#nct twilight au

[sungbeam]

i just read your twilight au mini series thing and holy shit why did it never occur to me that jeno and jaemin are the perfect pair for that?? it's so good, i would love to read more of it (my new guilty pleasure series hehe 😈) your writing is really so captivating <3

sjcbjdjfjd AHHHHH WOW THANK U FOR READING IT :') it's been awhile since i've even thought abt that series, but ayo i'm so glad u like it??? (´Д⊂ヽ thank u for real <33

and no omg i feel like we don't appreciate the potential of pitting wolf jeno against vamp jaemin enough 😩😩 like hello yes put me right in the middle of that thanks

[dalivanmagritte]

NCT FIC REC : JEONG JAEHYUN

back to the nct fic rec

favs

just us. (fav, smut, fluff, royal!au)

promise of duke (fav, smut, nobless!au)

oops, baby (i love you) (fav, smut, fluff, angstish, modern royal!au)

a summer love (fav, fluff, suggestive, 60's!au, smalltowngirl!au)

seeds of pomegranate (fav, angst, smut, fluff, greek mythology!au)

no smut

just friends (fluff, college!au)

i've got my eye on you (fluff, deaf!jaehyun)

je ne sais quoi (fluff, suggestive)

stars, moons & other celestial bodies (angstish, fluff, retro!au)

boyfriend material (fluff, fake dating!au, angstish, college!au)

7:37 (fluff, college!au)

pastas? (fluff)

classics (smut)

team captain (smut, fluff, college!au)

the charming (smut, housemate!au, college!au)

romanée-conti (smut, fluff, sugardaddy!au)

the v week spy (smut, fluff, college!au, stvalentine!au)

king of the streets (smut, fluff, angst, streetracer!au, journalist!au)

begin again (smut, angst)

die in your arms (smut, angst, spooky!au)

rose bud (smut, fluff, angstish, college!au)

pregnant partner (fluff, smut)

boy toy (smut)

body party (smut, boxer!au)

milf (smut, fluff, milf!au)

no distraction (smut)

one of the girls (smut, neighbor!au)

sleep well, princess (fluff, smut, brotherbff!au)

horizon (smut, office!au, ceo!au)

chained (smut, arranged marriage!au)

Fucking up the sheets (smut)

back for more (smut)

our little secret (smut, ceo!au)

teacher's pet (smut, teacher!au)

deadly kiss (smut, office!au)

jaehyun's new secretary (smut, office!au, ceo!au)

stress no more (smut, ceo!au)

make a mess for me (smut)

racer (smut, angst, streetracer!au)

trick or treat (smut, halloween!au, dad!jaehyun, neighbour!reader, ceo!au)

trick or treat (smut, halloween!au, neighbour!au, voyeur!au)

a nonsense christmas (smut, camgirl!au)

christmas puppy (smut, fluff)

cockwarming (smut)

runway (angst, fluff, smutish, e2l!au, fashion!au)

you have one missed call (smut)

tits obsessed (smut)

19:30 (smut)

heart aches (smut)

honeymoon avenue (smut, angstish)

around the corner (fluff, angst, rich!au)

deadly kiss (smut, fluff, office!au, architect!au, engineer!au)

baby making (smut, new parents!au)

daddy in the streets, husband in the sheets (smut)

bf! jaehyun (smut, fluff)

hearts won at practice (fluff, smut, junior footballplayer!au)

that's it (smut)

popsicle (smut)

perv! jaehyun (smut)

alternate universe (magics, gods, royalty, etc...)

just us. (smut, fluff, royal!au)

sleep well? (smut, incubus!au)

of sunrise and roses (fluff, suggestive, demigod!au, mythology!au)

on the shore of the styx (angst, mythology!au)

son of zeus (fluff, demigod!au, mythology!au)

son of lachesis (fluff, angstish, demigod!au, mythology!au)

son of dionysus (angst, demigod!au, mythology!au)

two worlds appart part.2 (angst, smut, royal!au)

midday reverie (smut, angst, fluff, abo!au)

not so charming (fluff, hogwarts!au)

twilight (smut, vampire!au)

shapeshifter wolf (fluff, angst, witch!au, shapeshifter!au)

head over broomsticks (fluff, suggestive, hogwarts!au)

wrong hands (smut, bodyguard!au, mafia!au)

motives (1) (smut, demon!au)

perfume (smut, werewolf!au, witch!au)

with another member

danger x johnny (smut, abo!au)

can you handle it? x johnny, jeno, jaemin (smut)

i wanna make you scream (smut, ghostface!au)

send in the clowns x mark x haechan (smut, halloween!au)

[kisstuals]

if blue could be happiness

PAIRING. na jaemin x female!reader WORD COUNT. 2.4k CONTAINS. angst, romance, actor!au WARNINGS. implied smut, just the reader being sad and in her head a lot, pretty reflective and retrospective, not much plot more emotions and vibes PLAYLIST. if blue could be happiness - florist | never goodbye - nct dream | liability - lorde NOTE. turns out i love complex female characters and depressing stories and men who fall harder… who is sensing a theme in my works? also im kinda back hahahaha hope everyone has been well xx. i’d say i’ll be more active now but i have a bad track record. that being said, please do give this some love and interact and let me know ur thoughts bc that will motivate me to be more active and post more things!!! would love to chat with you all <3

All you have ever known is being alone, so you can’t help but pull away when Jaemin comes into your life. Too bad he’s here to stay.

NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU LOVE TRAVELING, there is a wave of relief that hits you when the plane finally makes its descent in New York City. The tall buildings shimmer against the twilight sky, and even from so far away, you can sense the hustle and bustle of the always-busy city. You can imagine people getting off work after staying late, going into bars for happy hour. They laugh and giggle with their friends with a drink in their hands. New York City is always alive, and that’s why you love being there, as the fervor and excitement almost allows you to forget about how empty you feel all the time.

Despite that, there is a blue stillness around. A cloud of comfort, broken by a brief anticipation.

