#namine: ur so beautiful

[kurosukii]

jul help i was at work today and this initially sweet man in his forties started flirting with me and i cannot -----

i cannot stand irl men, at all ahsjdkdlldlslslslk i thought people my age were bad and i was just going thru a phase but no ig there's a reason why i strongly identify within the ace spectrum

ahhhhhhhh i always feel disgusting & dirty whnvr a male does that shit with me pls and this time we're in a professional setting too :< you're so beautiful yada yada i have a crush on you, is that okay? yada yada do u plan to get married, i want to find a lady for me soon yada yada im going out during the weekend to have sex yada yada i cant even be upfront because they're the clients aaaaaaaaaaaa

i only want hq dilf men, no irl men for me :< ew i mean if i suddenly find myself to be a y/n, that'd work too but that isn't the case :<

HAHAHAHAHHA juuuuul man immediately my thought was just "bokuto wouldn't do this" and then "those y/ns on jul's blog did not feel this way" hahahahaha aaaaa

n e way how are u bb? kaya pa? (vague, but def referring to uni LMAO im dying this shit aint it damn) hope u get some gewd gewd adobo this week ✨

there’s a reason why that man is in 40s and single as fuck 😐😐😐 i hope his baldness is as bad as prince william’s 🤢🤢 “i have a crush on you, is that okay” ?????????? who tf are you???? if ur miya atsumu say no more ! but ???

++ true like ,, it’s the way i get hornier thinking about hq men than irl men HAJCNVKDK

break namin dis week hehe gusto ko na magdrop tangina yoko na magaral hanap na lang tayo SD beh (btw pipino ba yung lalakeng yan 😐🤚) thank u boo i wish u the best and juiciest adobo

[blackhakumen]

Mini Fanfic #845: Showing Off the New Cut (SSBU X Kingdom Hearts)

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Barrett: Well, I'll be damned.

Barrett: Is that's ur new look now, Tif?

Tifa: Yep!

Tifa: I had Daisy cut my most of my hair off for me earlier. What do you think?

Barrett: It looks great on u already, girl!

Barrett: I bet Cloudly Boi's heart skip a beat once he sees this.

Tifa: I wouldn't worried too much about that, chief lol

Tifa: I've showed Cloud the my new look and he loves it!~

Tifa: He even told me that I'll always be beautiful to him no matter what I look like!~ It was so sweet!!~ (≧▽≦)

Barrett: He's definitely not wrong in that department.

Barrett: You're beautiful girl, Tifa. Inside and out!

Tifa: Thanks, Barrett.

Tifa: I hope you guys are doing well at the bar tonight.

Tifa: And I certainly hope that you're not getting into any fights with our customers in there as well, Mr. Wallace.

Barrett: Hey, it ain't my fault some of the customers are rude as hell!

Barrett: But other than that, we're doing just fine so far.

Barrett: Isa says "Hi" btw.

Tifa: Tell him I say "Hi" back!

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Samus: Nice.

Samus: I'm digging the new look already.

Tifa: Thanks, Sammy!~

Tifa: Daisy did a really great job making my hair as short and cute as is.

Samus: Wait. You're telling me DAISY did all of that!?

Tifa: Yeah. Apparently she learned how to be a Hair Stylist when she was little.

Samus: Huh. That's..... actually pretty neat.

Samus: Even for a loudmouth like herself lol.

Tifa: Lol Sammy! Don't be mean to our flower princess!

Samus: I kid. I kid.

Samus: Still, I think the short hairstyle looks great on you.

Samus: It kinda of reminds of what I used to look like in my cadet days.....

Tifa: Wow really?

Tifa: Can I see?

Samus: Sure.

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Tifa: Awww~ You look cute with short hair.

Samus: Thanks.

Samus: But I look more like a military brat if anything lol.

Tifa: Were you really that rebellious in the army?

Samus: Sometimes. I was more immature and moody if anything.

Samus: Also, Chun says she loves your new look too.

Tifa: Cool. The two of you are hanging out together at her place tonight?

Samus: Yep. We're watching a live action Dragon Ball movie right now.

Samus: It's terrible, but Li-Fen seems to like it so far. So that's good enough for the both of us I guess.

Tifa: Has anyone ever told you that the of three of you look like a cute family together?

Samus: I've been told that once and twice.

Samus: Couldn't be anymore happier.

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Namine: Oh my gosh, Ms. Lockhart!~ You look amazing!~

Tifa: Thank you, Namine!~

Tifa: A friend of mine in the Smash Universe helped cut most of my hair off for me earlier. I'm really loving how cute it looks.

Namine: I'm so glad you love it.

Namine: But what makes you want your hair to be cut in the first place?

Namine: Was it not to your liking anymore?

Tifa: Not exactly. Started to realize my hair represents everything I been through in my life. So having it cut off just my way of letting go from the past entirely and moving on in the present and towards the near future.

Tifa: That makes sense to you, right?

Namine: It does. Very much so.

Tifa: Great!

Tifa: The last thing I wanna do tonight is confuse you lol

Namine: Yeah lol

Namine: Still, I'm really glad you're enjoying your new hairstyle, Ms. Lockhart.

