#mybrainhatesme

[bitterestel]

Me: *finally gets a working computer and has numerous ideas of fan fiction, short stories, etc. waiting to be written*

Brain: You know what you should do?

Me: What?

Brain: Forget everything and stare blankly at the screen.

Me: Why in the void would I do that!?

Brain: You gotta....

[theuninvitingone]

Stfu brain

Currently feeling a bit "weird", you know, out of the ordinary. Not sure why... I guess as I'm writing this all out, we'll probably find the answer lol.

My head feels spacey, full, and confused. I took my meds like I always do before bed. They haven't kicked in yet. Maybe I'm annoyed about something, maybe I'm just thinking too much and maybe I just need to get out of my head for a bit. My body feels hurt, like a "disappointed" kind of hurt. But nothing is going on. I have no reason to feel that way right now. But ya know, that's depression for ya.

I know I have fears, things I'm worried about, and those things I often question. But I should be fine right now. I'm laying in bed writing this, nothing is going on. Sometimes I feel like my brain tries to sabotage everything. Like I SHOULD BE FINE, but my brain goes "hey, lets focus on everything bad that has ever happened to you, ya know, the reason why all of your relationships have failed. People cheating, leaving you for others, people fucking with you"

I'm in a relationship, it's been a year so far. We're great, I love him so much ❤

But ya know, MY BRAIN IS AN ASSHOLE

[donuthoe1990-blog]

[my-invisiblesoul-is-with-sa-blog]

Being back

Going back is hard, probably the hardest thing someone does after a tragic situation happened to them. That and all the questions, the stares, and the death wishes. Those stop, the nagging in your brain doesn't.

[jayfederjewelers]

This is what keeps me up at night #mybrainhatesme #jayfederjewelers #whosyourjeweler #veryimportantthoughts #1ammusings @therealramblinma (at Boca Raton, Florida)

[dafuqewyanasteh]

me: *sends text*

// .00000005 milliseconds later //

…

me: oH MY GOD I SAID SOMETHING WRONG AND NOW THEY HATE ME THEY’RE NEVER GONNA TALK TO ME AGAIN IM GOING TO BE FOREVER ALONE OHMYGODOHMYGOD AHSOJSISJSJ- * W H E E Z E S *

[amidwestlife]

Because today calls for mandatory makeup to make up for too much fun last night...and I have a headache. #toomuchweddingfun #orangelip #mybrainhatesme

[thesongoftheirlove]

IDONTKNOW

MYBRAINHATESME

IMMEBUTIMNOT

*ah, i see. is it that weird...blurry kind of feeling?

[pixie-crackers]

Does anyone else have this struggle where you’re deep in your writing but suddenly you’re brain is like “yk what would be cool? If this character had a dragon.” But your story has no dragons. And that character does not exist. BUT IT’S SUCH A GOOD IDEA AND NOW I HAVE TO REWRITE THE WHOLE STORY AND THIS ISNT OK?

#writerstruggles #writing #mybrainhatesme #neverfinishingthisstory #helpme

[pixiedragonmage]

I love how when I have shit to do the next day my brain decides to keep me up all night. Shut the fuck up brain. I have shit to do and don't have time for this shit.

[chr0nicallyfabulous]

Had a lovely morning and afternoon, but then a migraine and nausea hit. I've been laying on the couch hoping I'll feel better. The nausea went away, but the migraine is still bugging me. At least it's not a horrible one....it's only a 5 on a scale of 1-10.....could be worse. Makeup still looks good though. #powerofmakeup #chronicillness #ohyeahflannel #mybrainhatesme

[justanothershortstack-blog]

As I Lay

I lay here, eager for the comforting embrace of sleep's darkness. I lay here, dreading it even more. The tick of the diminishing clock of life. The small step towards the unknown. Even though, as far as I know, it lies decades away, that chasm of endless depth seems to be just over the next hill. Just out of sight. Just around the corner. As I lay here, I helplessly grasp at the straws of meaning. I toss and turn as I try to convince myself that this isn't a pointless endeavor. Then I remember; there are meanings. Bright spots in the dark. Harbingers of both joy and sorrow. Things that flood me with emotion. That remind me that my time is a gift. And then I find a twisted kind of amusement, since this is all going to happen again tomorrow night.

[mybrainhatesme1342-blog]

MBHM: Maintaining conversation

Me: Crap, this conversation isn't going well.

Brain: No, no it isn't.

Me: this is awful, I'm about to plunge into the deep abyss that is awkward silence.

Brain: Hey wait! I've got a joke we can tell.

Me: Sweet! Thank you my saviour.

Brain: Don't say i don't do anything for you...

Me: Okay, here goes.

Me: Why did the ladybug get mad at her daughter for belching?

Random guy: Why?

Me: BECAUSE IT WAS UN-LADYLIKE

*awkward silence

Brain: Ha! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, you think I'd actually help you?

Me: HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN TO ME?!

Brain: You think people actually like you? That you have friends? Oh, you naive fool! You're so sadly mistaken.

Me: You're wrong, I have friends!

Brain: Tell me, who would want to be friends with a socially anxious and awkward ambivert?

Me: Touché...

[stupendouscolorcupcake-blog]

No problem Brain, I don't mind thinking about everything I did wrong in the past year at 3am... really... #mybrainhatesme #whoneedssleep #thursday #mexico #tomorrowisgoingtobealongday (at Circunvalación Vallarta)

[uberotakudesign]

I'd say my storage unit is packed to the max. Almost fell off my step ladder and my brain thought about being stuck in the cage with a broken leg and no cell signal. Then I though about being stuck in the cage with Lucifer (Supernatural reference) @_@ #mybrainsometimes #organization #citylife #ugh #spn #supernatural #randomthoughts #mybrainhatesme

[babytheredfox]

#OCD #perfectionist #obsessivecompulsivedisorder #mybrainhurts #mybrainhatesme #cantknowthestruggle #unless #yougothruit #yourself #mentalillness #isreal