#n then that cutscene w himmmm 'now i know i'm not alone not the only one for whom the flowers weep'
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noxtivagus · 2 years ago
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hermes,,,, the side side story in lodestone always gets me everytime 🥹🤍
#🌙.rambles#[ ffxiv. ]#i love him so much i really do#we're so. similar after all#acceptance huh#& 'strength' that has. allowed us to overcome these hardships#T_T his inner thoughts r very similar to my own#'i must be strong—i will be'#god when he wrote of feeling ashamed earlier that hurt too. & 'no matter what' & 'i will not turn away from the answer'#god n the start of the story gets me every time bro needs a hug. oh n sob these stuff on knowledge and finding solace :c#& then oh earlier w the flower. someone who continued to smile despite turning the flower into such a hue#n then that cutscene w himmmm 'now i know i'm not alone not the only one for whom the flowers weep'#time to come to terms w the truth alone. a heavy heart#'Better to be seen as an aberration than abide in the fiction for their sake.' the reference to his words in that other cutscene :<#i don't agree with his ways here but i understand it so deeply. i think i would've done the same.#his love for life his love for meteion#at least he's taking responsibility for his actions yk. it hurts thinking of how the world n the ppl around him n the loneliness#pushed him to these extents#god that line is so gentle. gazing into her eyes n blue n. oh i feel like crying ffxiv touches me so much fr#birds. dynamis.... the universe n stars n soaring in the sky. 'blue' he chose.#'meteion' he named her n his heart soared. sob he was afraid at first but oh look at the gentleness in that line w the beauty he created#hope n pain n sob the softness in that scenario w meteion stroking his hair. im so weak for soft moments like that#'leaving his dark hair an unkempt mess─and his soul somehow comforted.' smiling#hope failure desires despair confront truth acceptance.... flowers stars sky birds wings blue 🥹 i love hermes's character so much#hermes is so. soft gentle kind. sad too. just like me fr he means so much to me i love ffxiv so much :<#as usual i'm comforted after reading that story again n listening to amaurot ost rn feels so at home#i'll finish this one last task i have for the day n maybe i'll log in ffxiv for a bit to just relax in etheirys or amaurot or something#any of the osts w the amaurot motif just calms me down from the pressure of time. dynamis ost also comforts me so much#i love a lot of scenes in enw but two of the most prominent ones r the one w the flower blooming. & hermes's voice w meteion n emet/hyth#'silence us silence our song of oblivion' & then meteion as the blue bird flying up n all n oh my god i really love the themes in enw sm
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