#my room is messy and ive debilitating adhd and ptsd and im burnt out and theres more to life than trying to perfect one craft
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Honestly like... im kinda at a point where i want to stop emulating other artists???
Life is too short to try to be someone else
Just be you, ya kno??
#ruvi has art thoughts again#like okay fr ofc its hard to not look at other artist and want to be like them#and honestly that was a motivator for most of my life#i still dk if this is a good desition or not i dont draw enough to know just yet#i need to sort out some things irl before i can go back to drawing properly i think#and even then i feel like itöl take years to really see if this was the right course of action#ive stoped calling things art goals#i try to look at art for its own merrit not for how i can use it#bc i realize im part of the problem by then#i want to consume art without being an artist again#and i eould like to draw things bc i like drawing them not bc im trying to fill a niche#idk if anyone needs to hear it today but like#if i were to die tomorrow i would want to have been happy with what i had not striving to be something else every moment if every day#my room is messy and ive debilitating adhd and ptsd and im burnt out and theres more to life than trying to perfect one craft#at the expense of never looking at the sun never going on walks never valuing my friends and family#bc im too preoccupied w achieving my goals#this has been introspective hour w ruvi#i need to head to work now#muffin rambles#personal
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