#my physics teacher once explained that physics and philosophy are so incredibly similar and that was the one comment

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god the way i'm not exactly a mathematician or a scientist but i'll always be obsessed with how certain scientists explain the way they see love in the world or when mathematicians see the poetry behind the numbers

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Do you have any post ilm Myer sibs (Quentin counts too 👀) hcs? I live for your Myers sib content and it is so gooooood I loved the little tidbits at the end of ilm :)

Sure! I love them so muc TuT. I’ve posted some before, but I can’t remember off the top of my head always which things I have and haven’t said already when it comes to post-ILM headcanons, so apologies if I repeat myself a little.

Michael takes a while to be comfortable around other people in general, but gets there pretty well eventually, and becomes a normal part of the gang. Philip is especially helpful (both to him and all the other past-killers) in working out ways to get through that past.

His cat almost dies the first year he has it, but Claudette is visiting the day it happens and saves it, and he and the cat both love her after that.

Michael has a really weird relationship with Nancy bc her introduction to him was not as The Shape but as “Oh this is Laurie’s weird brother,” but somehow they turned that weirdness into a really great mechanic and vibe well together.

Since Michael thinks Quentin is biologically his brother, then half-brother after he meets Alan Smith, he considers Alan kind of a weird step-father and Anna kind of a weird step-mother. Luckily for everyone involved, he doesn’t think about this much.

Laurie and Michael go mma on each other sometimes after the first few years just for old time’s sake and it’s kind of amazing to watch.

Everybody in the group gets pretty fluent in sign language after a while to communicate with Michael easily. It’s much appreciated by Laurie.

Michael is successfully able to learn how to read and write at adult levels after a few years with Laurie’s help and she is unbelievably proud of him and not afraid to show it, which he finds both embarrassing and enjoys.

Both of them come to stay with Quentin a lot, and it’s really nice for all of them. Alan does a very impressive job of being welcoming to the two murderers his kid has made part of his personal life 🤣 (poor Alan, without context getting Michael and Anna—thank God he has his kid who will give him the world’s most in-depth and sympathetic explanations). Michael gets interested in art by the stuff Nancy keeps/makes out in the shed, and she talks him into trying his hand a little. Sometimes they go do that together, or talk Quentin & Laurie into joining and do a group drawing party while talking or listening to music.

The headphones were a good gift, and listening to music/tuning things out is very helpful to Michael sometimes he finds, when dealing with psychosis symptoms. Sometimes if he’s having a rough time, he will go sit out on the porch in silence and listen to music, and Quentin started going to join him when that happened if he was visiting, and would just sit beside him in silence, listening to his own headphones as a move of solidarity. One time a month or so later, Quentin was having a really bad week and couldn’t sleep, and got up and was just chilling downstairs on the couch, listening to headphones, and Michael came over wearing his and sat with him. Now they regularly both do it as a solidarity act together if either of them needs a break from life. They never really talk about it—just go sit on the porch together and listen to their own music—but they don’t have to. They know. :’-]

Laurie & Quentin have both physically attacked strangers more than one for stuff they said to Michael.

Quentin takes Laurie (and Michael, if it’s a kind he could enjoy, which is unfortunately rareish) to concerts, and does insist to her dismay on bankrolling stuff for her whenever he can once he’s eventually a doctor. Laurie gets this with both barrels, because David constantly does this too, and she appreciates it, but is also low-key stressed sometimes.

Laurie: I’m gonna grab a smoothie real—

David&Quentin, shoving handfuls of money her way: “Here, for the”—“I’ll pay”

Laurie: O_O

Its a little weird for Michale when David & Laurie start dating, and he feels threatened because the man had less than nothing in the entire world before his sister and he worked things out, and he does not want things to change back, but he is assured by both Laurie and David that nothing will change, and after experiencing that/seeing it is true for a few weeks/months, he calms down about it. Eventually kind of likes the idea of having a 2nd brother, as Quentin puts it to him. Already liked David pretty well and gets to know him even better, now that he has a level of personal interest in him, and they get along pretty well. It’s weird, because they are incredibly awkward @ each other, but that gets better and all four of them (sibs + David) have a lot of fun doing things as a group.

Michael got to see like, none of the world at all most of his life, so he greatly enjoys travel/sightseeing, and is interested by most of what is out there to see. The first time he went boating was a really great day for him, and kind of a fantastic experience. David took them out on a lake (p early on, year 2) and it was one of the best feelings he’d experienced. Since age 6, all he’s really gotten to see or do was walk around and stab people in small realm cages, or sit still in a white room from age 6-21, and the world couldn’t be a lot more full of wonder. Laurie takes to casually explaining how things work a lot out loud when they go places as little fun “did you know?” Kinds of facts, so that in case he doesn’t know, he won’t have to ask or feel embarrassed about it. Several of the others start doing this too after a bit.

Laurie plays piano, and Michael is fascinated by that, so Laurie teaches him how to do that too. Sometimes he and Quentin, who is still learning guitar, will practice together. Laurie tries to pretend she doesn’t love listening as much as she does but it kills her w happiness when they do.

After quite a few years, Laurie tries out teaching literature, history, and philosophy at a local high school. She’s incredibly nervous. Technically she doesn’t have a college education and is using forged documents, and just has private study and some courses in those areas specifically out of love for the topics/interest, and she’s afraid she won’t be good at it. Her friends try to talk her up and reassure her. Quentin and David throw a celebration for her first day when she gets back, and all her friends/the realm fam & extended family (Nancy, Alan, etc) come. The biggest help is Michael, though, who just goes and stands outside all day near the school where she can see him through the window—which should be horrifying, all things considered, but actually helps. It’s just incredibly funny to her, because it’s visually so similar and contextually couldn’t be more different from the last time he stalked her at a school, so she chills out and gets through the day fine. Runs outside and hugs him at the end of it. Michael is very proud of himself. Then Laurie has an amazing surprise party when she gets home.

