#my widdle heart cant take it
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soullessjack · 1 year ago
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tbh as bitter as I am about jack being infantilized to all hell, sometimes it’s actually very funny in just how wrong it is bc there’ll be all these headcanons or fanart or imagines (that I find against my will on Pinterest) where he’s some sensitive little steven universe guy who gets bullied in high school and cries when you step on an ant and cant have beer or swear cuz he’s just a widdle innocent bean who can’t be corrupted by. Alcohol that he already canonically drinks and swear words he already canonically says. . ? or sex and romance that he literally says he wants to experience ? and then in the actual show he’s throwing a whole teenage hissy fit over not being able to kill 500 demons with a single look anymore when he’s human and torturing his father’s vessel as slowly and painfully as he can and eating raw hearts and attempting to strangle someone in a fit of rage so strong it takes being shot six times to make him calm down . And the sheer juxtaposition of that fanon / canon is so funny and unbelievable I kinda can’t be mad at it
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chikkou · 1 year ago
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Now that there might be a new game coming, let me ask you a little question: what are your thoughts on Lisa as a series? Just a widdle inquiry, y'know :)
i swear yall ask me this question just to get me to act a fool... and by god i will gladly take the bait LMAO
this goes without saying but of course im gonna say it: I LOVE LISA!!! i think that the love and care that was put into creating the games is abundantly clear, the presentation is very unique, the music is phenomenal and does exactly what its meant to do, and the story is profound and heart-wrenching while still managing to keep a VERY black sense of humor that keeps the game from being utterly soul-destroying. i cant say the games are perfect - each one has its weak point, as everything does - but in spite of them, i find the characters and the environment so compelling that its not hard to look past most of them.
lisa continues to be my favorite character in any work, especially because of how vague, yet cutting, her memory is. what do we know about her as a person, except that she suffered, she fought back, and then she retreated where she could no longer be hurt? the parallels between her and buddy really speak to me, and while they never directly interact, the connection between the two - and my personal headcanon that lisa is indirectly influencing buddy - is felt throughout the latter half of the painful and all of the joyful.
dont get me wrong, there are definitely some more glaring issues - i think lisa the painful has some issues with a few of the characters of color, particularly the native american ones - but i do have hope that these issues would be rectified in a future game, as they were already a relatively minor part of a 30 hour game. at the end of the day, it is still one of the most empathetic and honest depictions of abuse & the consequences of living with abuse that i have ever seen, and while i can quibble with the details for sure, it is near and dear to my heart and always will be.
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If balan was a child maestro
Hed probably be a squealer, hed probably jump on his stage and squeal happily as he dances and strikes poses like he sees in old lance posters.
Him cape too big for him body so he flaps it around to fly or take naps in. Balan would be full of unadulterated sweetness and love with a heart of gold. His giggles would be absolutely deviously cute.
In conclusion, child balan is my baby now and imma die on this cliff is I cant have him. Vute widdle big handed clown cub.
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tuff-and-fluff-archives · 3 years ago
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Against my better judgement, I rewatched a bit of Wreck-it Ralph before I gotta go to work and AAAAAAAAAAAAH 💖🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖🥺
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teethcollecting · 6 years ago
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i dont even want a relationship or like romance but i have a date on friday and hes. so cute and if i WAS gonna have romance i would want it to be him i think probably but also hhhdfhjkhjdf im Not At All Ready and its literally been like a week since i got Dumped and like idk man!!! idk!!!
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biussworld · 5 years ago
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Henlo, could I pls ask for a scenario where Aizawa has a kid who's that one chill kid who's just vibin and gets along with most people and during the sports festival's one on one battles, someone (preferably monoma but you can pick whoever you like) pisses her off by insulting her classmates and stuff and she just snaps and proceeds to destroy them? Like she just yeeted them outta the ring while telling them to roasting them in the process?
hello! thank you for requesting~ i changed it up a little bit, though i did put a little monoma action in there. there's also not much aizawa and more of a class 1a x aizawa's daughter qwq
i hope you like it!!!
