#nd i have so little faith in my abilities when im looking at job postings its genuinely awful
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#ive already complained to literally everyone about my job so here we are#my boss is well overdue on paying me for AUGUST i didnt have a single shift during september#oh nd i havent heard from her since the middle of last month#i needed to be looking fot jobs months ago tbh but i didnt wanna give up#nd i have so little faith in my abilities when im looking at job postings its genuinely awful#i either have to go outside my degree field nd hope i get an industry job eventually or bite the bullet nd take a leap of faith#WHICH IS TERRIFYING#all the while im spiralling into like. smth the feels like depression bc i have the worst fucking luck trying to get jobs#nd this is the third time ive had a job go this sorta way since i finished my masters degree#im just. i dont wanna work bc i need to i wanna work bc i want to yk?? fuck this aifsjt#nd all the while my brain is circling like who tf would wanna hire me in their right mind#none of my previous experience is helping with it either nd most days i feel so limited by my own body nd brain idk what i CAN do yk??#like ik i can do shit but god the temptation to go back into full time education bc at least i was sorta good at that?#cannot be overstated#but id have to get like. another masters or a phd nd thats. so much writing sigjdkt#fuck man idk#yellin into the void
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