Namine: I always wondered what would it be to have short hair.

Namine: But I'm sort of afraid of accidentally making it too similar to Kairi, Xion, and Aqua's respective hairstyles lol.

Tifa: You know, I could help choose a style that interest you if you like.

Namine: You'd really do that for me?

Tifa: Of course I would. I might not be huge expert in everything hair, but I'll still do whatever I can help my only student. (◠‿・)—☆

Namine: You're too kind, Ms. Lockhart. Thank you.

Namine: But for now, I wanna keep my hair the way it is for the time being.

Tifa: Alright. I'm always here if you ever changed your mind.

Tifa: But in the meantime, I've came few new combat techniques as of late.

Tifa: I'll tell you all about it tomorrow morning. So be prepared to take notes when the time comes, okay?

Namine: Yes, ma'am!

@26shann

@keyenuta

@caleb13frede

@ma-lemons

@albion-93

@cyber-wildcat

@italian-love-cake

@illyrilex

[dinosaurtsukki]

Orange, light blue, and blue (u give me good fashion sense energy too idk why AAAA)

Also yes, pa-ampon na tayo sa mga myuts hjjaajshhsshj yung kapit bahay namin nagpa-party pa 🙂 at oks lang sana kung sila sila lang kaso AAAAA BRUH ANG DAMI AHJSKSSJJ tapos curfew nalang ang solution nila bro (;—;) (hope ur safe AAA ily)

orange  - is a bigger simp than zenitsu

light blue - could cut your head off but is still cute

blue - undercover kpop idol

kdgjalkjsd YES BUT YOU AND ME BOTH  HAHHAHA. omg it is my dream to be deadly but cute UwU kind of like chuuya hahahaha. I WISH I WAS AN UNDERCOVER KPOP IDOL OMG TO BE BEAUTIFUL. also i do have aight fashion sense if i do say so myself UwU. altho rn i’m in a t-shirt and shorts all the time at home 

GURLL HUHU GANUN RIN DITO !! merong mga tumatambay sa mga parking lot na may drinks pa parang skgjdsga may covid pa ??? huhu sila yung may kasalanan though kasi sinabihan nila yung mga tao na pwede na pumasok sa malls gjkldja hindi pa

[jannabbb]

Happy Birthday, Valerie

may everything happy

and everything bright,

be Yours on your birthday

from morning till night

and then through the year

may the same thing hold true

so that each day is filled

with life's best thing for you

may your all wishes and dreams came true,

and your future always shine,

you glow, you shine the light of Christ,

keep fighting for God's calling in your life

———

written by Arabella

Happy Birthday Bayeeee! Patangkad kana ha pero okey na den naman height mo cute hehe. Bawasan naden pagiging mainitin ulo, smilee lang lagi :)) Alam ko minsan naiinis ka na den sa pagiging nega ko pero thank u kase ur always there when I need someone to listen to and mostly when I cry??? HAHAHHAHA jk. Malapit na ko humiwalay sa inyo ni janna gawa ng shs pero hope to enjoy my last year with uu and bugers. Tsaka after covid ah simba tayong tatlo hehe. Wish ko matupad mo lahat ng dreams mo at maging succesful ka sooooon! God will always guide u, miss u and love uu baby shark!!

written by Ivan

To me valerie is kind and quiet person and she is so adorable I wish she grow few more centimeters. Happy Birthday!!!

written by Shayne

Happy Birthday Valerie! MISS U BEBE KO. Patangkad ka hehehehe joke cute nga yon e. May the Lord be your blessings and more birthday to come. Kahit di na us masyado nakakapag-usap, I'm still here kung may problems ka or whatever sa life HAHA. Ayun, I wish you the best things in life. You deserve the world. I miss you. Stay safe palagi and stay healthy. Stay positive rin (pero wag sa COVID) enjoy the rest of the day. Hope to see you soon!

written by Andreahna

We’ve been best friends for a long time now Im blessed to know that Im able to call you my bestfriend even though we’ve had arguments in the past HAHAHAH and Tbh, Im so grateful for our friendship co’z one of the hardest things is to find true and loyal friends, that’s why I feel so lucky to have a bestfriend like uu vaye! Thank you for always being there for me through the good times and the bad times I really appreciate it and of course if u need someone to talk to, Im always here for u:) miss ko na kayo ni bugings hope makapag bonding tayo soon! Enjoy your day luv u always vaye, WE STAYING BFFs NO MATTER WHAT!

written by Zyvene

Happy Birthday Valerie! Malapit na ulit magpasukan alam mo na wag mo akong kalimutang idamay sa mga sagot mo at sana payagan ka na tuwing may mga gala laging magbabait. More kopya to come HAHAHAHA Mbtc! Ingat kayo!

written by Jessica

Si bayee ano yan mabait yan tahimik lang minsan tas luka luka din HAHAHAHA tas pag may mga gagawin pag di ko gets tatanungin ko jan di din niya gets iba HAHAHAHA tas pag nag aaya mag among us pag napatay yan chinachat sakin kung sino yon HAHAHAHA