Your fingers curl around your seatbelt, waiting for the indication that you could finally take it off and leave the plane. It had been a month since you were last home, as you had been in Paris for the shoot of your upcoming movie. There is no doubt that your time there had been lovely, for you participated in every cliche there was for a Parisian tourist… eating too many croissants every day, visiting the Eiffel Tower, getting lost in the Louvre. The actual work you had gone to Paris for also concluded smoothly, but film shoots were never a problem for someone like you who actually enjoys their job.

None of that mattered though. You were aching to finally be home. It’s difficult to ignore your heart that is practically beating out of your chest, but that may be for reasons other than simply arriving back in your favorite city.

Reasons that are called Na Jaemin.

You wonder if he thought about you nearly as much as you did over the past month. And why would you, consider that you were the one who pushed him away. But you keep on wondering this as you leave the plane. He plagues your mind at the baggage claim, when you get into the car waiting for you, and the entire ride home. The buzz of your phone on the leather seat next to you is the only thing that pulls you out of your daze, eyes blindly following whatever buildings you could see in the distance. It was getting late, but New York never slept.

It buzzes again, and you finally blink before reaching for your phone. It’s a text from your sister, who had been house-sitting for you (or, more of an excuse to hang out in the city).

sister: he just showed up.

Your eyebrows furrow. The texts keep coming in

sister: (name). sister: JAEMIN IS HERE sister: when are you getting back?

Movements growing frantic, you quickly look outside for a landmark, realizing you were still pretty far from your apartment. And with the city traffic, it would at least be another hour.

you: WDYM HE’S HERE? you: i won’t be home for a while you: tell him to go wait in my room

She sends you a thumbs up and you sigh, leaning back into your seat to close your eyes in hopes of getting some rest. Your efforts prove to be futile, of course, because he’s all you can think about.

The first time you met him, you were drunk out of your mind. It was Ryujin’s party for actors to gather and mingle if you remembered correctly, but truthfully your memories of that night were pretty foggy. Everyone was dressed nicely and there was expensive liquor lining the countertops, but you ungracefully stumbled into Jaemin, a new and rising actor whose name was everywhere on the tabloids, in a corner somewhere. See, you were normally always on your best behavior, with perfectly styled hair, manicured nails, and hands folded politely. You never tripped over your own feet. You never spoke out of turn. You never did what you weren’t supposed to do, which was a long list considering you were an A-list actress with an image pristine like glass. People looked up to you.

So you had really no explanation for how Jaemin’s hands ended up around your waist, his lips chasing your own. Your body was hot against his, aching for his touch, and when you finally gave in, there was no stopping either of you. His lips moved ferociously against yours, lighting your skin on fire wherever they touched you.

It was no surprise you ended up in his bed later that night, but it was equally less of a surprise that you left the next morning before he could even wake up.

Yet, that was only the beginning. You seemed to run into him everywhere. At parties of mutual friends, you didn’t even realize you shared. At dress fittings, because the stylist for your next movie also happened to be his personal stylist. At the new coffee shop you decided to try out, and then realized was his favorite.

Suddenly, you couldn’t run away anymore. He was going to be in your life, whether you willed for it or not, so you entertained it for a brief minute. So you kissed him at parties and showed up at dress fittings with your hand in his. Every Sunday, you went to his favorite coffee shop together. You went to sleep in his bed and woke up in his arms. His name was linked to yours, and everyone talked about it, but you didn’t care. You had relinquished all control of your life.  

It was great, until it wasn’t. Until he got too close, and you went too far.

That night, there was a downpour in New York City and you retreated back into the comforts of your home. Of the perfect, orderly life you built for yourself.

And the next morning, you left for Paris.

There is a tremble in your fingers as you enter the code to your apartment. Why was he here? You pushed him away, and then he was meant to stay away. People don’t usually try so hard to remain in your life. Probably because of how distant you keep your heart from them. Or maybe that’s why you began doing it in the first place. It’s been so long, you cannot even remember what came first.

Your sister greets you with a worried smile as you enter. She takes your coat from you and you take a moment to set down your belongings, including the large suitcase you had been hauling behind you. The longer you take to go into your room, the longer you have to prepare for whatever is about to happen.

“(Name). He’s been waiting.” Your sister says, looking pointedly at your room door. You’ve dug your toes so far into black boots that you are afraid they may appear at the other end. There is a fleeting touch of comfort on your shoulder before she walks away. With a sigh, you take off your shoes and arrange them neatly on the shoe rack.

In an apartment as big as yours, the walk to your room is shorter than you remember, but you know you cannot delay this any further. Jaemin is definitely aware of your presence, no matter how softly your clothed feet hit the wooden floor of your apartment, so you finally open the door.  

Your heart stills when you see him. He’s sitting at the foot of your bed, wearing a fluffy brown jacket and a hat to match. It’s pretty obvious how he looks out of place against your cold, blue walls.

“Hi.” His smile is cautious like you might run away upon seeing him. His worries are not entirely absurd though, as you do consider backing away. But his eyes are warm, and you remember how much you are aching for his touch. You can’t help but take another step towards him.

“Hi.” Your voice cracks and he notices, but you both choose to ignore it.

“How was Paris?”

“It was good.” The temperature of your room must be near freezing, but somehow your words are colder. Jaemin winces, subtle yet noticeable, and stands up, rubbing his hands on his jeans. You pray that he doesn’t move any closer to you, as then you might actually run away, and somehow, he listens.

The heart is a silly little thing, because you find yourself disappointed at the distance between Jaemin and you, even though this ruin was your doing.

“(Name)...” You’re not sure what he’s going to say, but the deep breath he takes before speaking lets you know that you are not ready to hear it. Not yet.

“Sorry for making you wait. Got stuck in traffic.” You begin moving around the room to straighten up a few things that suddenly looked out of order, even though no one had entered your room while you were gone.

“Oh, uh, it’s okay.” His gaze follows your every move. “I hope your sister wasn’t uncomfortable with me just showing up.”

“No, not uncomfortable. Just surprised that you’re here.” Arranging your lipsticks from the darkest red to the lightest nude seemed like the perfect task at this moment, so you stand in the corner of your room farthest from Jaemin, hovering over your vanity.

He sighs. “Me too.”

This makes you glance back at him, eyebrows raised. “You are… also surprised that you’re here?”

