#need a part 2 so desperately 😖😖

[shawnxstyles]

we need a part two when they finish the project please

sweetheart (part 2)

warnings: smut; (f- receiving [fingering, clit stimulation], praise kink, protected sex, slight cock-warming, dirty talk), and tiny fluff

note: i’m soooo sorry i haven’t been as active. once june starts i’ll be able to write more and post more stories, but right now i’m super busy. i have a few fics right now that i’ve started, but haven’t gotten the chance to sit down and finish them. so for now, please accept this blurb 😖 sweetheart part 1

—

you’ve always had a liking for school, in every aspect. unlike most people, you enjoyed doing homework and projects because it helped you understand the material you were learning. specifically, you adored science. you thought that the facts and what-ifs of the universe were fascinating, and you wouldn’t mind spending your whole life experimenting to discover new things. you absolutely loved chemistry and found it fun to analyze different equations to see what substance creates which reaction.

but right now, you’ve never hated science more.

peter is sitting on his computer typing away on the essay portion while you’re trying to focus on writing the poster. in all honesty, he gave you the easier job and you’re grateful, but you can’t seem to focus. not after he had his warm mouth on your pussy only two hours ago. every few moments, you would peek at peter’s fingers typing. you were getting so desperate to the point that each word he typed sent a tingle down your belly. when you two made light conversation, you swear his voice got a little deeper each time, and the rumbly rasp nearly sent you flying onto his lap.

“y/n, did you hear me?” you did not hear him.

“huh?” you blinked a few times, shaking all your dirty thoughts of his fingers from you. but they looked so rough and they moved so quickly, just like they did in you—

“are you okay?” no, you were not okay.

“uh, yeah, i’m fine,” you lied because you just wanted to finish the project, so peter could withhold his promise. that promise was the only thing getting you through this poster. there seemed to be a million facts and a lot of diagrams.

“what’d i say about lying?” peter asked with a head tilt and an octave-lower voice, his fingers halting on the keyboard. your heart skipped an erratic beat and your pencil dropped onto the poster paper.

“d-don’t do it.”

“good, you remembered,” he smirked subtly before typing away again. you take shallow breaths, wondering how he takes away your breath so easily.

the pulsing need of your clit and the burning of your stomach keep you from focusing. after ten minutes of hazily writing and sketching nonsense, you swallow your fear.

“peter, i was wondering if…we could take a break?” you suggested, pencil spinning around your anxious finger.

“sure, that sounds good,” he replies, but not the way you wanted him to. you watch as he saves his progress and closes his computer before walking around the kitchen island. he grabs two cups of water and hands one over to you when you appear at his side.

“oh, i’m not thirsty,” you smile to deny his offer.

“but you will be,” peter says nonchalantly before taking a smooth sip of his water. you feel the all-too familiar blush cascade across your neck as your eyes wander around the floor.

“are you all shy now? you didn’t seem to be when you were checking me out earlier,” peter taunts with a fake-innocent smile and places his glass on the counter. your eyes go wide for a moment, embarrassed that you were caught. “what? you didn’t think i saw you looking at me like you were going to jump on me? i know needy eyes when i see them, baby.”

the overwhelming heat of your skin fogs up your brain, making it impossible to focus on anything but the words leaving his lips. you’re silently begging him to touch you, to mend that ache in your cunt with his rough fingers. and hopefully, his cock. god, you want to see and feel his cock more than anything. you bet it would stretch you out for a whole week.

you swear you’re not normally like this.

“something’s on your mind,” peter observes with squinted eyes and a hand under his chin. “what is it?”

oh, just the idea of you fucking me into oblivion that’s all is what you wanted to say, but of course you didn’t. you mumbled out some gibberish that he couldn’t understand.

“i can’t hear you, sweetheart,” his words were so condescending, and in some twisted way, it turned you on so much.

“your promise,” you finally said, looking at his eyes. with each passing moment they grew from brown to shades darker.

“oh, i see,” peter tsks, “please, remind me what my promise was again? i seem to have forgotten.”

peter just loves games. especially the ones where he can feel your skin radiating fiery heat and watch your body squirm in its place. like he has all night, he’s been able to smell your arousal throughout the two hours you’ve been working. it utterly killed him to sit steady and type some scientific essay that wasn’t nearly as entertaining as your moans or ogasmic face. it was even worse knowing that you were just as desperate, but most likely didn’t want to interrupt your guys’ work time. what an angel you were.

but right now, peter’s never wanted to do more sinful things.

“you said…” how does he say such dirty words with ease? “you said we could continue what we were doing earlier.”

you lean your back against the counter, heart beating erratically in your chest as you try to remain cool. but your entire body was on fire and your clit was throbbing in your soaked underwear, so it was pretty difficult to stay focused.

“and what was that? use your words,” peter softly demands, licking his lips smugly. a never-ending heat cascades through your body, making your heart beat faster than ever. you breathe in, trying to get the courage to be so upfront.

“you said you would…fuck me,” you surprised yourself when you said the words. they sounded even bolder than you would have thought. every little moment he doesn’t say anything makes you think he’s just going to laugh at you. at this point, you think you’ve gone insane because you can no longer feel your heart beating. just the impending silence dangling between you two.

“good girl. now i remember,” peter smiles proudly and inches his way closer to you. his hand snakes up your neck and caresses your jaw. his thumb plays innocently with your bottom lip as your trembling breath huffs out. he could do whatever he wanted to you, and you would let him. “it wouldn’t be very nice if i didn’t keep my promise, would it?”

“no,” you waver out. your legs are stiffened together and your eyes are straining on his every move.

peter solely smirks before leaning down to kiss you. like the movies, his kiss is soft and pleasant. the way your lips molded together caused such an intense chemical reaction, and you would love to experiment on it. multiple times. every day. you would kiss him as many times as you could. you never would forget the magnetic feeling of his lips on yours.

your hands get lost in his brown hair, twisting their way through his ends. you’re so lost within his kiss that you didn’t even comprehend when he said “jump,” but you subconsciously listened and leaped into his hold. peter carried you to his bedroom, which you have been dying to see since you walked through the door. you believed someone’s bedroom said a lot about them.

however, you were too focused on other things to analyze peter’s bedroom. peter delicately lays you onto his black sheets, still kissing you like the world is ending. he slowly makes his way down your warm neck as you hum at the feeling. knowing what’s coming, you don’t wait for peter to ask permission behind discarding your own shirt. you close your eyes and tell yourself to not be self-conscious. he’s already seen you naked, so why be nervous?

seeing this, peter frowns slightly. his rough fingertip taps lightly on your temple. “open. wanna see your pretty eyes.”

your stomach tingles at his words before obeying his request. instead of smirking, peter smiles goofily and then kisses your cheek. a wave of warmth erupts through your skin at his affection. your entire body was covered in flames at this point, and you wondered if you would even be alive to get to the good part.

his tough hands roam your supple skin in hopes of exploring every inch. the rough texture left tingles in its trail.

“jeans?” he asks, looking up at you for approval.

“yes. please, peter,” you rushed and pleaded. your clit was begging for some friction, and you were about to start crying if you didn’t get something.

“gotta tell me what you want, sweetheart,” peter sang, thumbs rubbing the supple skin of your inner thighs teasingly. you wavered out a shaky breath, trying to conjure up the words.

“i need you so bad it hurts,” you whimpered. you were honest with peter, but your words weren’t what he wanted.

“i bet it does, baby. but that’s not what i asked,” peter flicks your clit through your underwear causing you to gasp at this unexpected movement. your thighs twitch and tighten at his teasing. he does it a few more times, just to get your body even more excited, and to get you to finally speak up.