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your quirk is similar to your dad's, and you've begged him to train you ever since you were a kid so you best believe you also have something similar to his capture weapon
he ain't no enji todoroki, my child, so you don't need to worry about him being all strict nd that HOWEVER he's not lenient with you, he's just like what we see he does with class 1a
SOOO with that aside, even though you have similarities with your dad, your personalities definitely are different. somehow.
like you'd be alone and quiet one minute, all of a sudden a few people come up to you and talk to you a bit and then you're friends with them already that's!!! not him ahk-
but it's cute, he thinks you're a less scarier version of him
one time when he was scolding half of the class for playing along and almost getting the other half of the class injured with kaminari's school pool prank (we all know what he was about to do) you went in and said "awh, give 'em some slack, dad. it's not like anybody got hurt."
and that's when everyone in the class knew you were so cool and dangerously funny and nice
you'd be goofing around doing tiktok dances with the condiments trio (sero, kiri, kami pls don't let me explain it aka soy sauce, ketchup, and mustard respectively)
you'd also be pestering bakugou with the three, but bakugou's a little docile this time for some reason !!! it's a bit scaryyyy
jirou and yaoyorozu got ur back if you need study help
cant find your notes? yao-momo's got extras for you
want some BANGIN study playlist? ayyy jirou's got one ready. SHE ALSO!!! LETS YOU PLAY WITH THE INSTRUMENTS IN HER ROOMMMM
the dekusquad !!! they love youuu and you're basically scolding deku too everytime he's about to break his arms again like hahahaha what the heckkkk deku stooop but go on it's your body but stopppppp dad's gonna kill meeee hahahaha
iida and todo would just be watching you do something STUPID but todo would be more like holding iida back from stopping you because he has to see this shit go downnnn
you, mina and tsuyu take uraraka shopping some time and shE'S ALWAYS !!! UWUUUU and you know this mochi recipe from your mom so you three get to make 'em in the dorms
the big bois satou and shoji along with the lord birb of darkness tokoyami walks with you to and from school grounds, or hangs out with you in the common room when you need a break from being around LOUD and NOISY classmates (kami, baku i'm not saying it's you, luv, but i am,,,,,, looking at you)
dark shadow also gives you head pats!!! because you gave him one time and now he's giving you lots all the time!!!
BASICALLY YOU'RE FRIENDS WITH EVERYONE IN CLASS 1A!!!
not because you're aizawa's kid!!! but because for a teacher's kid you're so cool and kind and chill !!!
THEN
then the sports festival came around
and for the cavalry battle you met this bitch monoma and he basically started yapping about how you only got in because of aizawa
which isnt trueeee you went in through the same exams as them as you didnt want to rely on your dad's connections, plus aizawa wouldnt have agreed to you entering without breaking a sweat anywayyy ;(((
but you didnt tell him that bc you really could care less about what he says
when their team lost you LAUGHED AT HIS FACE lmaoooo but gave the rest of his teammates a kudos to their work
so you made it into the one on one battles
and for your first fight, you're up with shinsou
now, now, shinsou isn't one to pull out insults just because
he needs to incite a reaction from you, so he does a little nudge here and there
it's all about you, how your position as a ua student is unfair to him and a lot of kids in the gen studies because you're a teacher's kid and some of them could've gotten in just fine, too
but again you didn't mind it because you knew a lot of them would say that, so you mentally prepared yourself for it
"i bet they only tolerate you because you're aizawa's child, huh?"
ah, this. right in your HEART and your insecurities
though you were irked, you felt that your classmates have been kind to you even before so you brush it off, taking a step towards him
then with all the smugness he can muster he's up and saying "maybe the entire class 1a is irrelevant and useless, even slacking off during trainings but nobody would know because you wouldn't say a thing"
man
MAN OH BOY
you can tell he's getting desperate, as he's using everybody else against you now
you have this dark aura surrounding you, your face contorted in a scowl
THEN YOU WRAP HIM IN YOUR CAPTURE WEAPON AND SLAM HIM INTO THE GROUND LIKE A TRUE WARRIOR AYAYAYAYAYAYA
you FINALLY use your quirk on him so you can finna talk without getting mind controlled, glaring red at him as you step on his chest
"i let you talk shit about me, call me incompetent and whiny but i'll NEVER let you talk shit about my friends."
as he struggles in your hold, you tighten the capture weapon around him and lower your face so he can hear you loud and clear "if you really want to throw all of us in the hero course out, then you gotta do better than just spitting in our faces." then you basically YEET him out of the bounds.
he rolls on the ground in pain as you stand in the middle of the arena, your head hung low.
after your fight everyoneee in the classs is just qwq awww our widdle baby you so sweeet qwq like you didnt just YEET the living daylights out of shinsou
and your dad personally went up to you to nudge you in the shoulder with his bandaged elbow
AND THEN YOU HUG HIM TIGHT AFTER HE TELLS YOU HE'S PROUD OF YOU
the rest of 1a is giving you pats on the back and cheers!!!
you bet bakugou is at the back like, "yeah, obviously she's got bite. she's from 1a."
all in all, everyone's so proud to have a sister like you in their class!!! they love you as much as you love them uwu
I LOVE SHINSOU IM SORRY PLEASE FORGIVE ME
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inside-of-a-fangirls-mind · 5 years ago
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A Lonely Hut in the Woods. (Muriel)
Words; 2753
Warnings; none of believe just some cute fluff
Pairing; Muriel X Fem! Appreciate Reader
Notes; I'm obsessed with this game so please shoot me some requests in my asks so I can obsess more.
