#my year of pilgrimage
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some thoughts on Claude
alt title: diversity win! this Butch Nun is crafting bombs in an unventilated room in her convent while actively courting Mother Superior! Do Not Give Them Access To Unlimited Power No Matter How Nice They Are
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#reminder that Claude is one of the only other housemaidens present in Start Again: A Prologue! Think about this for me <3#isat spoilers#isat fanart#in stars and time#isat#in stars and time fanart#isat claude#isat loop#isat siffrin#isat odile#isat mirabelle#start again: a prologue#lucabyteart#some of these punchlines have been sat around in my files for almost a year at this point LMAOOO.. they were good enough to persist.#anyway yes i know claudes spectacles are small on her sprite but i like doing the dot eye in glasses thing so thats what ur getting !!#also swearing forever yay yay yay. sorry to fake swear lovers but sometimes i need it for the comedy to hit. sorry#... i might post that sasasap kick in the teeth on its own later just because i do like it a lot.#but yeah i have a decent amount of thoughts on claude. mostly informed by that i read both her and & euphrasie as rlly obvious signifiers#that like. mirabelles house is more than a little bit disorganised and way too lax on certain ethical ... concerns....#girls and guys youre in a place that lacks need for even a police force.... why were you workshopping rock traps and pungee pits...?#who signed off on that... are you guys like. you guys seem nice but are you alright. should i be worried#gotta respect the hustle of trying to fuck the head priest of your organisation though. genuinely love that for her#but WHAT a workplace ethics nightmare!! I thought it was bad enough reading it as unrequited. YOURE TELLING ME SHE ACTUALLY MANAGED TO HIT?#INSANE. I DONT WANT TO BE IN THE BUILDING FOR THAT BREAKUP. GET ME ON A PILGRIMAGE *STAT*
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years of pilgrimage
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Innocence died screaming Honey, ask me, I should know
#blood tw#the oni's child#blue eye samurai#mizu#mizu blue eye samurai#bes mizu#bes fanart#my art#sunny obsessing about their own fanfics? unheard of#mizu's all dressed up for this year's pilgrimage#might kill some guys on the way to edo idk
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certain books nailing how uncomfortable it is to be in public, but also let go of anxieties to just be a person out of your house is amazing. all ottessa moshfeg's works (aside from lapvona), the tatami galaxy novel, the hour of the star, colorless tzukuru, after dark, and anything by mieko kawakami are perfect examples of that. humanity is so beautifully demonstrated in their works. even if we were villains and the raven cycle grapple so well with drama in a way that comes across as tense and realistic.
anytime i am reading something and a certain compulsion to write, or a wave of recognition washes through me, it has to do with that emotion. in my year of rest and relaxation every time the narrator went to the bodega got me. in all the lovers of the night, when the main character lost her purse at the activity center and was walking around there drunk during the day, the main character in tatami galaxy despising ozu and going out despite the indifference he feels, is all so compelling.
i don't know how to explain this feeling. there is a vitality that it gives and it simply feels alive. nothing particularly striking occurs, but the fact that there is character voices going while they are doing something normal, and being unashamed while doing so, is painfully alive. political issues going on while they are going to get coffee or ramen or heading to class. they are uncomfortable living but it's all they can do, they can't help but live even though they are unhappy with how it's going.
That emotion and position is something i find myself in quite often. reading it in literature, in books from authors of different genders writing in different genres, with characters of ages different from my own and genders different from my own, displays how universal of a feeling this is. perhaps it is close to kant's sublime, but i don't really want to talk about kant.
#books#reading#ottessa moshfegh#haruki murakami#the tatami galaxy#my year of rest and relaxation#colorless tsukuru tazaki and his years of pilgrimage#mieko kawakami#all the lovers in the night#clarice lispector#the hour of the star#the raven cycle#if we were villains
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#pic that drives me absolutely crazy#it has been my wallpaper for more than a year wow wow#jon bernthal#pilgrimage 2017#pilgrimage#behind the scene photo#behind the scenes
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Do we know what beach in Tenerife Paul nearly drowned at?