“Yeah, considering how you just left me, why would I want to be here?” Jaemin is always honest, and you appreciate him for that, but you can’t ignore the guilt that pools in your stomach as you finally meet his eyes.

Your lips purse, and if you’re feeling anything, you don’t let it show. “Why are you here, then?”

This is the question that ultimately pushes him over the edge. Jaemin’s expression darkens as he finally closes the distance between you two, stopping just close enough so you could feel his breath against yours.

“You’re seriously asking me this? After everything?” He asks incredulously, his eyes searching for answers in your own

“I told you it was over.”

“Okay, but why?” You don’t answer, but you also don’t step away. “What are you afraid of?” Your lip quivers.

“Stop,” you whisper, as you feel your resolve starting to break. Jaemin takes a step back but keeps going.

“That I’ll break your heart? That I’ll leave you and go away?” He lets out an empty, pained laugh. “Well, isn’t that what you’ve done?”

“Jaemin, I–” You begin to speak, but now it’s his turn to cut you off.

“But despite all that, I still love you.” Your eyes widen, and an unknown, indescribable feeling overtakes your entire being. A single tear escapes you, of guilt, and fear, of love and longing.

The room is silent for a minute, and then another.

You are unsure of what the proper response to his confession should be, but whatever it is, you have messed it up already by waiting so long. You owe him an answer, because of everything you’ve put him through. Because you walked into his life, and then walked out, doing it first as you were afraid he would soon enough. But above all, because you loved him too, despite everything you had tried to convince yourself of.

“I’m sorry.” You aren’t sure how to put all your thoughts in words, so you decide to apologize first, instead. And even though it may be a deflection, you hope he realizes that it’s sincere.

But there’s disbelief in his eyes, and you hate that he doubts you, even though you’ve given him every reason to. “That’s it?”

“You’re right. I left because I wanted to do it before you could.” You continue, providing him with the honesty he deserved from day one. “I was so sure you would, because people always leave anyway, you know? They come into my life, I get used to them, then they leave, and I have to get used to life without them. There’s only so many times you can do that before you simply cannot anymore.”

Jaemin’s expression is unreadable as he considers what you said. “So, the solution was to push me away, even though I told you I wasn’t going anywhere that night?” Now his tone is neutral, and you are unable to figure out if he is mad, upset, or disappointed by your explanation.

“Do you know how many times I’ve been told that?”

You had always known that the film world was a lonely one. Your dad was a producer and your mom was an actress. They fell in love when they were twenty and fell out of love when they were twenty-five, with affairs and scandals galore. That left you and your sister, mere toddlers, stuck in the middle, as they threatened to leave each other. Eventually, they just left you. Despite all that, you chose to go down the same path, as the film world was the only world you knew. And then you went through it all over it again, as friends, boyfriends, managers, and mentors all came into your life, only to leave again. The only person who had stuck around was your sister, but because she had to.

Jaemin was the first person who ever wanted to be in your life, by choice.

“I should’ve been more clear then. If I had told you I loved you that night, would you have stayed?” He asks, his voice breaking.

“I don’t think anything would’ve stopped me that night,” you say quietly, remembering how quickly you booked a flight to Paris, and leaving one week earlier than you were originally supposed to for your shoot.

“And how about now?”

You look into Jaemin’s eyes and see only a love for yourself, despite everything, just as he said. And in that moment, the heaviness that you had been carrying around in your heart for as long as you can remember finally settles.

“I want to stay.” You admit.

“So what’s stopping you?”

The question that has plagued you forever now rises to your lips, in a bout of vulnerability you never saw for yourself. “Please don’t leave me.”

At that, Jaemin is immediately reaching for you, the touch that you had yearned for finally engulfing you. He gently cups your face, pressing his forehead against yours. “I’m here, aren’t I? And, I always will be. I won’t give up on us.” You nod, and return his touch, tugging on the collar of his jacket to pull him closer. “And if you leave, I’ll come after you, again and again, like I did today. I just needed to know that you want this as much as I do.”

“I love you.”

And then you kiss him like you never have before, like blue water in the forests of love. Because if blue could be happiness, that is all you ever want.

© kisstuals, 2023

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What I would write

I write for any gender, both character and Reader/OC, be it female, male, neutral transsexual. Any.

Yandere!Character x Reader, Yandere!Reader x Yandere!Character, Yandere!OC x Reader and Yandere!OC X OC.

Dark!Au, Gore, Disorders, Smut/NSFW, explicit language, soft!yandere, alternative AU, Horror, Age gap (depends on how much).

Romantic, platonic and general Yanderes, as well as more specific themes; example: yandere x depressive!reader.

Stockholm syndrome.

Pregnancy, childbirth and death in childbirth.

Non-Con, Dub-Con, BDSM.

Fluff; non-yandere.

Monsterfucking, specific kinks.

Angst.

What I DON'T write

Any kind of NSFW content with children, anything with children will just be platonic.

I don't write NSFW with characters that have a childish appearance or personality, just platonic.

I don't usually write ships because I consider it something personal, but I can do it if someone wants to.

Age play, scap.

Minor x Adult (only platonic).

Prices (in $ and R$)

Headcanons

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My list of current fandoms, but I can always add more:

Anime

Attack on Titan, Amensia, Death Note, Demon Slayer, Diabolik Lovers, Fruits Basket, Haikyuu!!, Hakuoki, Hunter x Hunter, Jujutsu Kaisen, Kamigami no Asobi, Naruto, Mirai Nikki, One Piece, Blood of Zeus.

Books

Percy Jackson, Harry Potter, A Song of Ice and Fire, Pegasus and The Flame of Olympus (series), IT., A Court of Thorns and Roses (ACOTAR), The Bridgertons, Twilight, The Lord of the Rings, The Cruel Prince: The Folk of the Air, The Bridgertons, Twilight.

Games

Genshin Impact, Detroit Become Human, Mystic Messenger, Time Princess Dress Up (TP: characters), Yandere Simulator, My Candy Love (Amour Sucré), Arkyos Angel, A Plague Tale.