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You weren't sure how long you had been gone but it had to be at least an hour or two. Basket full and heading back to the small hut that you had started to call home. After trying to stop Lucio and losing Morga in the forest, Muriel and you had headed home to get together with Asra to come up with a new plan.
How ever you didn't expect to be standing outside the door of the hut after hearing Asra's voice "why don't you just ask her to be your girlfriend?" The soft male questioned froze on the spot.
Of course, he was talking to Muriel who else would be in his hut. But you didn't expect the hushed response you had to strain to hear through the door.
"Why would she-" He paused a moment before sighing, "want me?" His voice softens in the second part.
It broke your heart, after everything. The kiss and time spent together, trying your very best to make him comfortable but still he didn't think you like him? You freaking like him! You sigh softly before eyes perking up as you hear Asra say what you were thinking.
"Muriel, she kissed you. Not only once but twice! Do you even know what that means? She likes you!" He begged his friend to listen.
"I don't stand a chance. You see the way Julian looks at her. Why me when she could be with… him?" His soft voices faulted slightly towards the end. A chair scrapped softly against the floor before you head someone plop down onto it.
"Trust me. She's not interested in Julian. Though he wishes. She likes you, that's why she's put so much effort into make sure you are okay. She doesn't just do that for everyone. Just give it a chance."
Asra voice sounded a bit smug as I felt his magic wash over me slightly. He knew I was listening. My heart pounding in my chest I slowly back away from the door. I didn't mean to introde. I was just curious. Muriel was so hard to read sometimes I wanted to be sure. Though he still hasn't outright said he likes me it was enough.
I slowly walk back down the path smiling to myself as a run a hand through my (h/c) hair and laugh softly. "Muriel likes me.."
As soon as you're almost at the end of the small path to the hut staring into the vast forest you hear the door to the hut swing open. You turn on the spot holding your smile as you pretend to just be walking up.
Asra hasn't even looked out the door but you know he knows you're there. He always does.
"If you dont. I'll lock you both in this hut for a few days. Then things would get.. fun" with a laugh the white haired man then shuts the door behind him on a most likely blushing Muriel.
He turns to see you and smiles before linking your arm in his. "Hey. I know you heard a lot of that and just so you know. I'm just trying to help." He gives you his brilliant smile and you know you can trust him. You always have.
"I know." You blush slightly before glancing towards the door doubting Muriel would even say anything about the conversation they just had.
"Don't do anything out of the ordinary, I want him to do this. He needs a push otherwise it won't be a learning experience. He needs to know that you're someone he can tell anything to." He looks behind us and then his voice softens. "Cause I won't always be around. But you can. You can be there for him when I cant."
He takes your hands in his and smiles brightly at you. "I'm so happy you two connected like you did. And I want you both to be happy. So bad. You deserve the best." And with a quick hug he's waving you off as he heads towards the forest.
"See ya around." He chuckled before disappearing into the trees. You watch him off before turning to look at the door to the hut. You take a deep breath then walk up the path slowly.
As you get closer you see Inanna carrying a small rabbit in her mouth, she always looks happy to see you as she walks up tail going a mile a minute.
You lean down and stroke her head softly, "Hey Inanna you're just in time for dinner. And I see you brought your part." You chuckle softly before opening the door letting her on first.
She heads straight to lay in front of the fire place chewing away at her meal. You enter not seeing Muriel at first, but then you see his green eyes watching you from the corner where the table is.
"I'm back. Got lots of atuff, wanna see?" You him softly as you set your basket on the table and start unloading slowly. He doesn't say a word but walks over to the table and stands across from you, eyes on everything you're pulling out.
You smile to yourself before laying out 3 loads of bread, pumpkin, banana, and mixed berries, then a jar of fruit jam, and finally some smoked eel. His stomach growls at the sight of the eel, but he doesn't reach for anything. You then pull out some bottled salty bitters, it was a pretty coin to get but Muriel had mentioned once how he hasn't had it in years and getting him to a pub wasn't an option right now. You glance towards Inanna when you pull out two smaller cuts of chicken as her eyes stare directly at it.
