) sprinted over to this girl on a nearby bench and started barkin at her (it’s you !)

hyunjin goes to collect his dog and apologizes and you tell him it’s fine, your dog does that too sometimes

and he doesn’t really know what to do so he just kinda apologizes again

you think he’s hella cute and adorable so you pat the bench beside you and motion for him to sit

he was lowkey hoping for you to do that bc he thinks you’re super cute

so y’all’s dogs run around and play while you and hyunjin talk and get to know each other

time flies by and the sun’s starting to set wow

kkami is asleep on your lap and to hyunjin that’s literally like the best thing ever

the prettiest boy/girl ever getting along with his dog, what else could a guy want am i right

he thinks you’re pretty cool and all so he gets your number as the two of you separate

y’all hang out a lotttt

definitely waits a few months to ask you out just to make sure

he eventually does when y’all have a picnic at the park late at night

he brought flowers and a necklace :’)

the first time he brings you over to the dorm to meet the guys they’re freaking out

like wow one of us actually managed to get a girlfriend

i mean everybody thought the first one would be hyunjin tho bc like

he’s hyunjin

he’s also kinda cliché but it’s so cute

your first official date as a couple he takes you to the amusement park

the rest of skz follows y’all but they make it so obvious

like dressed in all black and everything

he wins you a stuffed animal and gets you ice cream and goes on all the rides you wanna go on even if he's scared

when it's dark you he takes you on the ferris wheel

the guys def know what’s going on, cue them spaced out around the area with binoculars and walkie-talkies

when y’all get to the top

he takes his finger under your chin and makes you look at him

he gives a small smile with a little huff and

leans in

and

kisses you

sweetly

when he pulls back he’s got that grin™ on his face

the guys on the ground are screaming and cheering and hyunjin gets superr shy but doesn’t let you know they’re there

okay

y’all don’t argue a lot

he hates making you feel bad

boy has a little temper on him but he knows how to control it

until he gets jealous

he is one jealous boi™

around his members he might get jealous every once in a while but it’s not enough to bother him too much

with other people tho ?

watch out hun he’s coming for you

when he sees you talking to a friend and it’s going a little too far he’ll invite himself into the conversation

but the other person just doesn’t stop and you’re too naïve to notice they’re flirting with you

so he’ll pull the other party over to the side for a conversation with his hand tightly around their wrist

“look, i’m not trying to interrupt or anything but that’s exactly what i’m doing, keep that shit up or i swear to fucking god”

i’m not experienced with aggressive dialogue i’m sorry lmao

however, on the occassion you do argue he can get kinda out of hand

might accidentally yell something you’re self-conscious about in the heat of the moment

he’ll hate himself when you storm out crying

very stubborn, but not when it comes to you, no sir

he’ll give you two or three hours to rest and calm down

then he’ll show up at your door with flowers and snacks and little gifts to apologize

his eyes’ll be all red and puffy from crying

if you still close the door on him he’ll probably just burst into tears and not leave bc he just feels so bad and doesn’t want you to be mad and possibly leave him over something so trivial

always tries to make you smile

your laugh is literally like the best thing he’s ever heard

you guys goof around so much

he has so many pictures of you on his phone

he probably sets up a personal insta just so he can put up photos of the two of you together

they’re usually while you’re eating or sleeping (you asleep on his lap is his wallpaper)

or while y’all are on dates

expect lots of those btw

lots

if he’s feeling like the aesthetic boyfriend he is he’ll take you on small ones like the dog / amusement park or ice cream or to a little outdoor café or bike rides through seoul and stuff like that

but he also loves fun ones like laser tag or go-karting

if you guys haven’t seen each other in a while though he’ll take you to something a little more fancy

he always makes sure you look good he always thinks you do tho

like if y’all are going out and you look kinda dumb

he refuses to leave until you fix yourself

he does it in a playful and loving way though

if he can’t find anything for you to wear he’ll buy you something to

he definitely takes you shopping a lot

mostly for clothes

likes you wearing leather jackets and a tshirt

especially his leather jacket

or his sweatshirts

any of his clothes really

you just look so cute and soft and cuddly and fhsjfhjkds you bust all his uwus

it makes him want to cuddle and squeeze you to death

especially if you’re just in your underwear and one of his white shirts to bed

waking up with him is the best bc he’s all up against you with his face nuzzled in your neck

whines when you try to get up and he’ll grab your hand and pout and you just can’t resist bc who can say no to a pouty hyunjin

i feel like crying imagining it :’)

likes cooking with you

even if it doesn’t turn out so great

y’all are always just messing around in the kitchen

likes finding recipes so when you fall asleep or something he can have something for you to eat when you wake up

always makes sure you eat too

oh you just woke up ? i’ll get breakfast

you haven’t eaten since lunch and it’s been four hours ? let’s get a snack

jUst finished pizza ? you need more hun

you need to make sure he eats and rests enough too though

bc he practices a lottt and often forgets to grab lunch so please please please bring him something to eat

he absolutely loves when you do that

it makes him feel loved and cared for and important

likes to be babied, but also likes babying you

love love love loves showing you off

like he’s constantly talking about you to everyone

cool with pda only if you are

if you are then that’s gREAT

he likes to drape his arm around your shoulder when you guys walk

especially around people

loves hugging you from behind and resting his chin on your head

cuddling 24/7

cooking ? he’s back hugging you and waiting for you to feed him

dancing ? he’s changing the song so y’all can slow dance

watching netflix ? he’s all up on you, legs tangled in yours with your head on his chest and his fingers in your hair

really good at kissing

like have you seen them lips boiiii

does it all the time

especially little pecks on your lips

doesn’t care if there’s people around, he’s your boyfriend he can do what he wants

he doesn’t go past that when people are present

but when they’re not

bitchhhhh

okay so

he might be legal in america however he’s not in korea so i’m gonna keep it appropriate for his age, lmk if there’s a problem please

