#my mom gets paid in 8 days and until then i have approximately 2 frozen meals and some pasta i can eat
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im going through hell right now
#i can hardly make myself even do things i like doing#let alone things i need to do#even eating is a struggle#because the effort of getting out of bed and getting food is too hard#and also i cant afford to just buy food because my family is poor as fuck right now#i spend hours just on tumblr or instagram or talking with friends while doing nothing constructive and then i feel exhausted and pass out#i need to do my taxes and i need to deal with work things or get a new job and i need to be an adult#but i cant even get myself to play my favorite video game im so down#the idea of even having to leave my house for four hours to work is too much#putting on pants is a lot of effort#and i cant apply for disability bc ive tried and it's so goddamn hard and they expect you to remember everything youve ever done#and every penny you've ever held#and god FORBID you have family or friends who have ever given you money to help you#its literally ridiculous#not to mention the state of my house is horrible bc my whole family is depressed#and i want to move so badly but i cant even afford the gas to get to my friends house even if i just loaded my car up and left#im struggling#my mom gets paid in 8 days and until then i have approximately 2 frozen meals and some pasta i can eat#everything else in my house i cant eat because of dietary restrictions and most of it is expired anyway
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