Instinctively you hand them to Muriel, "For Inanna. I wanted to get you both something." You smile sweetly holding your hands over his. A soft blush creeps up his cheeks, but he turned his back to you offering the meats to Inanna. She gently took them from him before barking twice happily. Then forgetting about the Rabbit and eating the cut meats.
It made you happy knowing she excepted your gift, so often she didn't. You see the last few items in the basket. A few bottles of liquids for spells and a small green blanket with a tiny wooden wolf wrapped inside. You didn't know if he would like it at all. But you pull out the blanket and the wolf and wrap the blanket around his shoulders.
He jumps slightly before closing his eyes and enjoying the very soft feeling of the blanket. "W- what's this for?" His voice is soft so you lean against him to whisper in his ear.
"I thought you would like it so I got it. Plus the first isn't very soft all the time. So you can use this under them." You then step to the side of him and held out the small wolf. "this too." As you hold it over his hand.
He slowly grabs it staring at it in his hand. Then looking to you confused. "a wolf?"
You chuckle softly before nodding. "So when Inanna goes to visit her family you won't miss her too much." A soft blush is now on your cheeks as you look towards Inanna whose ears peaked up when you said her name.
Muriel looked from you to Inanna to the little wolf in his hand. The blush on your cheeks didn't make sense to him and why did you buy him things all the time. Did you pity him? He can't help the corners of his mouth twitch into an almost smile before putting the small wolf in his pocket. "T- Thank you." He whispers.
You light up hearing that, he didn't say he didn't deserve it or complain. He just took it. You almost bounce back over to the table. "Come sit down and eat." You hum, before slowly cutting up a slice of bread and making him a small meal of the bread, eel, and jam.
He walks over and sits down staring at the food in front of him. Then looking to you as you sit down and smile at him. You take a bite of the eel and gesture to his food.
"You feed me all the time so I thought it was my turn." You can't help but gaze at him as he slowly picks up the eel and takes a small bite. You can't stop yourself, you nearly swoon. But you get yourself together before silent drifted over you two. It was always peaceful eating with him, the sound of the crackling fireplace, Inanna growling happily as she chews and the distant sound of chickens clucking.
You two sat like that for a while. When you both finished you stood up taking everything to the bucket in the corner. He starts to protest but stops before he gets a full word out. You finish cleaning up before looking at him softly. "I enjoyed eating with you." You then go to sit by the fireplace letting your cloak fall off from around your shoulders.
He stares at you before sitting on the bed picking up a stick to widdle on. You just enjoy the warmth of the fire washing over your skin.
After a while, you ended up head laying on Inanna as you yawned. A quick nap wouldn't hurt anyone. Closing your eyes as you watch Muriel work away at the stick slowly making it into something, you can't make out what it is as slumber falls over you.
The only thing that wakes you is Muriel banging his shoulder into the door of the hut. At first, you don't think anything of it just closing your eyes again before you hear him mumble out a string of curses. That wakes you right up.
Stretching your arms over your head, letting a yawn. "Whats-" you yawn again covering your mouth before rubbing the sleep from your eyes, "wrong?"
Muriel looks at you with a blush creeping over his cheeks. The sun was already set, you sitting up noticing the fire had died altogether.
He takes a moment to gather his thoughts before finally speaking. "Asra, he uh." He looks around for an excuse but he can't find one. "he, well. Trapped us in here? Something about it being good for us." His voice is at a whisper by the time he finishes.
Your cheeks now start to blush, you had heard the threat but thought it was empty. You could just come clean, told him you heard everything and that you want to be with him. But Asra said he had to do it.
"I- oh. Why?" You hum finger combing through your hair, Inanna was nowhere to be seen. You guessed she wasn't restricted from leaving only you two.
His eyebrows knitted together before he shoved on the door once more. "Cause he thinks it will…. Be good for us?" He questioned more than answered.
"Oh," you whispered before slowly standing up. "Well. I guess we should make the best of it. We still have the bitters." You hum before heading over to the bottles on the table. "You want one?"
He follows you with his eyes but doesn't move from the door. "Okay." You walk over and push a bottle into his hand before sitting in front of the fireplace again.
Closing your eyes you focus your magic and create a few new logs in the fireplace. Opening your eyes you then snap as a small flame starts on your finger and you light the fire again.
Muriel has now taken a few sips of the bitters and moves to sit around the fireplace too. But slightly away from you, your knees barely touching.
You then bring the bottle to your lips taking a deep sip, maybe this would loosen you up so you could finally tell him how you feel.