Happy Birthdayyy Bayee! Patangkad na ikaw HAHAHAHA char miss uu na gala na uli tayo pag pede naa. Pag may problem ka dini lang kami ha. Enjoy ur day loveuu God bless!

written by Tyrone

Hii bayeee! Happy Happy Birthday hehe stay kind pretty humble! Ano pa ba haha pakabait mong kaklase Haha akala mo tahimik tas pag tumawa e hanggang oval korni haha jk basta ako yung makakatuluyan ni kim jojo ako yung pinili nya abangan mo sa season 2 haha basta happy happy birthdayy enjoy your day bayee gotchuuu Godbless uu!

written by Marcko

Happy Birthday Bayeee!! Godbless, Stay Healthy and Mbtc!!! (simplicity is beauty)

written by Angel

Hello bayeee! Happy birthday!🥳 Thank you for being a good friend and classmate. You're one of my close friend in room, I guess hahaha. You are kind and lovely person so just stay in that personality. Ang wish ko para sayo sana matupad mo yung mga pangarap mo. I also wish for your health. Just study smart and always work hard to achieve your future plans and goals. I believe na matutupad mo den yung mga pangarap mo sa pagpa-fan girling mo someday. Just keep believing in yourself and always be happy. I'll wish for your success in life! Sana naging mabait na kaibigan den ako sayo hahaha. Happy Birthday bayeee! Enjoy your day!

written by Francis

Happy birthday Valerie! Salamat sa pagiging mabait. Wish ko wag ka magbabago kahit may lovelife na ako.

written by Jason

Happy Birthday Valerie! Napakabait mo at napakacheerful! Ang wish ko para sayo matupad wish mo, wag ka mag-alala sa height mo tatangkad ka rin (siguro)

written by Ashley

Si Vaye kasii yung klase ng friend na kabait minsan tas minsan luka luka kapag may prob ka magtatanong yan kung okay lang ba or may prob ganurn tapos lagi niya ko niyaya mag among us HAHAHAHA

Happpyy birthdayyy Vayee! Yun sana tumangkad na ikaw kahit konti charr lab kita lagi. If need mo ng friend, dito lang me enjoy your day godbless loveuu mwahh

written by Sammantha

Si Valerie? Ano apaka liit magsulat kahirap kumopya WHAHAHAHAH joke lang mabait si baye maliit din.

Hi Baye HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY!! enjoy your day babes matangkad ka na ba ha? Char WHAHAHHAA wag lalabas haa mag ingat palagi. Happy birthday ulit MBTC!

written by Sher-Ann

Hi Valerie, happy happy birthdayyy. Enjoy your day. Sana tumangkad ka na hehe. Love youuuu

written by Kaye

Si vaye? Super responsible na tropa as in then napaka bait ang ganda ganda pa. Full package na si vaye ihhhh. Sana sana eh stay mabait lang lalo na sa akin HAHAHAHHA. Atsaka, HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! DITO LANG ME PALAGI, GOT URR BACK. LOVEUUUUUU

written by Jelaine

Valerie is that type of friend who's very observant and sensitive in a good way. She's that type who'd notice if someone's upset or someone's having a bad day. She knows where she stands. She's strong. I noticed, she won't cry as long as she can endure it. And I really admire her for that. Honestly, she's the only friend whom I considered as my family. I mean, I've been a stray all my life, I've been depressed and suicidal. And everytime I'll feel down, I was actually looking for a friend or just a random person who'd ask me if I was okay. And I found it in Valerie. She might not remember it or she might think that it's just a question but it really made a deep impact on me. That simple 'okay ka lang?' save me from suiciding. It made me realize that there are still people who cares. Who notices, and that I'm not alone. That simple question made me realize that I gotta help myself for Valerie. That I gotta survive for her. If I'd surrender then that means I'll leave her behind too. So thank u bayeeee. Omooo don't mind what I said hihi, I guess I'm still the same old cry baby Jelaineee. But yeah, thank u! And happy happy birthday! Uwu this is impromptou so I don't wanna say some usual wishes like mbtc and such. I'll just pray for you. Enjoy your special day. I love uuu and I miss you so.

written by Chelzea

Hi Bayeeeee!!! Happyyy Happyy Birthdayyy to youuuu... Wish you that continue to love life and never stop dreaming. You deserve all the happiness in the world because you are such a great person and a wonderful friend. Ikaw kase yung taong di ko aakalain na magiging kaibigan ko, magiging kaibigan namen kase sobrang bait mo at tahimik ganon pero iba pala talaga pag naka close mo madaldal, makulit, sumasabay sa trip tapos parang baby cutieee ganon ang saya ko, namin ni chinny na naging kaibigan ka namin kahit sa panandaliang panahon kase vibes vibes tayo non dahil bet na bet natin kpop hehehe happy birthday uli labyuu miss you godbless more birthdays to come keep safe wish you all the best enjoy your day!!!