“f-fuck! peter, i need your cock. i-i need you to fuck me,” you shouted, louder than you intended, but that was even better for peter.

“look who’s using her words,” peter says smugly, making your roll your eyes. you both assist in shrugging your panties off, making you completely naked while peter is still fully dressed. you reach for his shirt, but he’s already a step ahead of you and pulls it off himself.

when you see his body, you swear you almost faint. peter had six bulky packs of muscle on his abdomen and lumps of muscle on his arms. his chest was buff and tight, yet looked soft all at the same time. you had to blink a few times to make sure he was real. you even poked a finger at his stomach just to make sure it didn’t go through him like a ghost or a hologram. peter chuckles at your antics before grabbing your hand and kissing it, just like he had done earlier in the evening. and just like earlier, you felt yourself blush profusely and feel tingly all over again.

while you’re smiling like a goof, peter’s hands resume on your body. you instantly stop smiling because you remembered just how much he’s deprived you. but he’s also given you more than anyone else has in the past…

his digits caress your soaking slit between your crossed legs. you gasp because he’s finally touching you bare.

“open,” he demands softly, voice deep and lustful. shakily, you listen and do so. peter doesn’t hesitate to find your lips again with his fingers.

you quietly moan at the delicate pressure, feeling the smallest bit of friction. just as you were about to beg him for more, or to hurry up, his middle finger slips inside of you. it was almost embarrassing how easy it was. the amount of wetness you were leaking could fix the california drought.

“god, you’re so wet. what made you like this?” peter slowly pushed his finger in and out, thumb circling your puffy clit at the same time.

“you, peter! fuck,” you clenched around his digit, needing release already.

“are you thinking about my cock? hmm?” peter questioned, voice gravely as he leans over you. “are you thinking about me inside of you? thinking about how much i’m going to stretch your little pussy out?”

you groan at his foul language, pulsing barbarically. you’re straining to keep your eyes open, trying to obey his earlier request and to intake the moment. peter urges you to come, increasing his thrusts and pace. before you know it, your core is tightening and you’re squeezing peter’s fingers until you do. you thought you cut off his circulation from how hard you were clutching onto him, but when he pulls his fingers away and licks them proudly, you knew he was just fine.

“taste so good, sweetheart,” a smirk dances upon his lips as your taste lingers in his mouth. he’ll never forget that taste, no matter what happens after tonight. he’s hoping there will be more nights like these. more days too.

“can you please fuck me now, peter?–”

he holds up a finger to your lips.

“all of a sudden you know how to use your words and it still sounds so dirty coming from your pretty lips.”

in the blink of an eye, peter is reaching over to his night stand to grab a condom (hopefully). when you see the tinfoil wrapping, he stuffs it between your teeth, making you hold onto it. you then watch as he undresses his pants, clearly taking all the time in the world like he has it.

the smell of your orgasm and your wetness is haunting peter’s senses. the scent of you is never going to rid from his body or his room. he also doesn’t ever want you to leave, so he’s going to drag this out as long as possible.

once his pants are finally off, you get the courage to undo the wrapper while he’s taking his underwear off. holding the condom, you almost drop it once you see his length. he’s big, bigger than you’ve ever had. the tip of cock is bright red and leaking a bit of pre-cum, clearly just as desperate as you.

“fuck,” you mumble when looking at him. all he does is smirk before taking the condom from your hand and putting it over himself. peter leans over you again, face over face.

“ready, sweetheart?” his smirk lingers while you clench around nothing. you can feel the overwhelming sensation of your clit throbbing and you just want him to mend it. “ready to be fucked so hard you can’t leave?”

“yes, peter. fuck me hard.”

with your final words, peter is gently sinking into you. your wet folds encompass his cock snuggly causing you both to groan in delight. after a few moments, he starts to rock his body and you release a string of moans with every thrust. you try your hardest to keep your eyes open, but fail to do so. the sensations are indescribable throughout your body.

peter’s actions get harder, rougher. just like you wanted. he’s flicking his hips into yours with skilled movements while his face is relaxing in the crease of your neck. you feel his warm breath on you as he groans into your ear, lighting your whole body on fire.

“shit, peter, it feels so good. don’t stop,” you whine when he hits a certain part inside of you. your hand creeps down in between you both to rub the ache in your clit, but peter stops you.

“love when you touch yourself,” he grunts, never halting his movements, “but that’s my job right now.”

so, peter begins harshing rubbing your clit to no end. instead, your hands squeeze tightly on his biceps while he pounds into you so hard, you see stars. your never-ending wetness makes it so easy for him to slip in and out.

you feel yourself clutch onto his cock and when he moans, he sounded like the best thing you’ve ever heard.

“i-i love when you moan,” you croaked out, feeling too blissful to speak coherently.

“yeah? what else do you like?” peter huffs out, still smug as ever, even when he’s deep inside of you.

“l-love when you talk dirty, peter.”

“knew you were fucking filthy.”

with his rough words, you’re on the brink of your orgasm. your core tightens like it did earlier and your nails are digging deliciously into his skin. peter hisses in pleasurable pain, loving what you’re doing to him.

as your orgasm flows over you, your heart beats a million miles an hour and your breathing becomes staggered. the moans you elicit were just as filthy and pornographic as…well a porno. as you came, peter was smiling the whole time.

peter twitched inside of you and that’s when you knew he was close. you tangled your hands in his hair one last time and gave a single tug. that simple movement caused him to groan deeply and bring him to his release.

he doesn’t pull out quite yet. he just rests inside of you with his head on your chest. then after a few moments, he goes to get up.

“don’t leave,” you whisper and slide your hand through his locks again.

“it’s my place, baby, i’m not leaving,” he chuckles and slowly pulls out. you whimper at the loss of his cock, and at the feeling of being stretched out to the max.

“peter, i think you ruined me,” your voice cracked because it was hoarse and dry. you definitely needed some water now.

“good. are you thirsty now, sweetheart?”

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[whyse7vn]

GHOSTED -

[ ot7 x reader ]

YOONGI -

yoongi: hey

sent 6 hours ago

yoongi: bro

sent 1 hour ago

yoongi: *babe

yoongi: hello?

y/n: yes

yoongi: oh

y/n: ???

yoongi: are we fighting?

y/n: no?

yoongi: so just fuck me then?

y/n: pretty much

yoongi: no one loves you

sent 30mins ago

yoongi: ur annoying me

y/n: hiii babe

yoongi: what is ur problem?

y/n: what?

yoongi: i have a gun to my head

y/n: don’t shoot?

yoongi: why is that a question?

y/n: cuz i’m not sure

yoongi: not sure about what?

y/n: if i want you to shoot or not

yoongi: why have you been taking so long to respond?

y/n: omgee do you miss me???

yoongi: not anymore

y/n: YOU DO?????

ur so cute

yoongi: whatever

sent 10 mins ago

yoongi: okay now ur doing it on purpose

could literally be bleeding out rn and ur ignoring me

sent 20 mins ago

yoongi: all together you’ve ignored me for 8 hours

y/n: i don’t like math

yoongi: i don’t like being ignored

y/n: was busy

yoongi: liar

y/n: i’m being honest you big baby omg!

yoongi: i am not a baby that’s gross

you would literally be in prison rn if i was

y/n: you don’t need to take everything i say literally

yoongi: you didn’t need to ignore me

y/n: i’m here now

what do you want?

yoongi: what do i want????

are you trying to break up with me rn?

y/n: and if i was??

