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nectorbruise · 5 months ago

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So, I’ve had the thought of “what if Max never intercepted the bullet, and Peter did die.” Because I’ve never been happy a day in my life. This image of Peter shot and the LIB coming in and possessing his body to take Max and Peter away has been haunting me for a few weeks now, sooo….

I did this on Medibang pro, which I haven’t touched in years, but yknow what, I had a good time! Sorry about this one.

#nector art!#fanart #starkid #peter spankoffski #If I had a nickel for every traumatized fictional Peter that had a history with the supernatural #I’d have two nickels #well technically the spiderverse exists so I’d actually have infinity nickels #and I could afford a two story house in America #:/#anyway………#my summer is going poorly #might die #might run into traffic #might just #tw blood

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ashchoo · 1 year ago

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errrmmm who posted that 🤨?? @clownsuu part 2 of the girlbosses 💪💪

anyways some angst :) tw! For blood, death, and grief

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 2 years ago

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Flashback, warm nights.

[First] Prev <–-> Next

#Poorly Drawn MDZS #MDZS #Season 1 #wei wuxian #lan wanji #jiang cheng #should I have a teen tag? for all the flashbacks? Maybe I'll add it later #Linking the song for its 80's vibes + flashback melancholy + I think its fun #We have finally arrived at the cloud recess flashback! Dramatic first meetings under the moonlight! A sword fight! acknowledgement of skill #Its like everything you see in a 'No Homo' martial arts story that makes you go 'hold on that's a little...'#except we rejoice; for these bitches do be nurturing plot relevant homoromantic tension #I have to give a shout out to 15 year old wwx for in all honesty he had no way of knowing who he was facing #on day *one* of cultivation Christian summer camp! talk about bad luck #ok some other notes: I wanted to give non mxy!wwx distinct features while still looking somewhat consistant #and i think im happy with it! Softer bangs + mole + different hair tie ain't much but it works for me #they'll soon all be in white with small accents so I gotta do what I can #What im not happy about is my paneling B*/ theres no excuse for why I went back to the bad 3 square format other than I was lazy #Sadly I do these in batches so my bad habits stick around for a little longer

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strawberri-draws · 10 months ago

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usually it’s fine, but sometimes the way btvs makes a moral lesson is hilarious actually

#my art #fanart #Yes this is a real scene #Immediately following this is a devastating scene where Buffy experiences her magic irl nightmare of her divorced father telling her #That he doesn’t want to see her anymore and the divorce was her fault #Which is then followed by Xander going ‘ooh a chocolate bar’ and eating a whole trail of them to a murderous clown #10/10 no notes #buffy summers #buffy the vampire slayer #btvs #my rewatch is going well lol #Tw blood #tw gun #ig even if they��re poorly scribbled lol

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theflyingfeeling · 6 months ago

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...😭

#i've never had a job in my own field that i've liked as much as i've liked my current one #the semester is ending soon and today i heard my contract will not be renewed bc the person i'm substituting will return to work after all #i've been feeling so tired and a bit poorly after the nokia arena show and i probably should have called in sick today #as i was absolutely useless today #and then after my only class today my students came to me with a gift?? 😭#a pink enamel moomin mug and some chocolate and a paper on which they had written nice things about me + a drawing of a dachshund 😭#and i burst to tears right there in front of them because i was so touched (and also because i'm just really really tired and emotional)#i'm so tired about having to apply for new jobs and having to start all over again #i'm so tired of having to do shitty short-notice substitutions again #i feel like i deserve better than that but on the other hand i fee like life's giving me exactly what i deserve and maybe this is it #i'm dreading the summer because idk if i'll have a job to go to in the autumn #and even if i did find something it won't be like the job i have now #also. it's may day eve and the weather's lovely #and i'm hiding in my apartment with the curtains closed so i won't see all the people going out and having fun with their friends #for me may day eve has never been like that. i've always felt so very excluded from those celebrations #on top of that i got yelled at by a bus driver and i'm the worst friend that ever existed #i'm trying to quit on whining about my sad little life but it gets so lonely #please know i'm not writing this for attention or pity. i know y'all have problems of your own and i'm just being a dramatic crybaby

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elluvians · 4 months ago

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going no contact with your awful family is very freeing unless you live in the same small shitty town and you pass them on the street twice a week

#lilith.txt #2 more months and i will never have to see them again #it's summer so my seasonal depression is going strong #and on top of that there's THIS #and other family members haunting my brain despite the efforts to not think about them #i miss therapy in moments like this #i'm doing poorly with my mental health these days #the only thing that keeps me going is the fact that we're moving out soon

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fuck-kirk · 1 year ago

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Behold….duck, duck, goose bowl !!

