#my sweet agony ୭ ˚.
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My final act of love is letting you do whatever you want.
We're in an argument? No we're not! You're right! Nothing to fight about, you're right!
You blocked me? Okay! I hope you get better!
You replaced me? That's fine! I hope they're fun!
My final act of love is completely clocking out mentally.
#my sweet agony ୭ ˚.#if its gotten to this point and you actually wanted to keep me? you would try harder.#It is at this point that I know when people truly care for me.#Because they'd try harder to get me back.#my final act of love is letting you leave if you want to.#bipolar disorder#actually bipolar#bipolar vent
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Just wait until it's over, just wait until it's through.
#Crows radio ୭ ˚.#my sweet agony ୭ ˚.#dissociation core#time to play idv until I forget what was bothering me#clocking out now#bye
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I'm so done at this point, I don't even know what I did wrong, all I did was try to love you. I stood up for you, I was always there. You say you don't think that there's anything you've tried to keep more than me, you say I'm "your person", that with me you feel we truly clicked, that we truly had something. Then you block me out of no where, your only words being "that's unfortunate". I don't understand. I want to help you get better, but how am I supposed to do that if you don't let me in? I'm sick of being replaced, I'm sick of being left in the dark and I'm sick and tired of trying to help people that refuse it after claiming they want to get better. Maybe I should just give up on everyone, including myself.
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Me when instead of comforting me and trying to help, my father just says that my hands are "beyond disgusting" and that they're "vile to look at"
#my sweet agony ୭ ˚.#like omg i didnt know#thanks for fucking pointing it out#want me to start doing it on my wrists again instead?#pick one
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"chew your necklaces, that's what they're for" I need to see the blood you don't fucking get it leave me ALONE YOU'RE NOT FUCKING HELPING KYS
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Time to purge
#my sweet agony ୭ ˚.#ironic that they're the one that reminded me purging exists too#kms#i hate how much i fucking love them
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It seems so important now,
But you will get over.
It seems so important now,
But you will get over,
When you get over,
When you get older,
You will remember
Why it was so important then.
Seems like a big deal now,
But you will get over.
Seems like a big deal now,
You will get over,
When you get over,
When you get older,
Then you will discover
That it's never over.
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The cycle is never ending, is happiness truly too much to ask for?
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Everything was so good why does everything always get ruined one way or another. It's time to violently bash my head into the wall until I bleed out
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I hope they die in a tragic car accident
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ougj thank god they messagef me okay thats oogghghghtujgh my god im so relievedd
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good god i hope they're okay plese be olay thats all i ask for
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feel like im gonna kms withoiut them i hope theyre okay i hope they talk to me soon
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ive missed him so much i dont knowwhy they thnk i hate them i love them more than anythng what happened to make them believe i hate them
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