yoongi: i’m not speaking to you rn

y/n: ok

yoongi: this is the part where you beg for my forgiveness

HOSEOK -

hobi: you can’t tell anyone but you know that argument jin and jimin had last week?

sent 5 mins ago

hobi: the one where jin threw his shoe at jimin?

sent 5 mins ago

hobi: anyways it was actually my fault

it wasn’t jimin who ate those strawberry tart things it was me

jin asked me who ate them and i said jimin

just for funzies

and i knew he would believe it

i was gonna say ur name but jin would of let you off to easy

don’t tell ANYONE

i’m fr

tarts were good as hell tho

10/10

hope he gets some more

idk where their from so i fr pray he buys more

sent 3 hours ago

hobi: ANSWER ME

why are you ignoring me 😓?

y/n: bored as hell

hobi: ???

y/n: was bored as hell?

hobi: so you ignored me??

y/n: yeah??

hobi: are you mentally ill?

y/n: possibly?

hobi: gws?

y/n: thanks?

hobi: why do you hate me?

y/n: are you truma dumping rn?

hobi: you are my truma

y/n: truma by seventeen

hobi: i love seventeen

y/n: so do i

hobi: let’s hang out with seventeen

y/n: i agree

hobi: aju nice

y/n: clap clap clap clap

hobi: why do you hate me?

y/n: thought we were moving on from this tbh

hobi: bored as hell is not an good excuse for ignoring me

y/n: it’s like we take 2 steps forward then 13 steps back

hobi: 13 just seventeen

y/n: did that just for them

hobi: ur kinda funny

y/n: thx

hobi: stop distracting me omg?

y/n: sorry

won’t do it again

hobi: why do you hate me?

y/n: if we think about it you’re the mentality ill one in this relationship

hobi: ok that’s a lie

ur a sociopath

y/n: you don’t even know what that means

hobi: i so do

y/n: what does it mean then

hobi: ur abnormal

y/n: fuck you

hobi: it’s okay love my little sociopath 🥰

y/n: …

hobi: the next time you ignore me i’m leaving you

sent 4 hours ago

JIMIN -

jimin: hello there something seems to be wrong with the hand break of my car

can you send anyone out to fix it

📎 3 imagines attached

sent 5 mins ago

jimin: pls i need some to fix it asap

📎 1 video attached

sent 3 mins ago

jimin: this is REALLY REALLY important pls i need to be somewhere in the next two hours

sent 1 hour ago

jimin: THIS IS LIFE OR DEATH

y/n: ew

that is your dick

jimin: when can you send someone out 😖

y/n: get lost

jimin: :((((

sent 1 hour ago

jimin: um okay….

sent 2 hours ago

jimin: yoongi just said i’m “so desperate” in the gc and if he’s talking about what i think he is i will NEVER talk to you again

sent 5 mins ago

jimin: ur lucky

he wasn’t talking about that

sent 4 mins ago

jimin: HEY

4 missed calls from jimin

jimin: fine be like that…

sent 20 mins ago

jimin: thought about it and

idc if the boys see my dick!!

SHOW IT TO THEM IF YOU WANT

I AM NOT ASHAMED

sent 10 mins ago

jimin: STOP IGNORING ME OMG????

2 missed calls from jimin

jimin: i am an example to men fuck you die

y/n: joon laughed and called you a slut

jimin: #slut4myqueen

wait he laughed?????

tf is he laughing for???

4 missed calls from jimin

jimin: HELLLO COME BSCK RN

YOU DONT GET TO SAY THAT AND GHOST ME AGAIN

HELLOOOOO HELLOOO HELLLO GELLO

HELOOEOD

incoming call from jimin…

JUNGKOOK -

y/n: YOU WANNA SEE MY NEW DRESS

jungkook: PLS PLS PLS

SEND PICS

sent 10 mins ago

CAN I JUST FT YOU?

sent 10 mins ago

ANSWERRRRRRR

20 missed calls from jungkook

sent 14 hours ago

jungkook: it’s a new day and i have a knife to my neck

sent 2 hours ago

jungkook: i know you are awake

where are my pictures

send 30 mins ago

jungkook: ok

sent 2 hours ago

jungkook: I LIED IM NOT OK IM NOT

sent 10 mins ago

jungkook: plsplsolslplslpls

y/n: hi

jungkook: dress?

y/n: ??

jungkook: show me the dress

now

y/n: …

jungkook: pls

i’m like a dog waiting to be fed

y/n: never compare yourself to a dog again are you sick in the head

jungkook: me and bam are identical twins rn

y/n: i’m gonna throw up

jungkook: show me the dress 😖

y/n: no

jungkook: ok fine im just gonna go do a line of coke then

y/n: ur being extra

like extremely extra

jungkook: coke is on the table

my lines are ready

im about to sniff

y/n: just come over and see ur for yourself?

jungkook: OH???

OK I WILL

I WILL DO THAT

fuck the lines

i’m omw

HEHEHEHE 🤭🤭

NAMJOON -

namjoon: when you get home text me ok?

sorry i could say bye properly they wanted me to record something

staff are being slow today

i’m kinda getting annoyed

yk i would of walked out with you otherwise

or you can call me

actually just call me

sent 3 hours ago

namjoon: i said call me i mean it

sent 2 hours ago

namjoon: so are you fucking home now??

sent 1 hour ago

namjoon: hello??????

y/n: kim namjoon???????????

namjoon: sorry

i didn’t mean to be mean

y/n: i think you did

namjoon: you didn’t call

y/n: sorry

namjoon: i worry yk??

y/n: i said i was sorry

namjoon: idc

for 6 hours i was on the edge of my seat

what if you died or something?

did you just ignore me for fun or did something actually happen

y/n: i’m home

namjoon: it’s too late to tell me that now

y/n: i didn’t watch our show btw

i’m waiting for you

namjoon: …

y/n: ^^

namjoon: answer my question

y/n: stop being mean

namjoon: you were mean first

y/n: wasn’t

namjoon: you didn’t call babe

y/n: SORRY OMG WONT HAPPEN AGAIN

namjoon: TAKE UR SORRY AND SHOVE IT UP UR ASS TBH

y/n: i’ll watch the new episode rn

namjoon: …

y/n: that’s what i thought bitch

namjoon: i’m not coming home

y/n: oh no!!

my hand it’s just itching to press play rn

namjoon: whatever be there in 10

y/n: once again i prove i wear the pants in this relationship

sent 10 mins ago

SEOKJIN -

y/n: bff can you pick me up

jin: i am NOT ur bff

i am ur BF thank you very much

but ig i could

where are you?

and what the hell are you dumb out so late it’s like 2 am

sent 4 mins ago

jin: how the hell can i pick you up if idk where ur at

ur lucky i’m still awake and willing to come get you

sent 5 mins ago

4 miss calls from jin

jin: what if i kill you

CAN YOU TELL ME WHERE UR AT

sent 2 mins ago

jin: went to look for my car keys and you still haven’t replied

do you want me to break up with you rn?

sent 4 mins ago

12 missed calls from jin

jin: the amount of times i have called your phone is embarrassing

like i’m some obsessed sick freak

WHERE ARE YOU

i really don’t want to have to drive around seoul looking for you

am i a stalker????

sent 10 mins ago

5 missed calls from jin

jin: I HOPE WHOEVER TOOK YOU MAKES YOU SUFFER

okay i take that back

i’m a LITTLE freaked out rn

just a little

don’t let it get to ur head

sent 20 mins ago

jin: DROVE TO HYBE AND THEY SAID YOU LEFT LIKE BEFORE 10???