okay so everything usually starts with cuddling

which’ll lead to him giving you little kisses on your forehead or cheek

which moves to your lips

and he’ll peck you some times before giving you a longer kiss

he’ll gradually move from your lips to your jaw to your neck to your collarbones

leaving marks all the way down

then back up again

he’ll teasingly drag his tongue up and across your lips before finally locking his with yours

pulling you onto his lap with a hand at your jaw around your ear

his other on your waist

when it comes to kissing he’s definitely not rough at all with it, very slow and passionate

lotsss of open-mouthed kisses with tongue

probably groans a lot

especially if you bite his bottom lip oh lord

he loves it

also bites and pulls yours while looking at you with dark, hooded eyes

somebody stop me please this is too much for my heart

runs his hands up and down your body

like he’ll start from your neck and slowly travel down to your waist and thighs before going right back up

will also slip his hands under your shirt when he comes back

loves it when you roam your hands around his body too

especially his chest and collarbone area

however he also loves your body pressed all the way up against his to where y’all can feel each others heartbeats

probably won’t go farther than pushing your hips down against him

bc even tho he’s a confident boy he respects you and doesn’t want to do anything you don’t

even if he did i’m not writing past that dammit

#stopsexualizingminors2k18

so he’ll end it off by dragging his hands up to cup your face

and he’ll slow down the kissing until it gets to soft little pecks again

then he’ll kiss you all over your face and lay down facing each other with your legs tangled

smiling with red and swollen lips

facing each other with your legs tangled and your arms around his torso, his draped across your waist

bc he just loves looking at you

he’ll kiss you again bc he just can’t help himself

he loves the feeling of your lips on his

then he’ll pull away and settle his face in your neck and fall asleep

wow i’m in love :’)

overall someone who just loves you so so so so much and loves to take care of you

but you need to take care of him as well bc he’s busy and forgetful

you’re truthfully the best thing that’s ever happened to him, nothing makes him happier than being able to see and touch you

it’s not possible to love him more than he loves you

okay i’m soft

i’ll stop now goodbye

2K notes · View notes

softstraykidsimagines · 7 years ago

Text

Boyfriend!Seungmin Stray Kids

ALRIGHTY

Our lovely fluffy Seungmin

He’s lowkey becoming bias wrecker for me whoops

Let’s get started!!

During when he has a crush on you

Ohhhh boy

He’s gonna be insanely shy

It’s adorable

He’ll try to do little things to make you happy

From complementing you

To buying you something small like a key chain

But it’s always something meaningful

Something that reminds you of him

Let’s not discard the fact that anytime he actually does something like this for you

He’s gonna sprint away before you can even thank him properly

And he’ll hide somewhere so that you can’t see or hear him squeal with joy

Ok it’s official I am soft for Seungmin

You don’t really have too much doubt about him liking you

You’ve picked up remarkably fast how shy he is with you compared to when he’s with the rest of SK

And you figured he had an ulterior motive when he happened to just “think of you” and buy something

Or when he teases you but quickly apologises and tells you he doesn’t mean it

He’s just not very subtle

So you’re rather upfront with him one day when you ask

“Soooo, I’ve been wondering…. why have you been so sweet to me? With all the nice gifts and stuff?”

He would immediately go red in the face

His eyes would go wide

And he’d just stand there a moment with his mouth hanging open not knowing wtf to do

And you feel kinda bad tbh

No one likes being in such an awkward situation so the way you just asked him out-of-the-blue seemed almost cruel

He finally managed to stutter out

“W-well umm…. I k-kinda… sort o-of l-like you…?”

It deadass took him a whole 30sec to finish

And you’re doing an Irish jig on the inside cause

WOOT WOOT he likes you too!!

“I really like you too, Seungmin” you say quickly before he can run off in embarrassment

He looks at you hella confused like

The person he’s liked for so freaking long likes him back?? Or is he dreaming??? Whatishappeningrightnow????

SeungminHasStoppedWorking.jpg

So you tell him where you want to hang out in the future

And there we go you’ve successfully planned your first date woohoo!!

Dates with this bean are soft and laid back

Ice cream dates

Coffee dates

Just wandering-around-for-no-reason dates

It’s so relaxing

Of course until one of you holds the other’s hand

Then it’s skyrocketing heart rates

And pink cheeks

At the end of your 2nd or 3rd date, he’d finally muster the courage to kiss you....

On the cheek haha you thought

As you’re saying goodbye

Leaving you flustered af as he runs away yelling that he’ll text you later

I don’t think he’ll have the guts to kiss you first tho

It’s up to you my friend

You’ll be sitting on a bench somewhere, just talking

And he just

Randomly

Pokes your cheek.

And you look at him like wtf man why

And he just turns away grinning

So you get cheeky, planning on making this sudden burst of confidence melt faster than snow in the sun

So you swoop in and peck his cheek

He blushes like crazy but he refuses to let you win

So he looks at you a moment

With a slight smirk on his face

Seriously where did all this confidence come from he was a shy child a minute ago tf?

And he kisses you right on the nose

Needless to say that surprised you

And spur of the moment

You decide you’re gonna kiss him smack on the lips

His eyes are wide as all hell

But he relaxes a split second later, kissing you back softly

You both part smiling slightly

Before he whisper-screeches, hiding his face in his hands, all embarrassed

And you also blush like crazy, also fighting the urge to run away

GAH THIS IS SO CUTE

When he introduces you to the rest of the group

My god

It’s gonna be chaos I swear

Everyone’s gonna welcome you politely and enthusiastically

And then they’ll start poking fun at Seungmin

“AWWWW they’re so lovely! How on earth did you get them to date you??” Says Jisung

“I bet he pays them” replies Minho, cackling

“Must have been a lot of money” chipped in Changbin, enjoying himself

All the while Seungmin makes a face like ‘this is the shit I need to put up with all the time good lord’

“Come on guys! Of course y/n didn’t agree to this for money” yells Jeongin

Seungmin is about to thank him when he finishes:

“They obviously came to meet me through Hyung” and he sprints off at top speed with Seungmin hot on his heels screaming bloody murder