K-Pop

BTS, BLACKPINK, GOT7, EXO, BIGBANG, TWICE, AESPA, Stray Kids, ITZY, Hyuna and Dawn, Red Velvet, NCT, Monsta X, Taemin, Dreamcatcher, LE SSERAFIM, (G)I-DLE.

Series/TV Show

Game of Thrones, House of the Dragon, The Originals, The Vampire Diaries, Teen Wolf, Supernatural, Outer Banks, Friends, Brooklyn Nine-Nine, Euphoria, Reign, Bridgerton, The Flash, Supergirl, Outlander, American Horror Story, Wednesday, Riverdale, Chilling Adventures of Sabrina, The Sandman, Lucifer, Winx Club, Ragnarok, The Lord of the Rings: The Rings of Power, Invisible City (Cidade Invisível), Shadow and Bone, Adventure Time, The Witcher, Rebelde MX (RBD), Heartstopper, Hannibal, Criminal Minds, The Last Kingdom.

Movies

Disney Universe, Marvel Universe, DC Universe, Maze Runner, Halloween, Friday the 13th, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, A Nightmare on Elm Street, Transformers, How to Train Your Dragon, Miraculous, Ever After High, Monster High, Barbie Universe, Christmas Movies, Maze Runner, Avatar, Twilight, Star Wars.

K-Dramas

My Demon, Bussiness Proposal, Doom At Your Service, Hometown Cha-Cha-Cha, Crash Landing on You, My Name, Mr Queen, King the Land.

Mythology

Greek, Egyptian, Norse Mythology and Brazilian Folklore.

Historical Characters

Alexander the Great, Cleopatra, Caesar Augustus, Julius Caesar and etc...

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MASTERLIST

requests are open!! if you want to make one, you can check the rules !!

Angst: ☁️ | Fluff: 🌸 | Smut: 🔥 | Suggestive: ❤️

NCT

How would dating Jungwoo be like? 🌸

Melodies of the stars (Jeno x idol!male!reader) 🌸

Enchanted Encounter (Jaemin x male!reader) 🌸

A Whole New World (Aladdin!Lucas x Jasmine!male!reader feat. Genie!Jackson) 🌸

Sweet Redemption (Jaemin x m!reader) ☁️🌸

Only You and Me (Jaehyun x m!reader, non!idol au) 🌸

Shadows Of The Heart (Haechan x m!reader) ☁️🌸

Whisper in the Shadows (Chenle x m!reader) 🌸

Shared Love (mark x johnny x m!reader) (poly) 🌸

ATEEZ

How would dating Mingi be like? 🌸

Guiding Light (Hongjoong) ☁️🌸

How would dating Jongho be like? 🌸

ZB1

Echoes of Regret (Gyuvin x f!reader, non!idol au) ☁️

Shattered Dreams (Jiwoong x m!reader) ☁️

Pokémon

A chance encounter in Mossdeep City pt. 1 (Steven Stone) 🌸

Recording a Sextape (Raihan x m!reader) 🔥

Dating Clavell, Hassel, Brassius and Larry headcannons (separated, gn!reader) 🌸

Enchanted Reunion (N x gn!reader) 🌸

Stitches of Love (Gladion x m!reader) 🌸

Haikyuu!!

How would they react to you thinking they’re too big (Kuroo, Daichi) ❤️

Unlikely Bond (Tsukishima x m!reader) 🌸

Bokuto’s Subtle Conffesion (Bokuto x m!reader) 🌸

Clumsy Confession (Lev x gn!reader) 🌸

Obey Me!

How would the brothers flirt with MC (pt. 1) 🌸

How would they flirt with MC (pt. 2) (Simeon, Solomon, Barbatos, Diavolo) 🌸

Beel, Mammon and Lucifer with a transmasc reader 🌸

Starlit Night (Diavolo) 🌸

Ink and Despair (Lucifer) 🌸

Jujutsu Kaisen

How would they react to (unintentional) suggestive actions (Gojo, Toji) ❤️

You’re safe, that’s all that matters (Gojo) ☁️🌸

My Hero Academia

Dating Midoriya, Bakugo and Todoroki headcannons 🌸

JoJo’s Bizarre Adventure

Bruno and Giorno with hijabi friend headcannons (platonic) 🌸

Shadows of the Past (Giorno x gn!reader) 🌸

Morning routine with Giorno and Abbacchio (poly x gn!reader) 🌸

Arcana Twilight

Cozy Moments: Alpheratz and Sirius 🌸

Love & Deepspace

Birthday Celebration for his S/O (Wayne, Xavier and Rafayel x gn!reader) 🌸

Pillow Fight with Rafayel (x gn!reader) 🌸

Kuroshitsuji/Black Butler

Prince Soma x reader headcannons (gn!reader) 🌸

[sollattes]

Hi im ian or sollattes ! I am 20 y/o, I use she/they pronouns, and I love writing little drabbles or headcanons(more about me)

I write for whoever(depends on my mood honestly 😭) but atm I mostly writing for;

Kpop :

svt, nct, txt, atz, mmm, and gidle (le sserafim and enha are occasional)

Movies/series :

twilight, high and low(both the series and the movies), meteor garden (chn, 2018 ver.), Harry Potter, Cherry Magic, aib, Dr. who (only the 10th doctor tho) and the Mcu (dcu occasionally)

Anime :

demon slayer, jjk, and haikyuu

Also, I do try keep a lot of my fics gender-neutral so a lot of them would they/them!reader though I am comfortable with doing she/her or he/him fics i just prefer my fics to be gender-neutral, and I do a lot of aus(mainly like mcu!person or hp!person and like super natural stuff) so no need to be confused if ever so suddenly I post like a spiderman!idol or ravenclaw!character

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Also, I do occasionally write some nsfw themed stuff, so if u don't like it, don't read it, don't interact with it.

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[findroleplay]

🌸hey! a.here she/her 18+ minors will likely be blocked if you interact.