also why the hell are they still open fr that’s not right

WHERE ARE YOU IM DRIVING AROUND THE STREETS LIKE A LOSER

7 missed called from jin

y/n: LMAO fell asleep in seungcheol’s car

and my phone died

jin: seungcheol???

y/n: seventeen man

scoups?

jin: where are you rn???

y/n: at seungcheol’s

vernon said hi

jin: TELL VERNON TO DIE

y/n: um rude?

i said you said hi back

anyways will come home later might as well stay here for the night

jin: send me the address

y/n: miss me that much??

jin: send it

y/n: are you mad at me???

you started sharing your location with jin

jin: put my reputation on the line for you today

i will never forget this

y/n: why am i scared rn…

TAEHYUNG -

tae:

why is this us

*whimpers in your ear*

sent 14 hours ago

tae: okay that wasn’t that bad

sent 1 hour go

tae: i’ve definitely said worse

sent 2 hours ago

tae: yare yare

sent 1 hour ago

tae: do you think army would call me tae-chan if i asked

or should i be v-chan

but thinking about it tae-chan just connects with me on a different level

it’s so personal

intimate almost

sent 2 hours ago

tae: baka why are you ignoring me

yare yare

sent 3 hours ago

tae: HELLO HELLO

pls 🥺pls 🥺pls 🥺pls🥺

sent 2 hours ago

tae: ヾ( ￣O￣)ツ

me asf

sent 1 hour ago

tae: oh

heyyyyyy lolz

i now see how smoking negatively effects the brain

i would like to formally apologise for the man i was in the last hours

y/n: kys

tae: i was high and watching naruto

forgive me 🥺

y/n: you are out of ur mind

tae: *was

i was out of my mind

never smoking again i swear

y/n: we need to go on a break or something

i need time to fully process the bullshit you just came to me with

tae: live in the moment

don’t dwell on the past

sent 10 mins ago

tae: HEY COME BACK

ily

ghosting me will NOT solve our issues

…

can you tell i was listening to svt when writing this low-key can’t see straight rn how the hell it 1:42 am rn not on tbh

[roaringlion]

heyy ,i have a request. You dont have to do it if you dont want to , i was just wondering if you could do kny main three reacting to you taking care of them when they're sick, and you both live together so its domestic stuff❤️

Hey Anon! of course I can! I also love reverse comfort! I also included some (Most) of the Hashira!

Gender Neutral Reader (I tried)

Tanjiro Kamado, Zenitsu Agatsuma, Inosuke Hashibira, Giyuu Tomioka, Kyojuro Rengoku, Tengen Uzui, Sanemi Shinazugawa, Mitsuri Kanroji

Split into 2 parts

SORRY THAT IT TOOK SO LONG!!! 😖😖😖

this is Part 1

TANJIRO KAMADO

Tanjiro had just gotten back from a mission up in the cold snow capped mountains.

He was so pale and so cold.

You already had made Kelp Rice Balls for him for dinner but Soba looked more better for him.

You instantly had Tanjiro go to bed, Much to his dismay.

He wanted to cuddle you, love you!

But you flatly refused!

Poor boy...

"darling- I just want to hold you please?" Tanjiro whined. You looked over and saw him trying to get off of the shikibuton. "Tanjiro- please, you need to rest! you are too cold!" You said. He reached to grab you, but he fell weak on the ground. A horrible cough left his throat. "Tanjiro!" you went straight to his side. "Can I hold you now please?" he weakly asked. "after you eat your soba, I don't care if I have to feed you myself" You said sternly, he smiled, "alright"

ZENITSU AGATSUMA

let me tell you.

if this boy woke up with food poisoning (mostly because of Inosuke) he'd beg you for attention, love and care.

but if he returned back from a mission deathly cold and shivering his ass off...

he'd still beg for attention, love and care.

this man BEGS for TLC, and if he's sick? the whining is SOOOOOO much worse.

he'll accept all your lectures about: How to avoid Inosuke's horrible cooking

or: how to put more damn clothes on to avoid getting a cold!

"gorgeous! please! I need your love!" He begged. "NO! you need to learn how to not- get off of me! I'm trying to be mean!" you groaned as he gripped onto you tightly. "You cant be mean to me! I didn't mean too I promise!" he cried. You groaned as he gripped onto you tighter. "Please! I promise I wont do it again! I'm sorry! please just comfort me!" he sobbed loudly. you finally gave in and comforted him for the rest of the night and the next day.

INOSUKE HASHIBIRA

this boy REFUSED to admit he was unwell until he ended up being put in Shinobu's medical wing.

he refused to allow you to see his face.

the Boar head stayed on.

It took Shinobu threatening him to let him show you his face.

and oh dear- he wasn't sick.

he was stabbed.

he had time to move his organs around.

which was the only good thing.

"Inosuke- you need to look after yourself more!" you said with teary eyes. "I'm totally fine!" he said, he coughed and blood splattered all over the white sheets. "INOSUKE!" you exclaimed. "I'm fine! stop yelling in my ear ok?! I need to recover! that's what bug eyes said!" You gripped his hand "I thought I would lose you" You sobbed. he weakly held you hand. "I'll be ok, Bug Eyes said I'll recover soon and be home soon- I'll be home soon" he whispered.

GIYUU TOMIOKA

THIS MAN! HE REFUSES TO BE SICK! HE REFUSES ATTENTION! HE REFUSES EVERYTHING!!!

which frustrates you beyond belief!

he wont even take a stern talking to!

but after pushing you off to the side and being alone for an HOUR

he came up to you begging for cuddles.

poor boy loves your love and wont stop till he gets it!

and even then he still wants more.

"Giyuu? can you loosen your hold? please?" you mutter, trying desperately not to make his head ache worse. he only gave you a small whine in response before loosening his grip slightly. he didn't open his eyes, still trying desperately to fall asleep. you slowly rubbed his back in soothing circles. Giyuu hummed contently. "sweetie?" he grumbled, you looked down at him, but he was already sound asleep.

PART 2 SOON!!!

DONT FORGET TO CHECK MY MASTERLIST PINNED ON MY PAGE!!

[joocomics]

🎮~

What other kinks does junhan have? Last part was actually amazing, need a part 2 😖😸

for those who haven’t seen part 1 check it out right here <3

# junhan + kinks (part 2)

fingering

imo junhan is a fingering > giving oral type of guy. he just loves being inside you - it’s warm, wet and he gets to feel the pleasure he awakes in you around his fingers from all your squeezing and clenching. he loves teasing you by gradually pushing more of his fingers into your entrance, watching how they stretch you out; he’s addicted to the squelching sounds, and the never ending moisture and tension of your walls. he can go really really slow with it, because he gets very turned on when you start grabbing his hand begging him to go faster

orgasm denial (receiving)

he has the most fun when you're in charge. you're so hot when you tell him what to do, but also when you decide when he's allowed to cum. he likes it when you use him for your own pleasure for as long as you want, and he just has to bare the stimulation. another thing that excites him is the playful note to it - it turns him on when you toy with his dick

humiliation (receiving)

even he's surprised to realise he finds it arousing when you tease him about how desperate he is for sex; it's not only you. he's a horny guy, and he's not ashamed to beg and grind on your leg to let him in your pants which sometimes amuses you, but instead of calming him down you only make his cock harder with your mocking remarks. he loves hearing them during foreplay, oral and when you ride him. that's why if he cums in his pants just from your hand rubbing his boner through his clothes he doesn't mind it - he enjoys it when you chuckle, making fun of his mess

[cherrypeaking]

try 2 haha

another for cushions tyun

not letting him touch your boobs while hes thrusting into you,, but hes begging so much to do so, and while youre throwing your head back so so close, he grips onto the both of them, using them as leverage to fuck his thick cock into you <3 and ofc it throws you over the edge >//<

this is so hot omg 🥹😭🩷 i’ll make sure to keep the ideas you gave me in mind if i do write cushions part 3

perv tyun with a boob fetish <3

taehyun is obsessed with your boobs :(( thing is once in a while you’d like for him to… look a little above… at your face for example… 🙄 but he’s too pervy 😖🩷

and the way your tits bounce as he thrusts into you clearly is distracting him… and with his deep fixation for them, his need to touch them… and ideally have them in his mouth… you asking him not to touch your chest when he fucks you is like cruel torture for him…

“please… please… i can’t… why… why are you doing this to me?” he is so whiny about it 😖

he keeps begging you… almost nagging you to touch your tits 🥺 and while he does all that he keeps fucking you, faster and faster, because he is so desperate for you and your breasts <3

“fuck… fuck… you’re driving me crazy… princess”

he watches as you come undone underneath him, throwing your head backwards, arching your back from the pleasure… and that is when he catches your tits in his hands.

