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When you don't know what to say to someone..
What do u do?
#my lil sister just apologized to me and i dont know what to do or say#she keeps doing this saying really mean horrible stuff that cuts really deep and then thinks an apology is all it takes to make me forgive#cant do this anymore#:( sigh
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*explodes into your request box*
HEY HEY HEY, im back.
Came to ask an platonic Child!reader with the rest of the gang.
BUT HEAR ME OUT
Child reader is like an wolf in sheep's clothing, like reader has an cute expression on their face but when someone tries to touch them, they'll go like: "touch me and ill rip your hand off" in a full innocent voice and that cute smile.
And child reader has shark teeth.
Tyy!
*explodes*
- 🦭
The cast x child!reader (platonic)
throwing this together after waking up from a really nice nap! i still have the kinger request to work on but my brains still stumped.. sobs.. requests are still open by the way! you can find the link to my rules in my previous post, or you can look in my pinned! :O apologies if some sections for the characters are a little short, my brains still a lil okfvokffvovf from waking up TToTT
CAINE:
a child? in the circus?
he doesnt quite know how to make of it, i mean... its not like he has to make any accommodations, the circus is a place for all ages afterall!
i give you this new concept: dad caine
lightly scolds you when you threaten someone, bad manners!
i think he would be like a stereotypical eccentric dad
in house adventures seem to tone down just a touch so theyre not too intense or dangerous for you, keeps an eye on you to make sure you dont get stuck anywhere or flung across the room
rip bubble, you probably pop them when theyre within a foot of you
pinches your cheek only to have his hand comically chomped off ("now now (reader)! what did i tell you about biting! time out!)
POMNI:
similar confusion that caine has, but like, more so
how did a kid even get their hands on one of the headsets??
honestly i think pomni might be the type to be uncomfortable around kids; she doesnt hate them she just doesnt know what to do with them
also kids can possess a different kind of cruelness when they really put their minds to it and shes already in a mentally precarious position as it is
she doesnt avoid you though!
was bitten a grand total of one times, she made the mistake of trying to take you somewhere during an IHA and she didnt make you aware that she was going to put her hand on your shoulder
JAX:
okay you cant swear in the circus, but i feel like jax has some very creative ways to work around that, making these new colorful euphemisms that dont skip out on the crudeness. he teaches you some of his favorites just to watch the world burn
lightning fast reflexes, should you try to bite or hit him; not that hes going to try to put his hands on you
actually
i can see him picking you up via scooping his hands under your arms, or literally just holding you up by the scruff of your next
congrats theres now the image of jax holding a flailing sheep child in our heads. his shins will be kicked in the second you get put down
thinks its funny when people have to do double takes when you let out a threat or say something dark
RAGATHA:
i think she would be a cool babysitter, or big sister figure to you
similar to caine she will lightly scold you when you're being 'rude'
doesnt try to figure out why you dont like being touched, also respects it. respects your space as well, she doesnt totally baby you
she is a little sad that a kid so young got stuck in the digital world, though
even if you could remember things, i dont think she would ask out of fear of possibly upsetting you
likes making you little things (small pillows, plushes, ect) since i can see her being into sewing.. might be because shes a doll, though
KINGER:
i said it once and ill say it again, kinger is dad. like i already hc he had kids before getting stuck in the digital world, but i also like to hc that he and gangle have a dad/kid relationship, at least when kinger was less... paranoid
like he still has the capacity to be a father figure to you, but i think with you being a little... ermrmfl.. he might be a little put off
tells you stories about "being a king" (ie embellishing the one time he was put in charge during an IHA ages ago) and tells you about some previous in house adventures
youre so short he genuinely doesnt see you approaching sometimes so he either gets jumpscared by you or literally trips over you on accident
is so so apologetic once he gets over the initial shock of suddenly meeting the floor
really if you follow this guy around and show interest in his interests hes gonna adopt you
he knows your threats arent empty, even if they arent hes not going to try to find out
ZOOBLE:
zooble seems like the type of person to find some vague amusement in kids swearing or saying out of pocket stuff, i cant explain why
cant teach you swear words thanks to the censoring of the digital world but hey... they can still spell it out...
honestly i hc that zooble themselves doesnt like being touched so hey you dont have to worry about that, they personally get it
cool older sibling energy. while ragatha gives off sweet n caring older sister, zooble gives off the energy of a cool older sibling who like. idfk skateboards or something
zooble skateboarding real
not much else to say here
GANGLE:
similar to pomnis but this is more so because gangle is intimidated by other people thanks to her shyness!
i think gangle would be in the same boat as you and zooble, in terms of touching, but in gangles case its because shes made of ribbon and thus can be pushed around very easily
would cry on the off chance you snap at her :(
she lets you into her room sometimes to let you draw with her! kids like drawing right?
thats her reasoning, at least
i mean hey, it gives you something to do and gives you a break from all the chaos
actually pretty okay when her comedy mask isnt broken, actually makes an attempt to properly get to know you and crack a few jokes
#tadc x reader#the amazing digital circus x reader#digital circus x reader#caine x reader#pomni x reader#jax x reader#ragatha x reader#kinger x reader#zooble x reader#gangle x reader#caine x you#pomni x you#jax x you#ragatha x you#kinger x you#zooble x you#gangle x you
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I’m so dead, very dead, deader than dead, and I’ll probably end up murdered. And then I’ll be dead at age eighteen. No money,no prospects, not even a romantic spouse. Me and my brother were picking up my sister from school. And he handed me the car keys for our other car cause his glasses were in there. BUT i forgot about them like entirely and left them in there. My dad took the car, and the keys that I left by accident.
Now now— he’s going to kill me. I made our sister late for school. I ruined his day. God I’m a fucking idiot. Like I ROYALLY screwed up. Like this is like a Two-Bit fuck up. And I feel absolutely terrible about it. My dad is really really mad. Oh god. Anywho…headcanons for this happening to two-Bit?
tbh i wouldve fucked it up too anon, that seems like a lot to remember ur not alone here i get it😭, but hey, its only one day out of a year, no need for anyone or u to beat u up this much over it!!!
•two bit is naturally kinda forgetful, and its never w big things, its ALWAYS small things he forgets, like where he put his stuff, what the day is, that kinda stuff
•but usually ppl dont ask him to do things, so they dont exactly know that!!!either that or they think hes playing dumb to get out of helping but no!!! his brain is not smooth!!!! hes trying here!! he wants to b helpful, just fucks up along the way
•ANYWAYS its also possible for him to stress out sm he just forgets as well, and thats what happened here</darry tasked w helping pony and two was already stressed over something w his sister, anndddd he forgot
•he felt even shittier bc he knew darry was stressed already and he was looking to him for help and he made it worse, he was beating himself up so bad
•i also think darry has a bitttt of an anger issue and chances r he kinda blew up on two, and usually two can handle it, but as said before hes already feeling shitty so he just avoids darry for a while after that, same w his mom but look he doesnt see her much anyways, shes kind of a workaholic, and w his sister he apologizes to her but she brushes it off
•w pony, i dont think he cared THAT much, yea he was annoyed, like yea upset but only for a few minutes, beyond that, he gets over it and so when two went to apologize/explain himself, pony just accepted it and thats what helped make two feel at least a lil better, was like seeing a light flicker in a dark tunnel
•BUT POINT IS, he distances himself away from everyone for a bit to get his mind all in check, but that makes ppl worry about him, and try looking for him to come back at least for a little while and it takes a bit of pushing, but he’ll do it
•darry does in fact feel bad for just blowing up on two like that and apologize, but i think its just awkward between the two of em for a while, darrys not used to apologizing and two bit actually showing negative emotion is notttt something he likes to b the focus of
•to try and make himself feel more useful, he tries doing small things around the house, cleaning up a lil to try and “gain back trust” as he sees it
•lowkey, even hes not trusting himself to take care of others for a while, hes staying in his lane
srry this took so long, i was busy today😭😭
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sowwy being petty
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tried making that dunkaroo dip tonight because my sister brought over animal crackers and it sounded good. it turned out great! and i got to use some of my fun sprinkles for it. my mom came in and had a little, then said "ive been craving birthday cake because i didnt get one on my birthday." then immediately launched into a several minute long apology (as always) because "it sounds like i'm complaining but i'm not, everything i say comes out wrong"—which, unfortunately, tends to be the case. my mom has a tendency to phrase things in an absurdly negative manner, probably because she is the negative self-talk champion. she DID get a birthday cake, but it was a costco cheesecake rather than a traditional buttercream frosting vanilla 'birthday" cake. because that was what she asked for in lieu of a traditional cake. so, perhaps the better verbiage would have been to say "i've been craving birthday cake, probably because i wanted to get cheesecake instead on my birthday." she then left, whipping herself for her imagined transgression the entire way back to her room.
