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noctomania · 1 year

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It is a very very very good thing i do not like the taste of alcohol in any form. If i did there is no way i would have made it through my PSLF term without becoming a full fledge alcoholic.

I'm thankful for that, and for weed, and for legalization of weed here, and for my own character helping me along, and - while im not thankful my mom was an alcoholic - I am thankful that I paid attention to what it does. I'm thankful my life has worked out better than it could have even if it's not what I want just yet.

All that said i really would like to be incredibly drunk rn.

#this is a dangerous mood for me to be in bc i desperately want to be out of my mind #but my hinderances are made almost explicitly with my demons in mind it's kinda wild when i think about it #yes i am high but also this still remains true.#I'm not built fool proof but there are some things that worked out well and my abhorrence of alcohol is def one #my fear of needles both a W and an L #my paranoia slash anxiety has def hindered me from a lot of mess #my asexuality has DEFINITELY protected me from a lot a LOT of mess

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