#mott txt #I have made like 20 of these #motts art #I have cups and bowls. I’m making a ton of stuff this summer #it’s not glaze fired yet but it’s just gonna get a clear glaze at cone 6 so colors should remain the same #but ~shiny~#I’ve been making a LOT of pottery. we have a big sale in the fall it’s gonna go hard for me #I love carving and painting on pottery eeee #motts ceramics #also yes there’s an extra ‘duck’ in there bc I poorly managed my space LOL

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thedevotionaltour · 6 months ago

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man. thinking about how my insurance is out of network i feel so fucked i have so much money owed in therapy bills. literally over 1k bc of my weird insurance happenings and also bc idk if insurance was even doing its thing before i dont know and just other various things im sure i've forgotten. man.

#and i have no insurance card picture to upload from the medicaid i had in jan-mar none at all it's a damn scrap of PAPER. sigh.#it's less an ohhh nooo me not in therapy i dont feel the way i did last year when it was really I Need To Be Here but like. idk. idk #it's more just frustrating. all of it. all of it is so frustrating the situation and myself too are frustrating me #sometimes i just wish this shit was easier. i need to remember to send info to my therapist bc i forgot to text him back #and then i got embarrassed about it instead of just doing it and i still feel embarrassed and i have to email a place back and #i have to write a cover letter and submit a job app to who even knows if the position is available anymore and i just have so many things #and im failing at all of them poorly bc im actually an honest to god failure. whatever man.#at least i maybe hopefully get to go to the comic store tomorrow. maybe that will be fun #im gonna try and pick up some issues for friends. bc that is one of my summer tasks for myself bc i like sending comics to friends.#and i should get started on that.#vent.txt #< this got whinier and more self pitying miserable than i intended ahem. apologies.

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skhardwarevers1 · 11 months ago

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when he writes you an entire letter to provide closure (the closure is vaguely mentioning that he messed up a little in the middle of three pages just accusing you of being a manipulative lovebomber): 😨

#Sorry I just needed to rant a little because HELLO ??? WHAT THE FUCK????#Who the fuck does he think he is? It’s so poorly written too #I would excuse it if it was hand written—but this was TYPED AND PRINTED OUT #Not to mention he quite literally blames me for everything. Blames me for making him “loose his ability to be kind”#And for making him “never love again”#I’m sorry? If you think that I changed in a bad way? Because if you do you definitely need help #For the first time in MONTHS I felt confident without worrying about what he’d say about what I was wearing or how I looked #And how uncomfortable it made me every damn time #And I’m not even going to get into the endless amount of harassment and pressure to do the things he wanted to do because it’s gross #Cuz I’m not fully ready to face all that just yet. I’m literally still getting over spoken things and implications #Back to my point—subconsciously I started associating happiness with that feeling I had in the summer rather than with him #I grew as a person. I realized how fucked everything all was. If he can’t see that he might be right about being too far to fix himself #In conclusion: fuck Eloise and fuck his bullshit letter and fuck everything he did to me #S.K thinks #Vent #again….sorry

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elephantbitterhead · 1 year ago

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Once again, we arrive at the time of year when I regret having saddled myself with a bunch of seedlings & only the vaguest plans about where to put them.

#the woes of unplanned parenthood #well not exactly 'unplanned' I mean I did plant the seeds #so let's make that #'the woes of poorly planned parenthood'#aka #the sadness of the short-sighted gardener #I need to stop making my seed-planting decisions in fall/winter when everything looks bare #because by the time summer rolls around #the seedlings are outgrowing their pots #the garden is a verdant jungle #and I'm like 'hey dummy where the hell did you think you were going to put these plants exactly?'