Soon enough you both finish off the bottles, you're leaning on his shoulder and he's beaming softly at you. Though you don't notice with your eyes fixed on the warm fire.
"Hey, Muriel?" You whisper nuzzling into him. Your soft voice shakes him to his core or maybe it was just the bitters.
"Yes?" He looks down at you but he didn't expect you to meet his green eyes. You smile happily at him before twirling a strand of his hair around your finger.
"I-" you pause a blush forming on your cheeks, "I really really like you." You almost wanna run and hide as soon as it's out there, looking away from him and back to the fire. Though you feel his gaze follow you're every movement.
"Y- you do?" He barely gets out before nervously cupping your cheek to bring your eyes back to his. He needed to know if you were lying.
You swallow and nod slowly, resisting the urge to nuzzle into his beautiful hand. It was so cool against your warm cheeks. His green eyes never leave your face before he musters up all the courage he can and slowly leans towards you. Taking his time in case you change your mind or say it was all a joke.
Looking into your (e/c) eyes he knows you would never lie to him and he brushes his unsure lips against yours. That was all it took. Him trusting and you willing. You wrap your arms around his neck, fingers playing with the hairs at the nape of his neck as your lips slowly part in time with his.
The whole world seems to stand still, nothing matters but the heat from his mostly exposed body, the fire dancing over both of your skins. His hand stays on your cheek, softly stroking with his thumb. But soon you have to come up for air.
Neither of you say a thing, he sits up rather away from you a hot red blush running from his cheeks down his chest. Or maybe it was just the bitters.
You put your hand over his gently and stare at the fire trying to calm your pounding heart.
"Would you…" he starts to whisper but stops himself shaking his head. It was stupid, why would you want him.
"Yes." You turn and look at him. "Yes, I would." You're almost beaming at him. He looks off guard before shaking his head.
"You don't even know what I was going to ask." His voice is soft before you just can't take it anymore.
"Just shut up and kiss me, you goofball." You whisper cupping his cheek and pulling him in for a kiss. He doesn't resist and follows you, lips merging together in a sweet kiss. Time always stood still, everything didn't matter at that moment.
"I want you, you and only you." You whisper against his lips, his lips never lose the smile.
"I want you too…" he hummed pressing his forehead against yours softly. At that moment you hear the door open as Asra burst through.
"About time. I thought I would have you two locked in here for days." He laughs softly before looking over the two of you nearly fangirling.
"Asra," Muriel starts before you kiss his cheek and stand up.
"Asra that wasn't cool, but thank you. I don't think we would have ever gotten together on our own." You smile at your white-haired friend, though you knew about all of this beforehand.
"I know and look at you two! So perfect for each other!!" He squeaks. Muriel then stood up towering over behind you.
"Alright everyone out of my hut…" he looks between the two of you before mumbling "except Y/N…" Asra's eyes light up before winking at you and heading towards the door.
"Don't have too much fun." He calls out before closing the door behind him, Muriel going a dark red knowing what his friend meant.
You take his hand in yours, kissing his palm ever so softly. "in due time that will happen. We aren't going to rush anything. I don't even have to stay the night.." you start before he leans in and kisses you a bit unsure.
"Wh- what was that for?" You whisper looking deep into his green eyes.
"I- I don't want you to leave…" it takes a lot for him to say that but it has you smiling to no end.
"Don't worry, I won't." You hum softly. You'd never leave him, not again.