anyway, so i thought, i know, i'll surprise my mom with a birthday cake. i've already made all of this frosting (the dunkaroo dip was pretty much just cream cheese frosting: butter, cream cheese, and powdered sugar w a lil vanilla), and we have cake mix, it'll be easy and maybe make her happy. so im looking around the kitchen for a pair of springform pans and i find this vintage cast iron pan of animal shapes, perfect for making animal cookie sandwiches. it even has a recipe on the box. i heave it out of its battered box and set it aside, intent on using the dunkaroo dip for filling and surprising my mom in the morning with these adorable cookie sandwiches. my sister and i were playing a few more days on stardew valley, so the plan was she'd go to bed, and i knew id be up all night (it's 6am and i am still awake) so i'd bake then. it's gonna be 100F today, way too hot to use the oven, and besides then both she and my dad can wake up to a fresh cake on a sunday morning to enjoy with coffee.
but at 2am, right as my sister is heading to bed, my mom trundles out again. i quickly try to hide the tray so i dont ruin the surprise, but she spotted it anyway. she then made a comment about how i apparently HAVE seen this tray before (i have no memory of this) and said "you wanted it!", implying that she'd purchased it at my request. i ask her for clarification of when i'd said that, and she starts at the very beginning of its history, saying "I bought this before your father and i were even married, maybe 40 years ago"—i try to stop her, asking how i could have possibly asked for this tray before they were even married, let alone that i hadn't been born, but she presses on—"I guess i had this stupid idea in my head that I was going to be a good mother and bake cookies for my kids once i had them, but obviously i never did, so i failed at that too".
she eventually tells me that i apparently asked her "within the last six months" for this tray (for some fantasy day when i ~move out~ i guess?), but i have zero memory of this. then again shit all has been worth remembering in the last [mumble] years so what the fuck ever. regardless, with the surprise reveal of the "jumbo" animal cracker cookies ruined, i simply rinsed the decades-abandoned cast iron tray, dabbed the excess water, and set it out to finish drying in the steadily increasing warmth of the ambient air.
i still have the dip so i could try again another night but. well, the love has been sucked out of it. all the animal shapes will do is remind her of what a shitty mother she says she is. and if i say i wanted to do it the night before, then she'll flog herself even more for ruining the surprise. i don't really have a point, i guess. just airing my grievances somewhere about how trying to do something nice always ends up with me somehow hurting my mom no matter what i do
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pro-tip from someone who has had stretches pf insomnia like this since high school: (bc your posts makes it sound like a new development and like youre scared, so i want to help. sorry this unsolicited)
but literally?? fake it
fake sleeping. youre going to lie down, close your eyes, shift when youre uncomfortable, but keep your eyes closed and stay laying down. try to keep your mind as blank as possible, thats really hard for me specifically, so i legit will listen to videos or podcasts or music or ocean-waves as i fake-sleep (bonus, i found something that works for me 60, 70% of the time are those ASMR roleplay videos where it'll be like "your boyfriend/girlfriend talks to you while you sleep" or "you get confessed to while youre asleep" or literally anything where i have to "roleplay" being asleep?? weirdly? flips a switch and ill be KOed before the video ends. what the fuck. but thats niche as hell, idk if itll work for you, but it is an "experiment! you never know" encouragement)
and youre going to want to fake-sleep as best as you can, even if youre actually awake the whole 8+ hours, because it legit tricks your brain into thinking youre asleep enough that it gives you those chemicals you need from sleeping that help regenerate your energy and whatnot. like scientists found this works really well, insomniacs who did this instead of their phone or tasks or reading, even if they rarely fell asleep while fake-sleeping, not only recorded feeling a lot better than the control group who was not given this order to sleep like this, but also had more balanced chemical stuff. i like to akin ir to a cell-phone charge. youre not going to get the 100% you would from actually sleeping, but going from a 20% to a 65% is still p huge and very helpful. before i was told this tip, i literally would meditate to recoup; and shockingly meditation releases those same chemicals so like. i was already doing it. just. sitting up instead of laying down lol
also, please do talk to a doctor about getting a sleep study done or something if you have the insurance to afford it. but this is a tip you can do in the meantime in addition to other experimentations thatll help you out. youll still feel exhausted (esp if you cant quiet your brain. my AuDHD mind shuts the fuck when other people speak, so the audio-roleplay and podcast and video-essay people have been god-sends), you won't be that 100% refresh as i already said, but it also wont be AS compounded of an exhaustion which is so helpful when your metaphorical battery is just going down and down and down— to have SOMETHING charge it even a bit or just stall it. i dont want you to think this is a "youll feel back to normal!" cure-all; it truly is the epitome of a "well, thatll help it not get WORSE at any rate, and maybe a bit better" type of rhetoric
for now, i would recommend doing a fake-nap, pick x-amount of hours that feels most comfortable to you (my pick is usually 3 or 4, but my lil sister found she prefers 2 hour long fake-naps and my other lil sister just goes "fuck it, no fake-nap, only fake-sleep; im doing 8+ hours" lmao), see if it at least takes the edge off
i have said a lot of "temper your expectations" type of stuff but i will also say this: at one point, this tip literally saved my life. because i spent 2.5 months running on a total of 4 to 6 hours of legit-sleep per week or per week-and-a-half throughout. and that kinda shit, i belatedly found out, should mean i should be dead. but i was fake-sleeping at least 5 hours a night. and my family's doctor went "uhhhhh thank god i showed your mom that study i guess, omfg". so like. i swear it helps. just. ALSO temper your expectations on how much it helps lol
if this is unsolicited and feels unwarranted, i apologize. im not good at reading tone in text, and just wanted to help. i hope this does help you out, you got this, i believe in you!!
Hey no worries, I appreciate you taking the time to type all this out. Recently (like, within the past one to two years or so) I’ve been more prone to bouts of restlessness and the fake sleeping is actually something I practice and it does help me most of the time. I think right now it’s more of a stress induced sort of thing more than anything that’s led to me having more trouble. Might just be one of those things I gotta wait out to be honest. When I do have a moment where I can’t sleep right it doesn’t last more than a few days normally so I don’t imagine this being different I hope. Maybe seeing a doctor would help but I’ll be honest there’s a probably a few things I should be seeing a doctor about and I just don’t have the money for that lol. But still like I said I appreciate you taking the time to try and help me out and offer some advice that’s very kind of you 🫶
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So I'm the eldest and I love all my siblings but god ever since I moved out my brother has been such a lil shit to our youngest- back when I lived there I was always the one to deescalate situations (in general not just my brother)- and he in general wouldn't behave that way when I'm around (i always thought its cause me and him are close but once I talked to mom about it and she says that he probably doesn't because he's scared of me... which is not great- I have to admit when the two of us were little I was a lil shit the same way he is now - I only got my shit together at 14- 15 because I realised that there had to be one responsible person in the household and it wasn't going to be our parents- also I just didn't want my siblings to hate me after I died. But since me and brother are the closest in age he remembers more of that time when I sucked than our other siblings do - so I shouldn't be surprised he is behaving similarly especially since he never had to go through the same crisis that i did at 15 (thats not even getting started on how our parents have affected all this)) but that doesnt change the fact he's being a lil bitch to my sister!
