#n e ways. i dont think what makes me feel gender euphoric is as easy or binary as it is with some of the people i know irl
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gender euphoria moment ! rare morgan w
#like the outfit itself was not a big deal. i didnt even wear it outside. but i looked in the mirror and felt something more than apathy#i looked in the mirror and i did not see a boy or a girl. which is in fact a big deal.#i took pictures. i fucking took pictures of myself on my own i cant emphasise how little i have ever done that. i even drew myself#i have spent my life under the pressure to look normal#it's why when i started becoming conscious of appearance i wanted to look like the average girl/boy on the street#and whenever i dress in the presence of other people i still worry about whether i will look normal. in place.#so putting on things in the locked bathroom of my own house is just. freeing i guess#i hardly ever go out which is probably half the reason for the anxiety around it#and there's like. the social expectation that you cant dress well unless you have a reason#like i literally never get to do this. let me have it#n e ways. i dont think what makes me feel gender euphoric is as easy or binary as it is with some of the people i know irl#i just! i want to look trans. i want people to look at me and be uncertain.#i always used to dress like the most “normal” person ever because i felt like it was a requirement#so it's alwayd fun to get vaguely formal with it#not a revelation exactly that if you fuck around with clothes and find what you like and wear it it's good. but worthy of note#idk where im going with this im rambling. whatever its my blog#personal posts#might post the fit on art blog bc i want attention and compliments. anyway.#<- wow im so narcissuspilled#<- me when i show myself any form of feeling toward myself that isnt hatred
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