Laurie does not stay a high school teacher for that long, but she really enjoys it while she does it.

While Quentin is at school with Nancy and Claudette and Philip, Laurie and Michael come to visit quite frequently, and sometimes the whole group of six has game or movie or book nights, or goes off on a mini trip or night out.

After a couple years of their tradition with Judith, Michael and Laurie start to invite Quentin along too and he is both touched and nervous, but goes, and comes to quite a few of the picnics regularly, because he’s a sibling of the family too. Michael is excited to introduce him to her. :’-]

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The Final Lesson Donald Trump Never Learned from Roy Cohn

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The Final Lesson Donald Trump Never Learned from Roy Cohn

One of Donald Trump’s most important mentors, one of the most reviled men in American political history, is about to have another moment.

Roy Cohn, who has been described by people who knew him as “a snake,” “a scoundrel” and “a new strain of son of a bitch,” is the subject of a new documentary out this week from producer and director Matt Tyrnauer. It’s an occasion to once again look at Cohn and ask how much of him and his “savage,” “abrasive” and “amoral” behavior is visible in the behavior of the current president. Trump, as has been well-established, learned so much from the truculent, unrepentant Cohn about how to get what he wants, and he pines for Cohn and his notorious capabilities still. Trump, after all, reportedly has said so himself, and it’s now the name of this film: “Where’s My Roy Cohn?”

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What Cohn could, and did, get away with was the very engine of his existence. The infamous chief counsel for the red-baiting, Joseph McCarthy-chaired Senate subcommittee in the 1950s, Cohn was indicted four times from the mid-’60s to the early ’70s—for stock-swindling and obstructing justice and perjury and bribery and conspiracy and extortion and blackmail and filing false reports. And three times he was acquitted—the fourth ended in a mistrial—giving him a kind of sneering, sinister sheen of invulnerability. Cohn, Tyrnauer’s work reaffirms, took his sanction-skirting capers and twisted them into a sort of suit of armor.

It’s the past quarter or so, though, of Tyrnauer’s film that is perhaps most salient at this stage of Trump’s first term. It deals with the less discussed but arguably much more trenchant lesson of Cohn’s life—not his decades of dark-arts untouchability but his brutal comeuppance. Cohn did not, in the end, elude the consequences of his actions. He could not, it turned out, get away with everything forever. He was a braggart of a tax cheat, and the Internal Revenue Service closed in; he was an incorrigibly unethical attorney, and he finally was disbarred; and only six weeks after that professional disgrace, six months shy of 60 years old, Cohn was dead of AIDS.

Now, less than 14 months out from next year’s election, with Trump facing historic legal and political peril, it’s getting harder and harder not to wonder what he might or might not have gleaned from watching Cohn’s wretched unraveling. Trump is beset by 29 federal, state, local and congressional investigations. Poll after poll shows he’s broadly disliked. He could win reelection, obviously, but it’s true, too, that he’s an unusually endangered incumbent. Trump, to be sure, is not weakened by physical sickness, and he has not been pursued by prosecutors and other committed antagonists for nearly as long as Cohn was. And as powerful as Cohn was perceived to be at his peak, he was never, it almost goes without saying, the most powerful man in the world. Even so, the question looms: Will Cohn’s most accomplished and attentive mentee ultimately suffer a similar fate?

“The maddening thing about Cohn and Trump,” Tyrnauer told me recently, “is that they have this sort of Road Runner-versus-Wile E. Coyote knack, where you think the boulder is going to fall on them and crush them and they escape just in the nick of time.”

“There’s a certain American romance to getting away with it. We all secretly admire the guy that can,” said Jim Zirin, a former federal prosecutor who is a regular interviewee in the film and also has a book coming out next week,Plaintiff in Chief: A Portrait of Donald Trump in 3,500 Lawsuits, in which Cohn plays an unavoidably prominent role.

“But I, as a lawyer, particularly,” Zirin added, “believe in justice, and I believe that at the end of the day, sooner or later, everyone has to pay for it.”

Just look at Cohn.

“We had him. He wasn’t getting out of this,” Martin London, one of the lawyers who led Cohn’s disbarment, tells Tyrnauer. “He was a pinned moth.”

***

The government long had tried to take him down, “a vendetta,” Cohn thought, for his role with McCarthy—and he had not fallen, or so much as flinched, and it had granted him, as a New York politician put it inNewsweek, a certain “jugular mystique.” Many came to view his checkered record as not noxious but enticing.

“He was a prototypical Teflon man,” Zirin writes in his book. “The more unscrupulous he became, the more his law practice grew. He was the man to see if you wanted to beat the system.”

“He did whatever he wanted, and he felt he was good enough at everything to get away with it,” Robert Cohen, who worked with Cohn at his firm, says in the film, “and he did for a very, very long time.”

“Roy,” according to an attorney in his office, “couldn’t have given less of a shit about rules.”

“I decided long ago,” Cohn once toldPenthouse, “to make my own rules.”

He was acquitted in ’64, and he was acquitted in ’69, and he was acquitted in ’71, all the while thumbing his nose at the feds, but Cohn’s screw-you stance was a lifelong philosophy, entitlement plus boldness.

He was “an incredibly spoiled princeling of an only child,” Cohn cousin David Lloyd Marcus told me. “He always got his way,” recalled his favorite aunt. As an adult, the resting expression on his face, which was marred by a scar that ran like a scrape down the middle of his nose, was a mixture of “arrogant disdain” and a “whipped-dog look,” people observed, “caught somewhere between a pout and a challenging glare.”

