#narrator: it was not lol

[catt-crossing]

aight im gonna vent a bunch of thoughts i had about that bitch who is apparently not my friend anymore. feel free to read, u may need a snack and or a drink though cus it's a doozy :/

so like!! i tried to point out the situation wasn't about her feelings and obviously that didn't matter because she made it about herself anyway. and then she dms me on discord and she tries to point out how it was ME who wasn't acting like her friend like bitch excuse me?? because I didn't message to her, I made her feel bad, all me me FUCKING ME! Like hold the goddamn phone bitch. You didn't message me either!! You also made me feel like fucking garbage!!! Did this bitch message me once or try to talk to me about how I felt?? NOPE!! Apparently me writing out how I felt like shit in the server before I left didn't mean anything to her like okay!! She's too into her own fucking feelings. And then she goes on to tell me how I left the servers she's in including her private one for her only close friends and for one. I left multiple servers, not just the ones she's in, but she wouldn't know because she just assumed I only left the ones SHE is in. Because I needed some fucking space and I felt perhaps she'd like space from me, again not that she'd know because she only assumes and doesn't consider my thoughts or feelings. Like excuse me from needing a break from being around you when you act like a fucking selfish child. And the fact hat she's upset about me leaving her "close friends" server, YET not even trying to talk to me at all, and two weeks after the situation, I find out she's already "mourned the friendship" and has basically tossed me aside. Like gee, why was I even in your "close friends" server then because that sure isn't something you just do to your so called close friends, bitch. She made it all about herself and even though I'm pissed and kind of done with her, since apparently she's done with me, it still hurts. :/ It's so stupid, but I kind of want to cry. I hate hate hate being made to feel like I'm the bad guy, and I know logically I'm not, but it still feels like I am :( and the fact that everyone else is still choosing to be friends with her and excuse her actions and words, is so alienating. I just feel like somehow I messed up and humiliated, and not appreciated or loved by some of my friends. It's obvious they like her more I guess. Everyone in that server simps for her anyway and she gets treated better like anything she does or says is more interesting than what other people have to say. One of my friends who has been on my side and left the server and her dnd game with me pointed out that part of what our friends probably think is that it's okay for me to get hurt because I'm more level-headed and stable and I won't cut people out of my life and drop friendships, which is what that bitch would do. So they would rather preserve her friendship while allowing me to get hurt, and let me just say that shit's fucked up. It honestly makes so much sense, though. So now I'm kind of rethinking some of my friendships and I don't think I can go back to acting totally normal and close with some people, which also fucking sucks. Because that's also a bit alienating or isolating or whatever the right word here is. Lonesome, I guess. Oof :/

[cavalierclavier]

When I broke the cycle, I made sure that the tear was rough. You carry a part of what should be her, and she carries a part of what should be you.

[cuntylouis]

I feel like many people have a fundamental misconception of what unreliable narrator means. It's simply a narrative vehicle not a character flaw or a sign that the character is a bad person. There are also many different types of unreliable narrators in fiction. Being an unreliable narrator doesn't necessarily mean that the character is 'wrong', it definitely doesn't mean that they're wrong about everything even if some aspects in their story are inaccurate, and only some unreliable narrators actively and consciously lie. Stories that have unreliable narrators also tend to deal with perception and memory and they often don't even have one objective truth, just different versions. It reflects real life where we know human memory is highly unreliable and vague and people can interpret same events very differently

[emahriel]

I will always hear this in my head now

(source: x)

[walrus-tusk-615bc]

Couple goals: Horrid beast tormented by voices, whose only choices are to witness/cause the death of their soulmate and a princess who’s doomed by the narrative to repeat the cycle upon their death.

[metanarrates]

my first experience reading orv

[squuote]

ive done a piano drop joke before and by god ill do it again. piano crashers

[filibusterfrog]

could i ask if you'd do a version of sapient undead sorcerer that isnt evil?

[cryinganabell]

Can u tell what is my new hyperfixation is???

[chellustrates]

this game stole my heart

[chrliekclly]

a drug dealer and his boss

[thesockghost]

This is all I could think about ever since I’ve been aware of that dumb fucking cup

[yourpalmalika]

is this anything

[lazy-b1rdy]

Stan n' Nar

oh wow i finally finished it!!!11!!!1

first version's under the cut

[hungryriverbeast]

Wither and Bloom

[artist-rat]

my sister's tav and her evil gang (bunnyheart, catstarion, and... catminthy?) because. yeah