#my worst fewr

[missmouse25]

I am so tired of people giving me half a story or not explaining themselves

[azlovesem]

Youre very regal Regal just like Grandma. Oh well screw tampa. The queen or you ever go thete. Ha ha ha of course not who hoes there??? Ha ha ha i dont care screw thise smericans too. Theyre pathetic laughing stocks at worst and dangerpus idiits at worst. Obviously VmCayherine i fewr none of them and beat them do mercilessly senseless look at tgem. Stupipd assholes looks good in em. I hope i didnt hurt Rachels farm forgrt anuone rlse from florida. Stupud ass state. Ooo people are ge ouses down there younshpuld go everyones so fuckn dnarr youll be hapoy youbdid. Tampa up. Orlandos sier of nit bad. Tampaas goifvilke i dmoked a few people from thag beat up rat hole. Pure whiny rats pive there. Whhhaaannnnnn is sll the rver say. Ill laugh at them drowning. I forget how many smericans ive killed.in from Michigan myself not smerica. I send assassibs to america to jill ky enemies. Kill i said. I think yiy nniw a few nsjes who are on our list. Theyll be goin to their own funerals thwts it. Their agencies ate terrified of ne they know who i am. Injust dontvthink theyre cery good people and nor dies snykne else in earth. Oh i killed a bunch uiu sas and i kaugh in their faces. Dont waste your time in the sates theres nowhere to go ivd vern weverywhere. Sedona Arizona was nice. Many towns around it csn go ahead and fall in a sink hole but that place was cute. Theyrecsll fucon far as fuck it wasnt hard chasing a few of em doen. Stupud as yhe day is long. Hey dabid letterman how ya doin bud. Lookn for young hitks ya nonce. Im just telling Kate how your country is mostly nothing byf pueces of shit you got a pronlem with that i hope nog for your soms sake. Ahhh hes not so bad if you dont mind nonces. Ha ha ga ya know? Anyway do mind them. Daves not ygef bad i just bugging ygst day all the time. Fuck ifiot thats the best ‘ thisd people’ have. Are theg sll dumb loke tgaf??? Ha ha ha probably. They fired that giy gor insappropriaye behavior towards women. Now he has to stat ten feet assy ftom yyem court order. Thays why only nen go on his show anymore. His felliw nonces like to go over and talk ship like they arent all stupid with him. Ha ha ha id fuckn anihilate thart moton onstage hes fucon dcared of lge. He better be we ll yhriw his son off Bridge. That giy is nothing and jnows no ones. No one owes him favors like theg owe me. I wslk right up to his face in my new city of new york and have a chat woth him. Hed turn whiter that white man. No i rule everythinv put of detroit. I was aske to help out. They also yook something ftom a friends daughter in finslnd i burned cali i forget how many times that. I gog operatives there. Winds pick up goobye city ors easy those idiots are surrounded. I was adked in to kick done asz and i did thet. I slso had to have word with their baby seal tesms. Yash i dkn tv respect them do ill talk about yhem like theyre chesp assassins all i want. Hey i hot a bu ch of uours for uourcactions. Dont embarass us anymote acting like meecinaries ir their will ve more discipline kyle. Now off ya go. I released Chriss soul. Hes fibally free. Hes been helping me. Now he can go home. Im done fighting and writing. Ill nevef write much again. Maybe ill finish driftwood. Probsbly not. Im tired. Ill go to sllrerpp now ive been up itoi long. I feel better naybe later.

[for-when-i-look-back]

And if you say I've never treated you right. I was literally fine before I met you.

I now suffer from depressive episodes. Anxiety and fewr of uncertainty. My life is in pieces and I am the one left picking them up. I have panic attacks, my grades have significantly deteriorated... I had something to live for before I met you. Now I actually entertain the thought of death.

I pity myself and the worst part is I still want you back. I can't hate you for what you did... and I still hope that when we come it'll be different.

don't get me wrong. before all of this... it was the perfect state. the complements. the lovebombing. the intimacy. it was perfect. it was the perfect equilibrium sa relationship... I finally felt like I was treated right. You were capable all this time, not towards me, but towards others you were capable. And rarely did you ever show that side of you untill I had to beg you for it