written by Jubeth

Si baye kase yung tipo ng kaibigan na tahimik pero pag nakasama mo eh sobrang kalog HAHAHAHA tawa ng tawa kung san san tas lagi deng napapagalitan kase kung ano yung niliit nya yon den yung niliit ng sulat nya HAHAHAHAHA tas si baye den yung akala mo walang pakialam sa mundo pero pag nakausap mo, don mo malalaman lahat. Solid ni baye gagi yung pagiging aports namen sa gilingers HAHAHAHAH maaasahan mo pag may prob HAHAHAHAH sa mga activities HAHAHAHA basta solid non tas wish ko sayo eh sana yung ma-achieve mo yung mga goals mo sa buhay hehe wish u all the best buddy iloveyou hehe

written by Janagurl

I see you as one of a kind woman. A friend whom I can be real and never pretend and always see's the best on everyone. Can't believe that you are gettin' older again today. Thank you for not giving up on me. Always remember, I'm always here for you no matter what the circumstances are. And I will support you in everything you want. Thank you for always bringing the best in me. Continue being you and don't be afraid to express yourself and continue fighting of what you think is right. We may never get along at all times and a lot of things may change, always remember that you will always hold a special place in my heart and you will always have me. May you have all the joy your heart can hold, all the smiles a day can bring and all the blessings a life can unhold. May you gave God's best in everything. Wishing you a Happy Birthday!

[ao3feed-soriku]

Stardust, You and I

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2AdrQRL

by timetoboldlygo

Riku needed one thing: an apartment to live in. That was it. But he didn't really have any other options than the apartment listing that read "must be okay with a very sweet cat and one somewhat messy ghost." He didn't expect the apartment (or what counted as the ghost) to change his life. He definitely didn't plan on magic or witches. And Sora - well, Sora was a bonus, a beautiful shining person who didn't deserve the ugly black curse on his heart. Sora, who went out of his way to help people. Sora, who was magic. Sora, who glowed.

It was inevitable, probably, that someone as lonely Riku would fall in love with him. Discovering everything he was missing and everything he had forgotten, now that was a surprise to them both.

Words: 7410, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Fandoms: Kingdom Hearts

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Riku (Kingdom Hearts), Sora (Kingdom Hearts), Naminé (Kingdom Hearts), Xion (Kingdom Hearts), Kairi (Kingdom Hearts)

Relationships: Riku/Sora (Kingdom Hearts)

Additional Tags: Amnesia, Light Angst, Happy Ending, gratuitous purposeful misunderstand of magic, so like if sora was cursed to only be seen by people with magical powers, and was invisible to everyone else, and like.... maybe riku is gay and can see him, and also once upon a time they were childhood sweethearts, i say light angst because literally everyone forgot who sora was except kairi so!!! fun times, riku is one LONELY boy, Namine/Xion - Freeform, tfw when ur a grad student who has no ambitions so u fall in love with a cursed witch

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2AdrQRL

[kawaragi]

!!!!! BUBOYS AND BABBITS akdjhdkakajfjglhd

i like that so much, u witty beautiful person 😠

tawag namin sa kanila buboy 😭 tsaka pupoy BDIWJWJWJ katie wtfsfsf ur so nice to me idk what i did in my past life to have kind people in my life rn

[hindikitakilala]

dear tita jeypee,

to the girl who froze the town with a raging fire in her heart. to my only tita who is also like my sister in this another dimension called, tumblr!! @awesomebella it’s already 3:13 am and i don’t exactly know what to do or say or write as of this moment because okay, i’m not good with these kind of chenes. ((kasi naman e hirap maging sweet huhu)) but you know, today is your special day. so how does it feel? being in a age where you are already confirmed to be a woman with a chance of getting locked up inside the bars. huy joke lang baka nangangatog ka na dyan sa takot ha. you know exactly how much i love you, tita jeyps, diba? my love for you is that kind where i know exactly when to say the truth and slap it straight to your face and when to say soft thing and hug you instead. ((well, virtually.)) you’re like my sister even though i call you my tita, i always have this need of telling you things that you still might not know by now.

and speaking of, i have 4 thing that i want for you to know. not only by this moment, but for the rest of your life. here it is:

you’re beautiful, awesomely beautiful. hindi ko alam bakit ka nahihiya ipakita yang mukhang yan, where in fact, you are beautiful in a way that people out there would love to be with you, to know you. you’re a beautiful person with a beautiful heart. ((iniba ko lang yung line ni pia mamsh shh ka lang hahaha)) chin up, tita jeyps. what’s to hide ba ha. your eyes deserved to be seen gosh hahaha you are beautiful, okay?

never ever settle down for less. if they make you feel like you’re not worth of every second of their life or even if they can’t spare you bits of their time, leave. if they make you question if you are ever enough, leave. hindi ganon kadali yon and i am highly aware of that but you should be fair to yourself. to your family, to your friends, to us. we always wanted what’s best for you tapos hahayaan mo lang na may taong ipaparamdam sayong hindi ka pa sapat? that’s bullshit. know your worth. you don’t deserve someone who’ll break you slowly.