“a-ah…!” you can’t even react to what he’s doing because your orgasm is still making you feel so high…

all the while taehyun smirks and squeezes your boobs a little more, holding onto them dearly as he fucks you and seeks his own climax.

clearly there is no way for you to separate him from you and your boobs <3

[jiminrings]

okay, so i'm almost finished with heartburn. i just read part 2 and NOT BRO GROVELING ON HIS KNEES BY HER BEDSIDE 😭😭 AND NOT HER KISSING TAE!!! i literally had to put my phone down to breathe when i read that bc what🫠 he was such a sweetheart - flying down in his private jet to be by her bedside, giving her head pats, noticing when she was feeling overwhelmed by Jimin's family, transferring her to a vip room like 🤭 i low-key want them to be endgame. but now, Jimin's out here regretting his actions and shit, so idk how to feel😒

(also, i want so bad for fs yoongi to be that desperate for oc in the way Jimin was🤭 he needs to suffer and repent. But i'm kinda nervous about finishing both fics because i have no idea which way either story will swing. 😖)

-🧸

REPENTING IS THE RIGHT WORD!!!!! u giving me a play-by-play of hb brings me right back to when it was still ongoing and that feeling... oh my god thank u so much!! putting down the phone + breathing in a daze are two of the common responses to it from what i've gathered, so u r definitely not alone on this one!!!

[silviakundera]

Moonlight Chicken Liveblogging Ep 8 (Finale)

"Jam, we shouldn't become the kind of adults we hate." Late night conversation I've definitely had with a sibling.

asdfghjk Wen just out there hingeless and redefining the relationship all on his own. Here's my new condo. I'll still come sleep on your floor when I miss you. Btw I want you to be part of my first home. oh actually it's OUR home. (Takes Jim's hands and wraps Jim's arms around his waist.)

Not at all boyfriend like.

Goodbye diner set 😢 Nice bittersweet final dinner with Jim's lil staff of lost boys.

And then ex Alan makes the galaxy brain move of leaving the old dating pictures of him and Wen behind when he moves out. Clearly he senses his future fate if he does not - TWICE has an ex's wife found old embarrassingly insipid love letters 😖 and pictures from the dating days 😑 and thinks we're so cuuuuttttteeeeeeeee while we struggle to recover and burn the evidence. (do u think she will let us? no!) (I still attest that is cruel & inhumane to hold one accountable for the cringe behavior of our teens & 20s) (this should in theory be 2 against 1 but somehow it never works out that way 🤔) I'm just saying, Alan dodged a bullet there. I saw one of those pics involved whimsical face painting.

"I have no idea if I do what I do because I love it or I just don't know how to do anything else." Jim, stop being THE MOST RELATEABLE challenge. Impossible.

Wen: what if u were my sugar baby? 😇

Keep trying sweetheart, I believe in you.

Do itttttt, sell the car you bought with The Ghost of Boyfriend Past.

Wen is offered a promotion to move for a new project. Luckily he's not in his early 20s struggle era anymore, so the guy doesn't need to upend his life just to chase the money. (best part of turning 30 fr)

Liked that there was no need to create drama & suspense around it. It was made pretty clear in the narrative that though lack of money makes life harder... nephew Li Ming doesn't regret not choosing to live with his more financially stable relatives and Gaipa doesn't have to work an office job just because he got a bachelor's degree. Prioritze yourself and whatever happiness mean to you. And Wen isn't in dire straits, he's just fine.

Refreshing, actually. It's become a drama cliche that some character gets a promotion offer and it's like they have no other options than having to abandon everything to chase that pay check. It's just not true. The whole point of getting yourself to a solid place where you'd even get an offer like that is that you don't have to take it. To have the luxury of making choices out of desire, not desperation.

Lil food truck now, just Jim & Wen. Smaller footprint. And endearing straight boy Leng still stops by to catch up.

We even get a family dinner night and public admittance of boyfriend status!

🚨ACHIEVEMENT UNLOCKED. 🚨

Though honestly, like in Lighter & Princess, by this point it's a forgone conclusion. They've been showing their love & caring for each other for a long time, through actions & affection.

Nephew going to America to accompany his wealthy university student boyfriend is a MUCH better plan lbr.

ex Alan: "This is Wen, my friend." awwwwww ❤

He has no choice now, he WILL be assimilated.

Jim/Wen was my primary interest here so I'm glad they included a long epilogue showing us how Jim did the official boyfriend ask, as a last scene. With some incredibly sexy & tender making-out. Cause I'm otp trash. HE FIXED THE METAPHOR. I knew u could do it, babygirl. That dvd was never broken, it just needed a new player.

"You said the male lead got together with his fiancée."

"I didn't say he didn't end up with the female lead."

"The right love consists of the right person. And the right time."

and they lived happily ever after (selling chicken).

[zot3-flopped]

Niall and Liam can bait ot5s and ot4s all they want about these WhatsApp group chats, but deep down even the fans know these 2 flops are lying about it. As the other anon pointed out neither Liam or Niall had any proof of it and knowing Liam if he did have proof he would have definitely showed it off specially if Harry was a part of it. The chats probably consists of the 3 stooges with Ratlinson being the loud one Niall mentioned that is probably ordering them around. I think these 3 flops must have made the new group chats to talk about how they can bait and use the band and each other for their own benefit this year. It is no coincidence that these things are being said when all 3 of them have new music, new albums and tours coming up with them in desperate need to sell them to the fans.

Liam would definitely have shared any messages from Harry. He'd be so proud! 😖

[genshinlover101]

Hey there! I absolutely love your work and i was wondering about your post with top vibes. Can you do it where their s/o gives them bottom vibes?

Her Saying You Give Off Bottom Vibes

Characters: Raiden Shogun, Ayaka, Kokomi, Sara, Yae Miko x gn!reader

Warnings: Nsfw Themes, slight usage of profanity

A/n: Thank you!

I hope I chose the correct characters for this 😖 I have two posts now about top vibes so I decided to go with the OG set of Inazuma characters

Link to prt 2 (not connected, only if you want more)

• Ei had somewhat of a control complex over humans, so you were perfect for her. She knew she could have her way with you, and you’d obey perfectly. She’d never take such a gem as yourself for granted.

• Ei had full control over almost every situation. The situation in Inazuma being a perfect example of that. She would be very possessive over you, viewing her as her little toy. Nobody could play with you, not even the Shogun.

• She would keep you in her room for the day. When she returned it would be time to play again, allowing you to jump excitedly into her lap and inquire about the day as she tamed you. She’d even let you play with her hair out of boredom. 