“Please take care of him, y/n” Chan says quietly while the other boys guffaw at the two youngest’s behavior. “He really likes you”

And that’s exactly what you do

You guys have got each others back

No matter what

Someone tries to offend you in any way, shape or form

And he’s there in front of you like a human shield ready to fight

If he gets sick you’re there as quick as a flash with everything he needs, all the way from cold remedies to recipes for hot soup

While you’re making sure he’s not burning up, he’ll just whisper

“Can I just cuddle you? I swear I won’t sneeze on you”

So you just lie there holding each other the entire day

He keeps his promise and doesn’t sneeze on you btw

When you’re sick, he’s not gonna know what the hell to do

Lost puppy

He’ll run around trying to find the right meds for you (he’ll take the time to read each label to make sure it’s the right one)

He’ll try to make soup it doesn’t work

But after a while he’ll calm down and sit with you to watch something on TV

Apologising that he couldn’t make your fav meal

Makes up for it by buying takeout

Man I want takeout now :(

He can sometimes feel down about the day

Something might have happened at the fansign/performance, he might feel really tired and fed up with work

So it’s your job to be there and comfort him

You just wrap your arms around him and sit with his head on your shoulder

And he cries silently with you, grateful that you’re with him

Guess who’s emo while writing this

Sometimes days can get bad enough that he starts to shut you out all-together

Seungmin isn’t the direct type

He isn’t gonna start an argument because he’s stressed

He’s gonna avoid any kind of conflict

So he avoids you, ignores you, refuses to talk to you when he’s too upset

Because he doesn’t want to lash out and hurt you

But he’ll notice when he does this that it actually does hurt you

Almost more than an argument would

Because you want to help

And he won’t let you

So he’ll eventually come to talk to you, his head bowed and eyes glimmering with tears

And he’ll just hug you, asking for you to forgive how stupid he can be

RIGHT back to fluff because I don’t want to cry rn

He loves to teach you to sing his parts in every song

He feels you can understand his work better and be closer to him

You two will end up sometimes randomly singing his part in a song at the top of your lungs in the dorm, in turn pissing off the rest of the boys

You’ll both have singing competitions: who can sing the highest, lowest, longest, or most dramatically

And you both end up collapsing from laughing too hard

He’s gonna try to speak English around you

Just so he can practice

Have you heard his awesome accent during ASC that is a yes from me I don’t want to forget that

He might ask you for help but he’s mostly too stubborn and proud to so he’ll struggle for a while until you ask if he wants a helping hand

“Hey, need help for the pronunciation, there?”

“Nope! Nope it’s fine! I’m fine! Toooootally fine” :D

You two like trying to learn new recipes to cook for the rest of SK

It’s actually super fun

And you both manage to make a few dishes without setting the dorms on fire *applause*

And you make breakfast for them too: fried eggs! now I’m really hungry aw man

And the boys are already teasing you talking about how you’re couple goals and how well you two go together

Making the both of you sprint back into the kitchen, giggling like children

Seungmin is gonna ask you to meet his family first

But it doesn’t scare you that much

For a good reason:

He’s an angel, so he must have been raised by angels logic

You meet them and they melt when they see you

You chat, they share pictures of Seungmin when he was little he’s gonna be close to crying from embarrassment because “COME ON YOU JUST MET”

His sister adores you

Tells you about the pranks she’s pulled on her poor bro in the past

Which warrants a death glare from Seungmin

All in all his fam are your fam because they love you as much as they love Seungmin

He’s a lot A LOT more nervous about meeting your parents

He’s pretty damn close to fainting when the day to meet up comes

Pale as sheet istg

So you gotta be there for him to cling onto like a baby koala

Save this boy I beg of you

Nearly hides behind you when he first greets your parents

Basically leaps out of his skin every time someone raises their voice even a little bit

But he gets a little calmer after a while

And starts to genuinely smile and laugh

By the end of the day he’s a happy squish with no sign of nervousness

Success!

In the evenings he likes to buy a crap-ton of snacks and sit with you to binge watch your fav show

You two will probs have a competition to see who can catch the most food in their mouth sigh

He loves when you poke his left cheek

He’ll act cute with you if he’s asking for something

And it’s so freaking hard to say no damn it!!

He’ll have a fucking heart attack if he sees you wearing one of his hoodies or denim jackets like how many does he actually have??

But he’ll love it

He’s gonna grin from ear to ear saying how cute you look

Will not let you go throughout the night

Just wants to cling to you and snuggle you to death the entire evening

You’ve probs already guessed that he is definitely not gonna be the first one to say ‘I love you’

Nah he’s way to shy and lowkey scared to

But I bet you’re gonna do it kinda by accident

You guys have been having a dance competition

He’s gonna be jumping around all energetic and happy

Because he’s having the time of his life messing around with you

And you’ll accidentally let slip:

“You’re such a dork! This is why I love you so much”

And both of you stop laughing and stare at each other

While you’re mentally going OH SHIT WHAT HAVE I DONE

But Seungmin suddenly screams like a little girl

He can’t contain himself

Runs at you at full speed

And tackles you into a bone-crushing hug

Making you both topple over onto the floor laughing

Without letting you go, he’s gonna say, all giddy “I love you too!!! I was scared to say it but I’m not anymore I do love youuuuuuu!!”

And the rest of the day you’re both skipping around, making SK wonder wtf happened to the two of you

“Are they possessed or something?” -Hyunjin

“Who even knows with those two” -Chan

“Guess we’ll never know” -Felix, chuckling

Half the time they don’t get at all what happens between you two lmao

When Stray Kids are away, Seungmin’s gonna want to FaceTime you whenever he’s free

He’s a pouty boy who misses you senseless and forgets how to function like a proper human being when you’re not around

SK are having to tell him specifically what to do every other minute because he keeps daydreaming about when he gets to see you again smh

He’s gonna be so.freakin.hyper on the way back from wherever the boys were

No one wants to sit next to him on the plane because they know all he’s gonna want to do is talk about you

And they get enough of that on a regular basis anyway

But they’re happy at how energetic he is when they land and he can finally see you

He’s gonna Naruto run to you and hug you so tightly whispering how much he missed you

And you’ll be laughing like

“It’s been two days, buddy”

“Yeah but it feels like AGES! It’s been an eternity and I was going insane!!”