don’t give up. whatever happens, don’t you ever give up and i want you to look at the mirror and promise that to yourself. kapag sobrang hirap na ng nangyayare, i want you to know better days are coming and if it’s not great, make it a day. live it. and if you really can’t take it anymore. c'mmon duh? i’m here. i’m going to help you stand up kasi ano pa nga ba at andito ako diba? i could watch you fall again and again and i would help you, but not all the time because i would like to watch you stand up on your own and i can’t wait for that day. so don’t give up, paula!!

lastly, you are loved. look around you. ang daming taong nagmamahal sayo. ang daming taong magiging masaya makita ka lang na masaya. don’t focus yourself to that someone who makes you feel unloved, it doesn’t mean na hindi ka niya mahal, hindi ka na namin mahal. whenever you are doubting yourself, please be reminded. please please please. we love you. in your best moments, we do. and a lot more when you’re in your worst. basta mahal ka namin yun na yun.

masaya akong nakilala kita, paula. meeting someone like you is a privilege nakanaman parang presidente ka eh ano? thank you for everything ha? for cheering me up when i can’t do it for myself. thank you for checking up on me always. yung time na di ko kailangan ng love life, ikaw yung nagbibigay goodmorning messages and believe me, it makes me happy all the time. ang haba na mamsh, i’ll tell you some of it later and behzy, kahit alas kwatro ko pa to natapos, mamaya ko pa to mappublish kasi walang internet ang bastos lang diba diba. ayon, dito ko na tatapusin mamaya pag kinausap mo ako sa phone wala na akong masabi hahaha love yooooouuu!!

yours truly,

ur pamangkin / rina

[thehourglassisempty-blog]

ROLEPLAYING HISTORY

The rules are simple! Post ten characters you’d like to role play as, have role played as, and might bring back. Then tag ten people to do the same (if you can’t think of ten characters, just write down however many you can and tag the same amount of people). Aside from that, please repost instead of reblogging!

CURRENTLY PLAYING:

VENTUS and YOUNG XEHANORT from Kingdom Hearts! and im very lonely send me memes guys

WANT TO/WILL BE PLAYING (...eventually):

ZELDA from Breath of the Wild! (I LVOE HER FORGET THE OTHER ZORLDOS THIS IS BEST ONE, SUNSHINE I MUST PROTECT)

LINK from the Legend of Zelda (in general tho I am a softy for WW and BOTW and MAYYYBBEEE Lonk as he appears in a fic I still need to finish...)

FANDOM OC from the Legend of Zelda (she’s sassy af and my first ever OC and probably would be entirely crack/not serious BUT THAT SOUNDS LIKE FUN)

YUNA from Final Fantasy X! (Yuna is so presh and such bae tbh I just wish I’ve actually played FFX tho lol)

PROTAGONIST AU LUNAFREYA from Final Fantasy XV! (SHE LIVED SHE FUCKING LIVED AND BECAME QUEEN OF LIGHT SHUT UP)

SORA, 

AQUA, 

and NAMINE from Kingdom Hearts! (MORE BRATS)

PHOEBUS from Disney’s Hunchback of Notre Dame! (SASSY GUARDSMAN AND HIGHLY UNDERAPPRECIATED DORK/DISNEY SIDE CHARACTER)

AURORA from Child of Light! (HAH DID U THINK DISNEY FOR A SECOND UR WRONG IT WAS OBSCUREISH NOT EXACTLY INDIE GAME BUT UNDERAPPRECIATED also I would not do her stuff entirely in poetic verse a la the source material tbh because that eventually got VERY grating and is pretty limiting in a rp situation)

HAVE PLAYED:

MEG from Paperman!

NOT A LOT OF BLOGS YET TBH

oh wait I just remembered non tumblr rp experience uh

when I was a freshman in highschool I did Esmeralda (from Disney’s Hunchback of Notre Dame), and Belle (from Disney’s Beauty and the Beast) BUT that was a very quick and brief experience before I even really knew what RP really was and also weirdly on google plus

WILL/WOULD PLAY AGAIN:

???

def. xeha tho I like playing this pissbaby brat of a son

TAGGED BY: @rxcusant

TAGGING: anyone who can muster up a list this big lol

[yangmasu]