She waved you over to sit with Ei between your legs facing away from you. Her long purple hair unfurled to you as you divided it into three sections. Because of her copious amounts of hair, it often took a while to braid Ei’s hair after a shower. But you didn’t mind, it gave you something to do during the day other than wait for her to return to you after presiding Inazuma.

You began braiding it loosely, a couple of stray strands escaping to flow in front of her face. It wafted a dizzy smell from her shampoo of natural sakura petals. A smell that was all too familiar to you, intoxicating  you.

You knew what was coming next after braiding her hair, you needed to somehow quench Ei’s insatiable hunger for you. As you tied her hair to finish up, she turned to face you with a deep breath. Forcing you to lay back on the bed as she rested her head on your chest, you would pet her scalp of hair ever so slightly. 

“Come here little one, let me reward you,” You lifted your head to meet hers, giving you a smooch. One kiss turned into two, and two turned into a session between you. She kissed you so desperately as if you’d slip from her hands at any minute.

As you both parted for air she looked at you with lust in her eyes, you swore you could see a red glimmer from her pupils. “What is so special about you? After centuries you are the only human to make me bend over backward,” You were about to answer that you didn’t know, but she quickly silenced you. Overpowering your movements with her own, she would make tonight quite interesting. 

• Ayaka is beyond shy, this girl probably didn’t even know what a top or bottom was before you. She just knows you were so cute and lovable, she just wanted to eat you up.

• Ayaka would lose herself in you. She’d be so gentle, even if it ruined the mood she’d ask permission before doing anything. She just wanted to make sure you were 100% safe.

• You thought it would be kind to do one favor for Ayaka after the countless she’s done for you. Specifically, you wanted to bring her some tea after a long day, it was the least you could do. 

You timidly knocked on the door to announce your entry. Your hips must’ve swayed a certain way, or your eyes gleamed a certain sparkle to put her under a spell so easily. With the tea kettle and a single empty teacup on a tray, you allowed yourself to pour your mistress a cup of fresh tea.

“Thank you, my love,” she sipped from the cup. “But what about you?” She wanted to dine with you. 

“Don’t worry about me, I’m only repaying a favor in the small way that I can.” Before you could say anymore she placed the cup on your lips, allowing you to drink from her cup. You were surprised at her sudden boldness.

“No, I insist,” You drank a sip or two before she took the cup away. The clumsy uncoordinated movements allowed a spillage to occur on your lips, a stream of tea dripping down your chin. “My apologies,” She lightly giggled. Although, you knew she did it on purpose.

“Allow me?” Like the esteemed princess she was, she would never engage you without permission first. It was only basic etiquette. You expected a thumb to wipe over your lips, only for Ayaka to grip your cheek, pulling you in closer to her face. She licked the small stream off, slowly emerging to a steamy kiss that she initiated.

When you two parted you both had the brightest blushes on your faces. Too focused on your own embarrassment to see each other. Such a bold move for a small timid girl like Ayaka.

• Kokomi would try and restrain herself around you. But something about you just made her want to take care of you, nurture you, do anything physical with you. She hoped it was just a side thought, she would hate to think of you so naughty.

• Kokomi would baby you. If you were around her she would keep you in her arms to protect you. She thought you were so cute even if you thought you were an annoyance to her.

• The poor introverted Kokomi wanted nothing but you to be there while she studied her war strategies. You helped her focus just being there with you in her arms. You were like a stress toy to her. Without you, she wouldn’t be able to keep her mind off of you.

Kokomi had you in between her legs cuddling with her. She was reading countless books she had checked out about war strategies to hone her skills. A clear sign of frustration on her face as she was confused about a certain chapter.

She placed the book gently down on the nightstand, before grabbing her ponytail which split into two with each hand, gripping it tightly. Pulling her hair to her face to scream loudly, her hair muffling the sound. “What’s all the commotion?” you asked.

She let her ponytail fall loosely again, wrapping her arms around you hopelessly. “Ah this strategy that the Shogun uses often, it has me to say the least... confused.” She nuzzled her head further into your back. Your scent comforting her ever so slightly, “Oh what would I do without you?” She asked.

She began leaving little kisses on your nape, which turned into suckling of your skin. It was clear she wanted to leave a mark. Her hands which were wrapped around your waist, found themselves pulling up your shirt as her hands roamed your midriff. They quickly grazed your chest before quickly retreating to grab the book on the nightstand.

“Hmph, can’t get distracted now can we?” She tried to play it off, and if you could see her face you knew she had the biggest blush ever. A girl like Kokomi would of course be far too shy to bring herself to the next stage in the relationship.

• Sara was irritated with you because even if you were doing absolutely nothing, she would get easily distracted by you. Something about you drew her in and poor innocent her had no idea what it was.

• Sara would try and shoo you away to prevent her from losing focus. But you were just too enticing, she couldn’t bring herself to do it fully. You’d end up in her arms while she finished up her work.

• Sara tried everything to keep you away from her office. If you had entered, You would’ve messed up her concentration. You promised though, this once you would be silent and just read a book or something. She allowed it unbeknownst that you would be a distraction just sitting there

Even though you sat in a cushion alone in a corner reading a simple book, it was hard for Sara to keep her eyes off of you. She would grind her teeth in utter frustration that she could barely finish a document with you looking so venerable in her peripheral. 

She wanted to do something, anything to you. She began tapping her feathered pen against the desk anxiously, catching your attention. Just one stare from you to meet eye contact was enough to be her calling. With an audible sigh, she rolled her eyes. “Come here,” she tapped her thighs to signal you. 

You had a light smirk, knowing whatever you were doing was successfully seducing Sara. You made your way towards her, sitting beside her with a side-eye. Allowing Sara to slowly straddle you as she looked you directly in the eyes. The blush on her face was undeniable, no matter how submissive you were she would never get used to this power dynamic.

“You’re the one who wanted to be in my office in the first place,” she said convincing herself that she was allowed to do whatever she wanted with you now that you were in her hold. She scoffed, “I mean look at you. You’re trapped in my palms now.”

She lowered herself onto your neck, you opened it up to allow more room for her. Giving her a little moan as she bit down onto it. You could tell through her breathing that she was growing more frantic, she wanted more. But you wouldn’t let her.

With the same shit-eating grin you pushed her head off of you. “Not right now, after all, you’re trying to focus aren’t you?” Two could play at that game. You would make her wait till she could no longer.

• Yae Miko will tease you half to death. She would take advantage of you, do anything to embarrass you. It made her feel a tingly sensation inside of satisfaction.

• Miko would purposely play with you, commanding you to do things that you thought were degrading. Your cute reactions were enough to make her spine tickle.

• Miko had you do the bare minimum to help around the Narukami Shrine. Deliver the fortune slips, she said. Seems simple enough, until you tripped over your own feet, making the tray splatter all over you.

Miko licked her fingers as if she was about to do some fine dining with such a clumsy lover. The fortune slips scattered all around you and a dent in the metal tray. “Ah~ such a cutie. What do you suppose I should do with you Hmm?”

She squatted next to you with her arms around her knees, looking at you fondly. Actually, scratch that, it was like she was looking at her prey. Observing your shy movements after messing up that badly with such an easy task. She brushed her slim fingers against your cheek with a sneaky smirk on her face.

“My my- for a mere human you’re just the cutest thing there is aren’t you,” she allowed herself to get closer and closer to you. Eventually, her body was draped above yours, her vibrant pink hair tickling your nose as she debated what she was going to do with you.

