#n honesly i like it better than the actual picture.
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hopefullyababe · 4 years ago
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these guys are my lifeline
what the hell would i do without stuffed animals
#dnrb#daphnes talking again#i was going to post the actual pic but#i got. nervous.#i thought like 'well enough of my face is covered that itll be fine'#but then. i just. got too nervous to post it.#so i drew over it#n honesly i like it better than the actual picture.#im hot but im not hot enough to look good peekin out from under a pilea stuffed animals likea gremlin#anyway.#now yall can fall in love w me after realizin im a real human person who takes up real human space in the world n im not just a blog#uh NO im not speaking from experience- hush you#it has NOT happened to me multiple times and it has NOT broken my heart everytime i realize id never meet them and theyd never be into me#if it DID i shouldve LEARNED from my mistakes and NOT DONE IT 2 MORE TIMES#you know. i never really understood what hozier was talking about in his song someone new.#until my heart stopped when i saw a pretty person on the street#until i carried their image home with me. imagined cooking dinner for them. imagined kissing their hand.#until i saw a selfie of a tumblr i followed and i felt legitamate butterflies(i didnt know those existed either)#until i read somebodys depression prose in the tags and i ached to cover their aching hands with mine#i didnt know love /actually/ happened until it happened to /me/#i. dont know if that goes away with age.#i dont know if someday ill be older and wiser and stop falling in love with strangers#i dont want that. i want to love humanity. and i wish everyone could feel how much i love them.#i try to show them. im a little bit much at times. i know that. i send lengthy asks or draw surprise art for people and like all their post#i just. i wish you could KNOW. i wish you could FEEL IT#i just. i love you. so so much. its stupid. i know it is. all this love i have for people ill never know and people who dont know me.#but#i love you. i want to hold you. i want to love you so intensely that you can feel it from those miles and miles that must be between us.#i. love you.#...sorry. for going off in the tags again. i just. im feeling alot right now.
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