Our Love Story

I remember nung una kitang nakilala. Because of your 20pesos our love story started. Nag overnight kayo sa bahay namin kasi nga friend kayo ng kapatid ko. Hahaha thanks to him for bringing you in our house! Charot!😀 Naalala mo pa ba yun? Nung nawala yung pera mo? 20 pesos pamasahe mo. Hahaha so hinanap mo pero di mo nakita. Hanggang sa umalis kayo wala pa din. I ask u that time. "Anong hinahanap mo?" Sagot mo sakin "Yung pera ko nawawala" snob ka that time. Kaya nang umalis na kayo hinanap ko. Gabi na nun so madilim talaga pero di ako tumigil hanggat diko nakikita yun hihi at nung nakita ko na I was so damn happy that time! Binigay ko kay mama yun sabi ko "Dun po yan sa lalake na nawalan ng pera" sabi ni mama ibabalik nya daw yun sayo pagbumalik ulit kayo samin. I ask ur name sa kapatid ko sabi nya pa. "Sino ba dun?* sabi ko naman " yung pogi" hahaha days past bumalik kayo sa bahay. OverNight ulit! Hahaha at nung time na binigay na sayo ni mama ang pera. Nakaligo kana nun, at nakapagbihis na din habang ang iba nyo pang kasamahan naghihilik pa hahahaha. At nung inabot mo yung pera ngumiti ka sakin! Grabeee! Kinilig ako! Love at first smile? Ganun nga siguro yun! Hihi nagwawalis ako nun nasa sala tayo. At nung nakauwi na kayo sabi ni mama halata daw masyado na crush kita kaya inamin ko na din sa kanila hahaha sumayaw ulit kayo sa plaza nun kaya pumunta kami at overnight ulit kayo samin hahaha di ako mapakali nun kasi nga kinikilig ako! Kachat ko pa bbybest ko nun yung crush mo hahaha at sabi mo nabasa mo yung convo namin kasi hiniram mo phone ng kapatid ko haha paGC kasi yun naming tatlo! May chat pa ko dun na rerapin kita hahaha nakakahiya yun sobra! Tuloy ko naaa! Hahaha Pasukan na sa school nagpapatulong ako kina diana at JD para mapalapit sayo hahaha prends kumbaga! Hahaha pumunta kaming boulevard nun sumama ako dipa ko nun pinapayagan pero pinilit ko si mama for u pero ikaw ang di pumunta. Bday nun ni Ellaine. At nung pauwi na kami di pa din kita nakita kaya ang lungkot ko nun. Syempre umasa ako eh! Hahahaha nung nagpapatulong ako sakanila ganto galawan ko *bigay mo number ko kunyare text nya ko chuchu...* pero nakasave na nun number mo sakin ayaw lang kita itext syempre kunyare Maria Clara ako hahaha December 18, 2015 first chat natin. Hahaha naifloodlikes kita nun kaya nagchat ka ng *thanks sa FL* hahaha kilig na kilig ako nun parang hihimatayin! Ganern! Hahahah nagreply ako ng *welcome* tas emoji lang nireply mo kaya yun lang din nireply ko hahahaha December 25, 2015 manunuod kami ng sine that time kaya tinext kita! Oo ako na nagtext at sabi sakin nila JD ayaw mo daw akong itext! Hahahaha so ayun na nga text ko *Hi ninong! Gift ko* hahahaha akala mo naman inaanak talaga makaninong ano? Hahahaha char! Dun na nagumpisa lahat. Tas uso sa room namin tawagan ng MAHAL kaya pati sayo mahal na din tinatawag ko pero ikaw walang balik hahaha ako unang nag iloveyou! Buset enoh! Ako na una nagtext ako pa unang nag iloveyou! Hahaha nawala ang pagka Maria Clara ko dun ah! Hahahaha wala kang balik nyan! Hahaha tas lagi tayong magkasama sa school tuwing recess kaya andaming nagtatanong kung anong meron satin? Na tayo mismo di alam kung ano nga ba hahaha katagalan nag iloveyoutoo kana din! Sa wakas! Hahaha pati mga teachers nagtatanong na din hahaha nagsinungaling pa tayo kay Mam Cha! Hahaha sabi natin Jan. 15 tayo! Eh di naman. Hahaha January 18, 2016 M.U na tayo! Yes! M.U kasi nga ayoko na magpaligaw. Sa una lang kasi mag ieffort pag manliligaw pa tas pag kayo na wala na. Hahaha (sorry kung may mga date ako na nakalimutan ha! Bukas chicheck ko) so yun... Masaya tayo we celebrate our M.Usarry hahaha alam mo una kasi ayokong ientertain ka kasi magkaklase at magkaibigan kayo nung crush ko. Ayoko na isipin ng ibang tao kaya ako lumalapit sayo para mapalapit sa kanya. Pati sina mama yan din inisip kaya iyak lang ako ng iyak that time. Dunno what to do. Dunno pano ko hahanapan ng paraan para sabihin na di iyun ang intention ko. Pero dahil nanaig ang pagmamahal ko.... March 17, 2016 naging tayo! Nasa harap natin si micah at jonalyn nung tinaning moko nyan! Hahaha tas kinabukasan nilipat natin ng March 18, 2016 kasi nga December 18 unang chat at January 18 M.U natin at sobrang mahalaga satin ang 18 kaya nilipat natin ng March 18, 2016. Official na yan! Hahaha Yah! Legal tayo samin at sainyo. Una mo palang post sa wall ko "M" lang hahaha means Mahal❤ dipa nun alam sainyo kasi bawal ka hahaha para ka ding babae. Pareho tayong panganay. Ganern! Hahaha ansaya natin pareho nun hahaha first monthsarry was our first kiss sa boulevard! Yah! Nagkiss tayo! As in lips! Hahaha di ko makakalimutan yun! Eh kasi naman! My first! And guess what? Hahaha failed! Diko alam gagawin ko nung una hahaha pero nakakasabay na din naman ako sinasabayan ko ginagawa mo hahaha at yun natuto ako! Hahaha at nung pauwi na tayo since first kiss ko yun tulala ako hahaha (pag naaalala ko nakakatawa at nakakahiya!) Hahaha muntik pako masagasaan nun ng tricycle sa pagkakatulala ko hahaha buti nalang nahila mo ko kundi patay nako! Char! Hahaha panay ang sorry mo that time kasi nga tulala na ko hahaha hanggang sa