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adoringjensen · 8 years ago

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Hey, it's your secret friend! Just checking in to make sure you're okay! I'm glad you had the opportunity to go to MinnCon! That must have been a lot of fun!

Hiya, friend!!

First of all, I am so sorry for not responding to many of your recent messages :/ I wasn’t much in a talking mood for a while there; I promise I wasn’t purposely ignoring you or anything. I really love and appreciate your messages :))

MinnCon was so much fun omfg it was a blast!! It was so much better than last year too, I’m so glad I got that opportunity to go again :’) I had such a good experience, especially with all the cast members I got to meet! Seriously, they are all so incredibly kind and they were so nice to me.

I got a photo op with Briana and she is so fucking beautiful as;dlgkh I even told her that and she was like “Thanks, bae!”

Okay and then Mark Pellegrino’s panel was one of my faves omg. He’s really thoughtful and inspiring and intelligent. He and his wife are thinking of writing an episode for spn!! I can’t wait to hear how that turns out! And Mark Sheppard’s panel was hilarious ofc, he’s so funny. I love his panels aND HE WAS STANDING SO CLOSE TO ME AT ONE POINT I FORGOT TO POINT MY CAMERA IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION lmao.

Misha’s panel was amazing omg that was the first time I got to experience a Misha panel!! He’s so adorable omfg my fave thing is how he holds the mic with both hands all the time :’)) aND HE TOLD THE MOST HILARIOUS STORY ABOUT MAISON HOLY SHIT (literally) AND IT WAS THE BEST THING. AND HE DID HIS DEAN IMPRESSION AND SHOWED HIS ORANGE UNDERWEAR AND I LOVE HIM SO MUCH A;SLDKGH and at the end of his panel, Rich asked how his experience in Minneapolis is going so far compared to last year hahahaha ahh that was so funny xD

My Misha op and auto were both incredible experiences. He was so kind to me. I got really anxious both times, and I was crying in my op with him. But he hugged me real tight and squeezed my hand afterward. In my auto, I was trying really hard to say the things I wanted to tell him, but it was really hard omfg I couldn’t even breathe. When I got the gist of what I was trying to say out, he took my journal back from me, asked my name, and then wrote me a little message and signed again. Misha is my hero.

aND SNS. HOLY FUCK. THAT WAS PROBABLY MY FAVORITE PART OF THE ENTIRE WEEKEND. IT WAS SO FUCKING GOOD. SO MANY THINGS HAPPENED. FIRST OF ALL, MISHA INTRODUCED WILLIAM MOTHERFUCKING SHATNER WHO CAME OUT ON STAGE TO INTRODUCE LOUDEN SWAIN. A;SLDKGHO CAN YOU BELIEVE IT. THE SHAT. I GOT TO SEE THE SHAT LIVE AND IN PERSON. I GOT TO SEE HE AND MISHA INTERACT WITH EACH OTHER. IT WAS UNBELIEVABLE. AND THEN. AND THENANDTHENANDTHENNNN A LITTLE INTO THE SHOW, MARK PELLEGRINO AND HIS WIFE CAME AND SAT DOWN RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME. I was literally inches away from them ahh it was fun watching them have so much fun watching the show :’)

And Rob’s mom and brother were there to at the SNS for the first time ever and you could tell how much that meant to him. He was SO incredibly happy man, he was having so much fun up there ;-; I love Rob agGH AS;LK And then they played Purple Rain as the last song and it was amazing, God I had so much fun.

Okay and then Sunday, holy shit. I was in line getting coffee before the J2 gold panel when Misha, Mark P, and some people are walking around together taking pictures. Misha was dressed half as Cas. He looked. So. Fucking. Good. He had perfect Cas hair, the perfect amount of scruff, and he was wearing jeans a;sldkgh and his shirt was untucked aND HE WAS SO PERFECTLY DISHEVELED. So that was a pretty great start to the day

The gold panel was amazing, omg I’m so happy I got to go to that this year. That panel alone was worth all the money. JDM even came out to say in the beginning

My J2 photo op was an amazing experience, like. Holy shit. I was doing surprisingly well in line, actually! It wasn’t until I was only a few people away from getting my photo that my anxiety really started to physically come out. So I had a few tears when I got up to them, and they both kinda surrounded me and I felt so??? safe??? Like protected almost, you know? I kinda latched onto Jensen and hugged him really tight. He hugged me real tight and Jared squeezed me from behind. I hugged Jared after the photo, too and they were both so nice and kept rubbing my back. I remember one of them calling me sweetheart at one point, like I think Jared said “Thank you, sweetheart.” It’s hard to remember exactly tbh. I did remember to congratulate Jensen on the twins tho!! I really wanted to do that, and I’m so proud of myself for getting that out. He lit up and was still holding me and thanked me and a;lsdkhg that was amazing. I was hyperventilating and crying at this point when I walked away and this lady talked to me to make sure I was okay, so I was in the photo op room for a little while and she helped calm me down a bit.