And I can't go tell him to knock it off- I have been bullied in school before I'm not dumb- a figure of authority telling a bully to stop it is just gonna make the bully be pissed that the person they're bullying snitched
Idk- he'll be moving out in 2 years so she won't have to put up with him after that but I still feel like I should fix the situation- I want to shake him and tell him "I got my shit together why can't you!" But it would be a bit rich coming from me
He seems to be at least semi aware of it- he tends to avoid people after doing shit like that- but he never apologises and that still sucks!
Tldr I'm very used to being the one responsible for fixing things in my family , but now I have moved and I can't do that and I'm very frustrated about it
Idk, I want to ask if you have any ideas but I know that would be a bit much and I already dumped so much on you- I'm very sorry about that- if you want to ignore this ask feel free to do so
i dont have any ideas, sorry. though my oldest sister might hahahh. that was more their role than mine. for what its worth i feel a similar kind of guilt about moving away cuz my little sister is stuck with mom and my oldest brother and it's frankly terrifying to think about that situation for too long.
my oldest sister has made a lot of progress reconnecting with us though through honest & emotional conversation. they've apologized for what they've done and they've worked on making sure we all don't, like, kill ourselves or something. so maybe you could start with that?
like, instead of starting out shaking his shoulders and yelling at him you just start by apologizing for the way you acted and stuff. and if you can try to segue into a level headed, non-accusatory conversation about why he shouldn't treat his sister this way.
idk i am not incredibly smart when it comes to this stuff so if that goes bad you can't blame ME cuz you're the one taking advice from a depressed art student on tumblr afasdfsdf
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So for the S&B AU, we've seen SunSummoner!Ava, Squaller!Bea; Inferni!Lilith; Heartrender!Camila, and (implied) Darkling/Black Heretic!Adriel.
Where do you see the other characters, like Mary and Shannon and Superion and Vincent and Jillian and Reya? Are JC and crew Ava's friends in the first Army prior to her finding out she's a grisha? Who would be in the equivalent to the Crows?
(if you can't tell already, I am going quite feral over this AU)
yeah i put some of these in previous tags actually
first off, adriel is definitely the darkling yeah, he fits very well for many reasons, ancient manipulative fakeass man
i think mary would either be an inferni (she has that vibe) or a durast, but in that unofficial-jesper way yknow
shannon could be another squaller, idk, maybe its because in canon she and beatrice both have those lil fighting sticks so im immediately drawing the conclusion that they'd have the same grisha powers too
now mother superion would make a very good baghra but that'd also mean that she's like a million years old and the mother of adriel which is a very funny picture to me. i dont wanna make reya baghra because (suzanne fits better) we dont rlly know enough about her to like. care. or maybe its just me.
jillian and yasmine are for sure durasts/alkemi, i dont think thats up to too much debate
also im thinking how michael being nikolai is funny (both of them are blonde. enough reasoning.) but that'd cause the issue of how does jillian fit into the picture? because im quite sure ravka isnt so progressive diversity win just yet to have a grisha queen but i also dont wanna let go of materialki jillian, so idk about michael yet, he's up for grabs lmao
jc and co. yeah the first army guys, also, jc as mal would be quite nice as long as he's just the himbo bestie or ex at most, not a love interest (i do Not like love triangles)
one other idea i like i sister dora as tamar, that'd be really cool
and vincent uhh my brother in christ, i'll be honest, i dont know what the fuck to do with you and idk about the crows either because im running out of characters to think of, so those are left unanswered, apologies
#im unhinged too dont worry#but im glad about the ask bc now its actually out there in a post#thank you#grisha au#long ass post dear god
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Chapter 22
-1 month later- Y/n pov: "Anthony" "THATS MEEEEE" "i wanna introduce are baby to our friends" "ok" "lets invite the cast"
Mi nombre es Alexander Hamilton
Guys we opening up the option to come see our baby today
Jazzy poo bear😭🙄🔛🔝‼️🗞️🧍🏼♀️🫶🏾🤭🎶🗣️🪄✅😑👍🏾🩷😂👦🏿🖕🏾😘❕🔥😔👦🏾💞👹❗️🔊🎩👦🏽: IM SO EXITED i get to see my bby 💕💕
Pippy poo😀🥹☺️😃😅😊😄😂😇😁🤣🙂😆🥲🙃:YAY LIL EMMY
Mommy nèa(not dirty🙄)😉😗😝🤓😌😙😜😎😍😚🤪🥸🥰😋🤨🤩😘😛🧐🥳:I CANT WAIT TO SEE MY NIECE
Loser Leslie 🤫😐🙄😲🫠🫤😯🥱🤥😑😦😴😵💫😶🫨😧🤤🤐🫥😬😮😪🥴:what time
Weird David 😮💨🤢🤕👹😵🤮🤑👺😵💫🤧🤠🤡🤐😷😈💩🥴🤒👿👻🤖:your littarly my sister duh
ThEy DiDnT sAy I CoUlDnT sIng 🤝🏾🤛🏾✌🏾🤌🏾👍🏾🤜🏾🫰🏾🤏🏾👎🏾🫷🏾🤟🏾🫳🏾👊🏾🫸🏾🤘🏾🫴🏾✊🏾🤞🏾👌🏾👈🏻:duh bitch
Oakyyyyy the unfuckable tree👉🏾🤚🏾🫲🏾✍🏾👆🏾🖐🏾🫱🏾🙏🏾🖖🏾👇🏾💪🏾🫵🏾☝🏾👋🏾🦾🦶🏾✋🏾🤙🏾🖕🏾🦵🏾:you're littarly my twin bro stop playing with me
Christodontfuckme👶🏾🧑🏾👩🏾🦰👱🏾♂️👧🏻👨🏾🧑🏾🦰👩🏾🦳🧒🏾👩🏾🦱👨🏾🦰🧑🏾🦳👦🏿🧑🏾🦱👱🏾♀️👨🏾🦳👩🏾👨🏾🦱:duh girl😝😝
Loser Leslie 🤫😐🙄😲🫠🫤😯🥱🤥😑😦😴😵💫😶🫨😧🤤🤐🫥😬😮😪🥴 :what time
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My mannn💀🎃😼🫶🏾☠️😺😽🤲🏾👽😸🙀���🏾👾😹😿🙌🏾🤖😻😾👏🏾:we love yall please be there
We were in our room and heard a knock at the door and I got up to get it I awenser it. So It turned out to be jazzy "THERE MY oh it's you" "that felt purposeful" "donde esta mi esposa" "MI ESPOSA" "whatever" we walk to our room" hey y/n/n" "hey snazzy jazzy" "may i hold my niece" she says taking my spot "of course but be careful I cant stress that enough" "trust me" "hey emily" "co co" "emily can you say my dad sucks" "jazz" "the original version was dirty" we hear a knock on the door "jazzy apologize to ant ill get the door" "DADDY" "hey baby how you been""good" "hey sissy" "hi sebby" "hey Francisco" "co co" "CAN WE SEE THE BABY" "shhh sebby your gonna scare her" "im sorry" "its fine dad, come on lets see her" "hey lin" "sup lin" jazzy and Anthony greets "hey guys" dad greets "can i hold her" sebby ask "after the adults" mom tells him "well can i hold franny" he ask "not yet baby" he says a little "by the time its yet hell be to old to hold" mom ignores him and asks "may i pick her up" "yes" she holds her and starts talking to him "hey baby im your grandmother and ill love you so much" -15 minutes later- "sebby ask y/n if you can hold Emily" "may i hold emily" "of course bro" he held him