He didn’t pay his bills, all but daring his creditors to sue him for what he owed—tailors, locksmiths, mechanics, travel agencies, storage companies, credit card companies, stationery stores, office supply stores. He didn’t pay people back, “friend or foe,” wrote his biographer, Nicholas von Hoffman, who reported that a captain of his yacht calledDefiance“had a mental map” of “ports we couldn’t go into because we owed thousands of dollars.”

He didn’t pay his taxes, either, racking up millions of dollars in liens. Taxes, he believed, went to “welfare recipients” and “political hacks” and “bloated bureaucrats” and “countries whose people hate our guts.” He ceaselessly taunted the IRS, calling it “the closest thing we have in this country to a Nazi or Soviet-type agency”—subpoenas from which, he said, went straight into “the wastebasket.”

He drank champagne spiked with Sweet’n Low and habitually picked food off other people’s plates, thinking that manners for some reason did not apply to him. He told his chauffeurs, the drivers of his Bentley and his Cadillac and his money-green Rolls-Royce, to run red lights. “Just go!” he would yell, reaching over to the steering wheel and pounding on the horn.

He was preening and combative, look-at-me lavish and loud. It was an act. The truth was he hated what he was—a lawyer who hated lawyers, a Jewish person who hated Jewish people, and a gay person, fiercely closeted if haphazardly hidden, who hated gay people, calling them “fags” and expressing his conviction that “homosexual teachers are a grave threat to our children,” according to both his biography and autobiography. In his book, Zirin calls Cohn “a quintessential hypocrite, a classic Tartuffe.” He wanted the world to see only the person he “shaped and invented,” in von Hoffman’s words, “a secret man living a public life.”

And as a litigator, Cohn had earned a reputation as “an intimidator and a bluffer,” attorney Arthur Liman would write, “famous among lawyers for winning cases by delays, evasions, and lies.” He was unorganized and largely disinterested in specifics, relying less on preparation and more on his belligerence and his vast, nonpareil network of social and political connections that spanned parties and stretched from New York pay-to-play clubhouses to the backrooms of Washington as well as the Oval Office.

“People came to me,” Cohn explained inPenthouse, “because my public image was that I was unlike most other lawyers. Not the typical bill-by-the-hour, do-nothing, cover-up shyster but someone who won’t be pushed around.” His clients called him a “pit bull” and “a shield” and included mob bosses who met in his office to use attorney-client privilege to dodge potential wiretaps. “He’ll bend the rules to the limit,” a New York law professor once toldNewsweek. “He will stop at nothing,” a law school classmate once toldEsquire.

His biographer likened him to Houdini.

Cohn, however, preferred a different comparison. “If you can get Machiavelli as a lawyer,” he once said, “you’re certainly no fool of a client.”

He was roundly, practically fetishistically unapologetic, remorseless, shameless, “totally impervious to being insulted,” said gossip columnist Liz Smith, living by a code of blunt, come-at-me audacity, accessible only to those unhampered by morality.

“He made his legal and political career,” in the estimation of the British historian Eric Hobsbawm, “in a milieu where money and power override rules and law—indeed where the ability to get, and get away with, what lesser citizens cannot, is what proves membership of an elite.”

“Cohn,” Pulitzer Prize-winning columnist Murray Kempton wrote, “brought an aura perfectly calculated to attract rich men who are not quite respectable.”

Trump found him irresistible.

***

“Trump,” the late Wayne Barrett wrotein 1979, “is a user of other users”—a keen, foundational insight, true then and true now. And with the exception of his father, whose fortune made possible the life he’s lived, Trump used Cohn more than he used anybody.

From 1973, when Cohn started representing the Trumps after the Department of Justice sued them for racist rental practices at the thousands of apartments they owned, through the rest of the ’70s and into the ’80s, when he served as an indispensablemacherfor Trump’s career-launching maneuvers, Cohn became for Trump something much more than simply his attorney. At a most formative moment for Trump, there was no more formative figure than Cohn.

Tyrnauer and Zirin remind viewers and readers that Cohn imparted an M.O. that’s been on searing display throughout Trump’s ascent, his divisive, captivating campaign, and his fraught, unprecedented presidency. Deflect and distract, never give in, never admit fault, lie and attack, lie and attack, publicity no matter what, win no matter what, all underpinned by a deep, prove-me-wrong belief in the power of chaos and fear.

Trump was Cohn’s most insatiable student and beneficiary. “He didn’t just educate Trump, he didn’t just teach Trump, he put Trump in with people who wouldmake Trump,” Marcus, his cousin, told me. “Roy gave him the tools. All the tools.”

“He loved him,” early Trump Organization executive Louise Sunshine told me.

Why?

“He was ruthless.”

So, though, was Trump.

Cohn was diagnosed as HIV-positive in October 1984. He insisted his illness was liver cancer. “Even at the end, he refused to admit that he was gay,” Wallace Adams, one of his boyfriends, tells Tyrnauer, “and he refused to admit that he had AIDS.” But everybody who knew him knew. And when Cohn’s feared, famed capacities started to sag, as he grew more and more weak and less and less useful, Trump began to transfer work to other attorneys. He called Cohn on occasion to express encouragement. He invited him to Mar-a-Lago for a dinner with others. But these gestures failed to paper over what some close to Cohn considered Trump’s effective abandonment. “Dropped him like a hot potato,” Cohn’s secretary, Susan Bell, told me. “He really did.”

By the end of 1985, Cohn was pale, frail and gaunt. His right eye was a maze of red lines. His mind wandered often, and his voice wavered to the point of a whisper. He would use one hand to stop the other from shaking. At his annual New Year’s Eve party, limos double-parked outside his Upper East Side townhouse, the A-list guests ran the gamut as usual, from onetime Tammany Hall heavy Carmine DeSapio to gossip columnist Cindy Adams to celebrity artist Andy Warhol. Cohn bucked up enough to don a white dinner jacket with a red bow tie with sequins but fooled nobody. “God,” thought Warhol, according to his diary, “he looked so sick.”