I will start out by saying I am strictly looking for a MxF rp where I could play the female role. I am okay with fandom and fandomless. the main fandoms I am interested in are demon slayer, Naruto, and the last of us. (oc x oc is preferred, I would be lenient on my oc x canon, but cc x cc is okay as well, I'm just picky) I have ocs for all three of those fandoms, though I am in other fandoms. as for literacy, I am semi literate to literate, anywhere between 2-7 paragraphs, but it can vary depending on the details in the plot and replies.

as for genre, i love some angst and drama, a bit of gore is perfectly fine as well, nsfw is welcomed but I would like to have more plot than smut. my triggers are the basic stuff like beastiality, incest, pedophilia, etc, but we can discuss more about our limits in DMs.

shows/animes

The last of us; I prefer oc x oc, or oc x Joel miller

Naruto; oc x oc, oc x cc, Hinata x naruto, Shikamaru x temari

Demon Slayer: oc x oc, oc x cc, mitsuri x obanai, shinobu x giyuu.

Tokyo ghoul: I would love to do an oc x oc for Tokyo ghoul!

K-pop

BTS, ateez, ikon, txt, seventeen, got7, shinee, monsta x, stray kids, nct, dpr live, dpr Ian, sik-k, Dean. with kpop we can either do oc x idol, or idol x idol.

kdramas

descendants of the sun, the K2, weightlifting fairy, strong woman do bong soon, romance is a bonus book, just between lovers, cheese in the trap, he is psychometric.

Movies;

pitch perfect

Twilight saga

The breakfast club

10 things I hate about you

The edge of seventeen (best friends brother AU)

To all the boys I've loved before

the craft

Dazed and confused

Jurassic world

This will be on discord! Like this and I'll reach out to you.🌸

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[belovedhoon]

Twilight Dreams (Teaser)

Title: Twilight Dreams

Genre: Fantasy AU, Fluff, Smut, Angst

Fic Type: One Shot

Fandom: NCT

Pairing: Renjunx f!Reader

Warnings/Tags:  None

Summary: Y/N was 5 years old when she had her first encounter with the Fae, little did she know that, that would not be the last time she would encounter the Fae. Y/N grew up in a small cottage with her father Taeyang. Their cottage was tucked away in the forest, away from the village. Y/N and her father rarely ventured away from the forest due to the fact that the townspeople treated them as if they were different as if they were freaks of nature. So to save Y/N the trouble of being mistreated, Taeyang decided it’d be best to raise his only child away from the village. His reason being that he didn’t want his daughter to be hurt, although he hides a big secret from everyone including Y/N.

Hello!! Long time no see! But alas I am back with another fic! Here is the teaser for my upcoming Renjun fic! I hope you guys enjoy it! Lemme know what y'all think! <3 - Kitsune

Teaser under the cut!!

“Okay Y/N, don’t go too far into the woods where I can’t easily find you.” Your father Taeyang said gently, before brushing your hair out of your face. You nodded your agreement, before hugging him. 

“I promise appa! I just wanna see if I can find the bunny I saw yesterday evening! Maybe I can befriend him!” You told your father excitedly. Taeyang smiled brightly at you. He could never love anyone as much as he loves you. Taeyang hugged you back before patting your head.

“Okay my little princess, go on now, appa has some work he needs to take care of.” You giggled and nodded, before running towards the wooded area that was surrounded by pretty colorful flowers. You were walking around picking up some pretty flowers to take back to your father, humming a song, Taeyang would sing to you to help you sleep, when you noticed a boy around your age hiding behind a tree, looking at you shyly. 

“Oh! Hello! Don’t be shy, my name is Y/N! What’s your name?” You said quietly, and began to approach the boy slowly, as to not spook him. The boy slowly came out from behind the tree, his hands fidgeting.

“Oh, uh…My name is Renjun…” The boy said quietly. He had such a gentle calming voice. You smiled, before coming to stand in front of him, your hand raised for him to shake. He looked down at your hand, smiling a little before grasping your hand gently, shaking it.

“Do you live around here Renjun?” You asked him. He looked up at you before nodding his head. 

“Yeah, you could say that.” He said smiling at you. You giggled excitedly at that.

“Oh wow! We can be friends then! You’re the only person I know, besides my dad.” You said happily. Renjun giggled when you said that you wanted to become friends. 

“I’d love to be your friend Y/N!” Renjun said shyly. You smiled brightly at that. 

“C’mon Renjun! I’m looking for this bunny, I saw yesterday. Maybe we can find him!” You said excitedly. Renjun nodded eagerly. You grabbed Renjun’s hand before heading off further into the forest to find the said bunny. You two began to search for the bunny nearly all day. Until Renjun had to head back home, and you had heard your father Taeyang call your name in the distance. Renjun and you had vowed to be best friends for life moving forward. That was the first time you met Renjun.

[sungbeam]

𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐲 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐡𝐢𝐦.

wolf shifter!jeno x human!reader x vampire!jaemin

▷ 1.9k words this time,,, send help

▷ twilight au; read "i know what you are" which takes place chronologically after this one, but you don't need to read them in order!

a/n: OKAY I KNOW I SAID I PROB WOULDN'T, BUT I DID IT huhu this is dedicated to the anon who was asking abt a series for my other oneshot </3 i'm sorry i couldn't deliver, but here's another one 🤧

Lee Jeno was insistent that he walked you to your first class of the day. Well actually, he insisted that he walk you to every one of your classes, with his muscled arm slung around your shoulders, with eyes subtly glaring at anybody giving you a look. You didn't miss the glare. You never missed the glare. 

It wasn't like you condoned the glare; you just gave up on persuading him to stop. When Jeno had been convinced of something, he could be very determined. 

"—fastest route to the science classes is through this hallway, but I wouldn't recommend going through here without me because—"

"Because why not?" You mused, eyebrows arched. "You are not my bodyguard, Jeno Lee, and I don't need one either."

Jeno wrinkled his nose at you—or, you guessed it wasn't you specifically as his eyes narrowed into a glare at a group of students walking toward the two of you from the opposite end of the corridor. They had a certain… presence to them. There were maybe five of them in total, but they all wore some variation of black or leather, their expressions cold and unreadable. Students scrambled to get out of their way as they sauntered down the corridor as if they owned the damn place. 

"That," Jeno grunted, "is why."