gently "hi baby im your uncle and when you are 3-4 were gonna be best friends even when im a moddy teenager well still be best friends" "awww" "cocochhnxggx" "hwrhfdhdfjdghgdjgdjddjd to you two" we hear a knock a the door "aww no more emily" "you can hold fran" "hey bro here are my tips for serving the Miranda household" Lin ran to the door "HEY PHILLIPA" "hi wheres my sisters baby" "in our room" she runs to the room "number 47 DO NOT-hey pippa" "why you switch up" Anthony teases "shut up Anthony" "HEY we don't use those especially with adults SAY SORRY" nessa commands "I'm sorry Anthony for telling you to shut up" "it's ok I didn't really care" "may I hold the baby" "yes of course" "hi baby I'm pippa soo" "pghtghbth" "close enough" we all laughed we hear our door open Anthony grabbed a knife "que es 'wheres my granddaughter' en espanol" "donde esta mi chicos chico" i said with a questioning tone "what she said"she said with a chuckle "may i hold her" nea questions "you may" i awnsers "hi baby im you second grandmother and im going to teach you how to be yourself when you are older" les came in "yall just leave yall door open" leslie asks"oops" says renés "good thing i came before someone else did" Leslie diverts"right" i agree "im really sorry" nea aplogizes "its alright mistakes happen" ant comfront "hey i dont know if this is the right time but may i hold emily" leslie asks "you may" i say granting premission "hi baby im your uncle and im gonna teach you wait for it" les tells my baby "funny" lin chimes in then everyone else came and that was that
Dark bitchs in white girl
Who tryna meet my bby
Morgan Saylor:yes
Brian Marc:yes
Justin Bartha:yes
Bobbi Salvör Menuez;yes
Chris Noth:yes
Ralph Rodriguez:yes
Ok pull up
Y/n pov:-1 month later- Y/n pov: "Anthony" "THATS MEEEEE" "i wanna introduce are baby to our friends" "ok" "lets invite the cast"
Mi nombre es Alexander Hamilton
Guys we opening up the option to come see our baby today
Jazzy poo bear😭🙄🔛🔝‼️🗞️🧍🏼♀️🫶🏾🤭🎶🗣️🪄✅😑👍🏾🩷😂👦🏿🖕🏾😘❕🔥😔👦🏾💞👹❗️🔊🎩👦🏽: IM SO EXITED i get to see my bby 💕💕
Pippy poo😀🥹☺️😃😅😊😄😂😇😁🤣🙂😆🥲🙃:YAY LIL EMMY
Mommy nèa(not dirty🙄)😉😗😝🤓😌😙😜😎😍😚🤪🥸🥰😋🤨🤩😘😛🧐🥳:I CANT WAIT TO SEE MY NIECE
Loser Leslie 🤫😐🙄😲🫠🫤😯🥱🤥😑😦😴😵💫😶🫨😧🤤🤐🫥😬😮😪🥴:what time
Weird David 😮💨🤢🤕👹😵🤮🤑👺😵💫🤧🤠🤡🤐😷😈💩🥴🤒👿👻🤖:your littarly my sister duh
ThEy DiDnT sAy I CoUlDnT sIng 🤝🏾🤛🏾✌🏾🤌🏾👍🏾🤜🏾🫰🏾🤏🏾👎🏾🫷🏾🤟🏾🫳🏾👊🏾🫸🏾🤘🏾🫴🏾✊🏾🤞🏾👌🏾👈🏻:duh bitch
Oakyyyyy the unfuckable tree👉🏾🤚🏾🫲🏾✍🏾👆🏾🖐🏾🫱🏾🙏🏾🖖🏾👇🏾💪🏾🫵🏾☝🏾👋🏾🦾🦶🏾✋🏾🤙🏾🖕🏾🦵🏾:you're littarly my twin bro stop playing with me
Christodontfuckme👶🏾🧑🏾👩🏾🦰👱🏾♂️👧🏻👨🏾🧑🏾🦰👩🏾🦳🧒🏾👩🏾🦱👨🏾🦰🧑🏾🦳👦🏿🧑🏾🦱👱🏾♀️👨🏾🦳👩🏾👨🏾🦱:duh girl😝😝
Loser Leslie 🤫😐🙄😲🫠🫤😯🥱🤥😑😦😴😵💫😶🫨😧🤤🤐🫥😬😮😪🥴 :what time
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My mannn💀🎃😼🫶🏾☠️😺😽🤲🏾👽😸🙀👐🏾👾😹😿🙌🏾🤖😻😾👏🏾:we love yall please be there
We were in our room and heard a knock at the door and I got up to get it I awenser it. So It turned out to be jazzy "THERE MY oh it's you" "that felt purposeful" "donde esta mi esposa" "MI ESPOSA" "whatever" we walk to our room "hey y/n/n" "hey snazzy jazzy" "may i hold my niece" she says taking ants spot "of course but be careful I cant stress that enough" "trust me" "hey emily" "co co" "emily can you say my dad sucks" "jazz" "the original version was dirty" we hear a knock on the door "jazzy apologize to ant ill get the door" "DADDY" "hey baby how you been""good" "hey sissy" "hi sebby" "hey Francisco" "co co" "CAN WE SEE THE BABY" "shhh sebby your gonna scare her" "im sorry" "its fine dad, come on lets see her" "hey lin" "sup lin" jazzy and Anthony greets "hey guys" dad greets "can i hold her" sebby ask "after the adults" mom tells him "well can i hold franny" he ask "not yet baby" he says a little "by the time its yet hell be to old to hold" mom ignores him and asks "may i pick her up" "yes" she holds her and starts talking to him "hey baby im your grandmother and ill love you so much" -15 minutes later- "sebby ask y/n if you can hold Emily" "may i hold emily" "of course bro" he held him gently "hi baby im your uncle and when you are 3-4 were gonna be best friends even when im a moody teenager well still be best friends" "awww" "cocochhnxggx" "hwrhfdhdfjdghgdjgdjddjd to you two" we hear a knock a the door "aww no more emily" "you can hold fran" "hey bro here are my tips for surviving the Miranda household" Lin ran to the door "HEY PHILLIPA" "hi wheres my sisters baby" "in our room" she runs to the room "number 47 DO NOT-hey pippa" "why you switch up" Anthony teases "shut up Anthony" "HEY we don't use those especially with adults SAY SORRY" nessa commands "I'm sorry Anthony for telling you to shut up" "it's ok I didn't really care" "may I hold the baby" "yes of course" "hi baby I'm pippa soo" "pghtghbth" "close enough" we all laughed we hear our door open Anthony grabbed a knife "que es 'wheres my granddaughter' en espanol" "donde esta mi chicos chico" i said with a questioning tone "what she said"she said with a chuckle "may i hold her" nea questions "you may" i awnsers "hi baby im you second grandmother and im going to teach you how to be yourself when you are older" les came in "yall just leave yall door open" leslie asks"oops" says renés "good thing i came before someone else did" Leslie diverts"right" ant agrees "im really sorry" nea aplogizes "its alright mistakes happen" ant comfront "hey i dont know if this is the right time but may i hold emily" leslie asks "you may" i say granting premission "hi baby im your uncle and im gonna teach you wait for it" les tells my baby "funny" lin chimes in then everyone else came and that was that
#hamilton fanfiction#ao3 fanfic#fanfics#Fanf#fanfic authors#fanfic writers#fanfiction writer#fanfic writing#fanfic#fanfiction#anthony ramos#jasmine cephas jones#hamilton musical#lin manuel miranda
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Okay so yeah as I said I'd be back later, and I am back ( yeah very late lolz) So how are you???? Hope everything is alr? Okie so god, Jake seems pissed, the fatherly rage and all. He gon fuck up the person that dare interrupted this moment. Like my man was finally having a heart felt moment and finally realized his mistakes ( at long last) and was trying to correct them, but no, it can't happen not so soon anyways. Like this guy, I kinda feel bad for us when this old father was finally admitting his mistakes, some douchebag had to ruin it. like I can imagine the us goin "Aye U mf, this bish was finally, finally apologizing and u had to ruin it didn't you? Leave my father man I'll fuck you up, dumb bitch couldn't handle bein humiliated by dad and mom once that you come back again for more?"
