#myricds ; rey.

[blgrntrsh]

              “ if  they  can’t  buy  you  off  they  take  to  trying  to  kill  you, ”  kavinsky explained offhandedly as he sliced into the hindian pear in his hands -- the dried fruit was one of the only nonperishable luxuries on the ship, the sweetness enough to make his mouth water before he had even put the piece into his mouth and only once he had finished chewing did the smuggler finally lift his gaze to meet hers. there wasn’t much money to be made in rescue operations, especially not the rescue of the resistance whom as far as kavinsky was aware, was flat broke now that their main financiers were a little busy being scattered debris in outer space but the first order had just decimated half of his employers and given his previous run ins with the militarized group he doubted they would hire him. seemed only rational that he would come to the resistance, enemy of my enemy and all of that.  “ so -- ”  kavinsky held his hands up,  “ figured  i’d  throw  my  lot  in  with  you  guys.  can  fit  up  to  fifty  people  in  my  ship  if  we  all  suck  in. ”  //  @myricds  ♡’d  for  a  starter  ( rey  from  jakku )

[personatvs-archive]

@myricds   // lyric starter call // song

           ❛  --- but you see, it’s not ME and it’s not my family in your head. ❜

[inchoatc]

         a pause.            SILENCE engulfs them, cold and unyielding as the void of  space  around them.        a hiss from the ship’s air recirculation system,       a zephyr of STERILE recycled oxygen.                  still he does not speak, eyes fixed to point unknown.         before him ??           behind him ??        uncertain.         his mind is...   jumbled.     CHAOTIC.    inchoate. 

         ❛       do you ever wonder ??      ❜        if this was the right choice ?? if what we’re doing is right ?? if it’s WORTH it ??          (       or is every death just as meaningless as it was before ??         )

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