PART TWO
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sillymeter · 4 years ago
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oh my GOD i cannot believe i have to hold your hand and walk you through this. let’s break this down piece by fucking piece since clearly you cant think for yourself @ace-altair​ here’s the image im referring to
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i dont know what some of these refer to and some of these are just borderline free spaces because blah blah stereotype. fucking whatever just say you think we dont have personalities. - emotional just say you think we’re all hysterical and leave. fucking freak - accidentally fell for a straight girl what does this mean. what does this fucking mean. anyone can have a crush on anyone. why is this in here.  - keysmash once again just say you all think we sit around going SWGHHAGBHJG and thinking about girls.  - watches lesbian tiktoks ah yes suck up to the corporation why don’t you. i don’t watch these tiktoks nor do i go on tiktok so idk what exactly this is talking about but. you know. - overuses heart emojis i dont really know what to say to this one. cant explain why this makes me mad. too tired. - can’t sit right LOLL SO QUIRKY!!!! LOLLL!  - girl in red i think the quotes mean someone else is asking this. why is this here. who fucking cares. its music. - short nails idk what to say to this one. i really am bewildered why you would put this on here. puzzling me. its not bad or anything i don’t think it’s just a weird thing to say. - wears flannels i 100% bet the only exposure you’ve had to lesbian culture is popular ( FOR SOME REASON ) tumblr posts about wearing flannel in the fall and going pumpkin picking with your girlfriend or some fucking thing. it’s clothes. it’s just clothes. - wears vans / converse ties directly in with the flannels thing. you forgot to add “wears a beanie” go ahead complete the “i don’t think they have actual styles and opinions, what do you mean they’re real people” trio. go ahead. - HNGGG- WOMEN PRETTY if i met you i would spit directly on your face. (also leaving out nonbinaries in this. i see you ) - thought you were bi once again, if i met you i would spit on you. identities can change over time. this is such a shitty thing to put on this. - can’t drive *spits on you.* go ahead and say you think we’re all stupid people who can’t think for ourselves and all we do is sit around thinking about women, crytyping, keysmashing, and spamming heart emojis in our vans and sipping starbucks. i fucking despise you - types only in lowercase BUT NOT WHEN WE’RE SCREAMING!! OMG!!! QUIRKY!! LOL!!! Sorry to say I don’t type like a proper person. Is this better?  - will fight homo-phobes something something aggressive lesbian stereotype. just say you think we’re brainless animals already i’m tired of waiting to hear you explain it and you refuse to or direct me to something completely fucking different - awkward flirt sorry you think we’re all shy widdle wesbians who can’t talk to girls without keysmashing. hope your brain gets better soon anyway thats kind of all i have to say about those in specific. let’s get into the general shittiness. - you don’t mention nonbinary people in this at all. in fact, you go OUT of your way to only mention girls. - you treat us like (shocker!) a stereotype. which is exactly what these cards do, and you shouldn’t have made them in the first place. horrible move on your part. really a bad idea. OHHH BUT IM NOT DONE YET! let’s get into the nonbinary bingo so you can understand why i want to yell at you so bad
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- is out irl not all of us live in safe situations.
- “that’s not real!?” - “what’s in your pants?” - “there’s only two genders!!” - “are you a boy/girl?” - always misgendered why are all the gender bingo cards about being misgendered or having horrible things said to you? what the fuck makes you think anyone would want to hear this? genuinely why are the gender bingo cards so fucking centered around suffering? - masc/femme ( isnt femme a lesbian term? like specifically a lesbian term? i’m very tired and i might be remembering wrong.) - name is a noun - has short hair - wears a binder/bra - uses they/them - has anxiety - plans to/ takes HRT - andro-gynous - uses neo-pronouns - dyed hair ohh it’s all just a fucking nightmare isn’t it. some people are comfortable with their fucking bodies you freak. im relatively fine with mine but this card actually made me feel like i was doing something wrong for a moment because i didn’t hate my body enough. fuck you. fuck you from the bottom of my heart.  you’re completely incapable of thinking of nonbinary people as anything other than someone (skinny and white, most likely) wearing a binder with a dyed undercut. people fucking exist.  i can’t really talk much on this topic because i grew up in a very toxic western culture and i am white, but there are other cultures where nonbinary people are a thing. this isn’t a western-crafted identity, and you are treating it like one. that is horrible. EDIT: adding more to this. your view of nonbinary people is very eurocentric and westernized. that’s what i meant.  - is an artist wah wah im gonna write poetry/paint about how much i hate my body wah wah. fuck you. what a weird thing to put in a bingo space - listens to cavetown once again. these bingo cards were a fucking horrible idea. why would you ever make bingo cards from stereotypes. what is wrong with you? i might add onto this later. im tired and have not slept in a long time. these cards made me very very angry at myself because i was worried i was doing something wrong, for some reason. stereotypes are harmful.
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creepyteddiebear · 6 years ago
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fuck guys my widdle heart cant take vinny lov
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melodicholy · 4 years ago
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Just making a quick guide for this small game I've been playing
LIVING IN THE ENDING WORLD GUIDE [INCOMPLETE]
Since I haven't seen any guides on this game, I thought I'd pipe in a small guide for other people who may still be looking around for one. I don't have all endings/achievements but the ones I do have are listed here:
Headed for paradise
Reached the tower
Watched the world freeze over
The new ruler was born in the mountain
Halfway down the road
Please note I'm no expert at this, simply just sharing what I know. About half of these were accidental and I have no clue how I got them, but I'll set up some tips and tricks for beginners, and how to get some of these achievements.