I WANT NEYETIRI'S REACTION FOR THE NAME JACK, AND I SAW SM1 IN YOUR ASKS SAYING THE NAME JACK THE CANNIBAL. AND I LOVED IT WHOEVER HAD THAT IDEA. I CAN IMAGINE NEYETIRI GOING- SHE'S TOO MUCH OF A COPY LIKE HER FATHER- Like bro but god I re-read it again all the parts and I cried, an emotional wreak, the lucid dreaming? oh it felt so true, like it was not a part of ur fiction but the actual movie. This is how good your writing is. Okie so as you said we are heading to the Metkayina Clan. I want a lil info if psbl. Is she gonna fall in love with one of the Metkayinan Boy or Girl? I've never, ever been obsessed with a piece of Fiction so damn bad as this one. I'm addicted to this man, what you write hits right in the damn feels. Love you <33 AND YEE PAY FOR MY AND OTHER'S THERAPY BILLS. IMMA SEND MINE NEXT.
FIRST OF ALL NO I CANNOT PAY FOR ANY THERAPY I CANT EVEN AFFORD MYSELF 💀💀💀
AND totally uncalled for TMI but i wanna complain a bit,,,, I started my period today and things suck it hurts. the radiator in my room also broke down and im cold its winter here. but like. im happy regardless bc i have you guys<3 constantly am reminded there's a small crowd out there on the internet who love me (maybe) and my writing so im cheered up instantly. yes im being cheesy im on my period EXCUSE ME
MOVING ON THOUGH i want to say that man was one of the recombinants in quaritch's squad that wasn't quite killed and only wounded. the rest of his squad got extraction but he didn't, so that's how he made his way to the tree of souls trying to navigate the forest. i didnt really gave context to how sister!reader's rescue went because she was very focused on herself and her claustrophobic panic at the moment but YEAH I thought it'd be cool to establish a bit of a butterfly effect HSHSJDS ur gonna see what jake does with him it's going to be interesting
(ALSO THANK YOU AQSA TO THINK ITS THAT DESCRIPTIVE AND CLEAR THAT YOU COULD LUCID DREAM AHHHHSDSDBSJKDBK)
OOF to be honest i only have bits and pieces for the metkayina plot. if i were to write about it i think i'd do just headcanons? i dont have a lot tbh,,,,, nothing is set in stone at the moment. for the romance i have ideas i entertain, sister!reader is a character who can have interesting dynamics with everyone due to her personality. i havent really planned anything at all so i just dont know. i really am planning to leave the ending ambiguous sorry AHAHAH
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idk ion like this mf
so we had went on a walk,n he apologized for being weird cuz YEA ! YEW 🫵🏾WANTED ME ! then gon say he thought i was finna dip out…cuz i was.
so we walking n talking,n i found out this nigga stupid like ohhhh goooooooddddddduhhhhh😭😭😭😭wdym you dont know what superficial mean ?? i hope he was just nervous
n he askin me shit n holding on to me…bitch if youon MOVEEEEEE😭😭😭 I DONT DO PHYSICAL TOUCH NORMALLY. I FELT LIKE LEMONGRAB FROM ADVENTURE TIME
But anyway i found out he’s from the city im from,he’s older than me, n he told me he been plotting on me since day 1 which ?? i wasnt at school for 3 weeks ? what ??? stalker freak boy like huuhhhhhh😭😭he said he never talked to me cuz im always w my sister or im always mean muggin otw to class which lowkey, now im jus paranoid cuz i be doin my lil dances on the way to class wtf do u mean he been plotting???? HE’S SEEN ME THIS WHOLE TIME ??? AND THEN HES IN THE SAME MAJOR AS ME ?? WHY HAVE I NEVER SEEN HIM ??
n him being in the same building as me cuz of our major lowkey take me out cuz if he REALLY been watching he wouldve known i’ve been lookin for my emo loser i saw at orientation
#the way he talk irritates me lowkey#then he gon talk ab how he not a bop even though he be hanging w girls#then he called girls females. yea no keep it#shy speaks (too much)
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Ok this here reminds me of something, this was hilarious as a kid, and i stand by it being funny still. When i was around 15 my neighbors daughter was about 12. We rode the same bus. Hung out around the neighborhood played. Chill. She was totes naive and gullible, maybe even a bit ditzy(100%).
So onwards. We're on the bus and something in conversation brought up canada for something. My friend was all oooh aaaah canadaaaa. I look at her older sister, a twinkle in my eye and i proceed.
" Naw man, you think Canadas cool? Dude totally part of their big lie to the world. Dont tell me youve never heard of the Canadian Secret Mounted Police??? OH MAN ok so (seriously no humor) little known fact about Canada. The nice happy Canadian is a portrayed image. They want you to think that. Its so bad the citizens are generally terrified to walk around for breaking some law that counters their nice clean cut image. I was reading a Time mag. article n it said that around tourists n travelers youll never see them. But they are watching. Looking for impolite to outsiders canadians. If they spot one they very quietly n discreetly disappear that person ASAP. Never to be rude again. Some say prison camps n mines but who knows"
By now shes hooked. Not a doubt in her mind that im not telling the gods honest truth. Shes fallen for that b.s. story n thinking n wowing n... it was my stop to get off. "Byeeeee".
So I'm home its like 530, the phone rings. My dad answered.
"He what? Uh huh, yeah... sigh..(looks at me holding back laughter) okays, well you can assure her none of thats true n he's sorry for tricking her. Again"
He hangs up the phone. My moms all who was that n dad looks at me giggling n asks what it was i told her on the bus. I told him the true story of the Canadian Secret Mounted Police n oop my stop gotta go. Hes totally holding back busting out. My moms like WHYYYYY n im like it was... funny 🤷♂️👍. That girl was pissed at me the next day. Hehe. Good times. And remember, Don't fuck around in Canada, don't find out.
Did yaaaaa notice my dad said the word "again" up there? So funny story. Same girl same bus. (SAME BAT TIME SAME BAT CHANNEL) This was around Halloweenish n we were talking spooky stuffs n local legends n haunts of the area. And without a beat i look at her n her sister and...
"So no problems in your house on Halloween?" (They ask why perplexed) I proceed to tell them that their civil war era house (true) was part of the underground railroad, back helping escaping slaves (also true) Now theyre both intrigued with this knowledgeable fact.
"Well good thing you dont go down the basement then. (Damn place was half finished floor half dirt. 1 lil slit window. 1 light. And the room had a vibe n absorbed light. It was never bright enough. Alway dark no matter flashlight or lantern with overhead bulb.) Cause ya knoooow thats where they burried the slaves who died on the railroad? Some... they just killed to get rid of the hassle of hiding them any longer. Those are the really angry ones. Hope they dont claw up out the dirt floor. Shudder the thought. Oh well should be fiiiine just keep the door closed no probs."