Jeno directed you to the other side of the walkway and levelled a glare at the passing group. The one at the center, a boy with dark hair and a face sculpted like a Greek god (a complexion that rivalled Jeno's? Impossible…), passed you a curious glance. Another of the entourage grinned mirthlessly at Jeno in a taunt. 

Jeno's grip on your shoulder tightened just a little. 

You found his free hand and held it. "Hey, are you okay?"

He visibly relaxed. His hand entwined with yours and he shot you a small smile. "Sorry, yeah."

You began walking again.

"As I was saying, you don't really want to walk this way since those guys like to make this their personal runway." He rolled his eyes at the mention of that group. 

"Who are they, anyway?" They walked like gods.

Jeno huffed out of his nose. "No one important. Just… stay clear of them, Yn-ie. For your own safety, okay? And stay away from Na Jaemin, especially."

"Jen," you laughed, "I don't even know which one he is."

"He was the middle guy. Bastard in leather. Black and red jacket," he described for you. The image of Jaemin looking at you flashed through your mind. 

You hummed lightly in understanding and Jeno smiled, satisfied. 

As the two of you continued down the corridor, this time, walking a bit slower since you suspected your biology classroom was coming up soon, you tried to ease Jeno's tension. "So, what do you have first period?"

Jeno grumbled, "Calc."

You snorted. "Sucks to suck."

To your surprise, Jeno winced. "Oh, can we like… not use the word 'suck'?"

"Uh, sure?" You shot him a weird look, but tried again. "Good luck with calc then, Jen."

He hung his head. "I'm failing calc."

"That's a lie."

"No, but it's not." He peered over at you through his black bangs, a pout on his pillowy lips. "Yn-ie, you have to help me! The math teachers here are terrible at their jobs."

Your pride soared at the fact that Jeno was asking for help. You knew it was difficult for him to ask for help from anybody. "Of course, I'll help you!" You added teasingly, "But it'll cost you."

Jeno cocked his head to the side, the pouty, helpless puppy no longer present. He was replaced by a predator. His eyes darkened, tongue darting out to lick his bottom lip. "Hm, how can I possibly repay you then, love?"

A feeling stirred in your stomach and your eyes widened, a deer caught in headlights. It had been an innocent, teasing question. And somehow, Jeno had turned the tables—no, flipped the tables. 

Perhaps sensing how flustered you were, Jeno suddenly smiled, an innocent sort of puppy-like one, the predator nowhere to be found. Strange. "I'm kidding, Yn-ie. I'll buy you dinner sometime."

"Jeno," you protested, "you always buy me dinner."

He steered you around the corner. "Then I'll buy you that cute, little sundress."

You stopped short in the middle of the corridor. "How did you—"

"It's been sitting in your online shopping cart for three months," he answered cheekily. "And you had the site bookmarked."

You blinked. Then turned away, defeated. "Screw you."

Jeno's bright laughter filled the hallway and you found a smile crawling onto your face against your will. He nuzzled his nose into your hair affectionately. "You're so cute. I wish."

Oh, for God's sake—

The classroom (finally) came into view as the two of you rounded the corner. Students continued to stare and comment to their friends about you and Jeno as you passed, but you tried your best to ignore them. It seemed like Jeno was used to them or just plain unbothered. He thrived off of attention sometimes. 

As you entered the bio lab, Jeno hollered, "Mrs. Lim! I brought my lovely best friend, Ln Yn, here for you."

Mrs. Lim was a pretty woman dressed in a smart sweater vest and slacks. She looked like one of those aesthetic academia Pinterest posts, her dark hair twisted into a claw clip and a pair of black glasses seated on her nose. She glanced up from her demonstration table at the front where a pile of papers sat before her. 

She smiled warmly at the sight of you. "Ah, hello, Miss Ln. I'm Mrs. Lim, your biology teacher." She offered you her hand to shake, to which you shook firmly. "Welcome to Neo City High."

"Thank you," you chirped back. "Glad to be here."

Mrs. Lim shot Jeno a small smirk. "You can hurry on now, Jeno. I'll take good care of her."

Jeno ruffled your hair and you slapped his hand away. "I trust you, Mrs. Lim. See you, Yn-ie!"

"Bye, Jen!" You called back as he waved and disappeared out of the classroom. 

Now that it was just you, Mrs. Lim, and your first period biology class, Mrs. Lim walked you through some standard procedures and classroom rules. Overall, it was pretty basic stuff that you comprehended right away. The next step was finding you a lab partner. 

The classroom was steadily filling up now that the bell had rung to signal the beginning of first period. You scanned the classroom, feeling a pair of eyes pinned to you. 

As soon as you connected gazes with them, you tensed. Staring at you, head cocked to the side as it rested against a fist, was Na Jaemin. How the hell had he gotten here so fast—?

Mrs. Lim then said words that you dreaded to hear. "Oh, Yn! You can sit beside Jaemin. He hasn't had a partner for the past week. Jaemin, raise your hand."

Jaemin lifted a couple of fingers up lazily and Mrs. Lim nudged you in that direction. You hoped you didn't look too disappointed or nervous as you walked toward him. But then again, by the way Jaemin's eyes slowly dragged up and down your figure with a calculating gaze made a shiver shoot down your spine. There was something very… off about him. 

You dropped your backpack at your feet and slid onto the stool beside him. 

Jaemin's head turned to the front. 

You breathed a sigh of relief. 

Until he muttered, "You smell like the mutt."

Your head whipped around to him. "Excuse me?"

He arched a brow at you, then paused. His eyebrows furrowed and took in your offended facial expression. Then, it morphed to curiosity. "Interesting. You don't know who I'm talking about?"

"You're saying I smell like a dog."

"No," he drawled, leaning back slightly to cross his arms over his chest, "I'm saying you smell like Jeno."

You scoffed. "Don't call Jeno a dog."

Jaemin smirked, amused. "That's really funny. You're really funny, Yn."

"How do you know my name?"

He shrugged. "I have very good hearing, darling. I also pay very good attention to things. So... Jeno Lee likes you?"

