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im honestly tired of how hades and zagreus' relationship gets misinterpreted on here.
hades is verbally abusive, yes. it goes so much deeper than just that. this isnt a revenge fantasy this is a toxic relationship slowly going back on course.
zag blames hades for persephone leaving. hes mad what trust he had in hades was broken, mad that he ever trusted hades in the first place. hes angry with everyone for withholding information from him, but he truly did trust that hades was an honest man underneath the vitriol. he winds up hades on purpose, taunts him and destroys his domain. he pisses hades off on purpose to get back at him.
hades blames zag for her leaving. hes mad that zag makes things so difficult, that hes a walking talking reminder of what he almost had. he wants persephone to live the life he thinks she deserves, one without him or the olympians, and fears for her safety when zag starts escaping. with zagreus provoking him, hades lashes out with way more hatred than he should. he wants zag to just stay out of his way despite how unhealthy that idea is for the both of them.
this game isn't about forgiveness, it's about making peace. its zagreus making peace with the olympians, with thanatos and megaera, and especially with hades. forgiveness never was on the table for them, not after all this time.
#☆ whale songs#hades game#hades supergiant#zagreus#i went on a whole rant to my friend on discord abt this lol ily finch
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Cow sewing time!
Pink with polka dots was not the most commonly picked option but my grandma really liked the idea of a pink polka dotted cow so that’s what I’m going with lol
#sewing wip#cow plushie wip#the cutting mat is deceptive I did not use my rotary cutter#I just needed a flat surface so I could trace pattern pieces lol#also I found a pattern for a praying mantis!!!#I want to make it so bad!!! but I need to finish this cow first#and also I should maybe slow my roll on purchasing patterns for a bit. spread out my pattern purchases#…but praying mantis though?? and that pattern designer has a really really cute werewolf pattern#I want to make the werewolf for my nibling for the holidays#but I have to check with my friend if he still likes werewolves#kids change interests as they get older and that is totally fine but also I want to check before I sew the present lol#also a giant whale shark pattern. gotta make that.
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behold.... bear drag queen beluga be upon ye
#furry art#furry#anthro art#anthro#beluga whale#gay bear#drag queen#mlm#gay#samsoc#oc: borys#mateo (the pseudorca) belongs to my friend!#samsart
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achievement unlocked become chew toy AND reserve rations for god
#eye strain#one piece#monkey d. luffy#sun god nika#gear 5#roronoa zoro#i am you#my art#2023 art#am not finishing this bye#demon zoro my friend demon zoro#demon zoro#i wanted to do the 三���六臂whole thing but then realized i would have to draw all three heads and six arms#oh whale
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One of my new co workers wants to come to the science muesums with me and I will be so normal and neurotypical about it
#affirmation#the thing is i love going to science museums with my stem friends bc we're all abnormal about different things#so we just take turns being insane about like#whales or something#but all my coworkers are liberal arts kids. they dont understand how annoying a neurodivergent stem major has the power to be#i know so many facts about bones#i will be normal about bones#vio.txt#tbh this is why i love going to museums alone bc then i can yap all i want via my notes app#the dangers of being the only neurodivergent stem kid in a policy internship program
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(Yan) “Chrollo, why were you crying before? ….Are you alright?”
tags: gn reader, yandere, chrollo being big sad and a little bit unhinged
In the dark shadow of the room, you could almost convince yourself that Chrollo is praying as he glances up at you. Sat hunched on the bed, elbows resting on his knees, hands folded against his forehead as his dark eyes open to meet yours. It would be a funny thought, if it wasn’t so unsettling to see a man of his composure unraveling before you.
For a moment he says nothing, and you wonder if you shouldn’t have said anything about it at all. If you should have stayed in the bathroom and pretended to busy yourself in the shower for another half hour. It feels almost violative to witness him in this state. Your hand itches to flip the switch of the bathroom light, plunge the room into darkness and wipe the image of that expression from your mind.
Chrollo stands and crosses the room in just a few short steps. His hands find rest on the curves of your cheeks, thumbs meandering along the lines of your face.
“I’ve lost someone very important to me,” he says. “Someone I should have been able to protect.”
His eyes are sad, too sad for a man of his kind. It’s wrong on his face, wrong on his body, for someone who’s caused so much grief to be crumbling under the weight of it himself.
“One of your friends again?” you ask.
“Yes,” Chrollo answers with a sad smile. “One of my oldest friends. And there is someone on this boat who is determined to take more from me.”
Your stomach churns nauseatingly. You aren’t sure if it’s the motion of the sea or the man in front of you causing it. Chrollo pulls you into his body, pressing his forehead against yours. He looks at you like he wants to absorb you through his skin. Catalog every detail, every sight, sound, and touch of you in the library of his mind. It feels too much like he’s bracing to lose it. To lose you.
“I see now that I’ve been an idiot,” he says. “Arrogant. An arrogant fool. I didn’t understand how close I was to losing all of you.”
Nausea. Cold, creeping nausea. You want him to drop this unfamiliar act, to become the strong and unwavering force he has always been to you. He can’t be weak. He’s made himself into the only support you have, and he can’t be weak now.
