#narinder is actually very depressed and is on the verge of taking himself out

[kazzsk2]

My au in simply terms:

Basically this is like if lamb had sacrificed themselves after they got narinder's siblings out of purgatory and already intergrated narinder into the cult, passing godhood back onto narinder.

The first few years are fine, but as time passes and narinder is only left with stories from the lamb's old followers and sculptures of them, he cannot take it for any longer and is actually going fucking mad. He brings the lamb back and it, of course, backfires.

It takes several resurrections for lamb to finally stop killing themself immediately after being brought back. He makes a deal with narinder, saying that if he still wants to die after 5 years of being in the cult, narinder will allow him to.

Narinder after lamb tries to kill themself for the 30th time that day:

(On a side note, their relationship is not healthy like at all. It gets some improvement as time goes on, but rn, it's absolutely in shreds. They should NOT be in contact with one another.)