You didn't know why your heart skipped a best at that. You stammered, "I don't know what you're talking about." Jeno liking you? Not possible. You were best friends since childhood, and Jeno was Jeno. He flirted a lot, sure, but he could do so much better than you, in your opinion. 

Jaemin smiled this time. "You're very cute when you're flustered, darling. Okay, I'll leave it at that." Then he turned back to whatever Mrs. Lim was projecting on the screen and said nothing else to you for the rest of the period. 

You tried your best to shake the conversation away, but it was a little difficult with Jaemin sitting beside you. Jeno's warning from earlier rang in your head—stay away from Na Jaemin. Well, not exactly possible at this moment, Jeno. 

It wasn't like Jeno would find out that you two were lab partners now, right?

At the end of the period, you began putting your materials back into your backpack. Jaemin had his bag already packed and brushed behind you to leave the classroom just as you gathered your hair up into a ponytail and exposed your neck. He halted, right behind you. 

The hairs on the back of your neck stood up. "Sorry, am I blocking you?"

Jaemin cleared his throat. "No, you're not. Is that… what perfume is that?" His voice had gotten deeper and raspier.

"Oh, uh, I'm not wearing perfume?" Was this about the dog thing again? You were this close to beating his ass—

"Forget I said anything then." Before you could ask him what was happening, he rushed past you and out of the classroom. The most unsettling thing was that he had the back of his hand pressed against his nose, as if blocking out a smell. 

You frowned, looking down at yourself self consciously. That… was probably the weirdest biology class ever. You hoped tomorrow would not be the same, or would at least be somewhat normal. Maybe you'd wear perfume tomorrow if your scent bothered him that much. 

As you thanked Mrs. Lim on your way out of the classroom, Jeno appeared in the doorway, a big grin on his face. That smile melted away just as quickly as it appeared. 

"Hey, Jeno—"

His eyes narrowed, scanning the room. "Why the fuck was Jaemin here? And why do you smell like him?"

Funny. That was what Jaemin said about you and Jeno. "What is up with people telling me I smell today?" You laughed nervously, trying to play it off. This really wasn't cool. Not exactly the best thing to say to a girl. 

Jeno snapped out of whatever daze he was in. "Sorry, no; that sounded really stupid." He smacked his hand to his forehead. "I'm sorry, Yn-ie. It's just that, uh, his cologne is really strong right now."

You sniffed the air. It really wasn't…

"Let's go, yeah?" Jeno asked you, offering you his hand. 

You nodded, taking his hand. "Sure." Plastering a smile on your face, you met Jeno's grin, and then you let him guide you to your next class. Hopefully, this was the last weird thing that would happen to you today. 

Oh, how wrong you were…

"i know what you are." / "i will always tell you the truth."

nct m.list

[tayunji]

aftermath.

► lee jeno.

► in which he turns to you—as expected—and you let him in, as expected. you have questions, and he’s willing to answer each one, just not now.

► warning ; mentions of wounds, bruises, cuts, blood, etc. nothing graphic. reading @sungbeam’s i know what you are is advised before reading this, some exchanges may seem confusing otherwise.

► 0.9k words

“i told you not to come to me.” the words came out exasperated, rather than the sharp, cold tone that you had intended. it couldn’t be helped, you couldn’t stay mad at him, he was your best friend.

your best friend, lee jeno, who was standing in your doorway at this ungodly hour. your best friend, whose admittedly handsome face was tainted by cuts and scratches, whose soft hands were bloody and bruised, looking for your care.

“i’m..sorry. i can explain, everything, if you want. i don’t want you to be mad at me.” his voice was gentle, almost feeble. he sounded as though he was pleading to be let in, whereas before he was comfortable enough to enter immediately as soon as you opened the door for him, engulfing you in a hug, his arm around your waist that never did leave even after the hug was done.

you gave him a soft smile, which he tried to reciprocate. keyword : tried. his face was covered in cuts, he winced as soon as he tried to smile back, no doubt regretting his decision.

“moron.” you laughed out, stepping aside to let him in. he went into your living room, seating himself on the couch and looking at you with an adorable indescribable expression.

“wait here, i’ll be back.”

“of course.”

you sat in front of him, the fireplace a good distance away to give you both the much-needed warmth, especially jeno.

he wordlessly gave you his hand when you reached out for it. he was completely silent, opting just to watch you while you tended to his wounds.

you were the one to break the silence. your anger may have dissolved, but your curiosity hadn’t.

“so, you were going to explain what happened back there.”

jeno seemed startled by the question, was he not expecting you to ask? or was he planning on stalling? you wouldn’t be surprised, he had his ways of biding time when it came down to it.

“i will, i promise. but..can it wait? just a bit? i just..wanna be with you, here, for a bit. i’ll tell you everything, just not right now. i promise.” he spoke so slowly, if the crackling of the fire had been any louder, you were sure you wouldn’t have been able to hear him.

letting out a deep sigh, you looked up at him. he looked at you with hope, hope that you’ll let this moment be as it is, ask your questions later.

in all honesty? you were glad to have him back in one piece, considering what had happened in the forest. he would answer your questions for sure, he would have no choice.

“okay, sure. let’s stay like this. but you had better keep your word, lee jeno.” you shot him a glare that held no malice. “i’ll clean up your face now, okay?”

you had to move forward, leaning towards him and out of your seat to tend to the wounds on his face. the position was uncomfortable, and any minute now, your legs would start cramping, besides, you could already feel the incoming back pain.

“here, tell me if you’re uncomfortable.” is all he said before his bandaged hands came around your waist, gently pulling you into his lap. with widened eyes, you looked down to see that he was looking at you, silently asking if this was okay.

it was okay, yeah. it was okay for your back and your legs. okay for your heart, though? absolutely not.

you pushed aside those thoughts, now is not the time. giving him a quick smile and a nod, you continued tending to his wounds, pointedly ignoring that his hands were still on your waist, that he hasn’t stopped looking at you at all. you had to, you had to ignore the way he was looking at you. you didn’t know what would happen if you pointed it out, it made you nervous, made your stomach churn, and you didn’t know whether it was good or bad.

once you were done, you cupped his face, checking to see if you had missed anything. even then, he was looking at you with this adoring indescribable shine in his eyes.

deeming it a job well done, you moved yourself to get off of jeno, but he only tightened his hold around you. you immediately caught his eyes, your brows furrowing.

