#nanmernoe

[nanmernoe]

A masked up person taking the 6 train 🚇

[turbo-enid]

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[bubbleberryuniverse]

Some quick stuff I wrote based off a conversation on the OK KO server I'm in

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KO opened his eyes, and for the first time, he could feel. He could finally feel something other than the dark, emptiness around him. For once, he could see and touch things and it felt so good to finally be free.

He looked at the ground and felt the grass and dirt rub against his hands. Was... This what it felt like? To be outside?

He looked up towards Shadowy Figure in front of him, amazed at the fact that there was another person and that he wasn't alone and that he could finally speak and feel and see and it felt so nice. A smile crossed his face as he looked around excitedly at everything around him, the warmth from the sun filling his entire body.

If this was what it was like to not be stuck in an empty void, he truly, never did want to leave.

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When KO opened his eyes, he felt nothing. There was no more grass or trees, no more people around him to talk to; he was back inside the empty, dark void that he never wanted to step a foot inside again.

There was no more of his mom rubbing her hand into his hair and telling him goodnight. He could no longer feel the warmth of the sun beaming againt his back or the warm hugs his mom would give him. There was nobody around to say hi to him, and he didn't have anyone to try and help and just be able to talk to.

There was nothing.

Again.

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As the elevator door closed in front of TKO, KO clenched his fists and looked down on the ground, forcing back the sobs in the back of his throat. Memories of the empty void that he had tried to supress long ago bubbled to the surface and he wanted to scream.

KO could feel the darkness closing in on him as he let out scream. He yelled as loud as he possibly could in hopes that someone, anyone would hear him and let him out.

He felt like he was back in the darkness he emerged from, surrounded by nothingness on all sides. It felt so empty and dark and he didn't want to be here.

He never wanted to experience anything like the void ever again, and yet, here he was, in the subconscious.

Once again stuck in an empty, dark place

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some of y'all wanted to be tagged so here you go:

@astrasnoir

@bullrunpicnicker

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[calupos]

dipper and mabel in "castle in the sky" pls :)

[nanmernoe]

Three queer folks masking up 💖😷

[nanmernoe]

A quick doodle of my aloe vera that I finally got new soil to repot in 🌱🪴💚

[nanmernoe]

Today's moon phase: third quarter. Third quarters usually bring necessary friction for change & movement. 🌗

The current third quarter moon: Virgo Moon Square Sun in Sagittarius.

I'm noticing a pattern that I tend to really feel the weight of third quarter moons more than first quarters. Maybe it's because it's a time of "shedding" due to the moon's overall waning. The pressure to give something up or leave something behind feels heavier in this point of the moon cycle. I needed today's drawing to reflect that.

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One of my immediate relatives caught covid a second time ("second" is as far as I know, since they only tested this time because they had symptoms), and I'm just feeling beyond exhausted from the constant hypervigilance I've had to have around them due to their negligence & willful ignorance. The time leading up to their first infection they constantly mocked me for my level of precautions. Up until their second infection now, they've chosen to still disregard how I feel as if everything that's occurred the first time never happened.

These past few days have led me to feeling like pulling back from giving endless support & consideration when they've made a habit of disregarding my feelings & being inconsiderate to me. I feel moved to double down on heavily prioritizing my emotional & physical boundaries.

[nanmernoe]

A masked up Indo-Trinidadian enby skateboarding 🛹

[nanmernoe]

TKO Rules! screenshot redraw bc I love this shot sm

[caption plain text: TKO Rules! screenshot redraw bc I love this shot sm. end caption]

[image descriptions: The first image is a digital drawing of TKO swinging up a jackhammer, red sparks flying up in the direction he swung. He has brown skin, long curly dark brown hair, a dark indigo short sleeve shirt, short purple short pants, purple spiked wristbands, black eyeliner. He’s grinning, revealing sharp teeth, and is looking down at KO who is offscreen. The second image is the screenshot that the drawing is emulating. end image descriptions]

[nanmernoe]

It’s too late, you’re hypnotized. She’s got Dorothy Dandridge eyes, and you love her, you love her, you love her, you love that girl.

[caption plain text: It's too late, you're hypnotized. She's got Dorothy Dandridge eyes, and you love her, you love her, you love her, you love that girl. end caption.]

[image descriptions: In the first image, Enid and Red Action embrace each other in the center of a solid pale peach color background. Enid has dark brown skin and magenta locs tied in one big ponytail; one loc is shown loose from the ponytail and hangs over her ear, and her forehead edges are laid. She has a maroon crop top, lavender jeans that are ripped at her knees, and dark brown boots. Red Action has light brown skin and her hair is styled like a long red mullet; a patch of her hair on her left, a patch of her left eyebrow, and patch of her left eye's lashes are a lighter shade as a result of the vitiligo/absence of pigment that spreads on her left temple. She has a black crop top, a dark purple knee-length skirt, and red heels. The two of them are smiling at each other (Enid's smiling with her teeth showing), and they're looking into each other's eyes. The second image is a close up of the first image, showing their faces better. end image descriptions.]

[nanmernoe]

I saw this image, and thought "oh my god, this is definitely Wilhamena and Bernard."

[nanmernoe]

Do not repost, thank you 💖

My visual interpretations of the original pride flag colors’ meanings and a tribute to BLM.

A loving prayer to black queer women, black trans women, black trans femmes, black trans mascs and black enbies anywhere in between or beyond below the cut. Edit (June 2, 2021): I changed “womxn” to “women”; I don’t see it necessary anymore to use an alternate word.