makauwi panay sorry mo through chat and text hahaha masaya tayo everytime na nagcecelebrate tayo ng monthsarry natin❤😘 April 1, 2016 2nd time ng kiss haha buset! Yah! Naalala ko! Hahaha April 10, 2016 dumami na! Hahahaha September 8, 2016 pinakilala mo na ko senyo. Pumunta ako sainyo. Nagkakasakit ka nun kaya binisita kita. Bumili ako ng pizza hahaha kabang kaba pa ko nun kasi syempre makakaharap ko na pamilya mo! Hahaha pero masaya tayo nun. Kasi tanggap ako ng pamilya mo. Pareho pa nga sila ng sinabi ni mama diba? Nung pumunta ka din samin. Haha (diko natandaan date) *Wag lang magkakamali ng maaga. Kung magkamali layas sa pamamahay* yan lagi nilang paalala. But we already know that, right? We know our limitations! Alam natin kung hanggang saan at hanggang kailan hahaha char! Kanta yan hahahaha September 12, 2016 maulan nun at kumikidlat pero dinalaw moko sa bahay. Hihi namiss mo na kasi ko at miss na din kita❤ sobrang lakas ng ulan at kidlat nun pero pumunta at safe kang nakarating. September 24, 2016 naging ninong ka ng kapatid ko hahaha inaasar pa nga kita nun sa ninang eh hahaha kumain tayo nun pagkatapos diba? Sa mang inasal. At take note ha! Buong pamilya ko at ikaw!❤ oh nga pala! April 5, 2016 we talk about our future babies hihi Xian Isaac ang gusto mong name na lalake at sa babae naman Ziana Faith❤ November 18, 2016 eight months na natin hihi lagi tayo sa boulevard yun lang kasi pasyalan dito satin hahaha at kada magkikita tayo nagbibigayan tayo nun ng 10pesos diba para sa anniversary natin💕 pero nababawasan yung ipon natin hahahaha at nung nakaipon tayo ng malaki binigay ko yun sayo para makasama ka sa tour diba? Hihi ansaya ko nun kasi nakita kitang masaya😘❤ At dumating na anniversary natin! March 18, 2017 yiieeeee!💕 Nanunod tayo ng sine. Syempre nakapag ipon tayo eh hahaha "Beauty and the Beast" pinanuod natin hahaha actually naboboringan ako nun kasi parang walang thrill pero nung nag umpisa na at nasa kalagitnaan na sinasabayan mo mga sinasabi pati ang pag kanta hahaha kaya nung nakita kitang masaya nun sumaya na din ako hahaha sabi mo favorite mo yun kaya natuwa ako na sumaya ka😍 August 24, 2017 birthday mo. Nagprepare ako ng surprise sayo pero pinaiyak moko that time kasi inaway moko! Hahahaha buset ka talaga! Hilig mong paiyakin ako! Hahaha pero niyakap moko nun. Box yun na may laman na flattops at isang pillow. Hihi heart yung mata nun emoji ganto oh "😍" hahaha tas naging okay ang lahat haha Tumatagal masaya tayo. Pareho tayong nag eeffort. Binigyan moko nung unang singsing kaso sinira mo din hahaha maluwag sakin yun sobra. February 14 yata yun diko matandaan ang date 2017 may bago kang binigay. Pa card sya may mssg tas sa gili nakalagay "pull this" at nung hinila ko singsing na bago hihi medyo maluwag padin sakin pero kasya naman hahaha. Ilang beses na din tayong nagpagawa ng couple shirt pero di mo masuot yung una. Nung nasa school tayo nun binigyan kita gift ko sayo. Pero di mo sinuot. Na malikmata yata akako nun kaya nagbihis ako at nung pagkakita ko sayo iba pala suot mo grabe iyak ko nun at bihis agad ako hahaha sorry ka ng sorry nun at sinasabi ko na okay lang pero parang pinupunit ng maliit na piraso yung puso ko nun. Basta madami na tayong pinag daanan, isa na yung paghihiwalayin tayo ng pamilya ko kasi panay na ang gala kp hahahaha gala na daw ako. Duh! Idol ko kaya si Dora hahaha charot! Pero matatag tayo at nakayanan natin. Hihi lumaban tayo ng magkasama. Pareho tayong kumapit sa isat isa.❤ Madami na tayong pinangako. "Lifetime tayong magmamahalan" "walang iwanan at sukuan at sawaan" yan yung mahalaga sa pangako natin😘 pero madami pa yan. Hahaha Diko na kkwento lahat ha. Nakalimutan ko ibang date eh! Hihi so yun... Birthday ko naaa! My 18th birthday. I'm so fucking excited😍 I'm expecting too much that time so nasaktan din ako ng sobra! Hahaha lahat ng iniexpect ko bumaliktad. Hahaha pero happy naman ako kasi may gift sya sakin. Iniexpect ko kasi magdedebut ako maski simple lang. Hahahaha Pero lahat ay okay na hahahaha Yung mssg mo nung first anniversary natin at 18th birthday ko nakasave sa phone ko hihi Masaya naman tayo, nagmamahalan, nag aaway at tampuhan pero nagkakaayos din. Matatag tayo at kumakapit sa isa't isa❤ Hanggang sa sumuko ako. Oo ako ang sumuko. Pero kasalanan mo din naman yun diba? Dalwang beses at kasalanan mo yun kung bakit. Dunno the date at ano ang dahilan kasi sabi mo mga ganyung bagay dapat kinakalimutan na pero alam mo at alam ko na kasalanan mo yun hahaha pero May 18, 2018 nagpakaba sakin. Kada monthsarry natin dapat talaga may LSM. Meron ka naman pero diko makakalimutan yung mssg mo na yun sabi mo dun "Isa pang pagsuko pagbibigyan na kita" grabe! Kaya nawalan ako ng gana na magLSM sayo ng sweet dahil dun. Halata naman diba? Nahalata mo nga eh hahaha syempre diko iniexpect yun! Kasi lagi mong sinasabi at pangako din natin na "Pag sumuko ang isa, yung isa naman ipapaalala lahat ng mga masasayang nangyare at mananatiling nakakapit" kaya biglang bigla ako dun. Iyak ako ng iyak. Hahahaha lagi naman diba? Haha char! Sana ikaw na talaga habambuhay ha!❤ Lahat nalalagpasan natin ng magkasama. Masaya tayo sobra😍💕 hanggang sa...

