#my perception is wildly skewed so its like is evrrything wrong in my life actually my fault or am i just like. sad.
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i love constantly being in A State (tm) because i can never tell whether my judgement calls r absolutely bullshit or actually somewhat right
#sagittarius.txt#my perception is wildly skewed so its like is evrrything wrong in my life actually my fault or am i just like. sad.#the issue is i can make a case for either and i KNOW what other ppl will say bit idfk#negative#srry im normal#gestures wildly! i am so wildly like. messed up but in denial about it because in my mind i have nothing to fucking show for it despite#that obviously not being true but also if its not true then why hasnt anyone (adults. i mean) done anything yet? and i know why no ones don#anything and its because i havent said shit about anything so its not like i can blame anyone for not doing anything when i reduse to say#anything myself !! i dont have anyone to blame or ne mad at because im the cause of most of my problems because i refuse to speak up ever#i realistically cannot constantly self sabotage and then be upset when no one wants to listen to me complain because its like. what is#anyone supposed to tell me#plus its not like it even matters because i cant open up to anyone for the life of me even though i want to so fucking bad because im#scared and its like whatevrr#tldr girl doomed by the narratuve complains abt it even though is his fault in the first place. or smth#heart emoji!
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