Seungmin most likely won’t go public about your relationship until after a year to a year-and-a-half

Wants to make sure you’re 100% ok with it

Because he knows there will be a bit probably a lot of drama on the net about you

He’ll post a cute selfie of the two of you

You’re both smiling happily

And he’ll caption it: ‘Hey everyone!! This is y/n, we’ve been together for quite a while now, and I wanted to introduce you! I hope you welcome them warmly!’

The internet isn’t going to shut up about you for an eternity holy shit

The entire universe ships you two

You’re the adorable smiley couple

That everyone

And I mean everyone

Loves to bits

A/N: YAY! It was really fun to write about this adorable fluff ball :D

Also, there aren’t NEARLY as many Seungmin GIFs as there should be!

Hope everyone has a lovely day!! And feel free to request anything! Ciao <3

P.S: I love this GIF so much it’s not even funny

#stray kids #seungmin #kim seungmin #stray kids seungmin #imagine #stray kids imagines #seungmin imagine #stray kids seungmin imagine #kim seungmin imagines #jyp #jyp entertainment #boyfriend

213 notes · View notes

babykpopsweets · 7 years ago

Text

Confessions

Haechan gets jealous when Mark hangs out with his crush a lot (thinks they dating) and confesses. He also finds out that Y/N is Mark’s cousin.

"Yo Haechan!" Jisung waved to him as Haechan walked through the door. Jisung waved him over to the couch to watch some videos with him.

"Heyyyyyy Jisung what's up?" Mark said as he sat next to him

"Dudee I have to show you this video of Jeno's cats, it's hilarious" Jisung said as he played the video. Haechan payed attention for half of the video until his attention was drawn toward something else.

“Marrrrrrrkkk stob that!” Y/n giggled

“Bbbbut I dont want to!” Mark said as he dived to Y/n on the couch to tickle her.

“HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH AHHHHHH MARRKKKK IM GOING TO KILL YOUUU AHAHAHAHHAHA” Y/n couldn’t stop laughing until Mark finally stopped. Haechan couldn’t help but chuckle. Y/n was so adorable. That was one of the reasons he liked her.

“hahaha Y/n you are so cute I love youuuuu” Mark said with some kissy faces.

Y/n rolled her eyes and said, “ Yeah, yeah shuttdapp” They thwacked Mark’s head and smiled.

“oWwwWwW” Mark whined.

This moment filled Haechan with pestilence. These kind of actions has been happening for quite sometime and it didn’t take him long to realised that Mark and Y/n has been dating. How could Mark do this to him?! He had made too obvious that Haechan had liked Y/n for the past year and yet Mark just had to shoot his shot. Then, when Y/n got up to do something and Mark held on to them like a koala something inside Haechan just awoken he stood up and walked to Mark, ignoring the fact that Jisung was still showing the video.

“Hey Mark can I talk to you for a sec?” Haechan asked.

“Yeah sure buddy whatever you need. What’s up?” Mark answered, still holding onto Y/n.

“...I need to talk to you. Alone “ Haechan almost growled at him.

“Uh...okay I gotchu. Y/n I’ll be back. See ya” Mark said to Y/n.

“Oki doki” Y/n replied and walked away.

So, Haechan and Mark walked to the practice room and Haechan blocked the exit. Mark gave him a confused look and Haechan just rolled his eyes.

“Haechan? Whats going on?” Mark questioned.

“....” Haechan just glared at him.

“Uhh dude are you okay?” Mark was puzzled with what was going on. There was a minute of silence. Then, Haechan finally spoke.

“So... how long?” Haechan demanded Mark.

“W-what are you talking about?”He asked in confusion.

“ Don’t play dumb. You know what I’m talking about.” Haechan said as he pushed him.

“Uhh what?” Mark gave him a strange look.

“All the giggling, hugging, smiling at each other, the evidence is there . You guys are dating” He glared at him with pain in his eyes.

“Who am I dating??? Haechan is u aight?”

“OMG MARK ITS Y/N I’M TALKING ABOUT.Y/N” Haechan shouted in frustration.

“oHHHHHHHHHH Haechan you got it all wrong I’m not dating Y/n you see their my cou-”

“BUT WHY?! WHY MARK WHY?!”

Haechan interrupted him with a emotional outburst.

“ You have no idea how much it hurt me when i saw you guys together,” He continued. “ I..have feelings for Y/n since the beginning of the year. She makes me feel safe, calm, and happy. I care about her so much that I-”

Haechan’s voice cracked as he tried not to cry. Mark can only stare at him. Not sure what sure to say. Silence entered the room as a tear from Haechan’s russet colored eyes.

“You what?” A familiar voice asked

Haechan turned around to see Y/n.. standing in the door way.

“Y-Y/n did you-”

“Did i see everything? Yeah.” Y/n interjected

“Well....Aren’t you going to say anything?” Haechan asked.

Y/n said nothing but instead walked up to Haechan and gave him a small peck on his cheek. With this Haechan’s face turned a shade of a red rose. Flustered, confused, and still choked with tears, Haechan managed to stutter out,

“W-w-wait a minute. Y-you..a-and Mark.?”

“Haechan.. Me and Y/n aren’t dating! We’re cousins! That’s what I’ve been trying to tell you.” Mark finally stepped in.

“Oh..” Haechan realized and then became even more red. “I-I’m sorry Mark..” He apologized sheepishly.

Mark laughed and patted Haechan on the back.”Haha it’s aight Chan Chan you were just too in LoOoOveE with Y/n to think clearly.”

Haechan groaned and covered his face in embarrassment while Y/n punched Mark in the arm.

“Markkk c’mon now!”