Now the older sister looks at me and mouths an , is that true. And when her sis looks away im like NOOOOO lol sssh. Oh look its my stop . I get home and not 30 minutes the phone rings n my mom gets it n shes like "get down here NOW. Did you tell her..." Yeah ha totally fell for it yeah was not the correct answer. I had to apologize n all blaaaaah. My dad gets home mom gives him the tell your father what you did. He looks at me all stern and i tell him. When i reach the angry undead slaves burried in the basement bit thats when hes all "awwww maaaannn why ya gotta do that? " then he busted out laughing. Moms all serious lookin n im all made to promise dont do it again. Quit scaring the girl. And i did just that that Canadian story was not horrifying, it was complete bullshit but not scary, I promised. 👍
Also, an amusing point about the house is that it was pre civil war built kinds of old. And used in the underground railroad as a way point. Also I never ever let on or told those girls their house was actually, actually haunted. But it was upstairs and in the attic, not the basement. Lil bit an unpleasant vibe also. At times going to play in the attic was " not a good feeling idea" and i never liked being upstairs, second floor after, or in the dark. Bad vibes closer, you got to attic.
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Well I need a new therapist lmaoooo
I told her I was uncomfortable regarding a certain celebrity.
I don't mind them as a person, though I feel they are v performative on certain topics and exploits things for money. My main issue is they don't tell their fans anything like they don't say hey no death threats. Maybe they have and then I would feel slightly better about the person, but the fans are moreso my issue.
Regular fans are fine, my sister is. But its the rabid stans who want to crawl in the celebrity's ribcage to breathe the same air as them. Crazy. True definition of stan. Like, I know someone who quite literally went to this celeb's concert not once but THREE times. Fine no big deal, enjoy, I've been to a concert more than once just not in the same concert season lineup thing. Except they then begged for money because they had spent their money for rent and their BABY who is going through a growth spurt has no clothes that fit- this person even said they spent the money on the concert in the comments. Like what???? I've seen fans doxx people for having a differing opinion. Just not people I feel comfortable associating with
Normally idc im not involved whatever, just avoid them. The REASON it got brought up to my therapist, wasn't because I just randomly dislike this celeb. That isnt the reason.
The REASON it got brought up is because Spotify wrapped happened and I mentioned that I was uncomfortable because two people who severely fucked me up mentally (one was emotionally abusive and the other harassed and stalked me) had this artist in their top 5. Also My ex friend who ended up posting pictures of my house when she knew I had a stalker (I had moved snd they hadn't found this place until they posted) also had this artist in top 5. (And yes if was malicious, we had an argument and then they posted the outside of my house, sure they deleted the post later but the guy had already seen it as she had a public account and he followed some of my friends on fake accounts. We weren't friends after this)
I made the comment that they all had widely different tastes but all liked the same artist, and I made a joke that I should have known it was a red flag (we had spent the therapy session discussing signs i should have noticed in these people and ways they were alike which made me even think of the artist WHICH is why it was brought up).
And to be fair the reasons I listed of the people who have done things to me are probably why I dislike the celeb.
But my therapist actually called me stupid and wrong because apparently the artist was in THEIR top 5. Which, uh, okay my bad. Started going hard against me, even cursed at me So I again point out that in my mind it's linked to my abusers and people who betrayed my trust, and my therapist went "the majority isnt like that" to which I mentioned the rest of the points about things I've seen online. I guess I could have just apologized but she was coming at me and I was already on edge talking about everything, then they called me stupid and berating me...
Well I was uncomfortable then but i thought "hey, you did insult someone they obviously like, it's normal to be a lil defensive" and was like well we can move past. But no, quite literally this last session sealed the deal, because instead of talking about my trauma or anything, she made me listen to their albums. Which wtf??? Who does that irl?? Explained all the nuances and the theories and shit I DONT CARE about. I tried to tell them, but ok I also infodump on things I care about. Then they told me that my abusers must not be THAT bad because they have good taste. I walked out. Still got charged for the full session, and I filed a complaint. I dont see how they have their license????
I'm pissed rn haha and it actually had the opposite effect and has solidified that I do not like this artist in my mind. At. All.
Aww bestie that sucks 😭 first thank you for sharing! Second, this therapist is completely unprofessional. They shouldn’t have let their personal like of this artist affect how they’re treating you during the sessions YOU pay for.
And the fact that someone spent their rent money and their baby’s money…where’s the priorities, where’s the values, where’s the morals?
For me, I’ve also disliked a celebrity because of their fans and fandoms. Especially on twitter. I could write a whole thesis on how dysfunctional this fandom is on twitter 💀
There’s good and bad sides to all fandoms, I think in general we all have to find where we fit and surround ourselves with people who value us as much as we value them.
Anon, you have every right to like or not like something. That’s what makes friendships beautiful. I hope you’re able to find a therapist that can support you properly anon 🩷😭 some of these people get their license out a happy meal
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I've had this dream that I spent all day thinking about.
I'm just gonna be really queer about this for a few minutes so I mean. Do with it what you will.
I've started to accept that I have dreams about people I connect with. I felt a lil freaked out about it for a while but I've started to get my bearings on it and its really strange to experience it with someone else. So, in my dream, I was at the when we were young festival. Instead of being with my sister, I was with my not-boyfriend. Fine, cool. It was set up on a beach (???) And we got separated by the crowd at one point. I couldn't find him. I wasn't really upset about this, as I was sure we would bump into each other again. But someone mentioned he was with my best friend "catching up". In dreams featuring my not-boyfriend, for some reason my coworker/friend is always the bearer of messages like this. I can't remember who it was that told me this, but I certainly can remember the feeling of utter devastation I felt. I ended up leaving but it took me like a day and a half to get back to where I parked my car. One of my biggest fears is that everyone just falls in love with my best friend (not the same best friend every time mind you, but this has happened to me a minimum of five times so you can see why i am worried this will happen) and they tend to remind me of each other sometimes. I'm very worried that if they ever met they would naturally fall in love and be together forever without me. It would actually fucking crush me - I like him way too much to just be cool with being friends, and I love her so much as a friend I couldn't stand being around them both. Like I would not survive this happening to me again. So anyway. Im walking back to my car, very confident he left with her. Except for some fucking reason. He is sitting in my car waiting for me. He's been there a while. When I spot him, I turn around and start walking back the way I came. But suddenly its a huge hill and I know he is getting out of the car to follow me. I lay down on the pavement face first, not painfully just. Lay down and accept this argument I guess. He helps me up, and im mad and I keep asking him to stop and just kind of. Idk leave me be. He starts trying to explain, and I realize I know he won't lie to me but at the same time the hurt I felt was still very real. So I did the gay thing where you're still *really* mad but you kinda lean your head on their chest. And he gives me a hug and apologizes and I just dont move but im crying. Because I thought the worst of him for a minute and it was unfounded, and if he asked me to believe him why wouldn't I? Anyway, he had a really fucked up day today in real life and kind of came clean to me that (to my understanding) he thinks I'm fucking with him for a laff. And while I am completely unoffended, bro what signal did I give to make you feel that way? What can I do to NOT make you think that??? When can we go on a date so I can embarrass myself to you??
#Personal i guess don't interact#I talk about my dreams sometimes#And sometimes they r so vivid still. Its been over 24 hours and I can still remember a lot of it setting wise
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Wanderer of The Stars
Gommene Gommene - Kikuo
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“Xingqiu, I’m home!”
After opening the door and taking off her shoes, she was met with the sight of her younger brother staring at her from the living room. Immediately there was an uneasiness in the air.
She shook her head and let out a soft sigh. Was this going to be an intervention? She hoped not. Though, to be honest she couldn’t really blame him for being upset. Especially if it was for what she thought it was.
She soon found herself a spot on the couch to sit on, keeping eye contact with the other out of pure respect.
“So.. what’s the matter?”
The greenette turned his head to the side in a frustrated manner, breaking the eye contact they’d once been holding. He crossed his arms, eyes narrowing as he stared at the wall beside him.
“How come you haven’t been home lately? I know we’re out on a mission but you’re still supposed to take care of me!” He frowned, “Have you been forgetting about me?”
He bit his lip, and before Mingxia could begin speaking he held up his hand to stop her.
“Diana and I saw you hanging out with some guy instead of practicing your duties like you said you would be that day! It’s not fair! You get on me for slacking off but you do the same thing!”
