#my lymph node swole up a lil again
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fingers crossed i get let out today, but i... still kinda feel like shit haha, maybe it comes from the whole *waves hand vaguely* near death experience shit, but man, im happy to go, but theyre really gonna let this *gestures to self* go out into the world w a bottle of antibiotics and a flimsy self-care plan?
#my lymph node swole up a lil again#hurts this morning#had bad dreams#just feel weak all over#can i be a whiny baby about it? is that allowed?#im also worried bc well#once im out of the hospital#im not.... sure whose gonna take care of me#like im fine im fine im given the seal of survival#but#im not like well dude#i am looking myself directly in the mirror forcing myself to say it#i am unwell#and i need help#and i just really struggle to ask for it except from certain ppl#and some of them really just!! cant help all the time!! as is their fuckin right#i just#i wish my family was closer to me#idk#sorry to be a bummer but im gonna give myself a pass this is my blog :(#conspiracy lvl: text#vent#tw medical
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