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#n shoved under the rug when dealing w tjese ''abnormal unpredictable ppl''
wingedbeings · 4 years
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hi ok mor tjings 2 say actualy sory i am incapablenof shuttign up <3
#insan 2 me how ppl wil be so omg cluster bs make so little sense -____- n also abt honestly al the other personality disorders??? like#no??? i jst dont understand like it makes so much more sense 2 me?? like its all based in rly specific logic????? like i dont get how pplw#witjout tje same disorders or w in the same cluster of sumptoms jst cannot get it somehow no mattr how logically u explain it???#like no im seeious like it actually makes a lot of sense? like ppl r all omg the thinking is so crazy and unpredictable but it actually all#has such specific reasons tht literaly r so logical when you actualy think abtbit???#lik no tje thoughrs n behaviour dont actualy fulyncontradict eitjer please jstnlisten it rly doesnmake sense#ok unsexy bitches w out personality disorders probaly wont get what i mean here bc wel i am incapable of elaboritign rn but just ????????!#lik wjy is it so hard to understanf theres so much reasoning behind it and it all comes tofether in this bigger trauma fueled picture n yet?#jst do not understand ok like i dont mean this in an empathy influenced way lik u dont need empathy for it i think? like bc its logical???#wel that kind of empathy of placing urself in the same position i mean#like it isnt abt even sympathy or compassion i jst mean like an understanding of why the symptoms manifest that way?#i jst... i do not get it its genuinely such a logical reaction to specific repeated things in ur developmental phases n jst...... augh#like ppl just love to make personality disorders out to be smth illogical and awful etc bc of ableism i think?#bc then tjey dont have 2 put the efort in 2 understand and recognise as real sumptoms that arent jst all irrational and should be ignored#n shoved under the rug when dealing w tjese ''abnormal unpredictable ppl''#like ppl jst love to dehumanise us 2 tje point of being fully unwilling 2 understand and actualy listen tobus n recognise tjat our pain n#responses 2 things rnt al irrational n they r in the wrong 2 and just augh do u get it olease#like bpd and adhd have a lot of the same emotional symptoms due to rsd and w adhd theyre seen a completely different way than in bpd while#generaly tjeyre even influenced by the same things n stem from the same reactions yknow?#n i'm not saying theresnno ableism within adhd or any other disorders similar 2 it that arent the ''scary evil dangerous'' ones but jst its#different yknow?#moss.txt#wel an e ways moss psychology/overal behaviour hyperfixation actin up <3#i try 2 understand in a way lik the same way maths dont make aense 2 me the same way they do for someone w out dyscalculia but the differnce#is in wiats the accepted thing yknow#like the way evrry1 normalises not understanding n spreads the way ppl w out pds look at pds as the general knowledge on it rather than the#other way around lik w that maths scenario#the way a pd discredits you from speaking abt ur own pd#wel ableism hi <33 ok wel i wil stop ramblign now i need 2 sleep omg -_- ok#hi im jst usign bpd as an example rite now bc wel it is tje cluster b pd i hav tjats treatid tjat way a lot but tjis is abt al esp clustr b
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