Y/n sighed and hugged Haechan as he froze in shock. They quickly let go of him and scratched their head shyly.

“So... Wanna get ice-cream?” Y/n asked.

“Sure!” Haechan agreed.

“Sounds great!!” Mark said excitedly. Haechan and Y/n both stared at him until he realized it was a date.

“Ohhhhhhhhh..Never mind you lovebirds have fun! Imma hang wit Jeno den” Mark said as he walked away.

Both of them rolled their eyes then headed out together, awkwardly holding hands.

*peep Johnny*

~~~~~~

Enjoy guys!!!! (Sorry it was short)

-admin Rubz

#nct dream #nct dream reactions #NCT Dream Scenarios #nct dream drabbles #nct dream edits #haechan #nct donghyuck #nct haechan #cute #nct #nct u reactions #nct u scenarios #NCT 127 reactions #nct 127 scenarios #nct reactions #nct drabbles #crush #accident #misunderstanding

61 notes · View notes

gohyuck · 7 years ago

Text

Sleepovers with NCT Dream

anon asked: Am I allowed to request sleepover/slumber parties with NCT Dream? Just somethin cute n fluffy

okay so i’m not sure if this is like each individual member or with the group as a whole so i did...both?

uh for each of them the other members aren’t present because just...assume that the specific member kicked them out for the night or they dont wanna bother member/reader haha

under the cut

mark

“fight me mark lee”

you regret the words like...as soon as they leave you because the moment you finish your sentence you get a face full of pillow

youd forgotten your clothes in the excitement of being able to sleepover at your boyfriend’s so long story short you’re decked out in one of his thinner t-shirts and a pair of his sweatpants

moments before disaster (aka The Pillow) struck you’d been chilling out on the couch and you both were pigging out just watching tv or something

then mark decided to s t e a l a c h i p f r o m y o u r b o w l

you couldn’t just TAKE THAT

so yeah you mouth off and then get pillowed in the face and after the initial shock wears off you kinda just calmly get up and walk slowly towards the kitchen counter to put your food away so it doesnt spill

all the while mark is shaking in his boots the fear is BUILDING

because hes going over the scenarios of what you might do next in his head he doesnt notice you discretely picking up a pillow

he does feel it tho when you hit him upside the head with it

W A R ensues its like... Armageddon

until you pin mark down because hes laughing way too hard to fight back

“cry uncle” “NEVER” tickles him once “uNCLE”

he calls for a truce and you give him one with a warning about stealing food and hes like ok fine ill get my own chips next time and you guys resume watching the movie

his arms around you and youre just using him as a headrest/backrest and its overall a really soft time tbh

mark is really comfortable tbh

and you guys have been dating for a while (dream’s parents) so it’s just like a normal date, practically

its just really chill like you guys dont do much other than marathon movies and pillow fight and pig out

and make small talk

and steal kisses

playing random games like ispy or something just seems like a mark thing

planning future hang outs and dates lol

“hey on our next date im taking you out to dinner” “and a movie” “you bet” “mark i was kiddi-” “its my treat”

it gets late fast though (time flies when you’re having fun) and you notice this and look over to say that maybe you guys should sleep only to find your bf knocked out on the other side of the couch

again

you cant help but smile at the sight

he’s so overworked, you don’t have the heart to wake him up

instead you turn off the tv, put up all the foodstuffs and clean the area quickly, put the pillows up and lay a pillow out on the ground by the couch and find a blanket and then turn off the lights before lying down

when mark wakes up the next morning he wakes up before you and sighs before stepping over you lightly to brush and stuff and to pour cereal for the two of you (hes not even going to TRY to cook)

once you wake up hes like “why didnt you wake me i wouldve taken the floor” and youre just like “yeah thats why i didnt wake you” and he just shakes his head because he cant argue with you and honestly hes

kinda touched, just a little

you have to leave all too soon but you dont go before getting a goodbye kiss and a promise to have another sleepover very soon

just....soft..soft times

renjun

board game central

hes just

head in the game lolol (dont kill me for that joke)

monopoly? clue? sorry? you name it he’s got it like...this boy doesn’t play when it comes to board games

no pun intended

the first half of the night is just you guys playing random board games as best you can with just two people

and then he brings out the chess board

that’s when it gets bumpin tbh

by bumpin i mean you and your boyfriend nearly wring each others throats during the match...but with your minds...because neither of you are speaking you’re THAT concentrated

it’s.....2 hours long

and in the end you guys have to call a draw and like you sit back and just stare at each other blinking and eventually renjun speaks

and his voice is hoarse because neither of you have spoken in a while and the first thing he says (very matter-of-factly, too) is “i’m going to flip the board now”

and you just go “go ahead” hoarsely as well because you’re just in mild shock that nobody won that intense ass match

he flips the board and looks up and stares at you and you stare back and suddenly the two of you are crying of laughter like

majorly uncontrollable you’re just rolling on the floor wheezing

after you both calm down renjun goes to the kitchen to find something to eat and he’s like “it’s 1 in the morning oh my god we haven’t even eaten dinner what the heck” and that sends you into another fit of laughter

“wait but we still have to have like a pillow fight and watch dumb romcoms and horrors and stuff we have so much to do and so little time” “renjun we don’t have to do all the cliche sleepover stuff” “ok but consider this: itll be fun” “its like ass thirty in the morning though/??” “are you saying we cant do it because if so now we HAVE to do it” “...you get the pillows i’ll get the popcorn put the worst movie you can find into the dvd player”

after a few movies its like 5: 30 am and the two of you are still awake

“are you still up” “no are you” “no”

neither of you wants to be the first to fall asleep

competitive couple af

you guys start a two person game of truth or dare and it ends up getting mushy because for a truth renjun asks you like how you knew you wanted to date him

and you get serious and stuff (which he didn’t foresee he expected an answer like “well you look like moomin and like....i love moomin”) and you come at him with like “when i started noticing that your eyes sparkle when you sing and just how happy you make other people and how you love what you do and how-”

he attacks you with a massive hug because oh my god you’re so sweet he’s getting a cavity

“i like you a lot, you know” “i’d hope so i just ate like 90% of your snack stash renjun” “i take that back”

you guys are still awake when mark comes back to the dorm