Something sharpens in his gaze.
“But I won’t make the same mistake again. I’ve been weak before, in a long distant past. Did you know that?” He smiles at you as you shake your head. “No, and I won’t be again, now or any time in our future.”
His hands tighten around your face.
“I will be anything, become anything, do anything it takes to keep what belongs to me.”
Nausea. Nausea. Your hands press against his chest in a weak attempt to put space between yourself and this man you don’t recognize. He can’t be this now. Fraying at the ends. He has to be your only constant. Your strong and unbroken constant.
At the pressure on his chest, Chrollo seems to find himself again. The edge in his eyes softens and he’s looking at you again like you’re his favorite dog, shivering while the thunder rages just outside your shelter. Firm hands press your face into the warmth of his chest.
“Chrollo, please. You’re scaring me.” The tremble of your voice muffles into the fabric of his shirt.
“Don’t be afraid, love,” he says. “Nothing is going to to take you from me. And if he tries to—“ his breath catches with a wave of emotion. The fingers in your hair tighten.
The air around you becomes thick with something powerful and suffocating, something cold and cruel that makes your joints lock and skin prickle. It fades as quickly as it comes, and Chrollo breathes slowly, deeply beside you. His hand caresses your hair in slow strokes, an imitation of comfort that does more to ground himself than to sooth you.
“I’m sorry. I shouldn’t cause you to worry about this.” Warm lips press into the crown of your head before he tugs you away from his body to look into your eyes. “You’re safe with me. You always are.”
There’s a knock on the door. He leaves you to turn and pluck his coat from the bed, taking the warmth of his body with him, and you are left standing in the chill of the room with cold skin and damp hair.
“I’ll only be gone a moment,” he says. “Dry yourself off quickly. We’ll be moving rooms again tonight.”
He steps into the hallway where another voice greets him, and the door clicks shut behind him.
Your hair is dripping onto the tile beneath your feet. Chrollo’s voice fades into the depths of the hallway, further, further, until it’s gone.
You lock the door with shaking hands.
#chrollo smuggling reader onto the black whale in one of those jumbo doggy carriers#no sir this is my emotional support kidnapping victim#how else will I emotionally recover from the deaths of my friends if I can’t go home and mope to her every time my mortal enemy strikes#chrollo x reader#yandere chrollo x reader#chrollo#yandere chrollo#hxh x reader#chrollo imagine#yandere chrollo imagine#yandere hxh x reader#my works.ll#chrollo.ll#hxh.ll#asks.ll
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1/2 scale model of the whaleship Lagoda, New Bedford Whaling Museum. It is the largest whaling ship model in the world!
#lagoda#New Bedford whaling museum#mine#my sailor friends: ‘those lines are a mess. those lines are a fucking embarrassment’
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lil doodle of my webfishing guy :3
#unsettling creature i love you#obligatory clown nose#this game is v fun me and my friends are eating it up#caught like 3 big ass whales within the first hour of the game#my art#webfishing
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Whale shark and sunfish 。°✩☾
#whale shark#shark#sunfish#mola mola#digital art#artists on tumblr#art#digital sketch#oc#shark anthro#kinda(?#shark art#fish art#Concepts based on my friend's favorite fish (sunfish) and mine (whale shark)
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Bless you!
#animals#animal friends#baby animals#cute animals#animal#wildlife#whale shark#shark#i love sharks#sharks#fish#sea creatures#marine life#marine biology#my pets#pet#pets of tumblr#pets
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Another hammerhead shark!
#sewing#handmade#plushie#shark#hammerhead shark#hammerhead shark plushie#this was commissioned as part of the fundraiser I’m doing to help pay for my friend’s roof repairs#and other storm-incurred costs#this is the ninth plushie heading out as part of the fundraiser I think?#maybe I’ll make some donut whale sharks this weekend#or pride bees or something#and offer those up
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Feel like making people miserable today. Anyways, here's Gon experiencing like. Textbook symptoms of trauma in the CAA, in case there was any lingering doubt about this or anything:
Initial denial that the experience happened or was traumatic
[ID: A screenshot from episode 85 of HxH 2011. Gon, eyes bright and with a smile, says "Kite is alive!" End ID.]
Flashbacks
[ID: Two screenshots from episode 95, and a third from episode 110. In the first, Kite's arm is shown in the foreground, bleeding and blurred. In the second, a close of Pitou's wide eyes, looking animalistic. In the last, puppet Kite's mangled and scarred face stares emptily ahead - the scene is greyed out. End ID.]
Intense distress at real or symbolic reminders of the trauma
[ID: Two screenshots from episode 116. In the first, Gon's fist can be seen in the foreground, with Pitou shielding an unconscious Komugi just barely seen. The narrator says "The girl lying before them brought back". In the second, Komugi has a medical respirator on. The narrator continues "images of a broken Kite to Gon's mind". End ID.]
Physical sensations such as pain, sweating, nausea or trembling
[ID: A screenshot from episode 116. Gon's fists slam into the ground as he says "That isn't fair...". Sweat drips down his arms. End ID.]