Starting Out
Before starting the game it'll give you three choices:
Food x5
Knife + two other tools
A game console
I've only chosen food once, and being unable to use a knife made getting more borderline impossible, so you run out fast if you're unlucky. Knives are hard to come by, and also needed to open wooden crates and reaching berries, so my advice is to always go for tools. Handheld consoles are good for mentality in the long run, but you need to usually find batteries for it to work, and finding a bonfire/hammock can usually do the trick at that point.
The Burnt-down Hospital gives flasks, vegetable seeds, first-aid kits, lab kits and a frying pan which necessary for base level 3 and blankets. If you make your first trip there with a severely ill character, you'll always be sure to find an operating room to treat them. This is only guaranteed once before you're left to the RNG. This place is also a huge speedrun to getting your characters insane if you're not lucky so go prepared.
The Ruined Library gives books, which gives knowledge. The first visit will always land you with a cooler box containing 4 food. Push on to find nets and first-aid kits, but I don't recommend getting the first-aid kit, those usually leave you wounded.
Barren Mountain gives meat and plant which can be converted to food with enough knowledge. At knowledge level 40 you'll find the Polluted Powerplant and the Forgotten School.
Polluted Powerplant is very important. You want to have ropes and food, a recommendation of at least 40 strength, a naginata or molotov to defeat the mutant. Never go near the hunk of metal on the ceiling. You'll die from radiation sickness. Don't touch/drink water and you'll eventually end up getting a broken bike.
Don't go into the Prison Park unless you have a fixed bike or completed the REX Plan.
Always fight the dogs, this will leave you wounded, but you'll deal a heart less damage.
Never bother with the rusty trunk unless you have the beach key or are very desperate. It widdles 1.5 hearts and gives 1 food otherwise.
Same with car event. Inspecting the inside gives nothing, so either leave or harvest the metal material from it.
When you are given a choice between seaweed or a small fish, always go for seaweed. It gives you 3 food at less cost.
Barrel event is also similar. If you have no need for bonfires or base upgrades, I recommend inspecting it for 1 food.
Never make bonfires out of anything but wooden material unless you're desperate. It lasts for five days, unlike the other options.
If you see a dog (Kotaro), follow it. It'll usually leave food or first-aids kits.
Don't hoard food. At around 8-10 food, I'll always get the event where mice destroy your base and storage. This immediately puts you back on square one, where you'll have to pray for a bunch of wood and metal. Definitely a must to have your base at level 3 so you won't have to worry about this.
Don't approach survivors unless you have a naginata. The man and woman you find will always attack you and take food, whereas you have a choice to share 3 food with the group of starving people, but some of them will also be hostile. Fighting the man and woman gives you 1 food, same with the hostile group, but sharing with the survivor group will have them returning later with the option to choose double the food, silverware and an invitation into their home. I've only chosen the first two options.
Naginatas can be made with knives and long sticks.
Broken radios need batteries to work and give around 5 knowledge points per night.
Dumbells are usually found in the Forgotten School.
Hammocks are like a permanent bonfire, craft them out of nets and long stick when you can.
The Beginning (Day 1-34)
Pretty much just stick around at The Shore of the Beginning. First things first you want to set your sights on getting wooden material. That's what you'll need to upgrade your base, and be able to refine tools like naginatas and fishing rods (the must haves). On Day 3 you'll almost always trigger a night/afternoon event that'll give you wooden material.
At 10 strength, you'll be able to break in car windows for 3 food, but at the cost of being wounded, which lessens the number of hearts you heal each night, and can grow worse, like into the severely ill status, which is a big no-no. Unless you have spare first-aid kits or are desperate, I'd avoid this.
At 10 knowledge, you'll find a map that'll give you two other places to access: the Ruined Library, and the Burnt-Down Hospital.
It is recommended to get blankets from the Burnt-Down Hospital before Day 19 or else you'll get ill.
I also recommend getting the key from the nurse to unlock the basement. This allows you to be able to unlock the Barren Mountain locale. While you're there, you should set up a bonfire and try to find some vegetable seeds and frying pans. Gather first-aid kits when you see them.
When you reach knowledge 30, you'll be able to convert things other than seaweed. You'll always find an abandoned trap on your first trip there. I don't know what happens otherwise, but I always leave it for later deer meat.
Around Day 20-28 you'll keep making notes about how cold it is. Build up food for a 4-day freeze where you won't be able to do anything as your life chips away. On Day 34 you'll be free to do whatever again.
Mid-game (Day 34-60)
Now at this point you want to get up supplies for another long run. If you see an old man in need of care, take care of him. He'll give you vegetable seeds, a nice bonus if you haven't had luck in the hospital. Build up food and stats for the grind at the Polluted Powerplant, you lack strength, go to the Forgotten School for some dumbells.