“I bet you’re just shaking in your boots right now huh? Waiting for me to do... hmmm,” She whispered in your ear. “I suppose this?” She licked behind your ear, giving you shivers. leaving a trail of saliva from your ear lobe, all the way down through the bottom of your neck. One hand supported her body up, while the other gripped your waist firmly, kneading it like dough.

She backed off with the same mischievous smirk before quickly picking herself back up. “Aren’t you a bit naughty? I supposed I’ll have to punish you later today,” She said with a light giggle. 

[jeongwife]

bestie we need part 3 of the chan making out ask pls 😵😵😖😖

part 1 | part 2

you mewl at chan’s filthy words, hips bucking into his hand to feel his fingers reach deeper inside your warm, wet walls, slick pouring out of your needy entrance at the thought of him ruining you. “p-please! w-want you, c-chan,” you gasp out as he continues pounding his long fingers into you, “wan-want to b-be…your c-cockslut—aah! gon-gonna c-cum!”

“yeah? gonna cum all over my fingers, baby?” chan hums, using his free hand to rub and flick at your swollen clit, grinning when your body starts to shake from the impending orgasm, “when i’m done with you tonight, you’re gonna beg for my cock every night.” you cum with a loud sob when he lightly pinches the sensitive bud, releasing around chan’s fingers as he continues thrusting them into your pussy to help you ride out your high. he pulls them out of you after your breathing evens, holding his hand to your face to show you the pearly substance coating his digits before bringing them to your lips. immediately, you open your mouth, allowing him to push his fingers in so you can clean them of your release, and the sight is more than enough to have chan’s cock throbbing in his pants.

“fuck, you’re so dirty,” he growls, pulling his fingers out of your mouth to undo his belt. tugging off his pants and underwear, his cock springs up and slaps against his stomach, painfully hard and the red tip leaking with precum. you watch, fascinated and in awe, as one of his hands wrap around his girth and begins slowly stroking up and down, causing more precum to bead at his tip. “you see how hard i am, baby? it’s all for you,” chan groans, tugging you towards him as he lines his cock to your dripping entrance. at that moment his demeanour shifts and he looks at you for confirmation, softly asking, “are you sure you want it, angel? we can stop anytime—”

“no!” you protest, wriggling your hips in an attempt to get him inside you, “i want it so bad! p-please ruin me, i w-want it!” your whiny voice has his cock twitching in his hand, and chan slowly pushes himself inside you. the initial stretch stings a bit, but he patiently stills his movements until you’ve adjusted to him, suppressing the urge to start thrusting. after a few minutes, you give him the green light to start moving, to which he begins a slow steady pace as he rocks his hips gently against yours, not wanting to hurt you.

your pleasure builds quickly, and soon chan’s slow thrusts aren’t enough to satisfy the aching in your core. “p-please, channie, harder… i want it h-harder,” you whimper, desperately trying to fuck yourself onto his cock as you grab at his biceps for support. a disappointed whine leaves you when chan pulls out, feeling your walls clench around nothing; your whine morphs into a scream when he sheathes his cock back into you without warning and starts a brutal pace, his hips slamming against your own as he roughly clutches at your waist while pounding into you.

“you want it harder, baby? you want it so hard that you can’t walk tomorrow, hm? who knew my innocent angel was so fucking filthy? you’re just begging to be ruined,” chan growls, driving his hard cock into your dripping cunt over and over again while you can only nod frantically, your mind blanking from the intense pleasure in your gut. your moans are wanton as you beg him to keep going, to give you more, to fuck you until you only know his name, egging him on to continue his rough strokes while he begins nipping and sucking at your neck to mark it with bruises. another orgasm approaches rapidly as the tip of chan’s cock nudges against your sweet spot with precision, your legs trembling uncontrollably around his waist as you warn him of your impending release.

“go ahead, baby, cum,” chan orders, rubbing fast circles into your swollen clit with his free hand as his other hand holds your squirming hips down, “cum nice and hard around my cock.” his words send you over the edge as you cum yet again, body twitching as the pleasure rips through you violently. the erratic clenching of your walls triggers chan’s orgasm, prolonging your bliss as you feel ropes of cum shoot into your spasming pussy and paint your walls white. chan shallowly thrusts into you to ride out his orgasm, letting your tight walls milk him dry before gently pulling out of you, earning himself a whine from you as globs of cum leak out of your entrance.

you breathe heavily as you come down from your high, eyes fluttering open in surprise several minutes later when you feel something nudge at your entrance again, staring back at chan with widened eyes as he runs the head of his half-hard cock along your slippery folds. his eyes are still darkened with lust as he drags his cock through your slit, drawing a sob from you when the head pushes against your sensitive bundle of nerves. “c-channie…wha—” “i never said i was done with you, baby,” he chuckles, massaging your hips with one hand as the other guides his girth back into your cunt, “when i’m done with you, you’ll have come so many times that you won’t remember your name, gonna turn you into my cock-drunk slut, yeah?”

😃😃😃😃 — admin lily

[hobis-hope94]

~ I Can Change 2 ~

AN: two fics in one day! I’m on a roll! I wanna write more fluff and comfort for my precious Ransom, because I love him.

😖 Part 1 here 😖

https://fangirllife98.tumblr.com/post/660931222078357504/i-can-change

Paring: Ransom x f!reader (past relationship)

Warning: couple’s therapy, fighting, swearing, crying, alcohol mention and a ton of angst.

Y/S/N - Your Shop’s Name

Y/B/F/N - Your Best Friend’s Name

(gif not mine)

You hadn’t really seen Ransom for a good three months after he showed up at your best friend’s door. You were glad of it but it also made you sad.

He kept his promise at least and didn’t contact you until you were ready, which with the help of your best friend, you contacted Ransom.

You two met at the bar you first laid eyes on each other. At the very same table where Ransom asked you to be his.

“I want this to work between us,” you said softly, cradling your chosen drink. “Some dumb part of me misses you. But I can’t just leap into your arms and play happy families again. This isn’t Disney,” you said gently.

“I understand, Y/N,” Ransom said gently.

He looked truly lost without you. Your heart hurt. He looked broken without you. But you couldn’t easily forgive him for what he did.

“I’ve set us up a therapy session. Y/B/F/N suggested that that’s a good way to gain trust,” you said gently.

“…couple’s therapy? Seriously, Y/N? Those things hardly ever work,” Ransom moaned.

“We’ve got to work hard to make it work, Ran. Please. Just … if you don’t then that means you don’t care about me. About us,” you said, avoiding his gaze.

“…fine. I’m sorry. I want this to work, Y/N. I need this to work. I’m … useless without you,” Ransom sighed heavily.

“Let’s fight for us, Ran. I want this to work too, baby. I do. But you’ve gotta work with me to help mend us. I want all that what you said when I left. And I want it with you. Please? Let’s just try and try hard?” You pleaded, looking desperately at him.

Ransom sighed.

“Okay. Let’s fight. I want us to work too,” Ransom said gently, you smiled gratefully at him.

——

Nobody said couples therapy was going to be easy, but some part of you hoped it would. There was shouting, crying, screaming. From both, you and Ransom.

Your therapist suggested that you two had monthly dates, so you did. You tried gaining your trust back for Ransom, but each day you struggled.

Any time you saw Ransom sneakily check out a girl your heart shattered. Anytime you heard Ransom talk to a girl other than you, you broke.

“You’re not trying hard enough, Ransom! Yesterday I saw you checking a girl out! IN FRONT OF ME!” You screamed.

You were at your weekly session, your therapist had told you fo say whatever you’re currently feeling. You’re feeling anger.