His physical diminishment ran parallel to his legal jeopardy, gutting him of the wherewithal to mount the kind of fight for which he had been so vaunted. The IRS mobilized to seize the townhouse and his cottage in Greenwich, Connecticut, filing for $7 million in back taxes. Circling, too, was the New York State Bar, bringing to a head its three-year-plus disbarment proceedings based on accusations of “dishonesty, fraud, deceit and misrepresentation,” stemming from four separate cases over the course of three decades—that he didn’t pay back a loan from a client until disbarment was underway, that he misappropriated escrowed property of a client, that he forged a signature on a client’s will, and that he lied on his application to the Washington, D.C., bar.

Trump, along with New York Yankees owner George Steinbrenner, TV personality Barbara Walters, attorney Alan Dershowitz, conservative columnists William Safire and William F. Buckley and others, testified on Cohn’s behalf as a character witness. But in late June, Cohn was disbarred. His conduct, according to the top appellate court in the state, was “unethical,” “unprofessional” and “particularly reprehensible.” In public, he remained tough-front defiant. He called those who had made the decision a “bunch of cheap politicians,” a “bunch of yo-yos,” a “bunch of nobodies.” He said he “couldn’t care less.” He said it “doesn’t bother me in the least.” But he cared a great deal. And it bothered him a lot. He talked to law partner Thomas Bolan and cried. He knew what was coming. He wrote a will and tried to “finish it” but fumbled pitifully with a bottle of pills.

Early that July, his secretary saw him just once. “I had come in the front door, and he was just descending the stairs,” Bell told me. “And he was just coming down, and he had a man on either side of him helping him walk, and he was very, very thin. You could see every bone in his ugly face, and he had thrush all around his lips. And as I walked by him—I had to go by him to get to the elevator—he looked up at me, and he said, ‘Hello, Sue.’ And I said, ‘Oh, hi, Mr. Cohn.’ And I got on the elevator, and I cried. And I didn’t like him, but I’ve never seen anybody so devastated.”

A month later, Cohn was dead.

A crowd, his crowd, of some 400 people assembled for his memorial service at Town Hall, the landmark New York venue. Bolan and DeSapio and former mayors and borough bigwigs and businessman Bill Fugazy and Republican Senator Chic Hecht of Nevada and Rupert Murdoch and Roger Stone. And Trump. They remembered him as loyal and funny and smart. They remembered him as an anticommunist patriot with an “almost insatiable interest in gossip.” Bolan eulogized Cohn as a victim of “the liberal establishment,” of “foes in the media,” of “political enemies” who “tried to shoot him down.” Fugazy said his longtime friend had “hopped the tables” until he finally was felled. He said Cohn had “lived life at the edge of danger.” Trump did not speak. He wasn’t asked. He stood instead in the rear of the room, contemplating, perhaps, all that Cohn had done for him, and who might be able to replace him, who could build on what Cohn had bequeathed. But there was just one Roy Cohn, and Trump, even at 40, maybe more than anybody, had to know it.

Cohn’s cousin doesn’t believe in karma, but he can’t help but think there is a final reckoning. “You can only outrun that fortune, and your own mistakes, and your own ego, and your own nastiness,” Marcus told me, “for so long.”

“The open question,” Tyrnauer said when we talked, “is whether Trump’s luck will hold up or whether—like Cohn—he’ll run out of road and face a tsunami of legal difficulties that will diminish him or put an end to the game that he’s played so effectively.”

“We were all brought up to believe, whether it’s an eye for an eye, it’s religion, it’s Greek tragedy, it’s whatever, that justice is going to catch up with everybody,” Zirin added. “The jury’s still out on Donald Trump. We don’t know whether he’ll get his comeuppance.”

But Tyrnauer reiterated the last lesson of Cohn.

“He got away with it,” he said, “until he didn’t.”

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The “Breadth of Life”: Meet Dr. Kathleen Costanzo

Kathleen Costanzo, D.O. — Doctor of Osteopathic Medicine — is a family and sports medicine physician in Erie, PA. She lives by these words from her father: “Did you do the best you possibly could? Did you do the most you could? Did you study hard? Practice hard? Did you make sure the people around you were taken care of? If you’ve done these things, I’ll never ask for more.”

This combination of drive and compassion has consistently motivated Dr. Costanzo’s choices. In 2018, it led to her accepting a new role with the Saint Vincent Hospital Residency Program — director of the Osteopathic Focus Track.

“Saint Vincent is where I’m supposed to be,” she says. “Every step led me here.”

From Physical Therapy to Osteopathy

Before Dr. Costanzo was introduced to osteopathy, she practiced physical therapy (PT) in Washington, D.C. The choice was largely inspired by her time as an athlete in high school. She dealt with an injury, and when she went to PT, she liked the autonomy the therapist had — the ability to evaluate, advise, and follow through with treatment.

During her career as a physical therapist, she began to think about broader treatment for her patients. A friend’s husband introduced her to osteopathy. Historically, the distinction between osteopathy and allopathy (traditional medicine) is that osteopathy focuses on the cause, not just the symptoms, whereas allopathy tends to focus on symptoms more than causes.

A doctor of osteopathic medicine (DO) is a physician licensed to prescribe medicine, perform surgery and diagnose medical conditions. DOs undergo similar training to medical doctors (MDs), including receiving a bachelor’s degree, usually in a scientific field, completing four years of medical school, and training through internships, residencies and fellowships that last approximately three to eight years.

DOs are able to specialize and also receive additional training in the musculoskeletal system and osteopathic manipulative treatment. In this training, they learn to use their hands both to diagnose disease and injury, and focus on the body’s natural tendency to heal itself.

“Osteopathy is both a philosophy and a branch of medicine,” says Dr. Costanzo. “It separates from allopathic medicine with the idea that mind, body, and spirit are related, and if you have an imbalance, it may lead to a disease-state.”