The oni gave her full attention as he spoke, a frown slowly forming on her lips the further he went on and on. Once he had finally finished she sighed, hands on her lap, back straightened out. It’s best to give your full attention to people when they speak to you, especially with body language.
“Xingqiu, please listen very closely.” She paused, “That boy was a demon in disguise. But.. he wasn't a threatening one who was in need of exercising. I put a seal on his power and gave him limits, I was finding him a h-“
“Why would you spare a demon?! They’re evil!..”
“Not all of them are! They can’t control their race Xingqi-!”
“They’re all born from the same flames of evil! You can’t trust demons! Why would you do that?!”
“..I was a demon.”
His hands fell to his sides upon hearing the other’s words. His own older sister.. a demon? No.. she couldn’t be! He.. he wasn’t a demon. How could she be one?
Would Lady Nephele really make such an error? Putting the divine being into a demon?
“No!.. No I d-dont.. I dont believe it! I won’t believe it!”
“Xingqiu-“
“Just go away!”
“O-Okay..”
And with this, she soon faded away into the shadows.
—•—
Sitting at the bus stop, he felt a sick feeling wash over him. Was he too harsh?.. Did he make her feel bad?.. Gosh, his head hurt. But the more quiet he wished for it to be, the more thoughts and questions swarmed it.
He set his hand on the diamond-cut bench he was sat upon, fingers dangling through the holes as he stared into space.
“I.. maybe I.. should apologize..”
A slim figure slipped out from the shadows from behind the bus stop. No.4, out and about to spread pure chaos. And it seemed this was a perfect place to start.
“No.7? You look down, is something on your mind?” Ciel inquired whilst slipping onto the bench by his side, “Sorry, did I scare you?”
“Wha-!”
*Xingqiu jumped a bit at the sudden appearence of the other Oni, eyes widening ever so slightly. Soon though he calmed down realizing just who it was.*
“H-Hi Mr. Ciel!.. uhm.. no it’s fine, I-I wasnt scaareeddd!.. Haha..” He sheepishly laughed, “Well.. okay maybe I was. Only a lil though.”
He sighed, gaze going from Ciel back to the ground.
“I dunno.. I got in a fight with my older sis.. I think I made her sad..”
“No need to be so formal! We’re all friends here, aren’t we?” *He hummed,* “Well, that’s alright. Mingxia oughta’ teach you the basics on aura detection here soon though.”
He rested his hand on his knee, chin on his hand as he watched the younger boy. He quirked a brow to the other’s comment on this.. fight, with his sister.
This could be the exact entrance he was looking for.
“A fight, huh?” He held out a hand, “How about this? We can buy her some flowers and a card to apologize, and give it to her when she gets home from wherever she is.”
And like that, everything was beginning to fall into place like dominoes.
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As she lay staring at the ceiling, she felt her hands clamp up into fists. Her brows furrowed, legs crossed over one another. Maybe it was her own fault- that she was in this situation.
That instead of being a human choice, she was a salvaged demon. Yet at the same time, most oni were. Only a select few were human picks.
Still, maybe she could have broken it to him better. Maybe she should have told him when he was older.. maybe she just reacted too quickly during the heat of the moment. Spilled something she shouldn't have.
The light reflecting back in her eyes slowly disappeared as she closed them, slipping into a sorrowful slumber in the moment. When the world was the most quiet, a good nap could never hurt anyone.
—•—
Upon slowly opening the door to their small apartment he noticed the sleeping figure of his sister on the couch. She was home early.. was she waiting for him?
That pit in his stomach from before seemed to slowly spread to his chest, though after being shot a reassuring look from Ciel he nodded his head.
In one hand the oni held a bouquet, the other was shoved in his pocket. He approached his sister quietly, but tensed up a little once he noticed her stirring. Of course she’d be awoken, she was always good at sensing other’s presences.
“Uhm.. Mingxia?”
Mingxia shot up almost instantly hearing her name, eyes wide. Seeing as it was only Xingqiu and Ciel though, she calmed down rather quickly. Her gaze fixed solely on her brother.
“..Yes, brother?” She rubbed at her eyes with the knuckle of her hand, “Sorry.. I fell asleep waiting.”
“You were waiting for me?”
He bit his lip regretfully, though shook off the feeling. Now was his time to make up for the stupid argument they had! Not feel bad over even more.
“Mingxia, I’m.. really sorry. I got you your favorites..” He handed her the bouquet of mountain lilies, “I realize I was really mean.. and I talked to Diana.. she said it’s normal for Oni and I- I’m sorry..”
He frowned, looking away.
What a touching sentiment. As she took the flowers she couldn’t help but smile at the small boy. She set the bouquet aside and leaned forward to bring up a hand to his head.
“Please don’t fret. I understand completely. In times like these many things can sway your opinions on certain groups, especially with harmful retorect around them. You’re right, lots of demons are evil, but there is a small majority which can be trusted given the right boundaries.”
“I know.. I’m sorry.”
He felt embarrassment rise to his cheeks, the heat causing tears to form. Without hesitation he leaned forward and hugged onto his older sister, sniffling as he did so.
“I’m sorry!.. I-I’m so sorry!..”
The sudden affection surprised her a little, but she soon returned the hug with her own warm embrace. She ran her fingers through his hair, eyes shutting.
“There there.. it’s all going to be alright.” Her tone was much softer than before, “Let it all out.”
What a touching reunion. Though, it was quickly becoming a bore to him. What drabble. Some demons better than others? To hell with that. At the end of the day, almost everyone in this muddy universe was just in his way. Pests which needed to be exposed of. Well.. aside from his beautiful Maeve.
He slipped into the shadows and back out behind Mingxia. What fools. Sitting there, sobbing, cooing, hugging. It was almost pitiful. But.. not really.
Reaching out a hand his eyes narrowed. No, he couldn’t hesitate with this. In one fell swoop he had pierced through the chest of the elder of the two siblings. Pulling his hand back he had acquired a new, shining amethyst gem.
The look of panic in both their eyes was intoxicating. All he could do was grin as he watched No.1’s body hit the floor, the gem slowly phasing into his palm
“MINGXIA!”
Xingqiu brought up a hand to cover his mouth in utter fucking terror. His eyes widened, pupils darting from the seemingly hazy Ciel and the unconscious Mingxia. Watching her body fall he moved without thinking, catching it right before it hit the floor.
His hands shook, the blood that dripped from her chest onto them sending chills through his veins.
“MINGXIA WAKE UP! SISTER!” He cried, “M-Mingixa.. Mingxia..”
His terror quickly turned to sorrow and fight or flight- and subconsciously, his body chose flight. Moving only on adrenaline he picked up the body of his sister and quickly ran out those damn apartment doors. To where? He.. he wasn’t sure. Maybe No.2 could help! Or uh.. No.3? He wasn't sure.. god it all hurt.
Why would Ciel do that?.. Why would he hurt Mingxia? Weren’t they all friends? So.. why?!
And that’s when it hit him. That boy he saw her with. The demon. He could ask for his help. He’d gather everyone he could to help her. But for now, just one person would do. His thoughts were so scattered it felt as though he’d explode.
—•—
Running through the dimmed streets of Shinjuku was one of the most distressed boys in town. In his arms the body of a beautiful yet soulless woman. His elder sister, Mingxia Fei.
No matter what she always protected him. She always took care of him. She was always on his side. She tried her best for him..
Did he take that for granted? Did he fall into such a pool of selfishness to the point where he’d forgotten all she’d done for him?
The emerald stone engraved in his hand flickered with light as he ran, tears forming at the edges of his eyes. They clouded his vision, blurring the beaming street lights from view. His lungs ached, they felt so tight and dampened.
Even so his throat remained hoarse and dry. But that couldn’t stop him now. He had to get help. Someone- something- anyone! Just.. some sort of sign they’d be okay. Some sort of sign she’d be okay.