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dear bert,

bebe beeeert!! i miss you. namiss ko na kayo kausap hanggang umaga. kahit ang wweak ng phone nyo noon, yung tangina 72 percent ako, kayo, 14 percent kayo shocks asan na mga charger nyo beb? uso ba yon sainyo ha? yung mga voice message nyong laman lang is tawa. huy 1 year na pala tayong magtropa beeeeeh. namimiss ko na pangkikick nyo saken kasi sobrang lost ako lagi. alam mo ba kapag nakikita ko tweets mo lagi ko gusto tanongin kung okay ka lang ba? and i wanted to ask but nakakahiya naks as if hindi tayo friends. isa ka sa mga una kong naging sobrang close dito sa tumblr, alam mo ba? taena naging crush nga kita e. mga 1 month ganon ahahahhahaaha yay. hindi ko inaasahan na magiging close tayo kasi behz ur peymus pu huhuhu. pero sobrang sarap nyong kasama. kayo nila tasha.

kayo lagi ko napapagtatakbuhan noon pag lugmok na ako o kapag gusto ko na magpakamatay. you did a lot of good things bert kaya hindi ko makuha bakit sinasabi mong walang kwenta ang buhay mo because you’re one of those people who saved my life. ilang beses na. kapag gusto ko na magshut down, andyan kayo para patawanin ako kahit ako lagi nyong pulutan mga fota hahahaha. tapos laging lag(log???) viber ko dahil sa bilis ng mga kamay nyo mga poke parangmauubusan kayo ng alphabet sa keyboard no.

always remember na hindi ka pangit ha? ikaw pa nga nagsabi samin diba? na try naming mahalin yung sarili namin kasi nakakaganda yon. we’re always here to make you feel better. atsaka shet ang ganda ganda mo nga!! mas babae ka pa saken anubey huhu. pucha lalo na don sa hair mo fokenang mas maintained pa po kesa sakin. sayo rin ako nakakakuha ng beauty tips minsan. bwahahahaha.

ay huy. alam mo ba sobrang nahurt ako noon nung biglang tumahimik ka? sanay akong nagkkwento ka. kaya nung biglang seen seen nalang pakiramdam ko talaga may problema, kaya nakakahurt kasi di ko alam pano ka tutulungan non. ayaw ko talagang nakikitang ganon kayong mga kaibigan ko eh.

but seriously, bert. i am always here. always. isang chat mo lang, andito na agad ako. oo, malayo ako pero sobrang mahalaga ka saken. :( isa ka sa taong naging highlight ng tumblr life ko. sobrang pinagkakatiwalaan kita. i love you robeeeert!!! im always here okay? i care so much for you. sana alam mo yon. handa ako makinig sa kung ano mang problema yung meron ka. kasi kaibigan mo ako. hindi kita iiwan kahit na ikaw mismo sa sarili mo yung tataboy samen.

we’re always here when you need us, okay? so kapag sobrang gulo na ng mundo mo, chill, talk to us. ready kami pagaanin loob mo. don’t ever think of ending it. tanginamu magkikita pa tayo hoy!! atsaka diba marami ka pang pangarap?? will you give all of that up? please don’t. please. masasaktan kami ng sobra. talk to me if you need more reasons not to end it. okay? andito kami, may kaagapay ka. don’t be sad kasi enough reason naman kami diba? para sumaya ka. o kapag hindi mo na talaga kaya bert, andito parin talaga kami. basta andito lang kami lagi. always. basta sobrang mahal na mahal ka namin. please be happy. someday. please. im praying for that. :(

@bertybrates

-rinaaaaa