“Jesus Y/N, I wasn’t. I can’t look at anyone else now?” Ransom snapped.

His attitude broke your heart. He clearly didn’t care that much about you anymore.

“This isn’t working. I’m sorry, Doctor. We’re wasting your time,” you said as you grabbed your things.

“Y/N, wait - it’s only been a month. I’ll try harder,” Ransom begged as you stood up in a huff, tears threatening to make their way down your cheek.

“You said that last time, Hugh. I’m sorry. I think this is it for us,” you said, your voice cracked at the look of heart break on Ransom’s face.

“P-please. N-no,” he cracked.

“I’m sorry,” you said, running out of the therapist’s office.

——

That encounter was five years ago. Now, you’ve started your own business and you managed on your own. All of it on your own.

You have gotten friendly with one of your new neighbours - after moving into the apartment upstairs from where you now work. He was dashingly handsome, kind hearted. You two met by him saving you from getting mugged.

You were on a date with this guy, Richard. You two were walking in the park, arms linked. Just chatting and laughing together.

“Oh, shoot. Sorry, sir, I -“ you said as you bumped into someone.

“No, sorry Miss I -“ that someone had a voice you secretly missed.

You were shocked to see Ransom. His hair was a little longer and he had decided to grow his beard out. You two stared at each other.

“….hi,” Ransom said slowly.

“….Hi,” You said.

“…sorry, do you two know each other?” Richard asked slowly.

“Shit. Sorry. Richard, this is … this …” you said, your words failing you.

“I’m Hugh Ransom Drysdale. People call me Ransom … yes, we do know each other. But … haven’t been in touch for five years. Nearly six now,” Ransom said, politely shaking Richard’s hand.

“Nice to meet you,” Richard said.

“Likewise,” Ransom said, smiling.

You three stood in silence. You weren’t sure where to look so you looked to the ground. Ransom stared tearfully at you.

“Huh. Rich, we better get going. I need to open up my shop,” you said hurriedly.

“S-sure. Bye, Ransom,” Richard said as you gently pulled him along.

You two left Ransom in the street. He sighed heavily. He missed you so much.

—

“Have a lovely day!” You said in your cheery tone forgetting what happened that morning.

One of your regular customers just came in, brought the majority of your new stock stayed and chatted then left. You loved it. You had your back to the door when you heard the little tingle chime.

“Welcome to Y/S/N! How May …..oh,” you said, turning around.

Your face fell when you saw Ransom.

“Hi, Y/N. I see you actually started up your own business. Good for you,” Ransom smiled, he seemed genuinely happy and proud of you. For once.

“…thank you,” you said as you walked behind your counter.

“I came not to win you back, because I know I don’t deserve you. I came here to tell you. I’m sorry. I’m sorry I never tried hard enough. I let someone so beautiful, not only in form but in soul too, go. When you left I fell into a heavy binge drinking, then one day I was sick of feeling numb, so I went for a walk. Then I decided to see a therapist. I’m still seeing said therapist, and he’s impressed. I came to say … thank you for all the happy memories. Thank you for sticking with me through my dark days, I’m sorry I didn’t stick with you for yours. I’ve found a job, too. Not much but it’s a start. No more relying on my parents’ income anymore. Just me. Out to vend for myself. All by myself,” Ransom said, smiling.

You stood there, tears in your eyes as you saw Ransom. He truly has changed.

“Im sorry I didn’t become the man you always saw in me when I was with you, and I wish you the lifetime of happiness with Richard, because … you deserve it,” Ransom said gently. “Goodbye, Y/N. Im Sorry.” He added.

Just like that, he left. Leaving you shaking and in tears. Not tears of sadness, but tears of pride. Hugh Ransom Drysdale was going to become the man you always knew he deserved to be.

He really did change.

[7wanderingpaws]

the law of attraction blowing up the whole blog I see

It's so cute hahaha😂🥰😍

But definitely deserving.....I'm in the fandom of My.byun too 😉

Lol the blow up here after TLOA bonus part ...oof I can imagine

You blew up girllll🥳

My heart!! I thought I was the only one crazy for the law of attraction baek but there is a whole bunch 🤪

Of course we loved this so much!!

Blue moon baekhyun and tloa baekhyun on my my 24/7 🥶😭

I love TLOA so so much and Mr.byun 🤧💘😫💝🙈 but I also wanna say I wish after you finish your WIP's you consider to write on that too because when I read a ask about you explaining the plot I was pinned immediately and suddenly quit your life baekhyun got on my mind...so I definitely want to see baekhyun in that character and when it'll be you writing it I know I never be turned down in any way because you always put effort into your work and get so much love and its always more then our expectations so thank you!! You're very kind and sweet!! Love you hehe '3'

Whattttt!???!!as much as I love TLOA I think blue moon will have a even big fandom like I can seriously bet!!!Blue moon baek is sho shpecial UwUAnd I'm definitely waiting for Mr.Byuns come back !! Need to prepare my poor heart!!

Oh even my friend reccomended me to read TLOA and I dont regret it one bit😍I'm so into it actually I'm so glad she recommended me this or else I would've missed the OH SO AMAZING MY BYUN *squeal* and definitely can't wait for the bonus chapter 🥰 I have a huge huge huge crush on Mr Byun 😳

Yoooo girlsssss wymmmmm

Baekhyun ruining our standards is just so normal but we can never get used to it is just so normal too😖

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Thank you for these asks! I am always very happy, excited, humbled and overall thankful that someone takes the time to let me know their thoughts/fangirl about the character/plot. Much much appreciated, and biiig hugs! ☺💕

(I had to put the asks into one post because it would clump the whole feed of my blog/timeline for others who follow me - also, just wanted to note that if you have more to say feel free to put it all into one ask as Im sure one person sent more than one or two asks - and that is totally FINE - but it does clump my notifs and then the timeline. Just a little heads up and understanding please - or you can use my curiouscat acc and feel free to write there, hehe)

Now, on the other note:

I know this has been mentioned/said many times but none of the upcoming works will be done soon, or in the span of few weeks. I am finally in my home country after 2 years and I am barely on my computer (where I write) since I want to enjoy the very limited time I have with my family, and I desperately need a break from screen. I also need to prepare my research for school, so I am sure you can understand where my priorities lie this summer.

I am a little overwhelmed with changes in my life, and tumblr doesnt help much, neither AFF where I feel like its silent readership all the time (hence I stopped uploading one shots, because I am just asking to be ignored). This comes with constant comparison to other/more famous writers who always get the credit from readers without having to publish many chapters and already have hunders of ppl interested, while others cant really break through because readers dont appreciate you not having countless featured stories lol (which is supposed to validate you skills, I guess) - so yeah, that is another personal problem of mine that I am battling with currently.

I will slowly work on my WIPs BUT as much as I have a plan, and I always try to share it with you, I am not obliged to follow it simply because sometimes I have bad days and I want to write something nice and easy, and other times when I am in the mood, I can write more serious/plot-heavy story. I will proceed to publish whichever work will be done earlier, sorry! >.<

I worked hard for this blog (for myself) to make it where it is now. I am closing on my first 1000 followers as well, and I manage to get a few asks from various anonymous readers too, which is a big accomplishment for a writer. I do not take any comments/likes/reblogs for granted (for AFF goes the same along with upvotes) So I am very thankful! This blog has been a little life-savior in the difficult times I have to go through at my uni and helped me grow as a writer too.

Anyway, just wanted to give a little heads up about this. I am more inactive now because I want to be in the reality for a bit, so I am writing slowly as I go 🥰 If you read till here, thank you! 💕☺