#myocstuff

[azelletown]

wahh

[azelletown]

My sona was meant to be in a webcomic and she went through all the horrors, but like i relate too much to her and i dont wanna just write myself going through the horrors again

habe you ever created a character specifically to go through the horrors and then realized that you don't want him to go through the horrors anymore

[slasherr99]

💕

[zitazombitch]

Y E L L O W 

[alchemypanda]

50, 25, 81

50 Stir crazy - unlike pluto Not in a character playlist so hmm. Eloisa I guess, I think she handles peace of quiet the worst (she was 6ish when the blackout happened) and it probably gives her a choking feeling. 25 Stronger - the score Mikaela, not a couple song. More about her getting back up even after all the stuff she's been through. And she is presumed death for a couple of years so I guess "bet you didn't think I'd come back alive" not so much in the literal sense. 81 Jaja ding dong - from eurovision movie. Yeah..hm.... none of my characters? You managed to find one of the few songs that are kinda just memes...

[therealclayzer]

MainAnt2 by TheClayzer

Aelif Ehmrihk: The Creation pt.1 The shadow priest. Grew from abnormal circumstance into the most prolific creation this (place) has ever seen.... "They..We..needed him..because someone has to maintain controll They named him Aelif.. He was meant to make..to be a difference.. He succeeded though..by plunging into the void..he took that power..and changed.. ..The moon..what has he done??"

[azelletown]

girls with bush

random thought i needed to visualise for you all

[azelletown]

doodle of my fursona i never use c: i love this giraffe i doodle her at random

[azelletown]

i couldn't sleep so i made myself a tag to use as a spray in tf2 c:

im very happy with how it turned out i wish i could spray it whenever i wanted in real life-

[azelletown]

Guh?

Buh?

[azelletown]

gmmmhmmhmmlsmmmbllnnbnbbnnnnrnnnmmmm

[azelletown]

you get no context for this

[azelletown]

me c:

[azelletown]

I checked out my favourite artist of all time on twitter a second ago and it reminded me of how i used to design so many characters for no reason at all just to forget about them a week later, a lot got deleted by i got files that are old and some more recent still around so here are some i still have ^^^^

It's crazy that I didn't know I was trans like years ago because all my sonas had those fuckass eyelash/eyeliner(???) things and large hoodies.

I had a moment where I drew my sona as a uuhhh aaaa a human woman????? GUH?!!!! but i stopped because i AM NOT ON HRT YET D:<<<<< and my own sona made me feel dysphoric and a bit scared because I WANT to look like that but also I have no clue what i'll look like in the future NOR want to set up big expectations for myself, i'm not a very fem fem i'll always be a pants, jacket & shredded converses alien creature

I stopped designing and doodling random characters because I kept getting mad at myself for not using them in more serious things like comics and not giving them fully details stories and identities, and like I KNOW that nobody cares, I'm well aware, it's fully a self happiness thing, like i don't feel like they are ever complete without some sort of from birth to death at 90 list of events and themes attached to them.

I think when I had that epiphany about a giraffe oc a while ago it was that repressed desire to just make them bitches that all came out as a long necked cowboy boots wearing demon (adorable yay!!) and you know what, I didn't WANT her to have any story to her, I just wanted her to exist, and i havent felt that way about a random character design in a long time and I think that's what I needed.

[azelletown]

hello my azelloids, i had an epiphany a month ago about making a giraffe character and now here she is!!! i might be updating her design in the future, making the neck a little longer and maybe her hairstyle, but so far i'm really happy with this i love to look at her yay yayy yayyyy!! !! !!

her name is April (she/her)

[azelletown]

barely a tiny little tweak in her design, but i like it, she's a bit taller in a long freak kinda way and has fingerless gloves like me because her hands are cold 24/7