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decimateddreams · 4 years ago

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not that eventful BUT i just read a book online and it made my brain feel weird after hhhh but it's nice to feel whatever this weird thing is

dude i wanna run away to the desert so baddd i wanna wear a MASK (like. a cool one not a mask mask) i wanna dye my HAIR i wanna blast MUSIC i wanna LIVE- ig ill just have to listen to cobra starship on a loop until then ;-; anyway how are ya? -v (not me annoying you w random asks not at all-) :)

hhhhh killjoy yearning,, as i like to call it

*cut to me lying awake at midnight vaguely creating an imaginary future in which danger days magically happened and i can go be a killjoy with my irl and tumblr friends and Meet everyone and be gay do crime*

i would dye my hair sooo much probably lots of purples and blues (and TEALLL) and vibe so hard with the outfits and music blasting..... oh the aesthetic of it all (and just living like that,, <3 yeah)

i'm pretty good but... many tests :') science and stuff

#i feel the need to tell everyone that ^ i'm weirdly shaky (check the tags of the last ask i answered for more exciting commentary! /hj)#the london au right #so like. theres ~ 3 main things. so theres the city which is split into 3 parts #(the capital which is offices n government stuff n basically v grey and boring- the suburbs which are super middle/upper class #and the shades which themselves are split into 2 parts either side of the river the neon district and the back alleys.#the neon district is sorta like central london at night so bars n nightclubs n shit where 20 or so y/os from the suburbs go for like.#a bit idk the place is under constant surveilence from blind an then theres the back alleys which r like. the poorer parts of london n shit #and then theres the factories which are filled w droids the vampire terrortry (v close to the back alleys cause blind allows them to kill n #drink the blood of the ppl who live there cause theyre expendable-)and then dotted around are small killjoy camps ig.#and so inside the city the tube works but is only used for cargo n shit;inside the back alleys the tube allows droids to get from the shades #where they live to the neon district where they work and its v closely monitered so none escape; theres a secret line from the scientists/#the capital to the factoriesand then theres the destroyed stations that are used by joys anf maybe a coupke of trains work?#but the rest are like. dead and are used as homes or to sell stuff or whatever-#n y w a y apologise for the rant i had ~brainworms~#<- aaaa i can't absorb all that rn it sounds like coool cool vibes stuff to think about head full #wow i am so coherent /s #anyway #save for later #london au #oh! you had the day off right (i think. its black friday today right-)#<- i did! and i got to sleep for maybe 10 hours:D #i met my friend who goes to a different school too which was great #and i got coffee #so uneventful except for that book #i think it's gonna haunt my imagination and idk if that's good or bad #sorry about talking about that so much whoops

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