She illustrates the difference with the example of someone who comes to a doctor with a headache. “Traditional medicine might prescribe medication and tell them to come back if it doesn’t get better,” she explains. “Osteopaths, on the other hand, are capable of putting their hands on the patient to look for an asymmetry they can treat. The patient can potentially walk out of the office headache-free.”

This hands-on approach to medicine is based on an osteopath’s deep knowledge of the connections in the body. Sometimes, what seems like a typical or “obvious” diagnosis is incorrect. There may be another reason for pain, illness, or injury. Osteopaths dig deep, ask questions, and listen carefully in order to identify the root cause of an issue.

When Costanzo applied for medical school, she only applied to osteopathic programs, and ended up choosing to attend Lake Erie College of Osteopathic Medicine (LECOM) in Erie, PA.

Medical Resident — and Cancer Patient

Dr. Costanzo was on clinical rotations during her residency at Saint Vincent Hospital when she was diagnosed with Hodgkin Lymphoma — a form of cancer that attacks the lymphatic system. With LECOM’s support, she nonetheless completed five months of rotations while undergoing chemotherapy.

In part, she credits this feat to the support she received from family, as well as from faculty and classmates who knew — at her request, the school made no announcement of her condition. “I was going to do it my way. If I can just do my best in every moment, that’s enough,” she recalls.

During this period, one of Dr. Costanzo’s oncologists asked if what she had been through might spur her to pursue oncology. Her response? “Absolutely not — that’s not why I ended up with this disease.”

While she had intended to go into pediatrics, circumstances didn’t allow her to complete her rotations for that specialty. Instead, she chose family medicine, which would still allow her to work with children. Family medicine is “cradle to grave,” she points out. “I get the breadth of life.”

Then, six months into her residency for family medicine, she was diagnosed with a second cancer — Renal Cell Carcinoma, or kidney cancer. She planned to take just one month off after major surgery — a partial removal of her kidney.

The recovery took slightly longer than she would have liked — she had to extend her residency by two months — “but I didn’t have to repeat any rotations and I passed all my boards, and that means a lot to me,” she says.

Deciding to Practice Sports Medicine

Before the renal cancer, Dr. Costanzo had planned to complete a sports medicine fellowship. Now she was eager to finish her residency and start practicing, but her fellowship director convinced her to reconsider.

She chose a fellowship in Erie, ultimately because her oncologist was in Buffalo and she needed to continue going in for regular scans and blood work. While she may have made the decision out of necessity, she believes it was the right one. The fellowship allowed her more hands-on access to patients than some of her peers who went to larger university-based systems. The ability to be hands-on — involved and invested — is a significant part of who she is as a physician.

After her fellowship, she surprised herself by continuing on with sports medicine for six years. When her colleague Mark Lavallee, medical director for USA weightlifting, asked her to attend a local weightlifting meet, she found that her skills were uniquely suited for the sport.

“The biomechanics of the sport, the amount of weight they lift through space and how they lift it, leads to certain parts of the body being targeted for injury, and being an osteopath, I could treat them on the spot,” she explains.

Among other highlights, she was given the opportunity to travel to Poland with the junior national team. “I took care of all primary care needs in addition to injury, for athletes, coaches, and officials,” she says.

With a knack for connecting with her patients, Dr. Costanzo found that she was able to get athletes to “hear” her on some of the issues their coaches could not. For example, she describes one athlete who nearly passed out each time she went to lift. The coaches had been prescribing appropriate preventive measures — eat, stay hydrated. But once the athlete heard it from Dr. Costanzo, a third party who knew the importance of listening as well as prescribing, the advice began to stick.

Returning to Family Medicine and Saint Vincent

After her fellowship, years of practicing, and time with USA weightlifting, Dr. Costanzo believed she would remain in sports medicine. However, when she called her former director in Erie to inquire after a position as a sports medicine physician, she was presented with a new choice: come back to Saint Vincent to teach.

“Saint Vincent took me into their program off cycle when I had my first cancer, and they supported me through my second. So when they offered me the teaching position, I said yes,” she says.

Still, at first, Dr. Costanzo wasn’t sure how she would feel about teaching. “I thought I needed five more years of work before I could teach,” she admits. “But the first day I started working with those residents — I look at them and I’m rewarded. Residency is grueling. But you want them to remember the reason they went into medicine in the first place.”

For Dr. Costanzo, that reason is to connect with patients: “We need to get back to listening to a patient tell you what’s wrong with them — really listening — and taking the time to get a good history.”

While she acknowledges the value of developments like telemedicine in helping to extend access to care, she also argues that the emphasis in health care needs to remain on communication, not just productivity.

“I’m afraid that we might lose the human part of medicine — sitting with a patient when they’ve lost a loved one, and your whole schedule goes out the window because you let them cry in your office,” she says. “Those experiences are so important, and I don’t want to lose them.”

Coming Full Circle

Another reason for Dr. Costanzo to come back to Saint Vincent was to be near her parents, both of whom were heading into their nineties. “They adopted me from a children’s home in Erie,” she says. “And coming back felt like coming full circle.”

That “full circle” got even fuller when a doctor associated with her residency, Dr. Richard Kuhn, passed away in 2017, and Dr. Costanzo discovered they had an incredible connection: He had been the doctor who performed her newborn evaluation and pre-adoption physical when she was a baby.

She went to the pediatrics floor at Saint Vincent to confirm this and met a nun who Dr. Costanzo describes as “a Sister who really makes the interns work for it.” When it became clear that the Sister had taken care of Dr. Costanzo and her older sister who was also adopted, “she came around the desk with tears in her eyes.” It was the start of a new friendship that continues to this day.