when he gets out of the shower, however, is a different story - you and renjun are dead asleep while sitting on the couch, awkwardly wrapped around each other

a photoshoot courtesy of mark’s phone camera ensues

(mark goes to sleep to ice cubes in his pillow that night, courtesy of you and renjun)

jeno

king of planning

like he mentally knows everything that can and will go wrong and stuff and knows where the extra pillows and blankets are and is aware of what you’re gonna wanna do and just...he Knows

the first thing you guys do when you get to the dorm is bake brownies

he makes sure to take videos of the whole process and send them to the other members

jeno: guess what yall are missing out on ;) jisung: i hate this family

the kind of bf to try to feed you the brownies and get the food literally everywhere but your mouth

for as put together as he is you guys end up having brownies and ice cream for dinner lol neither of you can be bothered to cook dinner

“babe should we order out” “i mean you can if you want to” “...but jenoooo that means getting up and getting to my phone” “that’s what i thought”

has a cache of games and movies and shows

“take your pick”

you guys end up playing random card games like ERS or blackjack for a while

it honestly is never boring tho because you and jeno are just so comfortable with each other every moment is great no matter what you’re doing

i feel like jeno’s the kind of guy to call his SO a bunch of cute nicknames like he just wants you to know how cute he thinks you are and he does that thru nicknames

“love...” “babe...” “sweetheart...”

after a while though you run out of card games to play and jeno’s about to suggest watching something on tv when he sees your expression

“...what’s on your mind” “...we could mess with your members a little...” “prank calls?” “you know me so well”

within an hour the two of you have convinced yuta that aliens are real and can use cellphones and gotten taeyong to believe that “swag” is a polish swear word and that donghyuck needs to be punished whenever he says it

and jaemin thinks he’s being relentlessly contacted by clowns from a circus in the next town over who think that he’s stolen their tiny car

you guys pass more time just talking and stuff

and putting on songs and dancing to them it’s Good Fun

he makes you take his bed and sleeps on the floor in a sleeping bag

you feel awful about it though so when you’re sure he asleep you go find the other sleeping bag and take your pillow and sleep beside him on the floor

he’s super shook when he wakes up but when he realizes that you didn’t want him to be lonely on the floor his smile is as bright as the sun

texts his friends for help on how to cook a nice breakfast

jeno: yo does anyone know how to make breakfast haechan: yeah jeno: cool what are the directions haechan: i didn’t say i’d give them to you

by this time you’re awake and just like “ok let me handle breakfast”

the two of you just end up eating plain rice and eggs (because you aren’t confident in your kitchen skills) and giggling over the crappy pictures you’re taking of each other eating

all in all the perfect date/sleepover

haechan

the moment you walk in the first thing that happens is that haechan pulls you into a hug

the second thing that happens is he holds you at an arm’s length, looks you straight in the eyes, and goes “we have to make a pillow fort”

you 100% agree it’s a necessity

after putting your bag down on the kitchen he basically drags you to the living room

the couch gets pushed back against the wall, the coffee table is moved to the side and chairs are moved back so there’s just a big floorspace directly in front of the tv

“let’s use four chairs as like pillars to hold up the blankets and bring all our food, phones, everything in so we don’t have to leave the fort the whole night” “i like the way you think.. we should go out some time, get to know each other better” “hyuck we’re dating”

i feel like haechan’s the type to be reserved with pda and stick to handholding (only sometimes, even then) because he’s embarrassed around the other members because they like teasing y’all

BUT when you guys are alone he’s totally different

like after the fort is finished and there are blankets above your heads and you’re both changed into makeshift pjs (just shorts and shirts tbh) and theres pillows around the fort’s perimeter and the tv is on he’ll like

grab whatever you’re currently eating and hold it up and whenever you lean over to reach it he’ll just lean back or move it just out of your reach again

“give it backkkk” “only if you kiss me” “...honestly i was going to do that anyways but now that you’re asking i don’t want to”

leaning into him and him closing his eyes because he expects a kiss and his arm naturally lowering lolol you grab the food and move back without even a peck on the cheek

a pouty haechan emerges

he wont talk to you again unless you kiss him and youre like ugh this big baby

but you dont wanna spend the whole night conversationless so you comply and he pulls you in

suddenly yall are rolling around in the fort laughing and having a play fight just cute af tbh

“hey hyuck we have approximately 9 hours before the other guys come back and i have to go and we have to sleep sometime so we basically have 3 hours to pull some amazing prank” “not to worry, sweetheart - i already have an idea”

and thats when you two set about to turn literally everything upside down in everyone’s rooms

it takes forever because he puts music on while you guys are working and you both end up ballroom dancing to michael jackson

once its done neither of you can breathe from laughing so hard

he makes a really quick dinner and the two of you eat it in the fort

while trading stories from the past couple weeks

“so you’re telling me she just...drank the entire cup of coffee after pouring two monster energies into it” “yeah she straight up chugged it i was in AWE”

all of this is done facing each other while holding hands on one side and eating with the other

“hey is that my shirt” “might be? i just found it in my drawers” “it’s definitely mine” “no wonder it’s so soft”

you guys fall asleep really late (or early, depending on how you look at it) because you spend so much time just TALKING

there’s 80s movies playing on the tv in the background

you fall asleep on your pillow but wake up like sideways using haechan’s chest as a footrest or something just...weird sleep position couple

the two of you wake up to confused exclamations from the other members

“hey maybe we should eat breakfast somewhere else so they don’t kill us for the upside downness” “get your keys i’ll grab money”

jaemin

buys a telescope just for your sleepover

“what’s the point of having a roof if you can’t climb on top of it and stargaze”

has you go up the stairs to the roof first so he can keep a steady hand on your back since the stairs are narrow

you guys have to make like three trips up and down from the roof before settling down

the first trip you guys set the telescope and blankets up and you go down because you need to go back and bring the food up