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alphacrone · 1 year ago

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helping my parents clean out boxes of old papers and shit from when i was in elementary school (2nd grade stuff mostly) and finding parent letters and report cards made me realize JUST how early my school/grade anxiety started

#there's a letter in there from the school admin telling my parents #that i scored well enough to go into the advanced math track #but did poorly on a timed test and that my peers did much better and i needed to practice all summer so i could keep up in the fall #i was EIGHT? NINE??#i already knew i was bad at timed math tests #i was the only kid who never finished them in time to earn candy or extra recess

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wormwizerd · 1 year ago

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what if i made poasts on my own damn blog.. haha just kidding....... unless?

#i'm just afraid that if i start posting my own shit i'll like overshare way way too much and instantly doxx myself lmfao #i mean i'm not anyone important but like. my sense of security you know. although. i guess i talk in the tags all the time hmmm #anyway i just came home from working out and now i'm going to eat as many boiled eggs as i can #i've heard carbs are a better post-workout snack but like...#well i mean i could really go for pancakes ngl..........but it IS the middle of the night. slash early morning and i shouldn't be noisy #i am trying 2 be proud of myself for working out! i am keeping a habit. very poorly and inconsistently. but i AM doing it!!!#off my own accord no less!#more self-directed than i have ever been in my life tbh #anyway fuck it we ball it's pancake time my dad can deal with noise. he only has to put up w me til the end of the summer anyway

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l0se · 2 years ago

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i secured a teaching position for the summer so that means i won’t be homeless thankfully

#i was 2 seconds away from accepting the fact that i was going to be unemployed for the summer #and have to apply to external positions #the uncertainty of pay as a grad student is insane #and my uni’s grads are currently striking and the uni is handling it so poorly #like im glad i got the teaching job but im just so financially insecure how does anyone survive grad school

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mimicteruyo · 2 years ago

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Okay now there has to be less than 5k to go but also just how long is this chapter going to be?!

#teruyo talk #odds are i'll make some cuts #unlike the chapter before this one which saw massive cuts #a lot of the extant material for this one was just poorly written rather than completely out of step with what the fic wound up becoming #so i preserved a lot more of it #but it's also nearly two years old so it doesn't really jive with my current writing even where it technically fits #(i wrote most of it before i even had a plot summary going so it's amazing any of it is still viable lol)#i feel silly talking so much about a fic that's probably not even among the next ten fics i post #but this is a major endeavour for me regardless of the end result #and i find it easier to keep going if i talk about it sometimes #anyway at this rate i'll reach the end before the end of the month #(sans additional scenes etc. which i'm slowly plugging at on the side)#and i assume/hope that means i can prioritise actually finishing a fic or two!#i prefer having long periods between writing and editing because it makes editing easier #but it's frustrating how long the gap can become sometimes #but i hope that even if editing fics i wrote last autumn is still a challenge #i can at least tackle things written last spring and summer lol #anyway this got long hope everyone's doing well

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fluttersheep · 2 years ago

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yknow all in all these problems are. manageable. it’s not like my floor is soggy from flooding that hasn’t been addressed in weeks (overheard someone complaining about that this morning in the leasing office. the maintenance here is just complete garbage)

i’m more bothered by how much i’m paying for a poorly insulated, humid, dirty, falling apart apartment. i can make it cute and find a way to be comfortable. but it’s costing me a lot of my own money that i shouldn’t have to be spending

#flutterspeak #mold killer caulking a dehumidifier for the bathroom with no exhaust fan #pest control another tower fan because there are no ceiling fans #something to scrape the peeling paint out of the bathtub mold kits to test the air ducts damprid to put in the closet #i can’t even see out my bedroom window bc it was poorly put up and foggy inside the panes #can’t wipe them outside or inside #been seeing silverfish bc of how humid it is #constantly running these fans and dehumidifier are going to add onto the bill #worried about when it’s summer and over 100 degrees how hot it’s going to be in here #and how many roaches will #be able to get in #bc it’s so poorly insulated

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penisliker-moved · 2 years ago

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the problem with lovinggg sleeping in a Verry hot room is that i get sweaty. i need to be nice and cozy warm but if theres a droplet of sweat on my skin ill throw up...

#ik the solution is cold room + blankers but well th hard part is my rooms poorly insulated #and the temperature loves to drop like 40 degrees overnight. so i get scares #what i need is for my fan to be on while im going to bed so i can go to bed nice and cool and for my fan to be off and my heater on when i #wake up so that im not cold and miserable.. sighs #i also like sleepin in a cold room i keep my room super cold in the summer. but i keep it super warm in the winter. soo ya

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