💗 I send love to those of you exploring your sexuality. I wish for you to be in vibration with the frequency of pleasure and to be confident and secure in your sexuality. I wish for you and your lover/partner to have very satisfying, amazing sex and for you to love your body and the ways it brings you pleasure. I wish for those of you still questioning your sexuality to still feel confidence and love for yourself and trust you’ll understand what it is some day.

❤ I send love to those of you taking care of new life, a new family, a growing family. I send love to those of you creating the life you’ve always desired. I wish for you to be in vibration of the frequency of a passionate, happy, healthy, wealthy, abundant life full of love and peace. I wish for you to attracting the life you’ve always dreamed of with ease and grace.

🧡 I send love to those of you who are in the process of healing mentally, emotionally, physically and spiritually. I wish you to be in vibration of the frequency of healing your inner child’s wounds. I wish you to find safe environments to be yourself as well as attract empathetic, compassionate people in your life who support you in your healing and listen to you vent when you need to. I wish you to find a myriad of healthy ways to express your feelings and to always feel secure and in control of your life.

💛 I send love to those of you who have been a light in someone’s life, be it in family, at work, in school, in your community, with an acquaintance or with someone just in passing. I send love to those of you who are confident in who you are and bring cheer, joy and warmth in every environment you’re in. I wish you to be in vibration of the frequency of honest, direct, communication and positive, supportive friendships. I wish you to attract life-long friendships and to be in vibration of the frequency of confidence, self-respect, empowerment, good communication, warmth and joy.

💚 I send love to those of you with a strong connection to nature. I send love to those of you with a desire to healing the earth in every way you possibly can. I send love to those of you who recognize the earth’s healing is in fact our own healing because we’re connected. I wish for you to be in vibration of the frequency of stability, relaxation and harmony that nature gives us time and time again. I wish for your love and compassion to never die down. I wish for you to always be in vibration with love for the earth. I wish for you to be in frequency of attracting people you trust and who love you unconditionally and speak from their heart.

💚💙 I send love to those of you who are devoted to their friends, family and healing their community. I send love to those of you who have so much wisdom and find creative ways to share it. I wish you to have fun continuously and see inspiration everywhere. I wish for you to make an abundance of money in your desired career. I wish for you to attract all the right people, opportunities, information and money in order to manifest your dreams.

💙 I send love to those who are spiritually in-tuned, practice meditation, practice gratitude and take time to reflect on themselves and their experiences. I wish for those who aren’t quite aligned with that mentally yet to be on the frequency of spiritual growth and a strong connection to the universe and your higher self. I wish for you to be on the frequency of overwhelming gratitude for your life and to be mindful in the present moment as often as possible. I wish for you to be divinely guided in all of your decisions.

💜 I send love to those of you who are working on achieving long-term goals that benefit everyone in humanity. I salute the divinity in everyone who expresses unconditional love for human beings, who actively listen to other people’s stories and perspectives far different than their own. I hold so much love and gratitude to our ancestors and the elders in our physical realm who have experienced so much, learned so much and felt so much in their many years if living. I send love to those of you who make it their daily work to do their part in helping their community and healing the collective. I send love to those of you who are actively creating a world filled with positivity, empathy, compassion, light and beauty. I wish for you to be in vibration of the frequency of abundant positive energy and growth. I wish for you to experience so much love and care your whole life. I wish for you to be in the frequency of passion, inspiration and motivation. I wish for you to be in the frequency of manifesting everything that’s divinely right for you. I wish for you to radiate love and attract love. I wish for you to have good faith in humanity. I wish for human kind’s collective consciousness to be of abundance, gratitude and unconditional love.

[nanmernoe]

I wanted drawing ideas, and I was suggested KO eating cheese 🧀

[nanmernoe]

Grew to live in fear of Bruno stuttering or stumbling

I can always hear him sort of muttering and mumbling

I associate him with the sound of falling sand, chh-chh-chh

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Guess what movie I love a lot right now and what song I've had on replay? 💛

Click the image for better quality!

[Image description: Dolores from Encanto stands and leans to the right of the screen with her to listen to something as her left hand hovers behind her left ear. Her right arm hovers next to her. She has a long red skirt with three bands of gold on it that's draped over her red shoes. She has a white top with patterns of orange sound waves on it. Her afro is in a bun and she has a red bow tied in front of it. She has a red choker with a gold pendant hanging from it, and she's wearing gold heart shaped earings. - End ID]

[nanmernoe]

I participated in a holiday art exchange for the OK K.O. Discord server I'm in, and I was the Secret Santa for @firecooking! I did their Neilnesto ship (with their human Ernesto design) in a redraw of The Kiss by Gustav Klimt.

The only thing that isn't a redraw is the clothing; I Chowderfied it and collaged the clothing from the original art lol

[Image description: Neil and Ernesto are embracing each other in the same way of the couple in the original The Kiss. Neil is on his knees and Ernesto is standing. Neil has short black hair and a robot left arm. Ernesto has shoulder length green hair and magenta bangs. The background in the first image is is a redraw of the original painting; dark background with orange tiny speckles everywhere, and they embrace on top of a hill surrounded by flowers and gold vines. The background in the second image is a solid brick red. End ID]

[nanmernoe]

I think I accidentally drew Amity 😅😆

I'm getting back in the groove of drawing again, and I felt like doing whatever came to mind! Had a little help with picking the colors from a few mutuals 💚