#near constant fevers. low blood pressure and tachycardia. gastropareis+ibs+ulcers. dry eyes mouth nose vag etc despite hydrating.
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for 2025 i’d love for my body to stop deteriorating and at least stabilize and for doctors to stop being literally evil. i know this is a big ask but please I just want to live
#by evil i mean refusing to do anything more than a blood test and claiming my symptoms are psychiatric#even though they’re clearly physical and have no relation to my mood or will#cus that’s apparently how they view “female fatigue” (their words not mine)#Like. Fatigue so bad i can barely use the bathroom most days. constant infection and inflammation. constant moderate to severe pain#near constant fevers. low blood pressure and tachycardia. gastropareis+ibs+ulcers. dry eyes mouth nose vag etc despite hydrating.#hives and eczema from an increasing list of things my body reacts to#the still chronic insomnia. the inability to regulate my temperature. the fucking joint problems. the migraines#the right side of my body fucking sucks and it’s not even my migraine side#honestly i could continue to list things all day. i also have documented cognitive problems that are being worsened by brain fog#but no. all help i got from the specialist was him trying to push me into psychiatry (where i’ve had bad experience before fyi)#i fucking hate it here. doctors don’t even care about symptom management or quality of life#i lost most of my mobility in just two years. while doctors and loved ones around me have been calling me lazy and telling me to just#try harder and push through the fatigue and pain. as if. as if i haven’t tried that???#ok i’m done now#vent post
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