Once you have have enough supplies (food, weapons, etc.) go to the Polluted Powerplant and take the grind it'll take several days but you'll eventually manage to find a broken bike. This needs to be fixed with "machinery" which is just a radio.
You want to get this done before Day 59, otherwise you'll get the bad end where you freeze to death.
Different Achievements and How to Get Them
For the True end, you want to keep pushing on in the Powerplant until you find a pool of radiated water. Tapping "Proceed" will allow you to find the REX Plan. To understand it, or follow it, you need two flasks from the Hospital, two tubes that I'm guessing comes from the Shore, two liquids which you can get from the two hostile survivors. Finally you'll need some silverware which I only managed to get from the thankful survivors you help out.
Once you get these things, you'll practically achieve immortality. Except, you still lose sanity and food and you cant refine anything past Day 60. I don't know what happens if you go to Babel before Day 59, though.
I only got this ending once, and I lingered around each locale unable to really understand what was going on since my mentality plummeted to insane pretty quick. I lingered around Babel post Day 60, just killing all the wriggling creatures until there were no more.
For another ending, you want to craft the bike and speed past the wriggling creatures in Prison Park until you get to Babel.
The other bad ending is when you don't go anywhere and just get caught up in the storm.
To get "New ruler was born in the mountain" achievement find the pretty flower seed and planter from the Burnt-Down Hospital and grow it. Once the plant disappears, go to the Barren Mountain and you'll find it!
(Bonus) Kotaro's "questline"
I never was able to finish this, but here are the places he appears in order. After the Forgotten School I'm not sure where to find him and I'm sure the "last walk" achievement is his.
He'll first appear in The Shore of the Beginning as a dog with a necklace. Follow him, though you won't find anything.
Next he'll be in the Ruined Library, you'll start calling him Kotaro and he leaves behind 1 food.
After that you'll find him in the Burnt-Down Hospital's garden. He'll leave a first-aid kit.
Then the Barren Mountain. He'll be chasing a deer you won't be able to catch up.
Then the Polluted Powerplant. It usually takes a while for me to find him there but you'll find him coming out a room where you hear a thud.
Finally the Forgotten School. He'll be atop a staircase with an item in his mouth.
So far this is everything I know. If there's anything else I missed, just pitch in and I'll add it. Ciao
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miss-autophobic · 6 years ago
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Do you remember...
Do you remember our first date? Your hands trembled as your arm wrapped around my shoulder in those cheap movie theater seats. I rested my head in your chest, and I heard your heartbeat. It was so steady, so calming. I can still hear that heartbeat, sometimes it puts me to sleep at night. We went to Publix to get some cotton candy that you swore by, and a guy who had put his hands on me was there. You pulled me into the aisle and grabbed my shoulders. You looked into my eyes and told me that you'd always protect me. You told me not to worry. We walked back to the car and I grabbed your hand before we reached the car, you tried to tangle yours with mine and we ended up holding hands awkwardly for about 10 seconds. You opened my door, and the smell of you felt like home.
Do you remember the first time you kissed me? I was walking you out to your car, I cant remember if it was hot or cold. I was so sick, I was running a fever and couldn't breathe through my nose. We stood at your car, and oh God, I wanted to kiss you. As I was about to leave for the night, you grabbed my cheek and pulled me close. "I'm sick," I said. You pulled me in anyway. With you, I felt the whole damn zoo. I felt like I had been lifted off of my feet.
Do you remember the day that we moved in together? We were so excited. We got to sleep together in our own home. We cuddled up into bed together and sighed. I fell asleep listening to your heartbeat that night.
So many people didnt want us together. Not your friends, sometimes not your mom or mine, the lady in Windixy, but we stayed together. It was us against the world since day one. Our hearts beat together, our hands intertwined, and we took on challenges one by one. It widdled us down, eventually. We let it get to us. I accepted attention from other peopl and you focused on everything else but me. The world drove a wedge between us, and we let it. We turned on eachother. We did unspeakable things. We turned into monsters.
I love you with all of my heart, body, and soul. I hate what I did, but I can't take it back. I have to hope that one day, or maybe in another life, it will be us. I seen my future in you the day that I seen you standing outside of the media center in high school. I forgot that.
I love you. I love you. Oh God, I love you. I pray that the universe brings us back together, but for now, I have to go. I have to heal. You have to heal. I hope you're happy, wherever you are. I hope you're healthy. I hope you never lose your smile or your love of being in love.
Amor Fidelis, you taught me, means true love. You are my true love, and that never dies. I love you. I love you. Oh God, I love you. I'm sorry.
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