the second time is because you have to bring pillows up

the third time is because jaemin forgets his phone oops

its still kind of light out when you guys get up on the roof so you pass time by taking selfies and talking and stuff

its cold af outside and youre freezing despite your jacket so jaemin bundles the both of you up in a blanket (or 4)

“so the best time to watch the meteor shower is between midnight and dawn but we can just look at other cool spacey stuff before then” “why would i look at other stars when the brightest star is right in front of me” “that’s the cheesiest thing i’ve ever heard i’m breaking up with you” “aw jaemin you know you love me”

you have to stop him from trying to eat what is essentially just a whole bunch of tomatoes in rice paper in one bite

jaemin forgets to bring games up to the roof and hes too lazy to go downstairs and get anything

youre not bored anyways tho

once it gets darker you guys start pointing out some cool stars and constellations

“babe it’s orion’s belt” “nana look at that star, it looks so bright!” “almost as bright as you” “i already said that about you earlier, try again”

play fighting over the telescope

he lets you look first though

when the meteor shower starts you’re both in serious awe

“can you believe that we’re so small and just..tiny and pliable and insignificant in this universe and there are huge things like meteors just streaking through this vast space of nothingness and just wow” “i’m just glad i exist at the same time as you” “jaemin that’s...that’s not even corny or anything that’s just super cute i can’t even make fun of you for it” “it’s true, though”

both of you forget to take videos of the shower

because you’re just enthralled with the fact that the literal sky is like...on fire and shit

jaemin the type to press chaste kisses to your cheek and pull you ever closer to him at random intervals

Soft BF Alert

eating dinner while watching

he points at like every meteor and is like “look at it goooo”

“gotta go fast” “jae if it was possible to literally delete somebody i’d do that right now...blocked” “you love me”

sings under his breath and you record a vid of him doing it without him knowing because its so cute and just...hes so good at singing youre shook

once it starts getting really late and youre yawning and stuff hes like ok maybe we should go downstairs and sleep

it takes two trips to get everything back down to the dorm rip

at least jaemin doesnt forget his phone this time

once you guys get back neither of you can decide who gets the bed

“you can have it babe i sleep here everyday” “no way i cant do that to you, ill take the floor i practically live here its like home”

its wayyy too late to argue tho you both end up sharing the bed

overall an amazing date like???? meteor shower AND a sleepover with your bf in one night?

thats one successful night

chenle

theres an unspoken meme war between the two of you

like nobody really mentions it its there...looming...constantly...

meme war as in you guys constantly taken ABSOLUTELY HORRENDOUS pictures of each other and use them as reaction images

throughout the night each of you take/send pics of each other to the other dream members

“we should cuddle” “ok how do i know youre not gonna like...lick me or something for a picture of my expression” “you...well you dont but-”

you convince him to watch the ouija movies that are out

he makes it through them but like...

chenle’s either screaming throughout the whole movie or totally shell shocked and you’re just lol @ him

“this isn’t even that scary” “speak for yourself” “i am - come out from under the blanket babe i swear it’s not that scary”

after the movies he’s like “im never letting you choose what to do ever again ever” and you get him saying it on video for the Jokes

its his turn to choose

his immediate response is karaoke

chenle sets everything up for it while you order in dinner because lbr neither of you are looking up the directions to anything with cooking

he screams directly into the mic while youre on the phone to test it

(and takes a pic of your eyes going wide and you jumping a little bit)

“is everything alright on your side” “yeah just ...make that three orders of chicken im gonna be eating my woes away tonight”

chenle gets out the hoverboard and tries to teach you the dance moves to chewing gum

that quickly stops because you fall onto him

twice

within a span of four and a half minutes

nobodys there to roast though so you guys laugh as hard as you want

a lot of screaming

you love his laugh its so bright and happy just!!! wow

ngl since you started dating him his laugh kind of influenced yours so you laugh a lot louder than you did before chenle

when your food comes in youre too busy screaming lyrics to a song to get the door so chenle grabs the food

and tips the deliveryboy even more than he usually would

“you’re going to scare away the neighbors with that singing” “i’m surprised people still live here after you moved in chenle, dolphin sounding little-”

eating on the floor while facing each other

“close your mouth while chewing” “ok hon but to tell me that you spoke while eating” “listen, zhong chenle-”

having a staring contest

loser has to wash dishes

spoiler alert: you lose because he starts smiling and you cant stare straight at him when he smiles without smiling back and blinking really hard its like looking straight at the actual sun

hes super loving and cuddly so while youre washing dishes chenle backhugs you instead of cleaning up the karaoke equipment

“yah you’re sidetracking me” “we should dance instead of being boring and washing dishes like an old married couple” “you can dance while i’m being productive”

he does just that - tries to sidetrack you EVEN MORE by dancing ridiculously while you try to wash dishes

ends up in a soap and water fight

i feel like chenle would sleep a little earlier than the other guys so when youre done cleaning up your (late) dinner and hes done mopping the floor of the remnants of soap hes like maybe we should sleep

you agree because its almost like 1 am and youre tired too

pulling out a big family size sleeping bag in the middle of the living room floor and finding pillows

putting on light instrumental sleep music

waking up to chenle taking like a million pictures of your terrible bedhead and sending them to all of his friends

chenle’s just so fun to be around alfskjdk

jisung

ngl i feel like the night would start off just a little bit awk with jisung

like not awkward to where no conversation is being made awkward just more like small talk while sitting a good foot away from each other on the couch and friends is running on the tv in the background awkward

you get tired of that really fast tho

bc you and jisung have been best friends for a g e s it shouldnt be like this

so you bean him with a throw pillow

straight upside the head like hes an alarm clock that wont shut up

it takes him a second to react but once he does its chaos

he hits you back with like twice as much speed and power