Although her path has taken some unexpected turns, this is just one more piece of evidence that Dr. Costanzo is indeed “where I’m supposed to be.”

Her father’s advice has led her from physical therapy, to medical school, through residency and cancer, into sports medicine, and back to Saint Vincent: “Did you do the best you possibly could? Did you do the most you could? Did you study hard? Practice hard? Did you make sure the people around you were taken care of? If you’ve done these things, I’ll never ask for more.”

Now, as a teacher, doctor, and PA Medical Society Everyday Hero Award winner, she passes along some advice of her own to the residents she works with: “Recognize that you didn’t get where you got on your own. Put your patients first. Be inquisitive. Don’t ever stop learning.”

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The “Breadth of Life”: Meet Dr. Kathleen Costanzo

Kathleen Costanzo, D.O. — Doctor of Osteopathic Medicine — is a family and sports medicine physician in Erie, PA. She lives by these words from her father: “Did you do the best you possibly could? Did you do the most you could? Did you study hard? Practice hard? Did you make sure the people around you were taken care of? If you’ve done these things, I’ll never ask for more.”

This combination of drive and compassion has consistently motivated Dr. Costanzo’s choices. In 2018, it led to her accepting a new role with the Saint Vincent Hospital Residency Program — director of the Osteopathic Focus Track.

“Saint Vincent is where I’m supposed to be,” she says. “Every step led me here.”

From Physical Therapy to Osteopathy

Before Dr. Costanzo was introduced to osteopathy, she practiced physical therapy (PT) in Washington, D.C. The choice was largely inspired by her time as an athlete in high school. She dealt with an injury, and when she went to PT, she liked the autonomy the therapist had — the ability to evaluate, advise, and follow through with treatment.

During her career as a physical therapist, she began to think about broader treatment for her patients. A friend’s husband introduced her to osteopathy. Historically, the distinction between osteopathy and allopathy (traditional medicine) is that osteopathy focuses on the cause, not just the symptoms, whereas allopathy tends to focus on symptoms more than causes.

A doctor of osteopathic medicine (DO) is a physician licensed to prescribe medicine, perform surgery and diagnose medical conditions. DOs undergo similar training to medical doctors (MDs), including receiving a bachelor’s degree, usually in a scientific field, completing four years of medical school, and training through internships, residencies and fellowships that last approximately three to eight years.

DOs are able to specialize and also receive additional training in the musculoskeletal system and osteopathic manipulative treatment. In this training, they learn to use their hands both to diagnose disease and injury, and focus on the body’s natural tendency to heal itself.

“Osteopathy is both a philosophy and a branch of medicine,” says Dr. Costanzo. “It separates from allopathic medicine with the idea that mind, body, and spirit are related, and if you have an imbalance, it may lead to a disease-state.”

She illustrates the difference with the example of someone who comes to a doctor with a headache. “Traditional medicine might prescribe medication and tell them to come back if it doesn’t get better,” she explains. “Osteopaths, on the other hand, are capable of putting their hands on the patient to look for an asymmetry they can treat. The patient can potentially walk out of the office headache-free.”

This hands-on approach to medicine is based on an osteopath’s deep knowledge of the connections in the body. Sometimes, what seems like a typical or “obvious” diagnosis is incorrect. There may be another reason for pain, illness, or injury. Osteopaths dig deep, ask questions, and listen carefully in order to identify the root cause of an issue.

When Costanzo applied for medical school, she only applied to osteopathic programs, and ended up choosing to attend Lake Erie College of Osteopathic Medicine (LECOM) in Erie, PA.

Medical Resident — and Cancer Patient

Dr. Costanzo was on clinical rotations during her residency at Saint Vincent Hospital when she was diagnosed with Hodgkin Lymphoma — a form of cancer that attacks the lymphatic system. With LECOM’s support, she nonetheless completed five months of rotations while undergoing chemotherapy.

In part, she credits this feat to the support she received from family, as well as from faculty and classmates who knew — at her request, the school made no announcement of her condition. “I was going to do it my way. If I can just do my best in every moment, that’s enough,” she recalls.

During this period, one of Dr. Costanzo’s oncologists asked if what she had been through might spur her to pursue oncology. Her response? “Absolutely not — that’s not why I ended up with this disease.”

While she had intended to go into pediatrics, circumstances didn’t allow her to complete her rotations for that specialty. Instead, she chose family medicine, which would still allow her to work with children. Family medicine is “cradle to grave,” she points out. “I get the breadth of life.”

Then, six months into her residency for family medicine, she was diagnosed with a second cancer — Renal Cell Carcinoma, or kidney cancer. She planned to take just one month off after major surgery — a partial removal of her kidney.

The recovery took slightly longer than she would have liked — she had to extend her residency by two months — “but I didn’t have to repeat any rotations and I passed all my boards, and that means a lot to me,” she says.

Deciding to Practice Sports Medicine

Before the renal cancer, Dr. Costanzo had planned to complete a sports medicine fellowship. Now she was eager to finish her residency and start practicing, but her fellowship director convinced her to reconsider.

She chose a fellowship in Erie, ultimately because her oncologist was in Buffalo and she needed to continue going in for regular scans and blood work. While she may have made the decision out of necessity, she believes it was the right one. The fellowship allowed her more hands-on access to patients than some of her peers who went to larger university-based systems. The ability to be hands-on — involved and invested — is a significant part of who she is as a physician.

After her fellowship, she surprised herself by continuing on with sports medicine for six years. When her colleague Mark Lavallee, medical director for USA weightlifting, asked her to attend a local weightlifting meet, she found that her skills were uniquely suited for the sport.

“The biomechanics of the sport, the amount of weight they lift through space and how they lift it, leads to certain parts of the body being targeted for injury, and being an osteopath, I could treat them on the spot,” she explains.

