#my mother.... who would only know ive disappeared if i couldnt pick her drunk boyfriend up from work
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god, I'm not a rageful person, but there is a red gaze I look out of when my mom sits silent right next to me.
#its like.... how do i tell her she disrespected me & im still angry from it ... even tho it happened 5 days ago#and she'll say things i KNOW shes saying to try and remedy the situation#but it just makes everything worse#& when i hint at it more directly#its like the sirens go off in her head & its now a war instead of an argument#which leads me to retreat & stay isolated#because its easier to be alone than it is to sit there while she gets off scott free#like.... here i am sulking and she doesnt even care enough to think about why im sulking#but of COURSE im the FIRST person she goes to when she has a problem!#my mother... who knows nothing about me#my mother.... who would only know ive disappeared if i couldnt pick her drunk boyfriend up from work#my mother.... who uses me for as much emotional work as she can & gets out right before i start talking about anything going on with me#thanks mom :)#personal
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