Then my friends who had come just for Sunday were in line and in the room at this point for their photo so I held onto their stuff and waited outside the room for them. And while I was waiting, Jensen had to take a bathroom break, so I saw him leave and come back aND HE RUBBED THIS LITTLE GIRL’S SHOULDER WHO WAS DRESSED LIKE MOC!DEAN AND IT WAS SO CUUUUTE. JENSEN LOVES KIDS SO MUCH I CRI :’))

Okay and JDM’s panel was fucking incredible omg I love him so much like dAMN WHAT A SILVER FOX. He’s all sauntery and just. fucking hot as hell. And hilarious omg. And I looooved the J2 panel omfg, the questions were really great, too!! They talked about the Ackles twins and ;asldkgh it was an awesome panel.

The last thing at the con were my Jared and Jensen autos. This was...an intense experience. I started having an attack right in front of Jared. Like it started coming on right in front of him. And I was trying so hard to tell him what I wanted to say, and it was hard for me to breathe and it was hard for him to hear me. I just kept apologizing a lot and he asked me what I was sorry for. But he was very kind and...he was Jared :)

At this point, my anxiety was really fucking bad and all the volunteers kept asking if I was okay. So I was an even bigger mess in front of Jensen. I couldn’t fucking breathe or get the fucking words out that I needed to say and it was so bad. And I was so shaky and my hands were like flailing around as if that would help him understand me better. And I almost friggen hit him in the face with my pass that was hanging around my neck. And I was like oh my god I’m so sorry and I kept apologizing omfg I was such a mess. I had to keep repeating myself and talk in his ear so he could hear me, but he just kept listening and looking at me and smiling. The last thing he said to me was “bless your heart.” He was so nice to me. He didn’t have any judgement in his eyes or anything, and he was so unbelievably kind.

After that, I couldn’t walk or breathe and I was hyperventilating. I had to call my dad, my anxiety was so bad at this point. I hadn’t had an attack that big in a while. I was sitting against the wall, all curled in on myself and my hair all in front of my face bc I didn’t want people to see me. My eyes kinda clamp shut when I get like that, so my head was hanging down for a long time while I was on the phone with my dad and waiting for him to come pick up me and my friend. My friend was sitting with me, rubbing my back, just trying to comfort me. My neck is still sore today lmao. It was like that for a while and it was in a public place okay, which only made it worse. So it was really scary.

At some point I heard some screaming. And not long after, I felt someone come rub my shoulders. It was Jared. He had come over to me while leaving from doing autographs. He asked my name and talked to me for a bit. He liked that I was wearing my I Am Enough shirt and that I was helping spread the message that way. He told me to look at him and he brushed my hair out of my face and he told me to keep my head up. He said a lot of really nice things to me, and then he told me to give him a hug. So I hugged him and held onto him as tight as I could. And that was that. Probably the most emotional moment of my entire life. My dad came and picked us up a little bit after that.

Afterward, my friend told me that Jensen had come out from autographs before Jared and saw me and smiled. But I didn’t see that due to the fact that I was having a massive fucking breakdown. So that was my MinnCon experience, and while I hate myself for feeling like I ruined everything at the end there, I’m really really grateful to know that these people are so kind and caring. I love them all more than anything, and they mean the world to me.

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adoringjensen · 8 years ago

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have you spilled the beans about everything that happened with mark yet at the sns bc im dyin alright i need this

omG OKAY. I WAS CHOSEN BY LUCIFER HIMSELF, Y’ALL. MARK PELLEGRINO AND HIS BEAUTIFUL WIFE SAT RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME AT SNS. I COULD SEE HOW THICK HIS LENSES WERE. I COULD SEE THE DETAILS OF HIS SCRUFF. I HAD TO FIGHT THE TEMPTATION TO RUN MY HAND THROUGH HIS BEAUTIFUL HAIR OR TOUCH HIS LARGE HAND THAT WAS ON THE BACK OF HIS WIFE’S CHAIR.

No but it was really cool, I mean what are the chances??? It was funny because at first, I didn’t know it was them. I was like fiddling with my camera or something when I noticed a couple sat directly in front of me. I was about to get a bit angry tbh bc they were blocking my view. But then my friend nudged me and nodded toward them, and when I looked more closely I realized it was mARK FUCKING PELLEGRINO SITTING LITERALLY INCHES AWAY FROM ME. AND MY JAW PRACTICALLY FELL ON THE FLOOR AND PPL AROUND ME WERE ALL LIKE ‘OMG HOW DOES IT FEEL TO SIT RIGHT BEHIND SATAN’ lmao. He was so cute tho, he was jammin’ along and bobbin’ his head. His wife would take pictures and videos on her phone and they would talk in each other’s ear now and then. Some ppl have asked me if I said hi or anything to him, but nah I let them do their thing and enjoy the show :)) I got some video of him jamming along at some point tho, and I could maybe post it if people would like to see that.

And he wasn’t even expected to be there!! He went up on stage for the last song, Purple Rain. And Rich said the next day that he didn’t expect Mark to be there. So that was really awesome. It was such an amazing experience. Unreal.

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