Among other highlights, she was given the opportunity to travel to Poland with the junior national team. “I took care of all primary care needs in addition to injury, for athletes, coaches, and officials,” she says.

With a knack for connecting with her patients, Dr. Costanzo found that she was able to get athletes to “hear” her on some of the issues their coaches could not. For example, she describes one athlete who nearly passed out each time she went to lift. The coaches had been prescribing appropriate preventive measures — eat, stay hydrated. But once the athlete heard it from Dr. Costanzo, a third party who knew the importance of listening as well as prescribing, the advice began to stick.

Returning to Family Medicine and Saint Vincent

After her fellowship, years of practicing, and time with USA weightlifting, Dr. Costanzo believed she would remain in sports medicine. However, when she called her former director in Erie to inquire after a position as a sports medicine physician, she was presented with a new choice: come back to Saint Vincent to teach.

“Saint Vincent took me into their program off cycle when I had my first cancer, and they supported me through my second. So when they offered me the teaching position, I said yes,” she says.

Still, at first, Dr. Costanzo wasn’t sure how she would feel about teaching. “I thought I needed five more years of work before I could teach,” she admits. “But the first day I started working with those residents — I look at them and I’m rewarded. Residency is grueling. But you want them to remember the reason they went into medicine in the first place.”

For Dr. Costanzo, that reason is to connect with patients: “We need to get back to listening to a patient tell you what’s wrong with them — really listening — and taking the time to get a good history.”

While she acknowledges the value of developments like telemedicine in helping to extend access to care, she also argues that the emphasis in health care needs to remain on communication, not just productivity.

“I’m afraid that we might lose the human part of medicine — sitting with a patient when they’ve lost a loved one, and your whole schedule goes out the window because you let them cry in your office,” she says. “Those experiences are so important, and I don’t want to lose them.”

Coming Full Circle

Another reason for Dr. Costanzo to come back to Saint Vincent was to be near her parents, both of whom were heading into their nineties. “They adopted me from a children’s home in Erie,” she says. “And coming back felt like coming full circle.”

That “full circle” got even fuller when a doctor associated with her residency, Dr. Richard Kuhn, passed away in 2017, and Dr. Costanzo discovered they had an incredible connection: He had been the doctor who performed her newborn evaluation and pre-adoption physical when she was a baby.

She went to the pediatrics floor at Saint Vincent to confirm this and met a nun who Dr. Costanzo describes as “a Sister who really makes the interns work for it.” When it became clear that the Sister had taken care of Dr. Costanzo and her older sister who was also adopted, “she came around the desk with tears in her eyes.” It was the start of a new friendship that continues to this day.

Although her path has taken some unexpected turns, this is just one more piece of evidence that Dr. Costanzo is indeed “where I’m supposed to be.”

Her father’s advice has led her from physical therapy, to medical school, through residency and cancer, into sports medicine, and back to Saint Vincent: “Did you do the best you possibly could? Did you do the most you could? Did you study hard? Practice hard? Did you make sure the people around you were taken care of? If you’ve done these things, I’ll never ask for more.”

Now, as a teacher, doctor, and PA Medical Society Everyday Hero Award winner, she passes along some advice of her own to the residents she works with: “Recognize that you didn’t get where you got on your own. Put your patients first. Be inquisitive. Don’t ever stop learning.”

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The “Breadth of Life”: Meet Dr. Kathleen Costanzo

Kathleen Costanzo, D.O. — Doctor of Osteopathic Medicine — is a family and sports medicine physician in Erie, PA. She lives by these words from her father: “Did you do the best you possibly could? Did you do the most you could? Did you study hard? Practice hard? Did you make sure the people around you were taken care of? If you’ve done these things, I’ll never ask for more.”

This combination of drive and compassion has consistently motivated Dr. Costanzo’s choices. In 2018, it led to her accepting a new role with the Saint Vincent Hospital Residency Program — director of the Osteopathic Focus Track.

“Saint Vincent is where I’m supposed to be,” she says. “Every step led me here.”

From Physical Therapy to Osteopathy

Before Dr. Costanzo was introduced to osteopathy, she practiced physical therapy (PT) in Washington, D.C. The choice was largely inspired by her time as an athlete in high school. She dealt with an injury, and when she went to PT, she liked the autonomy the therapist had — the ability to evaluate, advise, and follow through with treatment.

During her career as a physical therapist, she began to think about broader treatment for her patients. A friend’s husband introduced her to osteopathy. Historically, the distinction between osteopathy and allopathy (traditional medicine) is that osteopathy focuses on the cause, not just the symptoms, whereas allopathy tends to focus on symptoms more than causes.

A doctor of osteopathic medicine (DO) is a physician licensed to prescribe medicine, perform surgery and diagnose medical conditions. DOs undergo similar training to medical doctors (MDs), including receiving a bachelor’s degree, usually in a scientific field, completing four years of medical school, and training through internships, residencies and fellowships that last approximately three to eight years.

DOs are able to specialize and also receive additional training in the musculoskeletal system and osteopathic manipulative treatment. In this training, they learn to use their hands both to diagnose disease and injury, and focus on the body’s natural tendency to heal itself.

“Osteopathy is both a philosophy and a branch of medicine,” says Dr. Costanzo. “It separates from allopathic medicine with the idea that mind, body, and spirit are related, and if you have an imbalance, it may lead to a disease-state.”

She illustrates the difference with the example of someone who comes to a doctor with a headache. “Traditional medicine might prescribe medication and tell them to come back if it doesn’t get better,” she explains. “Osteopaths, on the other hand, are capable of putting their hands on the patient to look for an asymmetry they can treat. The patient can potentially walk out of the office headache-free.”

This hands-on approach to medicine is based on an osteopath’s deep knowledge of the connections in the body. Sometimes, what seems like a typical or “obvious” diagnosis is incorrect. There may be another reason for pain, illness, or injury. Osteopaths dig deep, ask questions, and listen carefully in order to identify the root cause of an issue.