“jeno, it’s done. let me get off.”

“hm, no.” was all he said before he bruised his face in your chest, breathing in. your arms instinctively moved to his neck. you were hugging now, while you were still seated in his lap.

you had to ignore it, push it aside, ignore the heat creeping up your neck. ignore the fact that, if he could see, he would tease you to hell and back about your ears being red. you had to push it aside.

jeno was exhausted, you could tell. he wasn’t talking much, moving much, he was basically falling asleep with you in his lap. he didn’t even make any comment about you being pulled into his lap so easily, usually his teasing would have you hitting him to get him to stop.

what happened in that forest?

you gently ran your hands through his hair, smiling when he hummed in response.

“jeno..”

“just a while, let’s stay like this for a while.”

you couldn’t say no to that.

► v’s note : obsessed with @sungbeam’s twilight au, this is my own imagining of what could’ve happened between jeno and the reader after he events of i know what you are. approved by sungbeam herself, i hope it lives up to your expectations ^^

[justwritedreams]

me when i see these pictures:

[neocrush]

twilight

two - stan loona

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you were always active on your private twitter account late at night — your interactions on the app mostly being your internet friends who lived kilometers away. when twitter suggests an account with a similar username as yours, curiosity killed the cat as you try to find out who the person behind the screen is.

haechan x fem!reader

a/n: please ignore the timestamps :)

taglist

@fullsuuns @jaeshatshop @neodreams06 @stopitvpls @lokideadontheinside @lolrenjuun @luvghyeon @chanslaptopp

[itsthe-neo-zone]

Confession no. 2:

NCT members that look like characters from the twilight series.

Firstly hear me out and don't get your panties in a twist.

I was recently watching the twilight films (as a meme) like you usually do every few years. And I noticed many similarities in phisicality when it came to certain characters and nct members.

I know, very random, (but don't tell me you don't sit and think about nct for like the whole day.)

Anyways without further thinking -

Here's nct members that look like twilight characters:

1. Jasper cullen looking like Na Jaemin.

Not only do both their names begin with a J but I see a certain resemblance between the two.

It maybe the slim facial structure and thin top lip to bottom lip ratio but I really do see jaemin in the vampire. This may also have to do with the way he carries himself in the films, his mannerisms remind me of jaemin.

The crimped messy hair, parted centrally adds to the fact that they look very similar to me. Especially when both pull of the style so well.

2. Edward Cullen looking like Jung Jaehyun.

This is partially due to the soft and seemingly calm way they both react or seem to have around them when they are in a certain place.

I can see a strong connection between both through their similar mannerisms and the fact that in certain shots I had to glance twice because I saw jae for a second when it really was Edward, it really muddled with me.

It's the soft droopy eyes along with sharp facial structure and cheeks is what makes both individuals look so alike to me.

And with the contacts they both wear it just adds to the similarities they both have making me see jaehyun as Edward and vice versa.

~~~

Thank you for coming to my Ted talk, I appreciate if it was too weird, most people won't see the similarities. My brain just works in a peculiar way. Or maybe its just that I have a vampire kink and jaemin + jaehyun fulfil those places...

[neokollection]

Two Timer - Jaehyun

Drabble Game

“Save some for me.” + Jaehyun

A/N: Maybe I should have also said if y’all want fluff/smut or what... Sorry, I went kinda wild with this- - Adm Finn

In the wee hours of the night, things happen-

The city becomes a dangerous maze of towering concrete and damp alleys.

People and things lurk-

One of those things, Jung Jaehyun-

Just like any other night, you made your way home, the heels of your boots clicking rhythmically-

It wasn’t until you heard someone’s cry for help in a nearby alley that you set off course-

A handsome man sat slumped against the damp floor of the alley, his head resting warily against the brick wall behind him- “What happened?! I’ll call an ambulance!”

Your phone was already in your hand, but was soon knocked out- A presence clearly behind you-

A hand clamped over your mouth, muffling your scream-

It was painful- Your hair brushed from your shoulder before a hot breath fanned your neck...

The moment a pair of teeth sunk into your skin you began to loose consciousness. 

Your gaze wavered, only able to focus upon the man below you...

When he stood, he towered over you, his gorgeous visage merely centimeters away- He was... Grinning? His protruding canines catching your attention as they glinted. “Save some for me.”

You’d fallen prey to their elaborate trap-

[venerex]

masterlist i

legend

[🔹] historical au

[ ☘️ ] gender neutral reader

SEVENTEEN

scoups

# 1

cat got your tongue?

# 4

attire

always better

your girlfriend (ft jeonghan)

very nice ☘️

again ☘️

mirror

the morning after ☘️

jeonghan

23:04

after you

21:33

23:56

first dance🔹

18:28

angel (ft joshua)

# 5

your girlfriend (ft scoups)

hers

pout ☘️

marks ☘️

front door ☘️

20:51

22:23

23:48

joshua

23:04 (from old blog)

22:51 (from old blog)

movie night

23:11

21:43

forget

angel (ft jeonghan)

got it bad

11:42 ☘️

23:41

non-flat ☘️

22:08

polka-dots

or something

jun

marks

lemon tea and home

hoshi

22:13

focaccia ☘️

tiger-print

wonwoo

14:28

#6

woozi

# 3

guess it worked

brat

minghao / the8

20:13

feather-light praises

chèrie🔹

the poet🔹

mon amour🔹

a day later🔹

how'd i do?

dokyeom

01:23

darling🔹

ties

# 2

22:36

glasses ☘️

mingyu

comfort

seungkwan

00:42

vernon

something sweet

tomorrow ☘️

dino

01:29

it's us

ride

call (ft yeonjun of txt)

bet

pendant

texture

chocolate mousse ☘️

NCT

jeno

little miss

22:47

little miss 2.0

STRAY KIDS

minho / lee know

oh captain

felix

twilight

MAMAMOO

hwasa

taken

THE BOYZ

sangyeon

nightgown

GOT7

jinyoung

gentleman ☘️

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