Extreme alertness/hypervigilance
[ID: A screenshot from episode 116. Part of Pitou can be seen in the foreground as Gon stares at them intensely, crouched on the ground with his arm resting on his knee, obscuring his lower face. End ID.]
Angry outbursts or other extreme behaviour
[ID: Two screenshots, one from episode 116, and the other from episode 127. In the first, Gon shouts "Is something wrong with you?!" as his face contorts with rage. His aura floats black around him. In the second, Gon, his face shadowed eerily with thin lines, says "The next time you try to delay me, I'll kill her." End ID.]
Feeling like you have to keep busy
[ID: A screenshot from episode 94. A close up of Gon's face from the side as he says "I want to focus on my training." End ID.]
Doing things that are reckless and self-destructive
[ID: Three screenshots, one from episode 95 and the other two from episode 131. The first is stylized as a black outline of Gon's figure over a background like parchment or a projector - he's been hit in the face and sent to the right from the force of the blow. The second is a close up of Gon's face, almost completely shadowed, with intense and vacant eyes - he says "I don't care". The third continues with a close up of his eye filling with darkness - "if this is the end..." End ID.]
Feeling like nobody understands ("since it means nothing to you")
[ID: A screenshot from episode 116. In a whitish-room with a crack on the wall between them, Gon stands ahead of Killua, facing away from him. They are both in shadow. End ID.]
Ignoring offers of help and shutting out loved ones... poor Killua :(
[ID: A screenshot from episode 136. A spotlight on both Killua, in the foreground, and Gon, walking away from him in the background. Killua thinks "I wanted you to ask for my help in defeating Pitou!" End ID.]
Self-loathing, self-punishment, and lack of self regard
[ID: Three screenshots, two from episode 110 and the third from episode 131. The first is a close up of Gon's face over Morel asking "When would you try to hurt yourself?" The second is a continuation. Morel looks down at Gon who is facing away from the camera as Gon replies "When I couldn't forgive myself." In the last, adult Gon, staring ahead, is animated in black and white with the only colour being the blood from the stump of his right arm. His left hand grips his shoulder. End ID.]
Blaming yourself for what happened
[ID: Two screenshots, one from episode 95 and the other from episode 130. In the first, Gon hugs puppet Kite around his waist. In the second, Gon stares blankly ahead with tears streaming down his face as he thinks "I killed Kite." End ID.]
Overwhelming feelings of anger, sadness, guilt, and shame
#all this wasn't going to fit into my gon analysis but i still wanted to cover it#when i say he was genuinely traumatized i. actually seriously mean that.#note that this does NOT mean he had ptsd!!! ptsd should only be diagnosed if symptoms continue for several weeks to a month#after being removed from the traumatic situation#given that the trauma was ongoing this does not count! we could only say he has ptsd if somehow these symptoms persist when#he's back on whale island after the fact. but honestly i doubt they would#however. in caa? yeah 100% he was very traumatized by kite's death#hence all the trauma symptoms i listed above. poor little guy :(#storyrambles#hxh#gon freecss#this post hurt me to make btw. ow. ow.#i also. cruel as it is i genuinely like that gon's trauma fueled breakdown was. not palatable. like he is genuinely really scary there#and it's REALLY hard to watch and listen to#i really get why killua felt so helpless there.#like. your best friend is incredibly fucking volatile and very obviously wants to and is intending to run himself into the ground#because he feels he deserves it#what the hell is the other thirteen year old supposed to do here. :(
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Orca Guts for Mermay.
#guts#berserk guts#mermay#was going to make him into a shark but my friend suggested orca and I think it fits better#guts the killer whale swordsman? sure#mostly black orca swordsman#my art#berserk fanart
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on losing elders
Whale Rider (2002), dir. Niki Caro // Crying In H Mart (2021), Michelle Zauner // Daughters of the Dust (1991), dir. Julie Dash // Muttererde (2018), dir. Jessica Lauren Elizabeth Taylor // The Burial of Kojo (2018), dir. Blitz Bazawule // Crying In H Mart (2021), Michelle Zauner // The Farewell (2019), dir. Lulu Wang // Black Indian (2019), Shonda Buchanan // Bandits (1997), dir. Katja von Garnier
#web weaving#grief#death#bandits 1997#the burial of kojo#black indian#shonda buchanan#the farewell#crying in h mart#muttererde 2018#daughters of the dust#whale rider#books#movies#mine#only found out the other day this was called web weaving! i love the name & i love knowing names for things#finally the thousands of film screenshots on my laptop can shine#starting to screenshot all these books too 🫣#making this was very therapeutic rn ❤️🩹#ps can parental figures of mine & my close friends stop dying now pls! enough#the longest 'no dead elder' stretch since late 2022 has been just under 6 months like pls#let black & brown cuties rest 2024!!!#cw death#wurzelwerk
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everyone in the whale weekly tag talking about ishmael being suicidally depressed no one talking about how his intrusive thought about it is to knock people's hats off.
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They need a tshirt that says I SNIFFED THE WHALE OIL IN THE BACK OF THE LAGODA GALLERY
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