#my mental and physical health got worse I was in an abusive relationshop and she was developing a friendshop ill never feel like im fully a
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hahaha i hate myself
#don't read this#my mental health was getting a lot better until just now#i kinda suddenly realuzed that i made a huge mistake staying in band and being around toxic people instead of being with my best friends#i missed some really important things and i just wish i could take it all back. do it all over#go back to when she had such pretty long hair and i could tell her how pretty she looked and how pretty she still is#now its all just pain and im helping her tjrough it and shes helping me but why do i feel like i was never there for when we were all happy#i missed them becoming friends i missed someones redemption everyone still hates me including myself#and im just overwhelmed and i feel like im trying so hard to catch up but ill never catch up#even though ive known her since we were little kids i feel like theres so much time i couldve spent with her#and i feel like i watched her bloom and only become more beautiful while i just got uglier#my mental and physical health got worse I was in an abusive relationshop and she was developing a friendshop ill never feel like im fully a#part of#i just feel ugly and weak both inside and out#ill never know how to be good enoigh again
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