The tears from before dared to spill now, dripping from his cheeks to his chin as he ran.
He could no longer make out anything ahead of him but blurry lights and shadows. He wailed. Long, strained sobs escaped his throat.
He was in sheer agony.
In a small bakery was a girl dressed in an oversized red hoodie and skirt, and as she walked out with a chocolate croissant in hand she would soon find said treat on the floor.
The brunette blinked, confusion taking over. She looked from the baked good to what had caused it. A little boy.. or.. girl? A.. person- sobbing. In his arms..
An unconscious woman?!..
“Hey!.. What’s wrong bud? Are you okay?” She knelt down to his level, “Talk to me bud, c’mon, let’s get you taken care of..”
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Dating Billy Hargrove hc Part 1
Billy Hargrove x f!henderson!reader
Part 2 is up!!!!
warnings: mentions of anxiety, reader gets hurt by accident, Billy being protective, almost swearing
Note: If you don’t have anything ok to say about this character please scroll past this. (I don’t own stranger things or any characters you know the drill).
I’m going on a 7 hour flight rn so pleasee give me feedback or requests!! Thanks strangerssss
-him being super duper protective of you, but in a way that made you feel safe and comfortable
-he never EVER does anything that could hurt you
-he reassures you all the time when you’re anxious or worried
-he lets you squeeze his hand as hard as you want when you’re nervous
-he supports you when you need it
-but he HATES your longtime friendship with Steve ‘The Hair’ Harrington
-he finds it cute that you have such an amazing bond with the party
-considering you’re Dustin’s sister— he was actually really surprised
-when you met, he was SURE you were his age
-even though you have curls like your bro (let’s assume), you don’t look alike that much
-Dustin being like ‘wHAT. Not hIM anyone but HIm. why don’t you DATE STEVE INSTEAD.’ when he finds out
-even though he’s all bad boy ‘I dont care about the consequences’ at school, he freaking melts and becomes a lil cinnamon bun around you which you pride yourself on cuz you won’t see him going soft for someone like Carol :)
-you’re complete opposites in personality though
-it’s why he calls you angel
-and why he’s so protective
-“Don’t toUCh MY angel!” He would bark at anyone who comes too close
-A real Slytherpuff relationship, who’s who?
-When he first comes to school on his first day at Hawkins high
-He sees you with your friends
-and ksajdbsksn you had about a gazillion things in your arms (like you always do)
(-sometimes your friends jokingly makes fun of you for it-
-and Billy would go in protective mode even if they’re your friends
-“Whadjusay ‘bout Angel?”
-“They’re just kidding, baby”
-He glares at them but makes an effort to show them that he’s a good boyfriend to you always)
-You were making your way to math with your friends when he bumped into you, when you were trying to avoid the figure that was moving way to harshly with Tommy H. and Carol.
-you hadn’t really payed attention to him or seen his face yet
-But you could freaking tell that he would cause some trouble in this town
-and your first instinct was to stay away from him
-and even though it was his fault you now had a gash on your right forearm and dropped more than half of your things on the floor, you apologized. Because that’s what ya do
-But Billy—
-oh, Billy Boy—
-he freaked the heck out
-not only because he hurt you, but because he knew— just knew— that you were going to be someone meaningful to him.
-“I’m so sorry! Let me help you with that!” Billy rushes out, helping you pick up your things. (Tommy being like shutt up Billy)
-“oh, shi—“ you start saying, before a teacher comes and is starting to lead you too the nurse’s, despite your many protests if you saying you were fine and that you’d survive a cut and that you could rince it off in the bathroom
-Billy followed right behind
-apologizing profusely
-but not so loud that others could hear
-more out of habit
-because kjdjsdkbfddx the boy had a reputation to hold up
-and little did he know that later on—after getting to know you— he wouldn’t even care if he cried in front of everyone for you
-because the minute you started telling him about yourself or what your passions are or literally anything related to you
-he’d start falling
-he’d fall in love so darn hard
-that he was amazed that you fell just as hard as he did
(part 2?)
#billy hargrove#billy stranger things#billy hargrove x reader#stranger things#stranger things season 3#stranger things season 2#soft!billy hargrove#tommy h#henderson!reader#billy hargove imagine#billy hargrove x f!reader#Billy#guess the strangers#billy hargrove hc#billy hargrove headcannon
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In defense of: steve harrington and billy hargrove.
the lawyer(me✨) shall begun:
first of all, thank you all for having me in this commom day where nothing except my boredom and good mood is above average. ill show the jury the proof that those two dudes who are not my clients but i like them are not bullies.
Steve Harrington: he's well off enough, hes 16 in the first season and a pretty nice boyfriend. he has asshole friends and so what? everybody has some of those. oh, he slut shames Nancy? He just saw his girlfriend in the room with a boy that he knows is from the circle of people she knows (being the older brother of mike's best friend that went missing, also he took pictures of nancy and steve in a intimate moment, wtf jonathan.) then he did something dumb. But honestly, he was quite level headed about this whole shit.
He called Jonathan a slur but so what? Literally so what? thats the 80s if you dont wanna hear about slurs then peace out. he helped clean that thing he vandalized that i forgot the name because English before he goes after Nancy and Jonathan to apologize, he choses to do the right thing over doing things out of guilt. Thats a fucking awesome thing.
His only crime is being to easy to have his ass handed. Let this man beat someone up.
Billy Hargrove: Yeah this dude is sucks (cock) but hey i like him. Everybody knows the shit he went through, shitty dad, shitty mom, sudden shittier step mom, annoying lil step sister. my dude is an angel for not having commited a felony by now. People accuse him of being racist because Lucas is black and he seems to hate the kid, i think is more because Lucas liked Max, and Max kinda has a soft spot for him in the S2 and Billy sees it. Hes not racist, hes a hater. Also, Max going missing is a shitty thing to do, then going missing and being found in a strangers house that everyone knows is from the zombie boy Will, brother of the creep Jonathan that takes compromising pictures of people in the bushes. Maybe he doesnt know the rumors, but damn if the house doesnt give him the heebejeebies, and he probable knows because Tommy H. and Carol works faster than the schools newspapper. So he sees an the guy he was trying to assert dominance in a gay kinda of way in the shitty house where his shitty sister is hiding, and the guy straight up lie to his face. Then he decides to clock the boy down as much as it hurt his heart (pretty boy harrington. ..), and then he sees Lucas and Max plus other 3 boys and he thinks: oh fuck.
Then he is drugged and almost dickcapped by said shitty lil sister. and he is impressed, but also scared because he just got his ass handed by his sister.
Conclusion: they both need to kiss and commit crimes.
PLUS: they talk like old people.
EDITED FOR CLARITY AND I WILL ALSO ADD: why the fuck hate steve for saying a slur to an not actual gay when he is best friends with an actual gay person. Neither Billy or Steve are shown bullying people in the show, Billy drinks beer and is a mean bisexual, Steve is a human labrador (hes dumb and cute and strong and he will bite you no matter the odds). Fuck the duffers, can i get an hell yeah?
ANOTHER EDIT:
so i just read online that Dacre refused to say a racial slur towards Lucas and my disappointment is imeasurable but not surprisingly. So i am now 50/50 with racist Billy and just paranoid Billy. in both cases hes an asshole. At least im relieved to know that Lucas would lay his ass on basketball.
#stranger things#harringrove#billy hargrove#steve harrington#billy x steve#billy probable was heartbroken in that situation#like#he wants to fuck steve and he just sees steve trying to hide max and some other four boys in a strange house#sus as fuck#imagine thinking that your crush has a thing for kids#or seeling drugs to them#steve didnt helped at all.#like wtf#tell a white lie#invite him in#flirt a bit#then max drugs him#sleeps like a beauty and wakes up#open fridge and sees a demon dog and screeches
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