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P5 vs RL: SHIBUYA
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#p5r#persona 5#p5#persona 5 royal#my stuff#did this last year; finally turning it into a photo set...#p5 pilgrimage
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Diarmute Week Day 1: Sanctuary
"I would walk for miles, miles, miles just to find my sanctuary." — Sanctuary, Jake Wesley Rogers
#diarmute week#diarmute#pilgrimage#pilgrimage 2017#my art#fanart#sanctuary#so i didn't have much time to work on these this year#i'm taking a class right now and just busy in general#so these will all be really messy
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i wish there were a guidebook or something for "how to reconnect with a culture that is almost completely extinct"
#should i go on a pilgrimage to the last greek communities in turkey? i know neither greek nor turkish#and am not ethnically either (re: adopted side of the family) but still. this is important to me and i owe it to my family's heritage#considering their people were uh fucking genocided a hundred years ago
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happy birthday beloved anna!! 🥰💞💕💗💓💞 i hope u had a lovely day today and that the world was especially kind to ur for ur bday 😊 thank u for all the beautiful gifs u make 😍🫶💓💓💓





it was very kind to me, thank you, liz! and now your man is winking at me???? 😳🫣
#reply#bday 2024#liz 🏈#i'm so happy to have you as my moot i was worried after he enlisted#you'd shave your head too and go on a pilgrimage and we wouldn't see you for two years 😔
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i have many, many feelings on the recent underverse
#inktober extras#aka stuff i drew for inktober as warmup but theyre getting individual posts now that oct is over#underverse#i have not consumed anything undertale au related for years and yet i return to underverse everytime a new ep drops#like a yearly pilgrimage to my roots#you cannot kill the 11yr olf within me#anyway cross and ink’s friendship drops are living rent free in my head#i waited 4 years for this moment. since 0.4. bless#undertale au#undertale#xtale#xtale cross#rkgk#cross sans#sans au
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i’m fighting demons* rn
*the urge to reread if we were villains
#if we were villains#my roommate is writing a short with a vaguely similar plot and it reminded me of iwwv and now all i want to do is reread it#it’s been almost 6 years since i read it for the first time…. it’ll be a pilgrimage bc that book changed smth in me
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i have such a love-hate relationship with murakami i. decided to finish colorless tsukuru before bed and i did and now its 2.36am and im back at my computer snacking on bad cookies because i just cannot go to sleep after that
#colorless tsukuru tazaki and his years of pilgrimage#the vibes#are awful#and yet#so good#i feel like someone looked into my soul and wrote it in paper
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my favorite non canon Margo joke is she has 3 big beautiful toucans and Emily hates this joke so much they roll their eyes every time I bring it up so now I have to send them funny toucan videos to soften their jaded heart
#it’s working they said vendrea can have a toucan <3#Margo can’t have a toucan in canon because 1. she’s been missing for 3 years 2. she would never shut the fuck up about her toucans#3. ‘ah fuck I can’t go on this pilgrimage I have TOUCANS AT HOME and they need their DAILY FRESH FRUIT. sorry god you’re on your own.’#but in my heart…. she has her 10 horses and 3 toucans and a blue macaw#they bite but not her <3 <- and she hires a guy to take care of them and also so they bite him. for enrichment#a day in the life of steeve#Margo#if Margo can’t have toucans then maybe I can revisit kverliths iconography and give him a sexy tropical bird 🤤
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every time i drive past the tampa bay downs i wonder why ive never been there
#its literally 10 minutes from my house. i drive past it on the way to taco bell#you know how it is when there's a famous location in your area#the 'you know i had to do it to em' picture location is near me to. not to dox myself#i used to drive through that neighborhood multiple times a week. ive picked my brother up from a friends house a few times over there#never made the meme pilgrimage though. maybe this year
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Man it's hard to find the fun in creating stuff you used to have when you simultaneously have to basically fist fight the mental illness for every scrap of motivation you can scrape from it to make fan stuff and also feel like you're just throwing stuff into an uncaring void when you do finish something.
#umbral chats#No I have not yet looked into going back on antidepressants that's a next year problem#Along with finding yet another psychologist bc my current one moved away#And the vyvanse shortage- basically a lot of shit is going not well in this corner of the internet#Pilgrimage I had every intention of finishing when I first drafted and plotted it and I'm not saying it's abandoned but it's.#Certainly not gonna be updated any time soon
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