When Costanzo applied for medical school, she only applied to osteopathic programs, and ended up choosing to attend Lake Erie College of Osteopathic Medicine (LECOM) in Erie, PA.

Medical Resident — and Cancer Patient

Dr. Costanzo was on clinical rotations during her residency at Saint Vincent Hospital when she was diagnosed with Hodgkin Lymphoma — a form of cancer that attacks the lymphatic system. With LECOM’s support, she nonetheless completed five months of rotations while undergoing chemotherapy.

In part, she credits this feat to the support she received from family, as well as from faculty and classmates who knew — at her request, the school made no announcement of her condition. “I was going to do it my way. If I can just do my best in every moment, that’s enough,” she recalls.

During this period, one of Dr. Costanzo’s oncologists asked if what she had been through might spur her to pursue oncology. Her response? “Absolutely not — that’s not why I ended up with this disease.”

While she had intended to go into pediatrics, circumstances didn’t allow her to complete her rotations for that specialty. Instead, she chose family medicine, which would still allow her to work with children. Family medicine is “cradle to grave,” she points out. “I get the breadth of life.”

Then, six months into her residency for family medicine, she was diagnosed with a second cancer — Renal Cell Carcinoma, or kidney cancer. She planned to take just one month off after major surgery — a partial removal of her kidney.

The recovery took slightly longer than she would have liked — she had to extend her residency by two months — “but I didn’t have to repeat any rotations and I passed all my boards, and that means a lot to me,” she says.

Deciding to Practice Sports Medicine

Before the renal cancer, Dr. Costanzo had planned to complete a sports medicine fellowship. Now she was eager to finish her residency and start practicing, but her fellowship director convinced her to reconsider.

She chose a fellowship in Erie, ultimately because her oncologist was in Buffalo and she needed to continue going in for regular scans and blood work. While she may have made the decision out of necessity, she believes it was the right one. The fellowship allowed her more hands-on access to patients than some of her peers who went to larger university-based systems. The ability to be hands-on — involved and invested — is a significant part of who she is as a physician.

After her fellowship, she surprised herself by continuing on with sports medicine for six years. When her colleague Mark Lavallee, medical director for USA weightlifting, asked her to attend a local weightlifting meet, she found that her skills were uniquely suited for the sport.

“The biomechanics of the sport, the amount of weight they lift through space and how they lift it, leads to certain parts of the body being targeted for injury, and being an osteopath, I could treat them on the spot,” she explains.

Among other highlights, she was given the opportunity to travel to Poland with the junior national team. “I took care of all primary care needs in addition to injury, for athletes, coaches, and officials,” she says.

With a knack for connecting with her patients, Dr. Costanzo found that she was able to get athletes to “hear” her on some of the issues their coaches could not. For example, she describes one athlete who nearly passed out each time she went to lift. The coaches had been prescribing appropriate preventive measures — eat, stay hydrated. But once the athlete heard it from Dr. Costanzo, a third party who knew the importance of listening as well as prescribing, the advice began to stick.

Returning to Family Medicine and Saint Vincent

After her fellowship, years of practicing, and time with USA weightlifting, Dr. Costanzo believed she would remain in sports medicine. However, when she called her former director in Erie to inquire after a position as a sports medicine physician, she was presented with a new choice: come back to Saint Vincent to teach.

“Saint Vincent took me into their program off cycle when I had my first cancer, and they supported me through my second. So when they offered me the teaching position, I said yes,” she says.

Still, at first, Dr. Costanzo wasn’t sure how she would feel about teaching. “I thought I needed five more years of work before I could teach,” she admits. “But the first day I started working with those residents — I look at them and I’m rewarded. Residency is grueling. But you want them to remember the reason they went into medicine in the first place.”

For Dr. Costanzo, that reason is to connect with patients: “We need to get back to listening to a patient tell you what’s wrong with them — really listening — and taking the time to get a good history.”

While she acknowledges the value of developments like telemedicine in helping to extend access to care, she also argues that the emphasis in health care needs to remain on communication, not just productivity.

“I’m afraid that we might lose the human part of medicine — sitting with a patient when they’ve lost a loved one, and your whole schedule goes out the window because you let them cry in your office,” she says. “Those experiences are so important, and I don’t want to lose them.”

Coming Full Circle

Another reason for Dr. Costanzo to come back to Saint Vincent was to be near her parents, both of whom were heading into their nineties. “They adopted me from a children’s home in Erie,” she says. “And coming back felt like coming full circle.”

That “full circle” got even fuller when a doctor associated with her residency, Dr. Richard Kuhn, passed away in 2017, and Dr. Costanzo discovered they had an incredible connection: He had been the doctor who performed her newborn evaluation and pre-adoption physical when she was a baby.

She went to the pediatrics floor at Saint Vincent to confirm this and met a nun who Dr. Costanzo describes as “a Sister who really makes the interns work for it.” When it became clear that the Sister had taken care of Dr. Costanzo and her older sister who was also adopted, “she came around the desk with tears in her eyes.” It was the start of a new friendship that continues to this day.

Although her path has taken some unexpected turns, this is just one more piece of evidence that Dr. Costanzo is indeed “where I’m supposed to be.”

Her father’s advice has led her from physical therapy, to medical school, through residency and cancer, into sports medicine, and back to Saint Vincent: “Did you do the best you possibly could? Did you do the most you could? Did you study hard? Practice hard? Did you make sure the people around you were taken care of? If you’ve done these things, I’ll never ask for more.”

Now, as a teacher, doctor, and PA Medical Society Everyday Hero Award winner, she passes along some advice of her own to the residents she works with: “Recognize that you didn’t get where you got on your own. Put your patients first. Be inquisitive. Don’t ever stop learning.”

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