suddenly both of you are on the floor fending for yourselves while trying to attack the other

you fight valiantly but hes just

so dang tall that eventually he grabs the weaponized pillow right out of your hand and holds it way high above your head

“checkmate” “...oh shut up :/”

after that though its a lot more comfortable like you settle into your usual pattern of relentlessly teasing each other

“lets put on mickey mouse cartoons jisung you’ll be able to relate” “are you even tall enough to see the tv” “not everyone can be a beansprout”

jisung pops popcorn for the movies and instead of eating it while watching the movie the two of you just throw kernels at each other and laugh at how dumb the other looks with popcorn in their hair

after a while jisung’s like “we should go out back there’s like... a singular tree and some grass and we can just chill” and you’re like well that’s new in the city so it’s a good opportunity so you agree

bringing a needle and thread outside so you can sew together flower crowns of leaves, grass, and dandelions

jisung leans against the tree while watching you make a mildly lopsided crown

he cant help but laugh when you put it on his head

“hold on im gonna take a picture” “do i look like a beautiful princess” “like a model, jisung, the prettiest princess ever” “will you be the frog to my princess?” “that’s the worst pick up line i’ve ever heard i’m considering taking back my flower crown”

you almost go inside after that but jisung’s like wait what about a flower crown for you

and you’re like oh i forgot i wasn’t really focusing on making one for myself haha

so jisung takes the needle and thread and makes you one

it’s not as pretty as the one that’s on his head but itll do

taking like 20 selfies together with the flower crowns before going back inside

after that he teaches you some of the nct dances

including stuff from the other subunits

“can you teach me taeil-ssi’s cheerleader dance from paju” “...this lesson is over”

jisung making rice and meat for dinner

you fry vegetables and try your hardest not to make anything explode

afterwards you’re lying down on the couch and he’s on the floor below you

the lights are out and its been a while since theyve been off

youre halfway asleep when

“i know youre my best friend but i think i want to date you”

aaaaand youre wide awake again

“wait, jisung, what?” “i thouGHT YOU WERE ASLEEP OH NO” “did i hear you correctly???” “im so sorry i’ll-” “i like you too you absolute idiot oh my god i cant believe neither of us said anything i-” “-move to cuba and change my name you’ll never have to hear from me again-” “-we are SO DUMB wow okay well we have to get together now its the next logical step-” “-and i’ll cut all connection off and. wait. wait, you like me back?” “-and. dude wait have you not been listening to me at all?? yes??”

and that kids is how you and jisung end up together

jisung texts all of his members before you both really do go to sleep (after an awkward hug and a massive bout of embarrassed laughter) that he finally confessed

you wake up to 89 texts and 2 missed calls

“taeyong says i have to keep you safe and make sure you eat three square meals a day” “is it disrespectful if i block my hyung and surrogate mother”

!! youre dating park jisung congr a t s

ALL OF NCT DREAM

you open the door immediately to hug bombardment by chenle and jaemin

mark closes it behind you (and shrugs apologetically) considering you cant because youre sandwiched in between the two other members

the first thing all of you do is eat because haechan’s made dinner (with, as jeno keeps reminding everyone, jeno’s help)

hc: all he did was heat the water jn: but it was necessary and helpful, wasn’t it

the second order of business is to push everything out of the way in the living room so the floorspace is entirely open

there are, after all, eight people there and its getting tight on the chairs

everyones just like eliminate the seating options and thats best - then everyone will just have to sit on the floor

you: so whats next rj: lets play monopoly everyone, collectively: NO mk: i still have nightmares from last time

jisung suggests twister and everyone (foolishly) agrees

jaemin calls out the colors and limbs and soon you find your left arm reaching over chenle’s right leg and your legs trapped under jisung’s torso

hc, monotonously but muffled as his face is somewhere under renjun’s right armpit: wow this is so wild

after that ends badly (mark nearly suffocates from jeno’s left foot being literally in his mouth) everyone agrees on never taking a suggestion from jisung again (including jisung)

you suggest a movie marathon and everyone throws pillows at you because that’s “basic”

jm: what about truth or dare jn: wow nana that’s actually a good idea jm: im going to ignore your tone and take it as a compliment anyways

truth or dare quickly causes everyone to become absolute messes because stuff like this happens -

you: renjun, truth or dare rj: truth you: so if you had to gently caress anyone here’s bellybutton, whose bellybutton would it be rj: i

mark and haechan and chenle can each barely breathe because theyre laughing too hard

meanwhile renjun’s mentally going through his brain files of everyone’s bellybuttons and ruing the day he was born, not necessarily in that order

jeno’s videotaping the entire game for future blackmail

hc: jisung if everyone here was a redwood tree who would you set on fire js: you hc: you..you couldnt have hesitated? for even just a secon d

jn: chenle go out in the street and yodel cl: you didnt even ask me truth or d- jn: do it

by the time truth or dare ends its pretty late but youre all way too hopped up on each others embarrassment and general having fun with friends to sleep

cl: karaoke? hc: karaoke. you: maybe karaoke will be our always

the noise level grows like exponentially once karaoke comes on

and it was already pretty freaking loud to start out with

mark’s halfway through a particularly soulful rendition of eminem’s lose yourself when you take a look at the clock

you: guys its almost 3 in the morning jm: sleep is for the WEAK js: chenle’s been knocked out for at least a half hour jm: exactly

mark and jeno move chenle onto the couch and put a blanket over him while you, haechan, and renjun set up sleeping bags and pillow and blankets on the living room floor

jaemin and jisung turn the music off and make sure the kitchen and everything is clean (and twister is put away)

you turn off the lights and lie down in the bag between mark and renjun

you: we should do this another time jm: minus the twister everyone: minus the twister

jeno wakes you up by stepping on your stomach the next morning while trying to escape renjun and his Pillow of Wrath

the pillow fight’s a little late but hey

8 am is better late than never

a quick breakfast is had while everyone takes turns brushing/showering/changing and it hits 10 am quicker than expected

everyones sad when you have to go back home but!! you all had fun and thats what counts

youre not surprised when mark texts the group chat later about hanging out again soon

921 notes · View notes