#my uncle rescinded his get-out-by-the-end-of-this-summer deadline

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my bathroom is full of mildew. but I’ve begun thinking there’s mold in the walls because every time I shower my asthma is awful for like an entire 24 hours after showering. and that does not happen to me in other houses. There is something about my shower that is slowly killing me (Mold). as you can imagine this is really bad for not smelling like a piece of burnt rubber and having hair that does not look like you dumped a bucket of chicken grease over it. because showering is genuinely inhibiting. it makes my asthma so bad I get borderline nonfunctional. I get so tired. I cut myself on the slicer a month or so ago (I work in a deli so by “slicer” I mean “industrial meat slicer”) so bad I almost sliced the entire tip of my finger off and it was because I was so asthma sleepy from showering that morning that I got stupid. Like medication labeled “do not operate heavy machinery” levels of drowsy. but unfortunately I am twenty years old and I fucking stink after a day. I’m sitting here genuinely debating washing my hair in the kitchen sink & learning how to sponge bathe myself like a goddam sim