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manwithoutaspleen · 1 year ago

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god damn the worst part of being disabled is how hard it makes taking care of my cats like. i know i need to play with al more so i was throwing around some springs for him and he was interacting and it was so cute and then i got that fucking. im gonna pass out feeling. and like i always sit down so i’ve never actually passed out so of course i feel like im faking but i took my heart rate and it was in fact over 120bpm and its like. fuck man i wish my body would just let me play with my cat!

#summer is so much worse and im barely doing anything #like i'm actively avoiding going outside and running the ac all day and its just. does not matter lmao #my number one fear from getting covid was that i'd have another permanent disability and here we are.#and like. its fine. i'm learning how to cope #and its forced me to learn how to be nice to myself #but it ALSO fucking sucks #and i dont want to dwell on that too long bc it will lead down some dark roads #but also. i need to acknowledge this fucking sucks lmao.#anyway need someone to throw springs for my cat since i cant #fuck and i forgot i need to do the dishes so bad #i finally got on top of them but now the weather is making it a truly unbearable task #bc it makes me SO overheated instantly

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